This is love. Period.
"The Day We Disappeared" is Lucy's fourth book, and fourth that I have read, and all of them were rated by me with 5 starts. If I could, I would probably rate them with 10, 20 or more stars, because what this woman writes totally kills me with its greatness, writing style and plotting.
I am trying to figure out how to summarize this book for you and probably will not do this because it scares the shit out of me that something will sneak away and I will let the twist out and spoil the read for you. And I abso - bloody - lutely don't want to do this because you are for a real treat! I would so, so love to be able to read this book again for the first time!
But OK, here it goes. "The Day We Disappeared" is about Kate and Annie. Kate has just arrived in Exmoor to begin a new job as trainee yard assistant, although she - as we are going to learn soon - has no idea about horses. Annie, after trying to keep her head above the water and working as a masseuse in many places in London, is finally going to have her own practice, thanks to one of her clients, Stephen, who sets her up in the offices of his IT empire.
Annie and Kate are friends. Annie and Kate both have secrets. Annie wants to forget her past, Kate is running away from something... or somebody.
You could ask, what do they have in common? Well, they do...
As always, the book is full of brilliant characters that all has this characteristic "something" from Lucy, and all of them, even the background characters, add so much to this phenomenal story. There are two main characters, Kate and Annie, and I loved them both immensely, but it was Kate's story that drew me more. Maybe because there are horses involved, and I was a total horse - freak in my teens, and cleaning the big piles of horses' poo meant free riding lessons for me, so I adored this activity, really, and would then give A LOT to have Kate's job. Yes, I was this typical teenager following those who had more luck and either had their own horse or were much higher in the horse - hierarchy than me, but I loved those times. So, Kate and Annie, yes. So it's not that I liked Kate more than Annie, no, it was Kate's story that had me hooked totally, although this of Annie was absolutely gripping too.
Annie, Kate and her friends, it was love at first sight. I so admired Kate, running into the wilds to start working for Mark Waverley, the champion eventer, even if she has no idea of horses and even if she knows he's looking only for the best groomers. The way Kate was falling in love with her new work, her surrounding, with the handsome, clever Stumpy and maybe someone else, way described in such a beautiful, moving, gentle way, and it felt so realistic! And we immediately know that there is some big secret hidden, as Kate was so twitchy at the slightest mention of her past, and at the thought that somebody can recognize her.
Annie is still coming to terms with her past, and because of this she was never closed with a man. Describing her, her inner thoughts, Lucy outdone herself, as all what Annie said and done felt so incredibly realistic and true.
Apart of these two girls there is of course a bunch of other great characters, that Lucy has so wonderfully written. They all felt absolutely like real people and I had a feeling that I can stretch out my hand and touch them. We have Becca, the lovely Becca who helped Kate to settle in in her new job, and who was so incredibly understanding and honest, sex - obsessed but adorable Joe, Mark Waverley, OH MY GOD Mark Waverley, Claudine who told everything as it was, and let's not forget Ana Lucia, 6 - years - old but with a mouth bigger than more than one adult. All of them had their own lives of course but I so felt like a part of those lives! This is one of Lucy's characteristics, that she creates a group of wonderful, supporting friends, and in this book it was Le Cloob, which I would so love to be a part of. Even with Claudine. It was just a group of incredibly honest, awesome friends that you must be really lucky to have them.
It is dramatic, but I can't even say that I had some suspicions about one character because it's going to spoil you the reading, and I would hate myself to do this to you!
The book is told through alternating chapters and different points of view, those of Annie and Kate's. It is a tool often used in books that I read, and I always enjoy this way of telling the story, and Lucy here has done a perfect job as well. The action is moving and the story is intertwining, and Lucy slowly, oh so slowly, reveals all the secrets, until she hits us with her revelation, which was unexpected and thought - provoking.
Now, please do not hate me Lucy, but I figured out the twist, and I'm not telling this because I feel cleverer or better! Nononono. But you know why? I'm guessing it's because so many bloggers were gushing and swooning about how clever it was, how unexpected, and I focused so hard on not overlooking anything, on eventually spotting this, that I just went and guessed. But nevertheless, I was bewitched by this twist, it has blown my mind, knickers and socks, and it fulfilled and exceeded all my expectations. Yes, I guessed the biggest twist but don't mind me and let yourself go with the flow, and making up this twist deserves for standing ovation. Really.
Lucy keeps us in suspense for a long time, and there is an overwhelming feeling that something bad is going to happen, that it hangs over the characters' heads like the proverbial sword of Damocles. But it's really worth waiting, because when she eventually drops the bomb it's like: wow. Just wow. Even if I guessed what the twist might be, I was not absolutely sure, so when it turned out I was right I felt in fact proud of myself, and not at all disappointed. I knew something is going to surprise me, but even with this knowledge it just came and smashed me hard on my head, telling: See, little pet?
The way Lucy writes is just amazing. It's so down to earth and absolutely realistic, Lucy just writes how it is. The dialogues are short and sharp yet you get all the necessary details and information. I have no idea how Lucy does it but her every book has this "wow" - effect to it, and no matter what she writes, she always leaves me speechless for a long time, and I must first gather my thoughts and feelings. Her stories seem to be so effortless, yet there is a lot hidden in them, and hats off to Lucy for writing such complex, yet so smooth and easy to follow books. I, as always with Lucy's books, was hanging on her every word, on every dialogue and didn't want to let go. And the way Lucy described the horses, and especially Stumpy, and how much they were all loved, it just had me in tears. And there was one scene in Stumpy that had me in pieces...
Lucy has this incredible talent to write stories that stay with you for long, you just can't stop thinking about them. She has also the ability to make you laugh out loud with her witty one - liners and comments about life. And it's only Lucy who can write such perfectly worded books, she in fact can describe things that I would never pay attention to in absolutely new, refreshing way, and she can also write things that I know exist, but am not able to describe.
I guess I have already told everything what is to be told about Lucy and her writing in my reviews of her previous books, and I was sure she can't surprise me anymore, and that it's impossible to love her and her novels more, but that's not true - this everything is possible. Lucy did it again, she has written a story that left me speechless for a longer part of the next days and I couldn't come to terms that I don't have any new book by Lucy to read for the next year or so. This gem of a book is absolutely touching, gentle and funny and it is going to be a MUST READ this spring, summer, autumn, winter and next years, too, and I'm sure it's going to make a Book of the Year on more than few blogs. There is not a flat moment in this story, it keeps you on your tenterhooks and you want to finish it as soon as possible, to see what's going to happen and how it's going to end, but on the other hand you don't want it to come to an end.
It's really only Lucy who can deal with such gentle, vulnerable issues in such a way, and still keep the humour going too. It's also only Lucy who can so perfectly switch the moods, from the sunny fields and friendly people to the darkest and deepest parts of human's personality. It touches at all the right heart - strings and is about issues that I don't often read about in women's literature, and this all in this beautiful, beautiful, way, with Lucy wearing her heart on the sleeve, Lucy being honest to the very end.
Each time I pick up Lucy's novel I know it's going to be so different from the previous one, but so much Lucy - like, there is no doubt who has written these books. She has already found her voice and thanks heaven for Lucy and for her incredible, exceptional stories.
"The Day We Disappeared" is an incredible story of secrets, friends, family and honesty. I can only say, drop everything you do and go and buy this book - and you don't have to thank me for recommendation this time.
Copy received from publisher in exchange for a review.