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Esther is one of the Special Ones – four teens who live under his protection in a remote farmhouse. The Special Ones are not allowed to leave, but why would they want to? Here, they are safe from toxic modern life, safe from a meaningless existence, safe in their endless work. He watches them every moment of every day, ready to punish them if they forget who they are – all while broadcasting their lives to eager followers on the outside.

Esther knows he will renew her if she stops being Special. And yet she also knows she's a fake. She has no ancient wisdom, no genuine advice to offer her followers. But like an actor caught up in an endless play, she must keep up the performance if she wants to survive long enough to escape.

319 pages, Paperback

First published April 1, 2016

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Em Bailey

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Em Bailey is an Australian living in Germany where, despite having been a vegetarian for many years, she now enjoys the occasional Wurst. Em used to be a new-media designer for a children’s television production house and is now a full-time author. Shift is her first YA novel, although she has written a number of books for children under the name Meredith Badger.

When she’s not writing, Em is generally getting lost, losing stuff, reading, hanging out with her friends and family, and listening to Radiolab podcasts. Like Olive, she doesn’t like leggings that look like jeans, but has no problem with tofu schnitzels.

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Profile Image for Jasmine from How Useful It Is.
1,674 reviews383 followers
July 16, 2017
About: The Special Ones is a young adult thriller written by Em Bailey. The newest edition will be published on 7/18/17 by HMH Books for Young Readers, an imprint of Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, hardcover, 304 pages. The genres are young adult fiction, mystery, cult, and thriller.

My Experience: I started reading The Special Ones on 7/8/17 and finished it on 7/16/17. This book is an unbelievable read! The suspense, mystery, and thrill is uncalled for. The story is definitely creepy, yet satisfying. The plot & characters are well played. I love the dual point of views. I love the intensity in the second half of the book where I got to follow the mystery as it unfolds. I devour more than half of this book in two days because I just couldn’t put it down!

In this book, readers will follow the point of view of “Esther”, one of the Special Ones living at the farmhouse under strict rules along with 3 others: Felicity, Lucille, and Harry. Harry’s role at the farm is different than the three Special Ones, varies in age (from high school to elementary school level) where they are to follow a book of guidelines, called The Remembering, on how to be the person in an old portrait in the house. They are being monitored 24/7 via hidden cameras and will be punished if rules are broken. Their main job is to answer questions to The Special Ones’ followers via chat rooms every night. Their living situation is very secluded. They eat what they farmed and no contact with the outside world. The person monitoring this whole charade is “HIM” and no one knows who “HE” is and he gives them a daily “word” to live by, such as quiet or trust. This book started out with a mission. Harry was to go out to collect a Lucille. When she arrives, Harry and Esther follow guidelines to welcome her home. The calm in the farmhouse were shaken up when Harry receives a notice for his renewal. The renewal is scary for Esther because she doesn’t know what will happen to Harry and then someone else comes to take his place at the farm and fill in the role of Harry as Harry. The story intensify when readers get to follow the train of thoughts of HIM.

This book is unlike anything I have ever read before. The first 45 pages were a slow start, but the story becomes clearer after that. I love the dual perspective when HE is introduced. I get so engrossed in reading this book that I didn’t want to put it down. I love the suspense and the mystery. I love following “Esther’s” train of thoughts. She’s a great character and full of determination. I love how she handles everything. I also like “Felicity” and “Harry” too. This book is very well written and the sprinkle of mystery only make you want to turn the pages. I highly recommend everyone to read this book if you are looking for a satisfying mystery!

Pro: suspense, mystery, couldn’t put down, adrenaline rush, fast paced, page turner,

Con: lack of indication for the different point of view

I rate it 5 stars!

***Disclaimer: Many thanks to Houghton Mifflin Harcourt for the opportunity to read and review. Please be assured that my opinions are honest.

xoxo,
Jasmine at www.howusefulitis.wordpress.com for a detailed review
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4,727 reviews1,136 followers
May 1, 2016
Well, this was creepy. This is essentially the story of a group of teenagers who've been kidnapped and forced into playing the roles of people in a hundred-odd year old portrait by a guy they never see. He communicates with them through messages, and they know that he's always watching them. And, every day, they have to go online and participate in chatrooms to communicate with the followers of The Special Ones.

And if they don't play their roles sufficiently well or they're getting a little too old or a little too rebellious? They'll be given their marching orders and someone else will be kidnapped and made to look like the people in the portrait and forced to play the same role.

I loved the idea of it, and I really enjoyed Esther as a character. The second half of the book features a lot of chapters from the perspective of "him" - the man keeping them prisoner - and I wasn't such a huge fan of those. And I think it's because there wasn't anything to indicate when we switched from Esther's perspective to his? So one minute you'd be reading about a teenage girl fighting to escape, and the next you'd be reading about someone WATCHING the teenage girl fighting to escape and HOW CAN SHE WATCH HERSELF FIGHTING TO ESCAPE AND oh I guess we changed perspectives.

So while it was great seeing inside the head of "him", a better indication of his chapters would have been nice.

I also liked that the ending wasn't a neat little package with everyone playing happy families. Because seriously?! As if that was going to happen after the events of this book.

So yeah. Creepy, but pretty fabulous.
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767 reviews421 followers
July 25, 2017
This book was so creepy, oh my gosh.

This review will be pretty short because I think it's best to go into this book knowing as little as possible.
The concept of The Special Ones was so original and unique! I've never read a book like this before and it's really made an impression on me. The writing was really great and I'm very interested in checking out Em Bailey's other book.
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2,073 reviews891 followers
January 25, 2019
***********ARC FROM GIVEAWAY***********
This book was all kinds of messed up.
Some psycho decides to kidnap some people, trap them on a farm to do menial work and abide by a bunch of crazy rules while he records it all and posts it on the internet.
Ya this was all kinds of messed up....so of course I thought it was awesome!
The MC was easy to sympathize with. She was a little sad, kinda cool and a bit weird.
All the characters seemed to jump off the pages and the surroundings were well described giving you a clear picture of the scenes unfolding.
Definitely something I would recommend to friends!
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1,795 reviews938 followers
August 31, 2016
Like Gena/Finn, I have such conflicting feelings about the two halves of this story! I honestly do not know how to review this book because, overall, I think that it was a generally well-written and downright engaging read. But man, that second half! It certainly dragged the story down overall. I just didn’t enjoy the direction the story took and the ending was disappointing.

The First Half:

Like I said, the first half of The Special Ones was brilliant. It was so easy to slip into the story despite how bizarre the situation initially seemed. The cult-ish setting completely upped the stakes and the tension was practically palpable. If you know me, you know I have a weird obsession for cults and true crime so that’s probably why I loved this first half so much. I have always found criminal behaviour and psychology fascinating and because of that I loved how character-driven the first half of the story was. We really got to dive into the head of Esther and it was fascinating to see the balance of her strong-willed, tough attitude and moments of weakness. I wish we got to know a little more about the other Special Ones but I can understand that would have taken the focus of the story in a different direction to what the author intended.

The Second Half:

However, the second half was a different story. The introduction of the “him” chapters really did not sit well with me. They were so confusing! Because there were no distinctive chapter headings, we didn’t actually know whose POV it was until we read a few chapters (both of the POVs were in first person POV/present tense so there was literally no difference). I also found his voice irritating. I did not think he was particularly well-developed and he just needed to be to tie the story together. You cannot have a good mystery - especially one like this - if the ‘bad guy’ isn’t interesting! I also just was not a big fan of the character arc of Harry. I didn’t connect with him in the slightest and I thought his relationship with Esther got more and more forced as the story went along. The ending was okay. I liked that it wasn’t a perfect HEA because that would have been so unrealistic. I did find it a tad unsatisfying, though. I’m not sure how it should have been changed, but I don’t know… something didn’t sit right with me about it.

Two things, I did really love were:

• How the writing style balanced the dialogue and descriptions perfectly; and,
• I loved, loved, loved how it talked about the media’s role in cases like this. I took a legal studies class last year and after studying Lindy Chamberlain's case, in particular, I can really appreciate the entire “trial by media” concept and how justice can be affected by the role of the media. It’s actually quite fascinating and I thought that was a fantastic little extra thing to throw into the story.

Overall, I think this book had a lot of elements that I love in a story but it kind of missed the mark. Our protagonist was well-written but I didn’t get attached to the secondary characters liked I would have hoped too. The first half was everything I love in a good Criminal Minds episode - just from the victims’ perspectives rather than the BAU’s - but the second half was frustrating and the ending didn’t help it out. I’m not sure if I’d recommend this on or not but I’ll definitely be trying more of this author’s book in the future to give her a second chance.
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392 reviews118 followers
July 19, 2017
The Special Ones by Em Bailey is a captivating thriller full of suspense and mystery that was creepy and nearly impossible to put down. The looming presence of the unknown "Him" had me hooked from the very beginning of the book and kept ratcheting up the suspense level continuously as the story progressed.

This story had me asking questions from the very beginning and the need to uncover the answers kept me turning those pages. The idea of these young characters being kidnapped and forced into positions of having to portray these paragons of perfection in a cult was both horrifying and fascinating. One of the main questions that propelled me through this story was the fact the if the characters weren't sufficiently fulfilling their designated roles or had displeased "Him" in some way, they would be "renewed," replaced by someone else to take on their role, but in what way they were forced to leave the house was the unknown element that really kept me in suspense.

Reading through Esther's perspective was fascinating. The fact that she was an unreliable narrator certainly added to the overall mystery and intrigue of the story.

While the shifts in perspective during the second half of the book were a bit confusing, I did enjoy getting to see into the inner-workings of "His" mind. I think the more you can show of a villains motivations in a story, the more fascinating they become. And that was certainly the case here.

This book is original and haunting, and while I certainly enjoyed reading this book in July, I think it would be such a perfect book to add to a fall TBR list.
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132 reviews38 followers
August 10, 2018
I read this one pretty fast, my goal was to read it in one day but, didn’t happen.
It started off kind of weird and I wasn’t sure if I would like it.
I’m not really even sure how to review this yet, because I don’t know how I feel about it.
It was creepy, but then stopped being creepy.
Then, it was confusing and I was like wtf am I reading?
And then it was good?

But then I don’t like the ending? Then I do?


I. DONT. KNOW.
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2,331 reviews1,831 followers
February 23, 2023
Esther is one of the four Special Ones. They are believed to be immortal souls reincarnated inside similar bodies. They live under 'His' rules, reside in a remote farmhouse, broadcast their thoughts to their worldwide followers every evening, and live in constant fear of the Renewal. Esther's thoughts remain with the person she was before she was chosen, even if she attempts to fulfil her role as Esther during all her waking moments. But how long can she continue to do so?

This was such an intriguing concept and I enjoyed the initial portions of this novel that showcased this alternative way of living. Esther's insights were profound and it was illuminating to discover her thoughts and how they altered to her actions. The conditions were often brutal, as were the punishments for failure in properly following orders, leading this to be a tense and uneasy read. My heart truly went to the characters forced to live in such a way and I was eager to learn who was the mastermind behind it and just what their intentions were.

As the novel moved away from the farmhouse and started to incorporate more characters and the wider world, I lost some of my bond with all that was occurring. I felt like the pacing was inconsistent, in some areas it felt increased too much for me personally and also, in-between this forward motion, there were lulls of no action. It was a quick and entertaining read but, ultimately, not one I formed any long-lasting bond with.
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147 reviews10 followers
June 1, 2016
Reaction when I found out about this book:I feel as if I need this book in my life now. It sounds amazing and I need to inhale it.

After:

Oh my god. Yes, I inhaled that. It follows a girl who is locked in a farm and is part of a group called The Special Ones. It's as creepy and eerie as the synopsis is sounds and I love it.

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I just spent my afternoon finishing #TheSpecialOnes by #EmBailey. When I first found out about this book, I said I would inhale it, and inhale I did.

The Special Ones follows a girl who is has been brainwashed to believe she is one of The Special Ones. The Special Ones include four teenagers, who are leaders.

Esther is kept in a farm house for her own safety. She must cook, clean, and do whatever is expected of her. She's not allowed to go past the varenda of the propety. She's not allowed to touch other people. She's not allowed to look at the boy living in the house for more than 3 seconds. If she does, she will be punished. She must do everything "he" says.

He watches them every moment of the day, and comes in at night to watch them sleep. He forces them to spend an hour online at night answering questions their "followers" have about life. He forces them to punish each other. He never shows his face.

This book was powerful. It's everything I want in a book like this. I found myself reading faster than I have recently, just because I wanted to find out what was going on. I think "Esther" was an amazing character to tell this story through. You always knew what she was thinking and what she planned to do. She seemed to be one of the girls with more responsibility and had some direct contact with "him". In the second half of the book, it did change to "his" perspective, and I did get confused sometimes as there was no indication that we were swapping character perspectives. Apart from that, I found these chapters to be insightful and gave me answers to things I don't think Esther would have been able to.

I think this was an amazing book that kept me constantly on the edge of my seat. I loved finding out new things about the cult, and what this freak made them do.

Please, read it. It won't take you long and you'll find yourself constantly thinking about it.
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523 reviews26 followers
October 7, 2022
CHILLING and QUITE DISTURBING at times, THE SPECIAL ONES will give you the CREEPS! This wasn’t an easy read for me because some of the chapters were very unsettling, so please check TW! I took many breaks because of that! A mysterious cult leader has complete control over the Special Ones… or does he? Esther is one of them, a young spiritual guide who lives under his protection in a remote farmhouse. The Special Ones are not allowed to leave for they are safe from toxic modern life, meaningless existence, and from their endless work. Esther knows that if she stops being Special, he will “renew” her. That means being replaced. But like an actor caught up in an endless play, she must keep up the performance if she wants to survive long enough to escape! A chilling YA thriller that gave me the goosebumps and sweats which makes this book a perfect spooky read! A great read!
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661 reviews56 followers
February 7, 2017
I'm not sure what to think after reading this. This is a one of a kind book that will have you thinking during and after reading.

I read Em Bailey's other book "Shift" and from memory I thought it was ok. I remember a lot of people raving about her first book and felt it didn't live up to it's hype in my opinion. But that didn't stop me from loving the idea of this book.

Cults intrigue me, I can't imagine why people would blindly follow someone when what they're doing is wrong. But then I think about society at the moment and how people obsess over celebrities, fandoms and the newest trend, then it doesn't sound too ridiculous that people could follow blindly.

What one person thinks is wrong or weird may be normal for another person. I personally don't think kidnapping people, watching their every moment and forcing them to believe they're reincarnated "Special Ones" is normal, but I think most people will agree with me.

We read from Esther's point of view through most of the book, and I really felt for her during the whole book. As certain facts were revealed I realised how hard it must be for someone to have gone through what she's had to endure. I don't want to give anything away because it ruins the book completely but this book also makes you think about the media and how it can negatively change people's opinions and how we, "the people" believe their lies and follow them so blindly. Are we all basically a cult following of the media!?

On a less dark note if you want to watch something lighter about cults then you should get your hands on a copy of "The Unbeatable Kimmy Schmidt". Ellie Kemper plays the title character, who is saved from an apocalypse cult and learns to live in the real world. It's uplifting and very funny.
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952 reviews89 followers
July 13, 2017
Well, this one was a very weird read. And by weird I mean that I absolutely loved the first half of this book and if it had continued that way, I would have rated it four or five stars. Unfortunately, the second half of this book was just not good at all that it soured the entire reading experience for me.

The Good: Again, the first half of The Special Ones is brilliant. It's dark, creepy, engaging, and everything you want a YA mystery book to be. Esther, Harry, and Felicity were all so interesting and I was captivated by their lives in the farmhouse. I also loved how Lucille's presence seemed to throw a wrench into it all.

The Bad: The second half of The Special Ones is terrible. It becomes generic, implausible, and basically the entire reason I hesitate to pick up YA mysteries. I didn't like having chapters narrated by the cult leader. I wouldn't have minded aftermath chapters, but the ones we got just weren't good. If it would have focused on Esther, maybe I would have enjoyed it more, but learning about Him or rather the botched story of Him we got, wasn't all the interesting.

In the end, I don't think that I can recommend The Special Ones. The second half just ruined the entire book for me. If you do decide to pick it up and love the first half, be aware that there's an entire shift change in the second half that might ruin it for you.
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148 reviews6 followers
June 27, 2016
I was gripped by this story, wondering what would happen in the end. So I found myself reading the last half of the book in one sitting - I think that's the sign of a book your enjoying.

I liked it but didn't love it. Very proud it's an Australian book.

I found that I could not predict what was going to happen while we were watching the house from Esther's p.o.v for the first half of the book - I remember thinking - 'anything could happen' - a twist perhaps, something that changes the whole story, that's why I read on to see what happened.

I'm not saying any more than that - no spoilers here! For an Australian author, it's worth reading!

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8 reviews13 followers
July 12, 2016
Very nicely done, Em Bailey. The Special Ones is a suspense-filled novel that involves four teenagers that are forced to fill the roles of four people, Esther, Lucille, Felicity and Harry, by a mysterious man. The four protagonists are kept on a farm and ordered to complete various chores and ceremonies, like "Sharing" and the dreaded "Renewal". Then, when characters start to get out of line, everything falls apart and Esther must decide who she can trust and who she cannot.

I picked this book up randomly at my library because I liked the cover art, and I'm definitely glad I did! I was expecting some sappy, cliché story, but boy, was I wrong! This book absolutely captivated me and I found it impossible to put down! The writing style is compelling and the characters are extremely realistic and convincing. Plus, the plot is shrouded in mystery and uncertainty, which keeps the reader wondering what everything actually means. Nothing is confirmed until the end, which keeps the reader on their toes the whole time.

I liked the ending too, because you get a bit of background information on the antagonist and you start to see everything from various perspectives. Near the end, I started to wonder whether the bad guy really was as bad as he seemed.

I definitely recommend this book to anyone who is interested in psychological situations and enjoy a good mystery. :)
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5,925 reviews231 followers
September 20, 2017
""He is the floor beneath our feet and the roof above our heads. He is the walls around us. He is the window through which we seen into ourselves and the door that leads to a better understanding. He is always watching, protecting us. We follow him so we in turn can be followed..."

What a twisted little tale. It's two parts - part kidnapping story and part survival story. Esther, Harry, Felicity and Lucille are 4 reincarnated souls - The Special Ones. They only use the body as a vessel and pass around from body to body. So the other 3 need to collect the new vessels.

All at the command of the he.
Those in the house only know of him as that - he says what they do, he watches them every day so they stay in their personalities, their "roles" because.....they are not really reincarnated souls. They are poor teenagers and kids, kidnapped and forced to take on these rolls - fed these lies to feel special. They are forced to live in a wooden house and live off the land. They are videoed night and day and their videos are released to their "followers." They also talk with their followers every night. It's a sick game and disturbing to read and realize all the things he is making them do - and the terror that they live in.

Right around Chapter 16, this book completely changes. And I loved it!
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1,128 reviews15 followers
June 28, 2016
Wow! This is creepy and gripping. Esther is one of the Special Ones, living on the farm without any mod-cons and unable to leave. They give online advice to their followers and but can't ask for help. They are always under 'his' control, even though they have never seen 'him'. Esther and the others must pretend to be the people 'he' thinks they are in order to survive. I can't say much more without ruining the story, but if you like YA thrillers you should give this one a go.
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77 reviews
February 17, 2021
This is one of those books that you just can’t put down. I spent a whole day in an airport, and then on a plane, but I had this book, so I never got too bored. The concept was very unique. It was creepy and intriguing, and I really enjoyed reading it.

Update:
I read this in middle school and thought it was amazing. Re-reading it, I expected to still enjoy it but maybe find it to be cheesier or not as good as I remembered. This was not the case. If anything, I like it even more now!
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Author 22 books65 followers
April 20, 2017
This book, you guys. After spending literally months in one world, reading a huge trilogy, zipping through this little thing was like a breath of fresh air.

A breath of creepy, creepy fresh air.

The premise of the story is four young people -- a pre-teen girl, two late-teens girls and a young man -- living in an Amish-style farmhouse where they are forced to play the roles of a long-dead family. Rules govern every aspect of their lives; for example, Esther, the main character, isn't allowed to touch others or leave the farmhouse veranda. Transgressions are punished.

But the farmhouse is more like the Big Brother house ... only it's famous in a niche corner of the internet rather than being broadcast on national TV. There are cameras everywhere, and each night the four need to chat to their loyal followers, each providing advice on "their" area of expertise. The chats are monitored so they can't ask for help, and they are so effectively brainwashed that some of them don't want to.

It's a creepy, Amish reality TV cult, where kidnapping a new member is standard practice after a previous one leaves to be "renewed" (and, Esther assumes, murdered). It's also set in remote Australia, which I loved -- the magpies, the drought, the thundering summer rain. 

The various tensions between the four characters were well described and gripping; I was certainly never bored. There's a bit of a romantic subplot here, but it's not the main focus of the story. I was personally more attached to little Felicity, a girl who wouldn't be much older than my son and who struggled to remember all the rules ... even the fact she wasn't allowed to use her real name. Poor wee thing!

However, like every story I've ever read or watched about mysterious, seemingly omniscient evildoers, I did sometimes wonder how "he" managed to do everything he did to keep the farm running day-to-day and the followers from realising that their heroes were brainwashed prisoners. I'm not saying it's not possible, but I did wonder how it was possible for one human, no matter how much of an evil genius they are.

This niggling doubt is the only thing that stopped this from being a five-star read for me, and (as you can see) not by much! I'll definitely be hunting for a copy of Em Bailey's other book.

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847 reviews231 followers
May 12, 2016
5/5

I finished this last week but somehow I never updated my status here on Goodreads. I loved it! Despite my early uncertainties I pushed past the beginning and quickly grew absorbed to the plot. I loved following the main character, "Esther", whose real name we don't know until much later in the story. Ugh. I'll have to gather all my thoughts and write a proper review for this book soon... I actually got this one for review.

+ Characters and romance succeeded in evoking this rare and elusive feeling of melancholic unease (maybe I'll find better words in the future when I write properly)
+ I enjoyed how the plot unfolded and progressed (finding the next Lucille, and Henry, etc.)
+ Creep factor and tension
+ Shocking twists
+ Good consistent writing and use of voice
+ Another perspective which I really appreciated (don't know if I will reveal this or not..?)

I loved this one far, far more than Shift, which was overall more on the forgettable side for me. I'm sure this one will stick for far longer as it has left quite the impression on me. Also it's about cult followings and psychopaths, hello?
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1,516 reviews68 followers
July 6, 2017
I was very hesitant with this. I loved the cover and the title was queer enough to catch my interest, but when I read the synopsis I wasn't as intrigued. Followers online? A farm? Meh.

Once the story got going it was perfect. The emphasis wasn't focused on the followers so much as the highly dangerous situation our main characters were in. At one point we got to even have the story told from the point of view of our deluded sociopath, and those were the chapters I craved.

I also appreciated that there was very little emphasis on the relationship. Far more time was spent on Esther ruminating on her past choices and working to try and find the missing Lucilles and Felicitys instead of pining after Henry. The kind of anxiety associated with having someone watch your every move is one that I think hits home for everyone. It's what 1984 was based on, after all. What would you do if every single action you took was watched and judged?

Esther is the picture of perfection, until she isn't. It is fascinating to see her internal struggle and how she makes everything work. Definitely a surprise good book for me.
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929 reviews22 followers
September 29, 2018
This was interesting. You expect something from the first half of the book and the setting comply changes. I think it worked for this novel where other books are split into two to achieve the same effect.

It is creepy in places. It explores the inside of a cult and also goes slightly into why people stay in cults. It has some mild horror scenes and is probably better suited to a slightly more mature young adult.

The writing is constantly good but not quite exceptional. The story is one I didn't expect to turn out like it did and it is a book worth reading. The ending did seem a little abrupt and although the author tried to give some closure, I felt that there could have been more.

I think this book will surprise most readers in some way. I enjoyed it even though I was in a reading slump when I started it.
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458 reviews51 followers
July 30, 2016
4.4☆
Well this was fucking fantastic!
I do not read enough creepy books (well, not enough that are written well).

This story follows Esther - a lovely young lady who is living a sparse existence with two friends. Only problem is that they were kidnapped and brainwashed into believing that this is their life's purpose now, and this "He" is controlling their every action.

The horror of the situation is expressed so well and the two voices used in the storytelling were unique and strong.

I wish Lucille's character was explored a little more, and the climax and ending of the story felt a bit rushed compared to the rest of the book, but otherwise it was a smashing book!

I hope Em realises that she must write all the books now :-|
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394 reviews
June 30, 2016
Big Brother meets Amish cult; what a phemoninal story idea. Incredibly unique and in no way predicable like many YA books. It feels very adult, like a good suspence novel by an author such as Richard Laymon. It almost follows the same receipie but with violence against women tamed down. I'm always a sucker for a strong female characters who stands up for herself and doesn't crumble in the face of adversity. The romance is oddly charismatic, it stays within the YA genre for entirely different reasons to the norm. A very easy read, the pacing was perfect, and chapter lengths easy to digest. I really can't think of anything negative to stay. Just read and enjoy.
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704 reviews112 followers
July 28, 2017
I didn't love this as much as I loved Shift but it was still SOOO GOOD!!! Em Bailey is one of my favourite authors and she didn't disappoint. I know a lot of people said they didn't like being inside "his" point of view but I LOVED IT??? SO CREEPY AND UNSETTLING!!!! This was super fast paced and I couldn't put it down. Only thing I didn't think was handled very well was "Esther's" parents, but that's just a minor complaint everything else was great. I loved how the ending was realistic too??? Also such a good take on cult dynamics and it really showed how much power an abuser can have on their victims. I need another Em Bailey book NOWWW.
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Author 4 books170 followers
January 25, 2018
I feel like I've been reading a lot of books about cults recently, with Seed and all.

This was good, and that's all I really have to say, it wasn't really memorable in my mind.

I wish there had been a plot twist or something really twisted and sinister, I mean, the leader was messed up and all, but I was never really horrified or surprised, it was just the stereotypical "crazy guy kidnaps a group of people and forces them to live his fantasy" cliché.

Maybe I've been reading these kind of books lately because that horrible story of the poor thirteen kids is on my mind... anyways... yeah.

This book wasn't my favorite or least favorite, it was just ok.
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April 2, 2016
Trapped in a 100 year-old Australian farmhouse and forced to play her role as a Special One for the benefit of online followers, Esther is playing for her life. Em Bailey's long anticipated second YA novel puts the s into suspense, and will leave her readers looking over their shoulders for months to come. I was gripped from beginning to end. Very clever
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