So, the title of this book is kind of ironic. Not only because for some reason these guys didn't feel "so into" each other, at least on Noah's side for the longest time, and also I wasn't so into this.
This almost...didn't feel like S.E. Harmon. Made me wonder if she had someone ghostwrite this, someone who isn't as good a writer as she is and tried to match her usual style but failed. Because otherwise I have to wonder went on when she was writing this one. I loved the first in this series and P.S. I Spook You and I will continue to read her future works, but this was a complete miss for me. I guess every author has at least one, sometimes.
And it wasn't that I didn't like this. I did, which is why I'm not giving it less than 3 stars. For the most part I enjoyed the characters separately, as well the secondary characters, and there were quite a few hilarious moments that had me laughing out loud. This isn't a bad book at all, it's still, in a technical way, well written. Not a typo I could remember seeing. Still interesting enough to keep pulling me back in and have stretches of the book where I didn't want to put it down.
But seriously, these two together...why? They were cute at the end when they get back together, yes, but this book faded to black on so much with them that it just...there was no connecting with these two as a couple for me.
We only get three completely written out sex scenes in this entire book. One of them jerking off together, one with Drew as the bottom and then Noah as the bottom. That was it. The rest was fade to black and I have no idea why. I don't remember this author doing that with the other two books I've read. I honestly don't. And the detailed sex scenes we DID have? I barely felt anything with them because I felt like these guys weren't feeling enough with each other. Mostly with Noah because none of them were from his perspective and we barely got any descriptions of his pleasure, just Drew's - which didn't feel like enough either - and we even got Noah going "I enjoy giving him pleasure so much I sometimes forget about mine" which, great, but that makes it feel like you're not that into all this, at least that's what it seemed like because we got NOTHING from Noah in the sex scenes.
We were getting the "friends with benefits" without the benefits, which??? Where's my sexy times??? Come onnn. Plus we barely got an Noah POV chapters except for the beginning and end of this book and the rest of the time, from Drew's POV, Noah seemed SO unaffected by everything, so distant and cold. I thought in romances the other was supposed to bring out the part of you you hide from everyone else. *sigh*
There just wasn't enough connection felt for me between these two for me to have really felt like that was a great romance, or to really enjoy this book. I liked it, but when the main couple of a romance novel - where they're supposed to be the main focus and the most exciting part of the book - ends up feeling somewhat second fiddle to everything else, you're not doing romance right.
We spent too much time in Drew's head, learning random facts that would have been nice to learn if we had also gotten an awesome, amazing romance to go along with it. Romance books have to have romance or else they...fall flat and for the most part, this one did.
Still a nice read, not bad or rage inducing, just disappointing and annoying. It really annoyed me how little sex there was in this. Because that just added to the constant disconnect we get with these two. Where were our sweet, romantic moments during sex? Instead of just being told about it once or twice about how "amazing and life altering it was being inside him" yeah then why weren't we SHOWN that? Two detailed bouts of sex did not give me the romance I was craving throughout this book.
At one point they're about to have sex and they have some cute banter - they did have some cute banter moments, I'll give them that - and then it just goes to the next chapter before they have sex and it was so disappointing, so annoying. That was a perfect opportunity to show sex! Emotional sex at that! Giving them emotions during the act!
Also, outside of sex would have worked too. Their "break up" as it were was so...meh, so matter of fact. Drew was kind of just like "this is the way I want it, and if you ever feel the same, call me" and Noah being like "I can't give you that, you knew that, sorry" and there was hardly any...heartbreak. It was all so perfunctory in the end. I'm not saying they had to be on the floor sobbing, unable to function, but they were able to function a little too well, I think. Yeah they thought about each other all the time, but where was the pain, where was the heartache? Where was the absolute longing? I didn't even really feel all that much during their "break up" because neither of them seemed too. Or at least we didn't see it.
Where was Noah crying or barely able to hold back tears when Drew left? Where was Drew leaning against the wall outside Noah's apartment because it was hard to breathe? Where was the evidence that these two were the loves of each other's lives?
Also, random side note, I could have done without the constant imaginings of killing and teasing threats of killing - even though it wasn't serious - whenever Drew's brother or Mac or whoever said something cheeky or spot on or what have you. Even Noah did that too - the "I'm imagining where to hide the body argh" thing that Drew kept doing throughout this. I was like...all right, it was cute the first time, but now its getting old. I think it was meant to be humorous, and it was the first one or two times, but then I was like "omg stoppp"
So...anyway, not what I expected from S.E. Harmon, who's previous two works I read were wonderful and I loved them. This, I could take it or leave it. It was all right, but severely lacking what usually makes this author so great for me.