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Ieder verhaal heeft twee kanten. Ieder huwelijk heeft twee perspectieven. En soms - zoals in deze bedwelmende roman zal blijken - is het geheim van een gelukkig huwelijk niet de waarheid die je met elkaar deelt, maar de leugens die je elkaar vertelt.
Lotto en Mathilde ontmoeten elkaar als ze 22 zijn. Ze zijn jong, verliefd en voorbestemd om grootse dingen te doen. Een decennium later is hun huwelijk nog steeds een bron van afgunst voor hun vrienden. Maar niet alles is wat het lijkt en wanneer bepaalde waarheden aan het licht komen blijkt hun relatie meer gecompliceerd en opzienbarend dan wie ook had kunnen vermoeden. Een verrassende en emotionele roman over een bijzonder partnerschap, die de lezer lang zal bijblijven.
431 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 15, 2015
Between his skin and hers, there was the smallest of spaces, barely enough for air, for this slick of sweat now chilling. Even still, a third person, their marriage, had slid in.
He would have liked to go deeper into her, to seat himself on the seat of her lacrimal bone and ride there, tiny homunculus like a rodeo cowboy, understand what it was she thought.
He imagined a lifetime of screwing on the beach until they were one of those ancient pairs speed-walking in the morning, skin like lacquered walnut meat. Even old, he would waltz her into the dunes and have his way with her sexy frail bird bones, the plastic hips, the bionic knee.
Her mother had smelled of cold and scales, her father of stone dust and dog. She imagined her husband’s mother, whom she had never met, had a whiff of rotting apples, although her stationery had stunk of baby powder and rose perfume. Sallie was starch, cedar. Her dead grandmother, sandalwood. Her uncle, Swiss cheese. People told her she smiled like garlic, like chalk, like nothing at all. Lotto, clean as camphor at his neck and belly, like electrified pennies at the armpit, like chlorine at the groin.
Great swaths of her life were white space to her husband. What she did not tell him balanced neatly with what she did. Still, there are untruths made of words and untruths made of silences, and Mathilde had only ever lied to Lotto in what she never said.
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"Marriage is made of lies; kind ones, mostly. Omissions. If you give voice to the things you think every day about your spouse, you'd crush them to paste. She never lied, just never said."The difficulty in reviewing this novel is avoiding disclosure of too much of the plot or structure. That, I have learned that many Goodreads friends bungled the bullocks on this novel. I still got nuttin but love for 'em.
Great swaths of her life were white space to her husband. What she did not tell him balanced neatly with what she did. Still, there are untruths made of words and untruths made of silences, and Mathilde had only ever lied to Lotto in what she never said.Literary fiction often seems to generate mixed reviews on Goodreads. I don't read a lot of it myself, and have given my share of negative reviews to these books too.
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Women in narratives were always defined by their relations.
“It occurred to her then that life was conical in shape, the past broadening beyond the sharp point of the lived moment. The more life you had, the more the base expanded, so that the wounds and treasons that were nearly imperceptible when they happened stretched like tiny dots on a balloon slowly blown up. A speck on the slender child grows into a gross deformity in the adult, inescapable, ragged at the edges.”
Great swaths of her life were white space to her husband. What she did not tell him balanced neatly with what she did. Still, there are untruths made of words and untruths made of silence, and Mathilde had only ever life to Lotto in what she never said."