THE GIRL BEFORE left me an emotional wreck. I dove into this having a vague idea of the premise, but was surprised that this wasn't so much of a "thriller" for me as it was of one woman's journey to healing. Which made it all the more 'enjoyable', I suppose. This isn't really type of story one would enjoy, but it's a necessary tale of survival & reality of what happens under noses, plus, I'm a sucker for all that psychology. (I think when I looked at it from that angle, it was easier to just view this as a harrowing story of someone having their life uprooted & learning to start again.) We are told everything up front, but the book is penned in "then/now" format, having each chapter unfolding the details of Clara's life piece by piece.
What do you do when you find out your entire life has been a life, that everything you've ever been told is false information? That you are in fact, not you? That's exactly the wake-up call Clara Lawson receives when she is torn away from the only comfort she has ever known & separated from her husband, Glenn. The agents reveal to Clara Glenn's true endeavours & eventually she must also come to terms with how she views herself as light is shed on Clara's role to the business. I've read reviews with readers who are frustrated with Clara- how could anyone be so blind? I do agree that she is a bit irritating at first, & can even push past the limits of normal patience, but I personally can believe it. When you are raised with a firm grasp of "reality", isolated from the real world, you aren't aware that there are other options. I could go onto this tangent all day, but I'll move on.
I greatly appreciated the picture Olsen painted of Clara. She is both a victim & a perpetrator; readers are given both sides of the coin & left to their own conclusions about her. The "grey" area that Olsen shades her characters with allows for a larger understanding of how these events came to be, & even, dare I say, a more authentic portrayal of Clara's world (because it isn't always black or white). Written with a beautiful prose, THE GIRL BEFORE is at times compassionate as well as downright devastating. It looks like Olsen is a licensed therapist herself & it shows. This isn't your typical "trauma drama"- this novel is packed with substance that is bound to tear your heart to shreds as it seems Clara isn't so innocent after all. Or is she?
This is certainly the sort of novel to discuss afterwards- there's some hard questions brought to the table- although I'm not sure how many book clubs this would be the talk of at. I don't want to go into too many details or give spoilers, but I do wish I had been aware of one thing: TGB contains human trafficking. It's raw, it's real, & it's unflinching. I'm not changing my rating of this fact, but sometimes it's nice to get a warning so you know the type of vibe you'll be getting. An audiobook copy was the only version available to me & it honestly was the most difficult a-b I've had to listen to as of yet. Brittany Pressley did an amazing job narrating & there were many times I had to stop & come back as it was so emotionally overwhelming (hence the 4 day period).
I didn't like any of the characters, though I could empathize with Clara, but I suppose that's the point. The actions that occur here are disgusting & I am satisfied with the outcome, especially for Clara getting what she deserved. THE GIRL BEFORE is a novel that will stay with me for a long time, & one that I probably won't recommend unless disturbing & depressing situations are up your alley. The path of Clara's healing is so profound, it's difficult not to get choked up just thinking about it. It's a story that gets told every single day & my heart breaks for everyone who has ever been forced into that situation. I definitely believe this novel needs to read & talked about, a novel that is absolutely worthy of its praise. I don't cry on many books, but Olsen has gotten to my icy heart. A stunning debut, I cannot wait to see what she has on the horizon.