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367 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 31, 2015





“I’m not judging you, sweetheart. All lines are grey in the dark.”
“If emotional wounds manifested themselves like their physical counterparts, my heart was a lesion, riddled by the putrefaction and gangrene of regret and anger, weeping pus-yellow sorrow through the sores.”
You can spend your entire life making reparation for a single mistake.
Nothing is as deadly as a love of a powerful man.
People say hate is like a poison – but they’re wrong. It’s like a drug. You never forget your first hit, how it seduces you with its strength and power, and takes you completely by storm. It colors your world with light and meaning, until you wonder how you ever managed to get by without it. And then, eventually, you get to a point where you can’t. it takes over your life, until hating becomes your reason for living.
I would like to preface this review by saying that I have obsessively read every book that indie author Nenia Campbell has published. Her writing is just so consistently good, and yet for some reason I still have not written an actual review for any of her books. I really feel like I owe this to her at this point, because I want this lady to do well, and I think a lot of people out there would really enjoy her reading books. So that being said, on to Cease and Desist.
Wow. I feel like this book in particular may be the best of the IMA series.
Michael. Christina.
Michael.
Shudder.
The way these two characters play off of each other is simply irresistible. Yeah, their relationship is twisted, but there is something about the angst, the sexual tension, and the fucked-up-ness of it all that just makes it hot. Why is that? I don’t know, but I often wonder why we (and I’m talking about the collective “we” of millions of 20-to-40-something women who like to read about effed up romantic relationships) like this stuff so much. Have healthy relationships in real life and just read about the fucked up ones, that’s my motto, anyway. But let’s be real here, there is a lot of really popular literary garbage out there in such genres. I know because I’ve read a lot of it myself (FSOG comes to mind). This book is not that. I think there are two reasons why Michael and Christina’s relationship is so well done: 1.) neither character is a vapid, one-dimensional, place-holder-for-fantasy-fulfillment 2.) Nenia Campbell is masterful at capturing the scope and subtleties of emotions that inevitably come with having such a messed up relationship.
But there is more to this book than just romance. Ms. Campbell took on such difficult subject matter, sex trafficking, and yet she manages not to cheapen it for the sake of plot lines or shock value. The complexity of her characters and their varying emotions to the situations they were placed in felt so raw, real, and legitimate.
And then there is Adrian Callahan. What can I say about that psychopath? It takes guts to write a character so fucking demented. Now, I consider myself a little jaded when it comes to this kind of subject matter. I’ve pretty much read it all, seen it all before. But there was one scene in particular in this book that still has me shivering and feeling a little haunted.
I read most of this book with my body physically tense from the suspense, and that's saying something. Nenia (can I call her Nenia? Because I feel like I’m on a first name basis with this author because I love her writing so much) is just so masterful with words. The way she describes things, ugh, its something I can only hope to aspire to as a dabbler in fiction myself.
Cease and Desist was a quick read for me and after it was done, as I do with any good book, I let myself have a few day “mourning” period before I started any other stories in order to ruminate on the book and what it meant to me.
And this book had an ending. I really hate reviewing endings because no matter much I ***SPOILER ALERT*** enviably someone’s curiosity will get the best of them and they will read on anyway. I know this because I do it myself and then I kick myself because I really hate having the ending of a book spoiled. Like, I’m still really pissed at my dentist for the time I went to get my teeth cleaned and I overhead him discussing Dumbledore’s death really loudly with the patient in the next room the week the book came out. And how many years ago was that? I don’t care, I still hold a grudge. Anyway, I digress… So all I’m going to say about the ending to Cease and Desist is this: I liked it. I found it very fitting. But that’s just me, and also I think that there are people out there who may find it unsatisfying.
But furthermore, and probably most importantly, the ending was not completely definitive. So what I’m saying is (and I just want to plant this little seed) sometime in the future, there could be more to this series. I know Nenia plans on moving on to other projects and she has said this will be the last book, so I wouldn’t expect anything soon. But this is Nenia’s most popular series, I believe. I would definitely keep reading if it was revisited. And like I said, no matter which direction she takes, I will read anything she writes.