✰ 3.25 stars ✰
“Nicholas, the world is an infinite sea of endless possibility.
Yeah, well, it feels like there’s a big freakin’ hole in my ship, Dad.”
Reading in verse has the ability to have you move in tandem to the rhythm of the words. Kwame Alexander's poetry doesn't only sway - it literally
moves
. I like how he changes the trajectory of his word choice and depiction. How he enlarges on the words that matter to twelve-year-old Nick Hall - the distinct phrases and remarks that hit deeper than others. And Nick's story in Booked - while not on par of the same emotional level as his predecessor - was still a heartfelt coming-of-age narrative that will resonate deeply with everyday teenagers who face the same hurdles he learns to overcome through the help of his family and friends and the power of words. 🫶🏻🫶🏻
“It does not take
a math genius
to understand that
when you subtract
a mother
from the equation
what remains
is negative.
How is she gonna
fix this shattered heart,
you wonder?”
Nick's voice reverberated with honesty and compassion. From his tender and heartwarming feelings for his first crush, to his abget and conflicted thoughts on his parents' impending divorce, to his passionate and spirited emotions for playing soccer, to his heartfelt and sincere remarks with his best friend, Cody, the words bounced across the pages with agility and grace at a fast-paced beat that kept my interest till the end. 🤌🏻🤌🏻 'We’re sorry, honey./ Yeah, me too. Sorry some horse’s needs are more important than mine.' 😢 I felt Nick's pain, his hurt, his joy, his anger, and his excitement. His relationship with his eccentric teachers was a unique one, and his friendships with Cody and April were electric and heartwarming - ones that thrummed with genuine compassion.
There was a great balance between humor and seriousness - one that delighted in quirky foreign words I would have never learned had not it been for Nick forced to read his father's dictionary for the past four years, while also touching upon the more heavy topics, such as that of Nick unable to openly express how much pain he's carrying around - despite how it was interpreted differently than what was intended. I enjoyed the descriptive ways in which the author depicted his love for football; how passionate he was in competing, how he existed solely on the field, and nothing else mattered. 🔥⚽
Not the bullies that tormented him, not the flaying emotions for the girl he was crushing on, not the sadness over his parents breaking up, not even the lingering destructive pain he was facing, that he covered up as food poisoning, and well, there's more to that, but still. 🥺 It was all very engaging and spirited; writing that just carried with a buoyancy of youthful spirit that was believable and enjoyable. 'Being afraid is normal. The only fight you really have to win is the one against the fear.' I sympathized with him on every level, laughed at his quirky sense of humor, cringed at his moments of awkwardness, smiled at his laidback rivalry, but most of all, felt deeply for how he was not prepared for his ideal family to fall apart as quickly as it did. 💔💔
“We all laugh, and it feels
like love is back,
like home again,
just like it’s supposed
to feel.”
As much as it feels petty to show your aggression, I'm glad Nick did not shy away from showing his mother how deeply affected and hurt he was by her decision to choose her career over staying with him - '... and it’s probably not fair that you haven’t responded, but hey, life isn’t fair.' 😅 I liked that both parents carried the guilt and burden of how deeply their divorce affected him, while also still trying to be as encouraging and supportive as possible. It tied together in a believable way, that while the pain still existed, Nick's involvement in other parts of his life proved to be a worthwhile distraction to help him better accept these changes. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 And Nick does grow up - in a very short span of time, he takes the necessary steps to be braver and bolder to be someone who won't regret that he did not act when he could. That he missed out on opportunities or challenges that he would have probably avoided in the past, had it not been for these life-changing moments that gave him the insight and the strength he so desperately needed. 🫂
The ending was... rather abrupt, unfortunately. 😕 I know it is not realistically plausible to believe that all of Nick's problems could be resolved so easily - and that his acceptance of his parents' divorce would take time, but it just didn't feel like I drew closure from it. It carried upwards towards a crescendo that did not quite reach the peak of emotional intensity that I would have liked it to have been. It left me a bit befuddled, to be honest, in regards to certain parts of Nick's issues... Or maybe it's just me. 🤷🏻♀️ Regardless, it was still an engaging read, one that had me bouncing on the waves of Nick's path to self-discovery and self-growth on the importance of learning to stand up for himself and face his fears head-on. ✨