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159 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 1972
I wrote and wrote. I got a lot of prose done and it is glorious. I really go at things once I decide to start on them. It's because I'm a precipitate break-neck Gemini. Timon of course is Leo, strong and king-like. Whereas Digory has Pisces rising, like damp. I love to be alone, to write like fire, to happily split infinitives. Every now and then, when I really do feel I need the sound of a human voice, I cough.
As Coco Chanel once said (she invented those jackets) he who does not enjoy his own company is usually right.
"Did I choose you," he asked, after taking a deep-ish breath, "because I wanted to cherish you? I know I always said so. Are you now telling me that was my mistake?"
"People who want to cherish," I said, "are basically sadists, I think. No, hold on a moment, Timon. I don't mean you. I don't think you did want to cherish me. Just my beastly leg made you think so, it often forces people into mistaking their own true reactions to me as a person." I held my refilled glass to the simulated firelight, and knew it cast interesting shadows forever amber on my face.
"You mean," Timon intently watched me, "that Digory is a sadist?"
"I don't know," I said. "He's very weak. He likes to feel needed, and God knows a crippled girl-friend is no challenge to a man, now is she?"
"What's that noise?" Timon asked. "A clicking noise. As of someone gently rapping..."
"The children's jumping beans," I said, "friendly little things, wakened by fire."
I went on: "Digory drinks so much. And he's promiscuous."
"Embarrassing for you," Timon said.
Be careful, I thought to myself, or he'll want me fumigated. And all this, he'll be thinking, in the shadow of Harrods.