Cover love AND incredible writing. I honestly felt like I was there, experiencing the day to day life of a blue collar family, namely hardworking twin sisters who, for lack of knowing the baby's father, have made a pact to raise her together with equal love and responsibility, like two aunts, without even acknowledging which one is her biological mother. Sounds strange, but it made total sens as I was reading it.
Given their parents' fiscal irresponsibility and general lack of involvement -- stepdad mostly drinks/smokes and works intermittently at a relative's business; mom works third shift and gambles much of her paycheck away -- the girls live with them for free but otherwise pay for all of their own as well as the baby's expenses, including most of their food. They live, as Crystal describes it, in Portland -- but not in one of its nicer areas. And Kelly makes that world come alive, with details including but not limited to:
-descriptions of how common car theft is
-the abysmal graduation rate at their high school
-the attendance award is given for missing less than fifty days of school across 4 years
-how they rent a house (that they can afford only because it's in such crummy shape that the landlord could never find anyone else to rent it without upgrades)
-Crystal's mention that her family seems to be super-fertile and/or super-irresponsible, with most of them becoming teen moms, dropping out of high school, and often having a second kid in short order
-the amount of junk food in the house, where pizza and day-old bakery items are commonplace because they can be brought home free from work
Aside from the poverty, the relationship between the sisters and the baby, Natalie, is also beautifully evoked. I don't even like babies, and I was still charmed enough to think, "Yeah. I can see how you might love this kid." I loved all the little details about her care, from the in-house daycare at the high school where they're also responsible for attending parenting classes at night, to searching for cheap secondhand baby accessories and shopping for her clothing at Goodwill, to interacting her on a daily basis, whether she's happy and content and sweet, or screaming in outrage at an unattended need. The former actually made a bigger impression on me than the latter -- no small miracle.
(However, I still suuuuper do not agree with the prologue, where the sister who gave birth wants nothing to do with her newborn and is saying to take her away, give her to one of the waiting families, and the other sister is like "absolutely not, you would regret it." What?? Do not discourage the rare teen mom who DOESN'T magically bond with her baby at birth -- and who doesn't even have parents who would riot about losing a grandchild -- from giving her up to the adults who are emotionally and financially twenty times more prepared than you to be parents!!)
As an aside, they have a wonderful big lunky dog aptly named Bonehead, technically their stepdad's but for whom Crystal is the primary caretaker. He has to live outside, mostly on a chain, except when he sleeps in her car -- another working class/poverty marker, I think, especially given the fact that he isn't neutered -- but he's so friendly and lovable, and he's even super good with Natalie. What a treat to have him included in the story.
Crystal and Amber themselves have a wonderful bond, too. At one point when they're talking about potentially getting a 2-bedroom apartment so Natalie can have her own room, Amber panics and says no, she wants them all to stay together and keep sleeping in the same room. That's the level of bonding we're at. Amber is a homebody who has great relationships with their extended family; their parents might suck, but their aunt who owns the restaurant where Amber works and plans to manage one day is a wonderful mentor, and despite Crystal's disapproval, she's very close to their cousins as well.
I love how early on you can see how important relying on family is to her, and how poorly that would mesh with Crystal's newfound desire to attend 4 years of college in another state, hundreds of miles away, even though obtaining a degree for the latter would allow her to earn enough money to give them a comfortable life.
Speaking of that, I'm the opposite of a car buff -- in fact, cars are about the only thing in the world where New Is Always Better to me, and roughly the only maintenance I'm capable of doing is pumping my own gas and maybe buying replacement wiper blades -- but I was still so impressed by Crystal's passion for it, and fascinated by her descriptions of her work. OK, to be fair, I have recently started to be snookered in by old cars on display at local summer festivals. But even though I still have no desire to own or learn how to work on one, I genuinely loved the camaraderie at the shop, and the respect she earned from older men -- because let's be honest, that's usually the opposite of what women in male-dominated hobbies/professions experience.
And then there are the guys -- as others have mentioned, there are 2 possible love interests for Crystal who both seem great, but she doesn't get together with either one. There's Han, her friend from high school, whose crush on her and total enchantment with the baby make him seem like great boyfriend material if she'd consider him. There's also David, a certified Rich Kid who shares her passion for old cars & restoration -- but he has a girlfriend he's happy with, so they simply go from being at odds (she resents him getting hired & taking her shifts just because he's related to her boss) to genuine friends.
Crystal even says at one point in a flashback, "I don't really like guys. Or girls. I mean, I think I like guys more, but everyone I know is an idiot. Someday I'll probably fall in love, once me and Amber have our new life, but right now I'm too busy to screw around with high school boys," and honestly I could just cry a little bit at what a refreshingly good and normal yet uncommon-in-fiction attitude that is.
There is a point in the book where I couldn't figure out why it wasn't over. Page 219/end of chapter 22, to be precise. It maybe slightly rushed the ending, but it still honestly made sense to me as a conclusion. I was a little nervous as to what else there would be...but I wanted more stories about these sisters, so I pushed on, and OH WOW. It definitely hit my heart some, and I actually did not see the twists coming, but once I got over my shock they were SUPER satisfying. The ending is exactly what it needed to be.
Long story short, this is an incredible and incredibly realistic saga. A thousand thanks to the Thrift Books recommendation algorithm for bringing it to my attention, because otherwise I would never have heard of it.