This was my first Jessica Hawkins book and it was a heck of a ride. Can I just say HOLY ANGSTFEST?!
WHOA! INDEED!
So first things first, I should start with:
1. There's a 95% chance that at some point while reading this novel you'll be pissed off. **laughs**
2. I LOVE weak willed characters who give into their base desires. Life isn't pretty. Sometimes things happen and you aren't as strong as you think. Often, people don't find out what they're made of until life has handed them a "rough" patch. I have EMPATHY--for those who are resolute in their moral high ground AND for those who aren't. I understand that people have moments of weakness that can be labeled as selfish. I get that for some there are simply no excuses that can make a betrayal okay. But, I also know that the heart isn't perfect. Sometimes it stutters and falters, sometimes it's suffocated by pain and rejection so thick, it's blinded and becomes lost.
3. In a BOOK WORLD cheating doesn't bother me. AT ALL. I can understand it.
4. If you hate heroines who think of themselves and their feelings, who aren't firm in what they want, then ... maybe go into this knowing that Sadie can be a little flaky at times. (AND PS: I LOVED THAT ABOUT HER)
Now ... Seeing as that's out of the way, I'll move on! Cause... Holy moly! THIS BOOK ROCKED MY FACE OFF. I was raging and huffing and puffing and dying through most of this novel.
You can just see it from status updates that ranged from ... "OMG. So many feels already. I mean, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Darn."
To ...
"OH SH****ttttttt!!!!! ***lets out an extended shudder*** OH FREAKING SH**!"
To ...
"What an A**! Maybe I'm heartless. Maybe my soul's black and cold and icy, but I give zero f___ for this bastard."
To ...
"OMG! I'm so mad, I'm RAGING right now. "When I'm ready." WHEN. I'M. READY. You know what, F**K YOU and your when I'm ready. ***tosses hands in the air*** F**K THAT NOISE! Just don't. DON'T!"
To ...
"I'm seething with poisonous feels right now. SEETHING! ***just breathe, Angie! You cannot get inside your kindle and assault this fictional dirt bag!!!! BREATHE***"
To ...
"OH NO YOU DON'T! Take your sweet somewhere else! Pshhhhhhhh! Just NOPE! NO!! NOPE!!!! #HeartOfBlack"
To ...
"Oh sweet mother of hot-messes! :o :o :o THIS IS FREAKING JUICY! Like this is the juiciest, most intense story! Holy EEEEPPPP! :o this is going to p**s people off and I'm giddy over it. Hahahaha! Gawddddd!"
LMFAO! And those were just some of my GR updates. They weren't even the notes I made on my kindle!!!! So yeah, you'll feel emotions ranging from pure heartache, to utter rage, to complete giddiness.
This is a juicy read that spares no punches. Jessica's writing is solid. The characters are flawed, authentic, and compelling. Slip of the Tongue has it all, from erotic sex that makes you hot and bothered, to intimate moments that have you swooning, to the utter heartbreak of rejection, betrayal, and devastation. Nothing is glossed over, and it's as addictive as it is painful and thrilling!
Sadie has it all, until one day her husband turns cold. As each day passes Nathan's retreat is a brutal wound being inflicted on Sadie's heart. After all it took her years to let Nate in, and now that she has, he's doing the one thing he promised he wouldn't, he's giving her space and withholding his love at every turn. It hurts, and to say Sadie feels alone is an understatement. The husband who adored her, can barely stand to be in the same room as she is. She deals with it as best as she can, trying to love Nathan through whatever is bothering him but the more she pushes, the more he shuts down.
As Sadie navigates her quickly crumbling marriage, someone new moves in across the hall. Finn reminds Sadie of a 'warm' Nathan. He's funny. He listens to her, makes her feel special and leaves her at complete ease. Fresh on the heels of rejection, Sadie's lonely intensifies. Finn hones in on this. He recognizes this girl needs. And slowly a friendship forms.
But Finn has his own secrets, his own complex issues. He feels something for Sadie that he can't yet explain.
Gahhhh...
So much happens.
Between Finn and Sadie. Between Sadie and Nate. There are twists and turns you don't see coming.
This novel is a whirlwind of feels that are wholly consuming. Once you start reading, be prepared to be owned. I guarantee you won't put it down until it's done.
Addictive. Painful. Captivating. Tumultuous. Juicy. Sexy. Slip of the Tongue is an authentic, raw, and emotionally gripping must read that I just loved. A highly recommended favorite of mine.