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204 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 17, 2015
Ten years old I fell in love.
Ten years was our price of that love.
Ten years later our world’s re-collide.
“I want the pain of loving you stop stop.” He beats at his chest. “I want to cut the fucking thing from my chest to stop the pain of every beat, because as long as my heart beats in my chest, I’ll never stop wanting you, loving you, hating you.”
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I’m scared of him. The boy who owns my soul is lost inside the eyes of the stranger standing over me.

“I’m not that boy you remember anymore.”

“I keep myself busy to forget you, and when I slip, I try to remember what being friends with your brother cost me. What loving you cost me.”










"People like us, who are meant to be together, always find a way back to each other, even if we have to take detours to get there."This book sucked me in right away, and I knew that a book written by Ker Dukey, the queen of "Dark Erotica" would do exactly that.. I thought I was prepared. I was wrong.
I read almost the entire book in one setting, had to put it down, and all I could think about was what was going to happen next. I *love* when a book can do that to me. Pull me in and make me a part of it.![]()
Dalton was sent to prison for 10 years, after being set up by Alex's brother, Jonah. And he knew that Alex helped set him up. And that set *him* up for a thirst for revenge.![]()
Alex's father dies, and that brings her back to town. To her childhood home, which is right across the street from Dalton's childhood home.![]()
The memories that are shared via flashbacks, made me feel so sorry for the loss of such an innocent love.![]()
"We will always be two hearts with one beat, two minds with one thought."
You smell so sweet. Like coconut cake.Alex was a resilient girl. She lost the love of her life when she was sent away at a young age and she had to deal with his silence after that. She managed to build a new life for herself and hold close the memories and pieces of Dalton she was left with. When she has to go back home following the death of her father, she comes face-to-face with her would-be soulmate. Dalton is not the sweet boy she remembers and Alex is faced with learning how to interact with this new Dalton while trying to figure out what happened to keep him away all these years and cause him so much animosity toward her. When all is said and done, Alex believes that she belongs with Dalton.
And I did wait, and he gave me all my firsts. He was the first person to make love to me, and the first person to break my heart.Dalton's had some rough years since he last saw Alex. With his last memories of Alex steeped in hurt and betrayal, he has no desire to see the girl he once loved. She stumbles right back into his life and he seethes at the sight of her. He’s conflicted because he can’t stand to be around her yet he once loved her more than he’s ever loved any other person. With Alex back in town, Dalton has to face some hard truths and take a serious look at the life he’s leading. Alex and Dalton have a lot of hurdles to overcome if they ever want to find their way back to one another. I also really enjoyed Dalton’s friend Six! Just saying.
I used to think Alex was sent to me from God, but if that were true was he really God, or was it another raw deal from the devil?It’s hard for me to go wrong with a “older brother’s best friend” romance and this book was no exception. I really enjoyed these story, I liked that we were kept in the dark for a while flashing between the past and the present before we unraveled all of Dalton and Alex’s secrets. Check it out if you’re a fan of this trope or of the author, just know it’s not as dark as some of her other work.