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Hideous
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"A Harmony Ink Press Young Adult Title"
Eight years ago, Luke Retter witnessed the brutal murder of his mother and sister at the hands of his demon-possessed father. He survived but lost a hand and an eye. The demon also burned its emblem into his skin, marking him as a cursed. Those who bear this mark are at risk of becoming possessed themselves, so they are monitored and enslaved by the state-run UCIS. Working as a slave is hard, but Luke prefers it to the possibility of being controlled by the demon.
One night, Luke wakes to find his worst nightmare coming true. His father's demon has returned. In a panic, he runs to the only person who might be able to help: Zack, a cursed who ran away from the state and created an underground community to protect other fugitive curseds. Zack helps him suppress the demon. But the city's become a time bomb, and Luke's demon itches to escape.
With the UCIS closing in on Zack's underground operation and Luke's demon crafting its own nefarious plot, Luke realizes that he must take a stand.
"A Harmony Ink Press Young Adult Title"
Eight years ago, Luke Retter witnessed the brutal murder of his mother and sister at the hands of his demon-possessed father. He survived but lost a hand and an eye. The demon also burned its emblem into his skin, marking him as a cursed. Those who bear this mark are at risk of becoming possessed themselves, so they are monitored and enslaved by the state-run UCIS. Working as a slave is hard, but Luke prefers it to the possibility of being controlled by the demon.
One night, Luke wakes to find his worst nightmare coming true. His father's demon has returned. In a panic, he runs to the only person who might be able to help: Zack, a cursed who ran away from the state and created an underground community to protect other fugitive curseds. Zack helps him suppress the demon. But the city's become a time bomb, and Luke's demon itches to escape.
With the UCIS closing in on Zack's underground operation and Luke's demon crafting its own nefarious plot, Luke realizes that he must take a stand.
180 pages, Paperback
First published June 18, 2014
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Devon McCormack
49 books1,546 followersDevon McCormack grew up in the Georgia suburbs with his two younger brothers and an older sister. At a very young age, he spun tales the old fashioned way, lying to anyone and everyone he encountered. He claimed he was an orphan. He claimed to be a king from another planet. He claimed to have supernatural powers. He has since harnessed this penchant for tall tales by crafting worlds and characters that allow him to live out whatever fantasy he chooses. Devon is an out and proud queer man living in Atlanta, Georgia.
Devon's body of work ranges from erotica to young adult, so readers should check the synopses of his books before purchasing so that they know what they're getting into.
Devon's body of work ranges from erotica to young adult, so readers should check the synopses of his books before purchasing so that they know what they're getting into.
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October 27, 2014
4.5 Hearts--
Ain't it the truth?
This is my second time reading this author. This is also the second time I am left full of questions, hopes and awe. My mind has been screwed, my face is full of snark/wonder/horror/happy. Basically, me after reading Devon McCormack.
Hideous is a gay YA story with a graphic novel feel about a sixteen year old cursed boy named Luke Retter. In this world, demons are possessing people at random, their victims (if they survive) become cursed bearing a mark. And those who are demon possessed are called infected. Demons are like parasites looking for human hosts to cause mayhem. Luke is a survivor from a brutal and horrific attack committed by his demon possessed father when he was only eight years old. He was left with physical scars (he is missing a hand and eye) and the psychological scars (he watched his family be butchered). Luke is a cursed, wearing a demonic mark that acts like a conduit for demons.
Guillermo del Toro is one of my fave directors, he makes dark and creepy beautiful. And I am finding myself falling for this author's creepy and dark words.
Luke is one very lonely boy. Not only is he ostracized by humans (or regulars), he is shamed and brutalized by them too. Think extreme bullying where physically harming someone is okay because they are considered different. What people do out of fear is hurtful and scary. Factor in Luke's disability and it makes it worse for him. He has no friends, no family, a crappy job which is basically demeaning and slave-like and no hope. Once you're cursed, you're considered lower than scum. He works as a janitor/laborer in a exclusive rich boarding school. Luke's pain is visceral.
One day he tries to save a cursed child and his act of bravery changes his life. Don't think a golden platter is handed to Luke and a magical knight comes to save him. Sadly, no. Luke is saved by a hooded, deviant (a cursed that refuses to register with the cursed corralling government agency.) by the name of Zack meets him. And the two sort of save each other. But Zack is a teen running from the law with a good heart that Luke can't help crushing on. As well as a regular teen named Tom to make a faint crush triangle (I don't want to say love triangle) for Luke. Who does he choose? What happens? Not telling, read to find out. ;P
The other book I have read from this author, Clipped, continues to linger on my brain as will Hideous. The world building is great. At first, you're thrust into a world that takes some time to understand. It is like the author grips you by the shirt collar and pulls you to view a world from his twisted mind. And I enjoyed the ride. And the depraved, devious mind, of course. As the story progresses, the thrilling suspense kicks in. You don't know who to trust, save Luke, or what is going on with these demons.
I have burned myself out on reading YA but it is a genre that I do enjoy from time to time. While this story does a great job of portraying a teenage boy's life in a dystopian-like world, this story is not like any YA story I ever read. The filthy mouth on Luke, the gore and pain described, the brutality of the attacks, the author does not hold back. Well maybe in one area...smutsters there is no sex in this one. But this story kicks so much ass, it does not need it. This is YA any adult or teen can enjoy. I would not classify this as a romance, it is there but that is secondary to Luke's tale. The ending is HFN. (As usual I want more!)
The author's info at the end states: "The inadequate representation of gay heroes led him to creating his own." Hmm... this author has written a gay hero who is realistic. Hideous does not soften the blow, it packs a wallop of a punch. Piss, blood...no sugarcoating here. The author gives a positive gay hero in Luke. Is Luke perfect? No. But he's a great faceted main character to read about.
If this author plans to continue with this world he created, I will be there with bells on.
Highly recommended especially fans of creeptastic-fantastic such as this.
A copy provided for an honest review.
“Being a laborer with one hand is about as useful as being a sperm donor with one nut.”
Ain't it the truth?
This is my second time reading this author. This is also the second time I am left full of questions, hopes and awe. My mind has been screwed, my face is full of snark/wonder/horror/happy. Basically, me after reading Devon McCormack.
Hideous is a gay YA story with a graphic novel feel about a sixteen year old cursed boy named Luke Retter. In this world, demons are possessing people at random, their victims (if they survive) become cursed bearing a mark. And those who are demon possessed are called infected. Demons are like parasites looking for human hosts to cause mayhem. Luke is a survivor from a brutal and horrific attack committed by his demon possessed father when he was only eight years old. He was left with physical scars (he is missing a hand and eye) and the psychological scars (he watched his family be butchered). Luke is a cursed, wearing a demonic mark that acts like a conduit for demons.
Guillermo del Toro is one of my fave directors, he makes dark and creepy beautiful. And I am finding myself falling for this author's creepy and dark words.
Luke is one very lonely boy. Not only is he ostracized by humans (or regulars), he is shamed and brutalized by them too. Think extreme bullying where physically harming someone is okay because they are considered different. What people do out of fear is hurtful and scary. Factor in Luke's disability and it makes it worse for him. He has no friends, no family, a crappy job which is basically demeaning and slave-like and no hope. Once you're cursed, you're considered lower than scum. He works as a janitor/laborer in a exclusive rich boarding school. Luke's pain is visceral.
One day he tries to save a cursed child and his act of bravery changes his life. Don't think a golden platter is handed to Luke and a magical knight comes to save him. Sadly, no. Luke is saved by a hooded, deviant (a cursed that refuses to register with the cursed corralling government agency.) by the name of Zack meets him. And the two sort of save each other. But Zack is a teen running from the law with a good heart that Luke can't help crushing on. As well as a regular teen named Tom to make a faint crush triangle (I don't want to say love triangle) for Luke. Who does he choose? What happens? Not telling, read to find out. ;P
The other book I have read from this author, Clipped, continues to linger on my brain as will Hideous. The world building is great. At first, you're thrust into a world that takes some time to understand. It is like the author grips you by the shirt collar and pulls you to view a world from his twisted mind. And I enjoyed the ride. And the depraved, devious mind, of course. As the story progresses, the thrilling suspense kicks in. You don't know who to trust, save Luke, or what is going on with these demons.
I have burned myself out on reading YA but it is a genre that I do enjoy from time to time. While this story does a great job of portraying a teenage boy's life in a dystopian-like world, this story is not like any YA story I ever read. The filthy mouth on Luke, the gore and pain described, the brutality of the attacks, the author does not hold back. Well maybe in one area...smutsters there is no sex in this one. But this story kicks so much ass, it does not need it. This is YA any adult or teen can enjoy. I would not classify this as a romance, it is there but that is secondary to Luke's tale. The ending is HFN. (As usual I want more!)
The author's info at the end states: "The inadequate representation of gay heroes led him to creating his own." Hmm... this author has written a gay hero who is realistic. Hideous does not soften the blow, it packs a wallop of a punch. Piss, blood...no sugarcoating here. The author gives a positive gay hero in Luke. Is Luke perfect? No. But he's a great faceted main character to read about.
If this author plans to continue with this world he created, I will be there with bells on.
Highly recommended especially fans of creeptastic-fantastic such as this.
A copy provided for an honest review.
May 23, 2015
Not exactly my cup of tea.
The premise of an underclass, oppressed--essentially enslaved for their own good interested me. Add in an underground movement and I was intrigued. And while there were these great ideas, they never really coalesced. The heavy dependence on religious doctrine to espouse the intolerance for the cursed was a double edged sword that hurt it more than helped. Yes, there's automatic understanding of the sides' relative positions, but because it wasn't expanded upon it felt underdeveloped.
The end... well that was like some summer blockbuster action film and didn't work at all. There were too many half-formed concepts for me to really get into this, which is a shame because I really liked Luke's character.
Overall, a crude amalgamation of the Salem Witch trials and Bladerunner.
Favorite quote:
The premise of an underclass, oppressed--essentially enslaved for their own good interested me. Add in an underground movement and I was intrigued. And while there were these great ideas, they never really coalesced. The heavy dependence on religious doctrine to espouse the intolerance for the cursed was a double edged sword that hurt it more than helped. Yes, there's automatic understanding of the sides' relative positions, but because it wasn't expanded upon it felt underdeveloped.
The end... well that was like some summer blockbuster action film and didn't work at all. There were too many half-formed concepts for me to really get into this, which is a shame because I really liked Luke's character.
Overall, a crude amalgamation of the Salem Witch trials and Bladerunner.
Favorite quote:
“How can we show you we aren’t a threat when we’re constantly fighting, not to hurt you, but to defend ourselves?”
October 27, 2014
4.5 Stars
Those who know me well know that I am a big fan of dark stories. Sure, I read a lot of romance but my real love falls with books that are a bit on the darker side. Hideous is dark. There's quite a bit of language and the violence (at times) is a bit graphic.
With that being said -
Luke witnessed the murders of his family at the hands of his father who was possessed by a demon. Luke may have survived the attack, but he was by no means left unscathed. He lost a hand and an eye and was left (along with other survivors of these attacks) with a mark on his body marking him as cursed. Those who are cursed are labeled as dangerous by society, and while they may have some freedoms, they are by no means free. They are kept in low-paying jobs and treated as the dregs of society. It is believed that the mark left on their bodies is a portal of sorts for them to possibly be possessed themselves. Because of this, they are monitored closely by the state-run UCIS.
Luke is stuck working at St. Augustine, a prestigious high school. His pay is lower than the other cursed, and because of his appearance, he's treated even worse than the others. You see, Luke is hideous. That's Luke's thinking, not mine. He is convinced that he looks like a monster and is unworthy of what others have. He's a sad sixteen-year-old who only wants to have a normal life. But what is normal? He's been practically enslaved for eight years and why would anyone want someone who looks like him? Or who is cursed like him?
Then he meets Zack.
Zack is part of (as the blurb states) an underground community that tries to help those like Luke. The first meeting between Luke and Zack isn't exactly ideal, but there's something about Zack that pulls at Luke. Knowing a guy like Zack would never want someone as hideous as him, Luke pulls away. That is, until something happens and Luke knows there is nowhere else to turn. He rushes to Zack. This is where Hideous really takes off. Don't get me wrong, other things happen that lead to this point but I'm not detailing it all. That's for other readers to find out for themselves.
There other characters who are important to the story. There's Tom, for one. Tom goes to the school where Luke works. I wasn't sure what to make of Tom early on but everything became clear soon enough. There's Wahrmer, Luke's boss, who is an absolute ass with a major power trip. You ever want to slap a fictional character? That's Wahrmer. Total jerk.
Wahrmer was anything but subtle. He was an asshole. The first thing he'd said to me was, "This is fucked. What kind of useless cursed are you gonna be? And we have to pay you the same as others?"
They didn't pay me the same. They paid me a lot less. Being a laborer with one hand is about as useful as being a sperm donor with one nut.
There are other characters, of course, but these stood out.
I adored Luke. Absolutely adored him. I am a total softy when it comes to broken characters and I found myself really drawn to this one. He really broke my heart. From his not wanting to see his reflection to him being sad over not being able to do what 'normal' teens do like going to the high school dance. He's hideous, remember? I didn't see him as hideous in any way. I saw him as a very strong character who was dealt a lot of bad things in his short life and who is just trying to get by. He has his emotional and 'feeling sorry for himself' moments, but who wouldn't? His family was ripped away from him right before his eyes in a very violent manner. He is a slave to the government and treated worse than the lowest form of scum. He has what he calls a damaged appearance. But yet he keeps on. You know why? Because he has to. He has no choice. He has no family, no friends. He only has himself and it is either run (and risk execution) or keep going as he has for eight years.
If there was a God, I imagined he planted those (school dance) signs on the windows so he could juxtapose them next to my image, reminding me that I wouldn't... and couldn't... ever enjoy something as simple as a school dance. It's just a stupid dance, I kept reminding myself.
But I'd never gotten to go to a dance. I'd never even gotten to go on a date. Dates were out of the question. Who the fuck would ever go on a date with me? A cursed?
The sign was a twisted reminder that not only could I not go to a dance, I couldn't expect to ever participate in the sort of playful, romantic love that regulars not only wanted, but expected.
Then we get to Zack. Zack is sort of an enigma. While the reader is privy to a little about Zack, I can tell there is more to him than meets the eye. He had an air of mystery that drew me in. He doesn't see Luke as damaged. He sees him as beautiful. At one point, Zack does something so sweet that it brought me to tears. You can't not love the guy.
What did he see? The one-eyed monster? The freak? Did I haunt his thoughts the way I haunted others? The way I haunted myself?
His thumb massaged my cheek. His lips touched mine.
They were soft. As he opened his mouth slightly, I felt the warm saliva across the lower lip.
Come on, you know that's sweet. *grin*
I could sit here and type more and more about this book but I could never convey the entire story and I don't want to give too much away. You would have to read it. There is quite a bit of violence in it (as mentioned above) so if you are going to, be prepared.
I love when an author writes teens as real teens. Teens curse. Teens have sex and they talk about sex. Every time I read a book where these things are brushed to the side or never alluded to, I get more than a bit frustrated. I have three sons (one who is coincidentally named Zack). I know how teenagers are in the real world. The teenagers in Hideous are written realistically. I applaud the author highly for that.
There is a bit of a romance but that's not center. The center is the demon who killed Luke's family and who injured him. This demon makes himself known again, and when this happens, it can mean the difference between life and death for Luke - and others.
This ends with a HFN ending for Luke and Zack. They are both teenagers so that is to be expected.
Overall, this is a great book. I am all about books that take me away from the norm. Hideous did that in spades. I am hoping (really hoping) that this is the first in a series. I would love to see where these guys go from here.
I love the cover.
Check out Kazza K's review of Hideous at http://ontopdownunderbookreviews.com/...
... and Josh's at http://greedybugbookreviews.com/hideo...
Those who know me well know that I am a big fan of dark stories. Sure, I read a lot of romance but my real love falls with books that are a bit on the darker side. Hideous is dark. There's quite a bit of language and the violence (at times) is a bit graphic.
With that being said -
Luke witnessed the murders of his family at the hands of his father who was possessed by a demon. Luke may have survived the attack, but he was by no means left unscathed. He lost a hand and an eye and was left (along with other survivors of these attacks) with a mark on his body marking him as cursed. Those who are cursed are labeled as dangerous by society, and while they may have some freedoms, they are by no means free. They are kept in low-paying jobs and treated as the dregs of society. It is believed that the mark left on their bodies is a portal of sorts for them to possibly be possessed themselves. Because of this, they are monitored closely by the state-run UCIS.
Luke is stuck working at St. Augustine, a prestigious high school. His pay is lower than the other cursed, and because of his appearance, he's treated even worse than the others. You see, Luke is hideous. That's Luke's thinking, not mine. He is convinced that he looks like a monster and is unworthy of what others have. He's a sad sixteen-year-old who only wants to have a normal life. But what is normal? He's been practically enslaved for eight years and why would anyone want someone who looks like him? Or who is cursed like him?
Then he meets Zack.
Zack is part of (as the blurb states) an underground community that tries to help those like Luke. The first meeting between Luke and Zack isn't exactly ideal, but there's something about Zack that pulls at Luke. Knowing a guy like Zack would never want someone as hideous as him, Luke pulls away. That is, until something happens and Luke knows there is nowhere else to turn. He rushes to Zack. This is where Hideous really takes off. Don't get me wrong, other things happen that lead to this point but I'm not detailing it all. That's for other readers to find out for themselves.
There other characters who are important to the story. There's Tom, for one. Tom goes to the school where Luke works. I wasn't sure what to make of Tom early on but everything became clear soon enough. There's Wahrmer, Luke's boss, who is an absolute ass with a major power trip. You ever want to slap a fictional character? That's Wahrmer. Total jerk.
Wahrmer was anything but subtle. He was an asshole. The first thing he'd said to me was, "This is fucked. What kind of useless cursed are you gonna be? And we have to pay you the same as others?"
They didn't pay me the same. They paid me a lot less. Being a laborer with one hand is about as useful as being a sperm donor with one nut.
There are other characters, of course, but these stood out.
I adored Luke. Absolutely adored him. I am a total softy when it comes to broken characters and I found myself really drawn to this one. He really broke my heart. From his not wanting to see his reflection to him being sad over not being able to do what 'normal' teens do like going to the high school dance. He's hideous, remember? I didn't see him as hideous in any way. I saw him as a very strong character who was dealt a lot of bad things in his short life and who is just trying to get by. He has his emotional and 'feeling sorry for himself' moments, but who wouldn't? His family was ripped away from him right before his eyes in a very violent manner. He is a slave to the government and treated worse than the lowest form of scum. He has what he calls a damaged appearance. But yet he keeps on. You know why? Because he has to. He has no choice. He has no family, no friends. He only has himself and it is either run (and risk execution) or keep going as he has for eight years.
If there was a God, I imagined he planted those (school dance) signs on the windows so he could juxtapose them next to my image, reminding me that I wouldn't... and couldn't... ever enjoy something as simple as a school dance. It's just a stupid dance, I kept reminding myself.
But I'd never gotten to go to a dance. I'd never even gotten to go on a date. Dates were out of the question. Who the fuck would ever go on a date with me? A cursed?
The sign was a twisted reminder that not only could I not go to a dance, I couldn't expect to ever participate in the sort of playful, romantic love that regulars not only wanted, but expected.
Then we get to Zack. Zack is sort of an enigma. While the reader is privy to a little about Zack, I can tell there is more to him than meets the eye. He had an air of mystery that drew me in. He doesn't see Luke as damaged. He sees him as beautiful. At one point, Zack does something so sweet that it brought me to tears. You can't not love the guy.
What did he see? The one-eyed monster? The freak? Did I haunt his thoughts the way I haunted others? The way I haunted myself?
His thumb massaged my cheek. His lips touched mine.
They were soft. As he opened his mouth slightly, I felt the warm saliva across the lower lip.
Come on, you know that's sweet. *grin*
I could sit here and type more and more about this book but I could never convey the entire story and I don't want to give too much away. You would have to read it. There is quite a bit of violence in it (as mentioned above) so if you are going to, be prepared.
I love when an author writes teens as real teens. Teens curse. Teens have sex and they talk about sex. Every time I read a book where these things are brushed to the side or never alluded to, I get more than a bit frustrated. I have three sons (one who is coincidentally named Zack). I know how teenagers are in the real world. The teenagers in Hideous are written realistically. I applaud the author highly for that.
There is a bit of a romance but that's not center. The center is the demon who killed Luke's family and who injured him. This demon makes himself known again, and when this happens, it can mean the difference between life and death for Luke - and others.
This ends with a HFN ending for Luke and Zack. They are both teenagers so that is to be expected.
Overall, this is a great book. I am all about books that take me away from the norm. Hideous did that in spades. I am hoping (really hoping) that this is the first in a series. I would love to see where these guys go from here.
I love the cover.
Check out Kazza K's review of Hideous at http://ontopdownunderbookreviews.com/...
... and Josh's at http://greedybugbookreviews.com/hideo...
June 7, 2015
The official blurb gives you a very good outline of the book. Here are some of my thoughts -
Hideous does not sugar-coat violence, now, or what happened to Luke and the other curseds he encounters – they all have quite horrible and graphic tales and Devon McCormack lets them tell you. You also get a feel for the power that feeds the demon.
The book has a dark tone, it has good world building, a look at what it is like to be an outsider and feel alone. What it’s also like to have a handicap, and if you judge a book by its cover you can be sorely disappointed. It also contains a sweet romance.
The protagonists are good. I liked Luke a great deal. He is the primary voice throughout the book. He’s been dealt a rough blow by life yet he is a gentle soul at heart and highly principled. He also, understandably, has self-image issues. I thought Zack was fantastic, he does what he has to to survive, and he is nothing if not interesting - the scene where he turns up in a ratty tux, but a tux nonetheless, was so very sweet.
True to the age of the characters - it is not an adult MM - Hideous ends in a satisfying HFN, but I would not complain if I got to see more.
We have a sister site to On Top Down Under, one that is expressly for LGBT YA/NA books. Based on my experience with this genre, I REALLY want to say this – there are not enough YA/NA books written by young gay males. Devon McCormack is a young gay man. It is something that shows in the writing, which is excellent for males aged fourteen up – these guys actually speak and act like teenagers. I want to see young gay guys engaged by characters they can relate to, and with Hideous the author has succeeded. I’m not saying that every gay male is going to like it, or that it won’t be enjoyed by the major demographic reading in this genre - females. I am way, way past my teenage years, and a female, and I was engaged from beginning to end. A very good YA/NA - and beyond - read. 5 stars.
For a full review, http://ontopdownunderbookreviews.com/...
November 10, 2014
Devon McCormack and Harmony Ink? Bring it!!
June 22, 2014
As dark as this story was, I really liked it. Heck I'd even be happy to read a sequel.
August 26, 2014
A passionate tale of one of society’s castoffs struggling to survive his lonely existence, Hideous by Devon McCormack is a raw story of pain and loss that will prick at your heart as it places you in Luke’s dark world. Luke watched his mother and sister be brutally murdered by a man possessed by a demon who then cut off Luke’s hand and gouged out one eye, leaving him with the mark of the demon, and considered a second class monster, a threat to normal humans, as a cursed being. The horror of that night stays with him day after day, knowing his once loving father had been possessed by an evil that overpowered his goodness.
Luke realizes he will never experience a kiss or a dance or the joy of loving and being loved, through no fault of his own. Until fate brings Zack into his life, a teen with a passion for life,living on the fringe of society as a ”cursed” who has gone off the grid, a modern day Robin Hood with a dark streak. Will Zack be able to show Luke that he is not hideous creature society has labeled him?
Devon McCormack’s YA tale is often dark and brutal, filled with details that bring the story and the characters to life as we are invited to see the world as Luke sees it, down to the last person he interacts with. Devon McCormack has breathed life into Luke and made him a completely likable character that one can only root for as his story unfolds page after page. Never fast-paced, Luke’s story drifts by like grey clouds that threaten rain with the hope of a rainbow as the sun tries to peek through.
Publication Date: June 18, 2014
Publisher: Harmony Ink Press
Genre: YA Dark Fantasy/Romance
Print Length: 174 pages
Available from: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
Luke realizes he will never experience a kiss or a dance or the joy of loving and being loved, through no fault of his own. Until fate brings Zack into his life, a teen with a passion for life,living on the fringe of society as a ”cursed” who has gone off the grid, a modern day Robin Hood with a dark streak. Will Zack be able to show Luke that he is not hideous creature society has labeled him?
Devon McCormack’s YA tale is often dark and brutal, filled with details that bring the story and the characters to life as we are invited to see the world as Luke sees it, down to the last person he interacts with. Devon McCormack has breathed life into Luke and made him a completely likable character that one can only root for as his story unfolds page after page. Never fast-paced, Luke’s story drifts by like grey clouds that threaten rain with the hope of a rainbow as the sun tries to peek through.
Publication Date: June 18, 2014
Publisher: Harmony Ink Press
Genre: YA Dark Fantasy/Romance
Print Length: 174 pages
Available from: Amazon | Barnes & Noble
Want to read
August 30, 2016Do want. Lots and lots. Looks right up my alley.
July 1, 2014
Received from NetGalley for review.
'I’d learned a long time ago that no one comes. That I was alone. And the darkness was free to do whatever it wanted.'
It’s quite possible that I read far too deeply into this book as a great metaphor for social injustices still prevalent in our society, but that is neither here nor there. I really enjoyed this book, possible social injustice metaphor and all; it was nice to read something that followed through with its fantastic sounding synopsis and delivered a really interesting read. I wanted to love it and I did, it sucked me in and kept me wanting more, so ten points to Gryffindor (or Ravenclaw, or Hufflepuff, or Slytherin, whatever floats your boat, y’know) for Devon McCormack.
Hideous tells the story of Luke, lovely, lonely Luke, a cursed, someone who was marked by the demon who possessed his father and slaughtered his family, taking his hand and eye in the process. He lives his life worrying that the demon will come back for him, ashamed of how he looks and just trying to get by and be left alone by the cruel kids at the school where he works. The cursed are the lowest of the low in society, thought to be more susceptible to possession themselves and kept as slaves by the government, supposedly for their own good and the good of the general public. They’re offered some protection but are still treated like shit and Luke can barely stand to look at himself, with his eye patch and stump. Cursed who refuse to lead this life are known as deviants and are executed in public, on a stake, charming, eh? That’s where Zack comes in, an adorable and crazy haired deviant, he and Luke develop an unlikely friendship when they both help each other in difficult situations – Luke never thought he could befriend someone who put themselves at risk of possession or execution, just as Zack never thought he could stand someone who would choose (using that word very loosely) to be a slave for society.
I absolutely loved the characters of Luke and Zack and their relationship and interactions, it seemed so genuine and they were both such sweethearts and essentially really good people. Luke’s story and the things he went through really made me feel for him as I just couldn’t understand how a society could be full of such vicious, hateful people; it’s worrying how easy people are to corrupt and convince that certain people are dangerous and McCormack doesn’t hold back when describing the hardships the cursed are facing. Zack brought a further interesting element to the story as he works against the UCIS, the people fighting against cursed who have gone deviant, helping other cursed and showing Luke that the government isn’t actually all that it seems. We see some really nice character development within Luke, bearing in mind that he is only sixteen, and I really just wanted to give him a massive cuddle and kiss his mangled eye and stump – a beautiful soul is always going to win me over more than a beautiful face.
There were a few cringe-worthy moments in the book and a couple of the lines made me go what the fuck?!, but on the whole this was a brilliant story that managed to question a lot of things that are still wrong in this world. I couldn’t help but draw comparisons between the cursed and the many groups of people who aren’t being treated right in this world – I don’t know whether anyone else would get this from it, but I guess that’s just my own interpretation and whether McCormack did it intentionally or not, I think it worked and was well executed.
'I’d learned a long time ago that no one comes. That I was alone. And the darkness was free to do whatever it wanted.'
It’s quite possible that I read far too deeply into this book as a great metaphor for social injustices still prevalent in our society, but that is neither here nor there. I really enjoyed this book, possible social injustice metaphor and all; it was nice to read something that followed through with its fantastic sounding synopsis and delivered a really interesting read. I wanted to love it and I did, it sucked me in and kept me wanting more, so ten points to Gryffindor (or Ravenclaw, or Hufflepuff, or Slytherin, whatever floats your boat, y’know) for Devon McCormack.
Hideous tells the story of Luke, lovely, lonely Luke, a cursed, someone who was marked by the demon who possessed his father and slaughtered his family, taking his hand and eye in the process. He lives his life worrying that the demon will come back for him, ashamed of how he looks and just trying to get by and be left alone by the cruel kids at the school where he works. The cursed are the lowest of the low in society, thought to be more susceptible to possession themselves and kept as slaves by the government, supposedly for their own good and the good of the general public. They’re offered some protection but are still treated like shit and Luke can barely stand to look at himself, with his eye patch and stump. Cursed who refuse to lead this life are known as deviants and are executed in public, on a stake, charming, eh? That’s where Zack comes in, an adorable and crazy haired deviant, he and Luke develop an unlikely friendship when they both help each other in difficult situations – Luke never thought he could befriend someone who put themselves at risk of possession or execution, just as Zack never thought he could stand someone who would choose (using that word very loosely) to be a slave for society.
I absolutely loved the characters of Luke and Zack and their relationship and interactions, it seemed so genuine and they were both such sweethearts and essentially really good people. Luke’s story and the things he went through really made me feel for him as I just couldn’t understand how a society could be full of such vicious, hateful people; it’s worrying how easy people are to corrupt and convince that certain people are dangerous and McCormack doesn’t hold back when describing the hardships the cursed are facing. Zack brought a further interesting element to the story as he works against the UCIS, the people fighting against cursed who have gone deviant, helping other cursed and showing Luke that the government isn’t actually all that it seems. We see some really nice character development within Luke, bearing in mind that he is only sixteen, and I really just wanted to give him a massive cuddle and kiss his mangled eye and stump – a beautiful soul is always going to win me over more than a beautiful face.
There were a few cringe-worthy moments in the book and a couple of the lines made me go what the fuck?!, but on the whole this was a brilliant story that managed to question a lot of things that are still wrong in this world. I couldn’t help but draw comparisons between the cursed and the many groups of people who aren’t being treated right in this world – I don’t know whether anyone else would get this from it, but I guess that’s just my own interpretation and whether McCormack did it intentionally or not, I think it worked and was well executed.
August 18, 2014
Received from: Harmony Ink Press
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" Eight years ago, Luke witnessed the murder of his mother and sister at the hands of his demon-possessed father. Enslaved by the state-run UCIS Luke has a mediocre life until he meets Zack then his life becomes more exciting and more dangerous."
I loved this book! It was a page turner indeed! First of all when I requested this book from Netgallery I did not know it was a LGBT YA. Not that i'm saying that's a bad thing the complete opposite actually. My only complaint was there was not enough boy on boy action as perverted as that may sound.
Anyway onto the characters, I had mixed feelings about Luke. Of course his life sucked but the poor me attitude got irritating after awhile. Also his need to cry at every little thing made me face palm. with that said he was a interesting character. I also really liked Zack or what what we got to see of Zack; Hideous needed more Zack! Tom well, I didn't like Tom very much and after you read this you'll know why.
I really liked how this was written I don't recall many YA novels with swear words which in Hideous you saw a lot of which was refreshing, because sorry to say that's how teenagers talk these days.
All in all this was a great read which I recommend to anybody looking for a supernatural LGBT YA or just a fast paced read.
Received Via: NetGalley.com
" Eight years ago, Luke witnessed the murder of his mother and sister at the hands of his demon-possessed father. Enslaved by the state-run UCIS Luke has a mediocre life until he meets Zack then his life becomes more exciting and more dangerous."
I loved this book! It was a page turner indeed! First of all when I requested this book from Netgallery I did not know it was a LGBT YA. Not that i'm saying that's a bad thing the complete opposite actually. My only complaint was there was not enough boy on boy action as perverted as that may sound.
Anyway onto the characters, I had mixed feelings about Luke. Of course his life sucked but the poor me attitude got irritating after awhile. Also his need to cry at every little thing made me face palm. with that said he was a interesting character. I also really liked Zack or what what we got to see of Zack; Hideous needed more Zack! Tom well, I didn't like Tom very much and after you read this you'll know why.
I really liked how this was written I don't recall many YA novels with swear words which in Hideous you saw a lot of which was refreshing, because sorry to say that's how teenagers talk these days.
All in all this was a great read which I recommend to anybody looking for a supernatural LGBT YA or just a fast paced read.
January 8, 2015
Mr. McCormack (Clipped) seems to find it impossible to disappoint; his incursion into the young adult genre is as compelling and powerful as expected. And so another page turner is delivered in the form of a paranormal fantasy that must be read in one sitting.
Luke Retter, a cursed who witnessed the terrible murder of his sister and mother in the hands of his possessed father, has survived and carries the consequences in the form of a missing eye and hand and the mark of a cursed. The UCIS, a state-run organization that monitors and enslaves the cursed, believes that the cursed are at risk of becoming possessed.
The demon that possessed his father is back and has possessed him, and so he turns to Zack, a deviant cursed that created an underground community for runaway curseds.
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September 21, 2014
I am lucky that as a reviewer I read some very good books. Every once in a while I come across one which completely floors me and I think "if I die tonight and that was the last book I read, I would happy". For me Hideous is that book. Devon McCormack's story is brilliant, frightening, awesome, horrific, romantic, sad and every other contradiction inbetween, but it is guaranteed to give its reader one hell of a book hangover!
I immediately loved Luke and wanted to rescue him from his miserable existence. In his world demons really exist, taking delight in torturing and killing their victims. Those who are 'lucky' enough to survive such an attack are The Cursed, identifiable by the spider web like tattoo they are marked with. There are rules for these Cursed individuals which they must abide by or be at risk of execution by the government. Luke is registered but is only employed for the most menial tasks; cleaning at a boys' boarding school.
Luke is unable to see past his damaged appearance, even though Devon McCormack shows us his honesty, loyalty and loving nature. His confusion about his life only increases when he is befriended by two very different young men, Tom and Zack.
Luke finds Tom drunk one evening in the school grounds and after saving him Tom continues to secretly visit Luke's room. Tom is a difficult character to read and although he shares his most private thoughts with Luke, I find his motives purely selfish.
The moment Zack saves Luke we know that he is a character with a huge heart, which is unaffected by the way he chooses to survive. Their friendship is not always an easy one, but it is Zack who encourages Luke to see past his reflection, calling him "amazing".
Luke develops feelings for both Tom and Zack which at times threaten to overwhelm him, but he realizes over time how these differ. Often the idea of a M/M relationship discourages certain readers, but in Hideous the romance is so much more than the physical connection. The emotion is intense and provides more than just an interlude from other horrifying events; it gives us hope for Luke's future.
Devon McCormack's power as a writer is particularly evident in the later chapters of Hideous. Here he writes with a relentless pace, describing moments of Exorcist-like demon possession. We barely have time to dwell on these grotesque events before the narrative sweeps us on. Although I admit to shrieking a few times!
In my opinion Hideous should be renamed "Awesome", not only because of its addictive storyline but because Devon McCormack has made an important contribution to the NA genre. This market is saturated with books about female characters but now we are offered a multi-dimensional male protagonist who, despite his struggles, is someone we connect with and feel for.
Would I recommend this book? HELL YEAH!
On my blog http://www.http://kvlovesbooks.blogspot.co.uk/2014/09/review-hideous-by-devon-mccormack.html I gave Hideous 6 stars!!!
Bloggers note: This book is classified as YA so putting it in the NA category was just personal opinion.
I immediately loved Luke and wanted to rescue him from his miserable existence. In his world demons really exist, taking delight in torturing and killing their victims. Those who are 'lucky' enough to survive such an attack are The Cursed, identifiable by the spider web like tattoo they are marked with. There are rules for these Cursed individuals which they must abide by or be at risk of execution by the government. Luke is registered but is only employed for the most menial tasks; cleaning at a boys' boarding school.
Luke is unable to see past his damaged appearance, even though Devon McCormack shows us his honesty, loyalty and loving nature. His confusion about his life only increases when he is befriended by two very different young men, Tom and Zack.
Luke finds Tom drunk one evening in the school grounds and after saving him Tom continues to secretly visit Luke's room. Tom is a difficult character to read and although he shares his most private thoughts with Luke, I find his motives purely selfish.
The moment Zack saves Luke we know that he is a character with a huge heart, which is unaffected by the way he chooses to survive. Their friendship is not always an easy one, but it is Zack who encourages Luke to see past his reflection, calling him "amazing".
Luke develops feelings for both Tom and Zack which at times threaten to overwhelm him, but he realizes over time how these differ. Often the idea of a M/M relationship discourages certain readers, but in Hideous the romance is so much more than the physical connection. The emotion is intense and provides more than just an interlude from other horrifying events; it gives us hope for Luke's future.
Devon McCormack's power as a writer is particularly evident in the later chapters of Hideous. Here he writes with a relentless pace, describing moments of Exorcist-like demon possession. We barely have time to dwell on these grotesque events before the narrative sweeps us on. Although I admit to shrieking a few times!
In my opinion Hideous should be renamed "Awesome", not only because of its addictive storyline but because Devon McCormack has made an important contribution to the NA genre. This market is saturated with books about female characters but now we are offered a multi-dimensional male protagonist who, despite his struggles, is someone we connect with and feel for.
Would I recommend this book? HELL YEAH!
On my blog http://www.http://kvlovesbooks.blogspot.co.uk/2014/09/review-hideous-by-devon-mccormack.html I gave Hideous 6 stars!!!
Bloggers note: This book is classified as YA so putting it in the NA category was just personal opinion.
December 6, 2015
LOVED IT!I will not give spoilers as not to ruin it, but I would say definitely for mature audiences.I felt like I wanted to protect the main character because of all the pain he has gone through and the life he leads. I like that the author did things most would shy away from. The ending made me have that "aha moment," very well thought, not obvious through out the story, but leads perfectly if a sequel were to be written. It has been awhile since I was emotionally invested in a book as well as one that had my stomach in knots!
January 6, 2015
4.0 of 5 stars – An Edgy YA Paranormal With a Real Guy's, Gay POV.
I love gay paranormals and romances; and those themes, some good story telling, including real guy characters, and not holding back on the edginess made this better than your usual YA paranormal M/M romance.
Devon McCormack's style was straightforward and easy to read, helping the action along. However, he also threw in some nicely phrased imagery. That change in style may have initially seemed out of place, but I came to appreciate how it helped describe both the physical and emotional - and in a realistic teenage way, the way I'd say a regular guy would think. McCormack was especially good in depicting the mental trauma and cycle of guilt, self-hate and loneliness related to abuse, and in some cases, to being gay - thus the novel's title.
The plot flowed nicely between a number of lows and some highs - kind of just like teenagers. For example, first, there was the despair of dealing with "the cruelty of circumstances," followed by a touching dance moment, both of which left me misty. Part of what kept me engaged it that, while the MC said that he "believed in the darkness….Not Hope"; he and others did hold out hope and fought the good fight. I did think that there could have been more depth to the plot and secondary characters, and while I understand that the MC was abused and this comes with it, the self-hate, self-doubt and lamenting was laid on a bit think sometimes, instead of beefing up the plot and characters in other ways.
The main focus of the story was on the paranormal demon infections, more about the demons and abuse than about being gay (yet, keeping true to how teenagers are, the sexual tension is still there). I enjoyed the gay orientation of the main MCs and how it gradually emerged, as well as the fact that it was not the main but still important part of the paranormal storyline. In fact they complimented each other nicely - the two moving scenes of sharing demon abuse stories was like sharing coming out stories for gays - personal, powerful, emotional, meaningful, creating a bond, and McCormack wrote it the way guys say and do it.
One reason this was better than your usual gay YA/paranormal was its realistic young male voice and perspective. After writing a review, I glance at others, and I saw a couple that made me wonder and want to comment. One comment was how she thought the "love triangle" was perfunctory - but I didn't think there even was one - it is possible that teenagers, or anyone, can be attracted to more than one person without it being a love triangle. Also, I will grant there were no main female characters, but I thought this was consistent with the setting, while also having one particular female as a secondary character being both strong and sympathetic. Another commented on not feeling the romance. I don't know what she was looking for, but for me, it's there. It's a relationship with how guys actually interact - imho that's how guys really think, feel, and show (or don't show) affection. It was nice to see it made real in a YA novel, which may have something to say about a male author being able to realistically capture this, something which too few female or male authors can do as well.
So maybe with all that said, this may make this more for guys, but I'd hate to limit it that way. Because this was an interesting, engaging, sometimes emotional gay YA/dark paranormal story that would appeal to many.
I love gay paranormals and romances; and those themes, some good story telling, including real guy characters, and not holding back on the edginess made this better than your usual YA paranormal M/M romance.
Devon McCormack's style was straightforward and easy to read, helping the action along. However, he also threw in some nicely phrased imagery. That change in style may have initially seemed out of place, but I came to appreciate how it helped describe both the physical and emotional - and in a realistic teenage way, the way I'd say a regular guy would think. McCormack was especially good in depicting the mental trauma and cycle of guilt, self-hate and loneliness related to abuse, and in some cases, to being gay - thus the novel's title.
The plot flowed nicely between a number of lows and some highs - kind of just like teenagers. For example, first, there was the despair of dealing with "the cruelty of circumstances," followed by a touching dance moment, both of which left me misty. Part of what kept me engaged it that, while the MC said that he "believed in the darkness….Not Hope"; he and others did hold out hope and fought the good fight. I did think that there could have been more depth to the plot and secondary characters, and while I understand that the MC was abused and this comes with it, the self-hate, self-doubt and lamenting was laid on a bit think sometimes, instead of beefing up the plot and characters in other ways.
The main focus of the story was on the paranormal demon infections, more about the demons and abuse than about being gay (yet, keeping true to how teenagers are, the sexual tension is still there). I enjoyed the gay orientation of the main MCs and how it gradually emerged, as well as the fact that it was not the main but still important part of the paranormal storyline. In fact they complimented each other nicely - the two moving scenes of sharing demon abuse stories was like sharing coming out stories for gays - personal, powerful, emotional, meaningful, creating a bond, and McCormack wrote it the way guys say and do it.
One reason this was better than your usual gay YA/paranormal was its realistic young male voice and perspective. After writing a review, I glance at others, and I saw a couple that made me wonder and want to comment. One comment was how she thought the "love triangle" was perfunctory - but I didn't think there even was one - it is possible that teenagers, or anyone, can be attracted to more than one person without it being a love triangle. Also, I will grant there were no main female characters, but I thought this was consistent with the setting, while also having one particular female as a secondary character being both strong and sympathetic. Another commented on not feeling the romance. I don't know what she was looking for, but for me, it's there. It's a relationship with how guys actually interact - imho that's how guys really think, feel, and show (or don't show) affection. It was nice to see it made real in a YA novel, which may have something to say about a male author being able to realistically capture this, something which too few female or male authors can do as well.
So maybe with all that said, this may make this more for guys, but I'd hate to limit it that way. Because this was an interesting, engaging, sometimes emotional gay YA/dark paranormal story that would appeal to many.
February 28, 2015
Hideous is a story set in a paranormal world where demon possession runs rampant and anyone that has been touched by or has the potential to become possessed are called Cursed, and they are treated like slaves. Luke Retter is a cursed, the only survivor of a brutal attack on his family when his father was possessed and proceeded to torture and kill Luke's mother and sister, leaving Luke permanently scarred. Young Luke lost more than just his family, his arm and his eye that day, he lost his soul. The demon that annihilated his family now lives inside Luke.
Zack is also a curse that escaped the states "care" and started an underground railroad of sorts, where he offers protection to other cursed. Luke and Zack cross paths by accident, but its Zack that helps Luke keep the demon at bay, for a while at least. The necklace Luke wears seems to protect him from a full on possession, but he can hear the demon in his thoughts and see it when he sleeps. When the evil within finally takes over and shares its true desire with Luke, the young man truly learns the meaning of terror.
Oh but I absolutely loved the concept of this story! A dystopian-esque world where we, society, no longer deny the presence of evil and the possibility of possession. The fact that the demons feed off of fear, it strengthens them. How young Luke escaped and has managed to survive up until now was a mystery, but regardless of how worthless he may feel or think he is, there is someone watching over him in a way. Not only does he find Zack and the necklace that protects him from the demon, but he eventually finds the strength to fight back. He eventually figures out that disfigured and disgraced, he is still worth it, he still deserves a life and love. When you find someone that truly cares for you they see past all the bullshit and scars and make you a stronger person.
The story definitely skirts the lines between YA and NA with very detailed descriptive of Lukes various encounters with the demon and what exactly happened when his father was taken over. This was my first book from this author, but it will not be my last. It takes a wicked smart person with a twisted sense of humor to write this kind of story, and I do love a good mystery. I was reminded a smidge of the currently popular Divergent series while I was reading. Allow me to elaborate. In the divergent series the government will stop at nothing to eradicate the divergent because they are different, they can't control them. The same could be said for Luke, Zack and the cursed. Much like Tris, Luke goes against the grain and finds a way to beat the odds.
If you are a fan of dystopian, paranormal, mystery and slightly graphic horror-esque stories then you are really going to be impressed with this book.
* I received a copy of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review through http://mmgoodbookreviews.wordpress.com *
Zack is also a curse that escaped the states "care" and started an underground railroad of sorts, where he offers protection to other cursed. Luke and Zack cross paths by accident, but its Zack that helps Luke keep the demon at bay, for a while at least. The necklace Luke wears seems to protect him from a full on possession, but he can hear the demon in his thoughts and see it when he sleeps. When the evil within finally takes over and shares its true desire with Luke, the young man truly learns the meaning of terror.
Oh but I absolutely loved the concept of this story! A dystopian-esque world where we, society, no longer deny the presence of evil and the possibility of possession. The fact that the demons feed off of fear, it strengthens them. How young Luke escaped and has managed to survive up until now was a mystery, but regardless of how worthless he may feel or think he is, there is someone watching over him in a way. Not only does he find Zack and the necklace that protects him from the demon, but he eventually finds the strength to fight back. He eventually figures out that disfigured and disgraced, he is still worth it, he still deserves a life and love. When you find someone that truly cares for you they see past all the bullshit and scars and make you a stronger person.
The story definitely skirts the lines between YA and NA with very detailed descriptive of Lukes various encounters with the demon and what exactly happened when his father was taken over. This was my first book from this author, but it will not be my last. It takes a wicked smart person with a twisted sense of humor to write this kind of story, and I do love a good mystery. I was reminded a smidge of the currently popular Divergent series while I was reading. Allow me to elaborate. In the divergent series the government will stop at nothing to eradicate the divergent because they are different, they can't control them. The same could be said for Luke, Zack and the cursed. Much like Tris, Luke goes against the grain and finds a way to beat the odds.
If you are a fan of dystopian, paranormal, mystery and slightly graphic horror-esque stories then you are really going to be impressed with this book.
* I received a copy of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review through http://mmgoodbookreviews.wordpress.com *
August 8, 2014
This review can be found at The Blogger Girls review site.
Eight years ago, Luke was mutilated and touched by the demon who possessed his father and killed his mother and sister. Now monitored by the UCIS and labeled a cursed, he’s forced to work as essentially a slave to whatever company needs cheap workers. He’s accepted his life even if he hates it and yearns for something he can never have. But when he tries saving another cursed, he’s brutally beaten and only survives because of Zack, a cursed who’s living outside the UCIS system and trying to help other curseds deviate from the system, too. When the demon who possessed his father finally comes for Luke, he does the only thing he can think of and runs straight to Zack for help. The demon is too strong, though, and suppressing it is the only option. But when the UCIS tries to capture Zack all hell breaks loose and causes Luke to finally decide what he should do – continue being a slave or take a stand.
Oh, how I adored Luke! He’s an angsty character who considers himself hideous and useless. With missing an eye and a hand, he can’t even stand to see what he looks like because of the reminder of what he is. I felt sooo bad for him because he felt like no one would ever love him, that he’d never actually get the chance to have a friend let alone a boyfriend. Zack is still a little bit of a mystery but I loved that he was so passionate about what he does. It’s not ideal and not necessarily something to be proud of but it’s the only way he can survive and help curseds who runaway. I loved that he was so arrogant yet he seemed almost innocent and shy at times but so very sweet. When he found out what Luke was missing and what he yearned for, Zack did his best to make some of that come true. Together, I found them adorable and if anything, I wished there had been more scenes with them together!
I really liked this one and the concept but the overly detailed stories that were told by many secondary characters grew tiresome because I didn’t feel like they had anything to do with the story. I’m all for giving characters depth but the tales they were telling were unnecessary to the plot and didn’t actually endear me to Tom, Bentley or Darren.
Overall, I still really enjoyed the book. I loved Luke as a character and just adored the unique, brutal world the author has created. I’m desperately hoping a sequel comes out soon because I’d love to see where Zack and Luke go from here!
Eight years ago, Luke was mutilated and touched by the demon who possessed his father and killed his mother and sister. Now monitored by the UCIS and labeled a cursed, he’s forced to work as essentially a slave to whatever company needs cheap workers. He’s accepted his life even if he hates it and yearns for something he can never have. But when he tries saving another cursed, he’s brutally beaten and only survives because of Zack, a cursed who’s living outside the UCIS system and trying to help other curseds deviate from the system, too. When the demon who possessed his father finally comes for Luke, he does the only thing he can think of and runs straight to Zack for help. The demon is too strong, though, and suppressing it is the only option. But when the UCIS tries to capture Zack all hell breaks loose and causes Luke to finally decide what he should do – continue being a slave or take a stand.
Oh, how I adored Luke! He’s an angsty character who considers himself hideous and useless. With missing an eye and a hand, he can’t even stand to see what he looks like because of the reminder of what he is. I felt sooo bad for him because he felt like no one would ever love him, that he’d never actually get the chance to have a friend let alone a boyfriend. Zack is still a little bit of a mystery but I loved that he was so passionate about what he does. It’s not ideal and not necessarily something to be proud of but it’s the only way he can survive and help curseds who runaway. I loved that he was so arrogant yet he seemed almost innocent and shy at times but so very sweet. When he found out what Luke was missing and what he yearned for, Zack did his best to make some of that come true. Together, I found them adorable and if anything, I wished there had been more scenes with them together!
I really liked this one and the concept but the overly detailed stories that were told by many secondary characters grew tiresome because I didn’t feel like they had anything to do with the story. I’m all for giving characters depth but the tales they were telling were unnecessary to the plot and didn’t actually endear me to Tom, Bentley or Darren.
Overall, I still really enjoyed the book. I loved Luke as a character and just adored the unique, brutal world the author has created. I’m desperately hoping a sequel comes out soon because I’d love to see where Zack and Luke go from here!
December 10, 2022
Luke witnessed the killings of his mother and sister at the hand of his father, who was possessed by a demon. As a result of that he was cursed and grew up in an envoirement closely watched and enslaved by the state-run UCIS. He had no say regarding himself, just work and follow orders. All under the pretense to keep him and especially the other non-cursed humans save. My feelings toward Luke are ambivalent. On one hand I understood perfectly well why he is the way he is but his repeatedly self-pity parties annoyed me after a time. Nonetheless I enjoyed walking with Luke through his live as well as watch him take his life in his own hands.
The demon aspect in this book was a new angle for me. I really liked the whole cursed/possessed thing, what that exactly means and the consequences of it. The dialogue between Luke and his father´s demon was great and the information I got from that conversation was highly appreciated, since it shed an additional light on the world this author created.
Last but not least, let´s not forget the romance aspect in this story. First it´s not a romance per se, that part is rather secondary to the other things but Luke has two maybe lovers. Who of those it will be in the end you have to read for yourself ;). I liked both characters, each of them has their own mysterious parts and I just couldn´t figure out whom I wanted to have on Luke´s side. Well until near the end, then it´absolutely clear.
If you like pnr and ya stories this one is for you. The writing is good and the world the author created is really intriguing.
Reviewed for Rainbow Gold Reviews
The demon aspect in this book was a new angle for me. I really liked the whole cursed/possessed thing, what that exactly means and the consequences of it. The dialogue between Luke and his father´s demon was great and the information I got from that conversation was highly appreciated, since it shed an additional light on the world this author created.
Last but not least, let´s not forget the romance aspect in this story. First it´s not a romance per se, that part is rather secondary to the other things but Luke has two maybe lovers. Who of those it will be in the end you have to read for yourself ;). I liked both characters, each of them has their own mysterious parts and I just couldn´t figure out whom I wanted to have on Luke´s side. Well until near the end, then it´absolutely clear.
If you like pnr and ya stories this one is for you. The writing is good and the world the author created is really intriguing.
Reviewed for Rainbow Gold Reviews
August 2, 2014
Wow. The violence, pain and darkness were at a whole other level than I was expecting. And I really enjoyed that. It was like having Jigsaw there with us (especially when poor Luke had to pick which instrument to be tormented with - I had no idea a potato peeler could do so many gory things) and the tension was definitely there making us wonder when the demon would reappear and what awful things it would do next. I didn't want to dwell on the way the demon possessions were random and could basically happen again at any time because then I'd start overthinking things, like all the exorcist movies I've seen and how a lot were based on real situations, and then I'd be nervously eye-balling people and expecting something like that to happen right in front of me and would I be prepared, and that's never good. So yep, I'd say the world-building with the cursed, infected and healers definitely held my interest. There was a lot of emotional pain in this one as well. Luke's torment was heartbreaking and you just wanted to protect him from all of it and let him have a little happiness for a change. But the hits just kept on coming so he really needed someone like Zack in his life. Tom? Not so much. I'm just sorry the book ended so soon. I really hope there will be a sequel because it sounds like the demons aren't done with humanity and we really need to see more of Luke and Zack. :)
February 19, 2015
I tried to like this book. I really did. The worldbuilding was absolutely incredible, the concept fascinating and the initial plot very good. It was all ruined by... the dreaded teenage hormones. And insta-lust. Okay, so I thought the main character was a pretty stand-up guy, quite self-aware, intelligent and disillusioned. I liked the fact that he knew he was disabled and cursed, but didn't mope around about it. He accepted it and moved on, trying his best at his job. His sense of humour is pretty great as well. It was all roses and sparkles (or disinfectant and cleaning) until he exhibited the insta-lust and teenage hormones. I just wished they'd held off on the insta-lust thing. It would have been nice to see a genuine friendship and attraction develop in tandem with the interesting storyline. The story was pretty good as well: oppressed underclass seeks to rise up and gain privileges and rights. I was all for it. Bring on the demons! Then the story started to bore me a bit and the characters seemed increasingly two-dimensional and poorly developed. I'll give it a three for it's wonderful concept and initial awesomeness.
March 14, 2017
I love Devon's books......He does all kinds...This one is different...Demons possessing people.....I'll have some of that....I know the book is called Hideous but oh Luke is not so hideous.....I loved him from the start and what he witnessed his father do was pretty horrendous....I loved how this was written....No easy way out...no falling along the way......Luke meets Zack and Tom not far apart but I never took to Tom like I did Zack......I think Zack was much better suited to Luke.....I also liked that this book was based on who Luke was (a cursed) and not on him meeting Zack and jumping into bed....No sex scenes.....And that was a good thing as the book is so well written you don't need them.....You want to know how Luke survives the life he's been given....How Zack can make that life better then the ending happens and your hearts in your mouth hoping that Zack and come to Luke's rescue.....A great book that's different and well worth the read x
September 15, 2014
I liked the beginning, the description of the society, the absurd bullying of the cursed (really, people?).
And I liked the feeling of helplessness. (demons are such a scary, creepy a-holles = =")
But if there was supposed to be some kind of romance? i did not feel it.
Not from lying guy, and not from Z-guy..it just felt very forced. like it just HAD to be there, but i really did not feel it :I .
And I liked the feeling of helplessness. (demons are such a scary, creepy a-holles = =")
But if there was supposed to be some kind of romance? i did not feel it.
Not from lying guy, and not from Z-guy..it just felt very forced. like it just HAD to be there, but i really did not feel it :I .
March 2, 2015
An excellent story of paranormal distopia mixed with a heartwarming MM love story. Add in bits of beauty and the beast and one's heart melts away for the main character. Anyone who has ever felt ostracized from society will relate to Luke's pain and struggle. I cried, I smiled, I feared for Luke's life...this story is filled with raw emotion!
January 31, 2015
Luke is Cursed. Marked by a demon – a demon that possessed his father, killed his family and tortured him. Under the law of the land, the Cursed must be kept separate from society and carefully monitored because they are vulnerable to possession. Luke is a victim – but he’s also a threat and his entire life is defined by being that threat.
Desperately trying to exist in this terrible system, pulled in many directions and with many temptations, Luke’s worse fear is realised – his father’s demon has found him. And he is Cursed. He is vulnerable
The main fascinating original premise of this book are the Cursed and how they are treated by society and the way it is justified. The Cursed are vulnerable to possession (or infection). This means that even though they are victims, they’re also viewed as a terrible threat that needs monitoring – and they face
While this is a fascinating dynamic in and of itself and it would have been interesting to explore still further, it does introduce a shakiness to the obvious parallels that are being drawn throughout the book – to segregation and closeted LGBT people in particular. The Cursed, admittedly through no fault of their own, are dangerous, they are a risk and closely monitoring them does reduce that risk – this is a presented fact. This is a problem and why these metaphors for marginalised people so often fail – because they seem to always take a group that IS actually a threat in some way to compare with marginalised people.
Once we move past that original premise, however, the whole concept is far stronger and contains so many nuances. Luke faces frequent demands to think about the greater good and society while at the same time pointing out the system, society and the “greater good” never seems to include people like him. It’s easy to claim grandiose motives for the good of all when you’re not the ones who slip through the cracks. Related to that we have a criminal organisation of Cursed who are even involved in drug dealing. The book does an excellent job of both saying how wrong this is and how these drugs are ruining lives – but at the same time, these Curseds outside the system (Deviants, as they’re called) don’t have any other option. They have to be involved in illicit activity to live – their choice is to struggle on the edge of the law, constantly being hunted or lived as constantly abused slaves within the system. When someone has all the good choices removed, you can’t judge them for making bad ones.
There’s also a Cursed character who navigates the system by, basically, being a sycophant and throwing his fellows to the wolves whenever he can. Let’s be brutally honest, it happens –in every marginalised community there are those who try to play the “we’re the good ones” role, who try to attack their fellows in exchange for a crumb of tolerance. We also have a very conflicted character who can hide the fact they’re Cursed. They live under constant stress of lying and being found out; he both embraces Luke as a confident, someone he can talk to but also shuns him in public and even aids and abets abuse of Luke as part of his own cover. It’s a very difficult role – on top of that Luke is, naturally, very unsympathetic to this character’s drinking because his life seems so much better than Luke’s that Luke cannot see or acknowledge the stress the other character has to deal with. It’s a really fascinating interaction.
There’s a lot of excellent examination of the many facets of the oppression of the Cursed. That also links to Luke being a disabled person. He is missing an eye and a hand, both of which he lost during the attack by his demon possessed father (so also clearly links to his PTSD). I’m somewhat conflicted on the depiction – because Luke is obsessed with the idea that he is hideous (hence the title of the book) because of his scars; over and over he talks about what a horrendously ugly person he is because of his scars and how he is doomed to forever be alone because of it. The flip side is that the characters around him clearly subvert his own devastatingly low self-image – they clearly find him attractive they clearly tell him he is handsome. There’s also more to Luke’s scars than simple physical appearance – every time he sees the scars in a mirror he has a flashback to when he was attacked and tortured. The scars are a physical manifestation of that attack – both a permanent reminder and as a clearly public label of the violence he faced – a public declaration of his Cursed nature, his pariah nature. This especially contrasts to the physically beautiful and “flawless” Cursed who is capable of hiding among non-Cursed.
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Desperately trying to exist in this terrible system, pulled in many directions and with many temptations, Luke’s worse fear is realised – his father’s demon has found him. And he is Cursed. He is vulnerable
The main fascinating original premise of this book are the Cursed and how they are treated by society and the way it is justified. The Cursed are vulnerable to possession (or infection). This means that even though they are victims, they’re also viewed as a terrible threat that needs monitoring – and they face
While this is a fascinating dynamic in and of itself and it would have been interesting to explore still further, it does introduce a shakiness to the obvious parallels that are being drawn throughout the book – to segregation and closeted LGBT people in particular. The Cursed, admittedly through no fault of their own, are dangerous, they are a risk and closely monitoring them does reduce that risk – this is a presented fact. This is a problem and why these metaphors for marginalised people so often fail – because they seem to always take a group that IS actually a threat in some way to compare with marginalised people.
Once we move past that original premise, however, the whole concept is far stronger and contains so many nuances. Luke faces frequent demands to think about the greater good and society while at the same time pointing out the system, society and the “greater good” never seems to include people like him. It’s easy to claim grandiose motives for the good of all when you’re not the ones who slip through the cracks. Related to that we have a criminal organisation of Cursed who are even involved in drug dealing. The book does an excellent job of both saying how wrong this is and how these drugs are ruining lives – but at the same time, these Curseds outside the system (Deviants, as they’re called) don’t have any other option. They have to be involved in illicit activity to live – their choice is to struggle on the edge of the law, constantly being hunted or lived as constantly abused slaves within the system. When someone has all the good choices removed, you can’t judge them for making bad ones.
There’s also a Cursed character who navigates the system by, basically, being a sycophant and throwing his fellows to the wolves whenever he can. Let’s be brutally honest, it happens –in every marginalised community there are those who try to play the “we’re the good ones” role, who try to attack their fellows in exchange for a crumb of tolerance. We also have a very conflicted character who can hide the fact they’re Cursed. They live under constant stress of lying and being found out; he both embraces Luke as a confident, someone he can talk to but also shuns him in public and even aids and abets abuse of Luke as part of his own cover. It’s a very difficult role – on top of that Luke is, naturally, very unsympathetic to this character’s drinking because his life seems so much better than Luke’s that Luke cannot see or acknowledge the stress the other character has to deal with. It’s a really fascinating interaction.
There’s a lot of excellent examination of the many facets of the oppression of the Cursed. That also links to Luke being a disabled person. He is missing an eye and a hand, both of which he lost during the attack by his demon possessed father (so also clearly links to his PTSD). I’m somewhat conflicted on the depiction – because Luke is obsessed with the idea that he is hideous (hence the title of the book) because of his scars; over and over he talks about what a horrendously ugly person he is because of his scars and how he is doomed to forever be alone because of it. The flip side is that the characters around him clearly subvert his own devastatingly low self-image – they clearly find him attractive they clearly tell him he is handsome. There’s also more to Luke’s scars than simple physical appearance – every time he sees the scars in a mirror he has a flashback to when he was attacked and tortured. The scars are a physical manifestation of that attack – both a permanent reminder and as a clearly public label of the violence he faced – a public declaration of his Cursed nature, his pariah nature. This especially contrasts to the physically beautiful and “flawless” Cursed who is capable of hiding among non-Cursed.
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February 12, 2022
Why do I have so many feelings?..
Devon McCormack's writing always brings out this weirdo crying baby in me.(the sentence felt good in my head)
This one is going to be sit in my one-of-the best-read shelves.
Devon McCormack's writing always brings out this weirdo crying baby in me.(the sentence felt good in my head)
This one is going to be sit in my one-of-the best-read shelves.
February 14, 2015
This book is dark and raw and gripping as Luke tries to live his life as best he can under the prejudice and sheer weight of being cursed and disfigured by the horror of his childhood. Luke is such a great character – sympathetic, likable and surprisingly honourable considering everything he’s been through. I just wanted someone – preferably Zack – to wrap him up in something warm and simply hold him until all the bad stuff went away.
As if that’s going to happen! No, instead poor Luke has a lot to go through during this book. This world is mean and dirty and unpleasant, with the cursed being treated as a despised underclass, either outlawed or enslaved thanks to the touch of the demons that have already taken so much from them. The whole system punishes victims in the worst way, and Luke has already been punished more than most, losing one hand and an eye to the demon attack that destroyed his family.
Yet when he has a chance to leave the slavery behind, he won’t. Not just because he’s scared of getting caught, but because he’s learnt to despise himself so thoroughly for the way he looks. He simply doesn’t believe he deserves to live any other way, and even if the chance came it would never fall to him. Not that he spends all his time lamenting his lot and lost in self-pity, no, he gets on with his crappy life as best he can, helping out those who cross his path, including those who don’t deserve it.
The story is dark and violent and the whole idea around the demons is horribly clever and really well told, as it filters through into Luke’s life. There’s blood and beatings and horror to be had here, so it’s definitely not for the faint of heart, yet Luke is such a great character I had to keep reading, because I needed to know what would happen to him, even if I spent most of the read just waiting for something even worse to happen and desperately hoping it wouldn’t. And despite the dark and the cruelty, it also has a sweeter side with a touching romance just beginning to build. I loved how Zack tries repeatedly to get Luke to notice him, to believe that he wants him, and the scene with the tux is just perfect.
Dealing with prejudice, oppression, hopes, desperation and the deep wounds of a badly damaged self-image, this is a compelling read set in a fascinating, well-built world and peopled with great characters. It definitely could have done with some female characters (yes, he works in an all boys school, but he meets other cursed outside and not one is female. The only female characters come in towards the end, and they’re transitory so don’t count at all) and possibly less giggling on Luke’s part, but beyond that this is a really good read. It definitely left me wanting to know more.
(I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.)
As if that’s going to happen! No, instead poor Luke has a lot to go through during this book. This world is mean and dirty and unpleasant, with the cursed being treated as a despised underclass, either outlawed or enslaved thanks to the touch of the demons that have already taken so much from them. The whole system punishes victims in the worst way, and Luke has already been punished more than most, losing one hand and an eye to the demon attack that destroyed his family.
Yet when he has a chance to leave the slavery behind, he won’t. Not just because he’s scared of getting caught, but because he’s learnt to despise himself so thoroughly for the way he looks. He simply doesn’t believe he deserves to live any other way, and even if the chance came it would never fall to him. Not that he spends all his time lamenting his lot and lost in self-pity, no, he gets on with his crappy life as best he can, helping out those who cross his path, including those who don’t deserve it.
The story is dark and violent and the whole idea around the demons is horribly clever and really well told, as it filters through into Luke’s life. There’s blood and beatings and horror to be had here, so it’s definitely not for the faint of heart, yet Luke is such a great character I had to keep reading, because I needed to know what would happen to him, even if I spent most of the read just waiting for something even worse to happen and desperately hoping it wouldn’t. And despite the dark and the cruelty, it also has a sweeter side with a touching romance just beginning to build. I loved how Zack tries repeatedly to get Luke to notice him, to believe that he wants him, and the scene with the tux is just perfect.
Dealing with prejudice, oppression, hopes, desperation and the deep wounds of a badly damaged self-image, this is a compelling read set in a fascinating, well-built world and peopled with great characters. It definitely could have done with some female characters (yes, he works in an all boys school, but he meets other cursed outside and not one is female. The only female characters come in towards the end, and they’re transitory so don’t count at all) and possibly less giggling on Luke’s part, but beyond that this is a really good read. It definitely left me wanting to know more.
(I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.)
October 8, 2015
"Eight years ago, Luke Retter witnessed the brutal murder of his mother and sister at the hands of his demon-possessed father. He survived but lost a hand and an eye."
This novella takes place in a world where demons are possessing human beings, killing their families, and leaving marks on remaining children. These children are called "curseds", and they are hauled off to work as slaves to avoid the possibility of being possessed by demons, thus becoming "infected".
Those "curseds" that manage to escape the harsh treatments given to them based on discrimination become "deviants", and when they are caught they are then executed in a public display, to show the "curseds" what happens, and where their place really is.
This story is told from the point of view of Luke, a "cursed" who was delivered an unfortunate circumstance when a demon possesses his father, killing his mother and sister, and torturing Luke, leaving Luke with a missing hand and a missing eye. He describes himself as being "hideous" based on these abnormalities, and you learn just how much he suffers, and wishes for a better life, one where people don't judge him based on his looks.
Enter Zach, a "deviant" who saves Luke from a vicious gang attack, and becomes a friend to Luke. Zach is a part of a revolution, for all "curseds" to be freed from the shackles of slavery and discrimination that binds them. Over time, Luke and Zach develop strong feelings for each other.
When I first started reading this, I was drawn into the supernatural elements, and the narrative Luke provided based on his experiences. This was a very dark story, and I greatly enjoyed that, instead of a sappy romance. There's violence, there's death, all things you may not expect from a queer novella. In one chapter, when Luke is explaining to Tom, a guy he meets at random one night after finishing his work, in details what happened to him that cost him his hand and eye, I had to set the book down.
As the story went on, and I got closer to the end of the book, I was expecting a cliffhanger ending, or a really bad ending that would've disappointed me in great amounts. What I got was...a bad ending. I couldn't help but think "That's it?" after I finished reading, because there could've been so much more to the story. There was a huge lack of development between Luke and Zach, and you're left feeling unsatisfied with how things turn out. Which is why I had to rate it so low, because I didn't hate the book, but I didn't really like it either.
So, you should stay for the supernatural elements and dark, twisted story. Just don't expect a decent ending, or any serious romantic developments between what is supposed to be the main pairing in the book.
This novella takes place in a world where demons are possessing human beings, killing their families, and leaving marks on remaining children. These children are called "curseds", and they are hauled off to work as slaves to avoid the possibility of being possessed by demons, thus becoming "infected".
Those "curseds" that manage to escape the harsh treatments given to them based on discrimination become "deviants", and when they are caught they are then executed in a public display, to show the "curseds" what happens, and where their place really is.
This story is told from the point of view of Luke, a "cursed" who was delivered an unfortunate circumstance when a demon possesses his father, killing his mother and sister, and torturing Luke, leaving Luke with a missing hand and a missing eye. He describes himself as being "hideous" based on these abnormalities, and you learn just how much he suffers, and wishes for a better life, one where people don't judge him based on his looks.
Enter Zach, a "deviant" who saves Luke from a vicious gang attack, and becomes a friend to Luke. Zach is a part of a revolution, for all "curseds" to be freed from the shackles of slavery and discrimination that binds them. Over time, Luke and Zach develop strong feelings for each other.
When I first started reading this, I was drawn into the supernatural elements, and the narrative Luke provided based on his experiences. This was a very dark story, and I greatly enjoyed that, instead of a sappy romance. There's violence, there's death, all things you may not expect from a queer novella. In one chapter, when Luke is explaining to Tom, a guy he meets at random one night after finishing his work, in details what happened to him that cost him his hand and eye, I had to set the book down.
As the story went on, and I got closer to the end of the book, I was expecting a cliffhanger ending, or a really bad ending that would've disappointed me in great amounts. What I got was...a bad ending. I couldn't help but think "That's it?" after I finished reading, because there could've been so much more to the story. There was a huge lack of development between Luke and Zach, and you're left feeling unsatisfied with how things turn out. Which is why I had to rate it so low, because I didn't hate the book, but I didn't really like it either.
So, you should stay for the supernatural elements and dark, twisted story. Just don't expect a decent ending, or any serious romantic developments between what is supposed to be the main pairing in the book.
June 18, 2014
Those who fell under the control of a demon were called infected. Sometimes, when an infected attacked someone, the demon left behind a mark- a spider web patch of purple and blue veins. It could show up on any part of the body. Be any size... Those who had this mark were called "cursed."
Luke Retter has been a cursed since he was nine. Eight years ago, his father was possessed by a demon who killed his mother and sister, and permanently disfigured Luke.
He works at a school with other curseds, but he is hated even more by the others, because of his missing eye and missing hand.
One day, he is outside, and sees some of the guys from the school harassing a cursed. He pulls out his knife, and tells them to stop, then gets the shit beat out of him.
He wakes up in a house, with a boy named Zack. He's one of the cursed who aren't part of the state, who hide away from everyone else in order to "not be controlled."
Back at the school, Luke meets Tom. Tom is a normal guy, albeit a bit of a alcoholic, but he's different. He's a cursed too, but no one knows; because his parents had connections, and kept his name off the list.
Luke has to figure out what to do with his life. Basically.
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Man.
I was so excited for this book.
The premise seemed awesome. I love demons. Blame my obsession with Supernatural, but demons have become so intriguing to me.
This book was, to put it simply, a disappointment.
And yeah, whatever, I'm very judgmental with books, leave me alone. But if I don't like a book, I will not tell you guys that I did just for the sake of it.
There were so many problems I had with this book.
First of all, I'm really thinking that Luke was originally going to be a girl.
He giggles and cries at everything.
I'm a girl, and I don't even giggle!!
Gay relationships are really hard to pull off, and I'm not hating on McCormack for the attempt, but shit, this was bad.
Because you can't have a good book without a love triangle, so make it a gay love triangle.
There were literally no female characters, except for one, whose name I don't even remember.
I just... no.
Didn't like this.
Would not recommend. To anyone. Not even my worst enemy. Just watch all 9 seasons of Supernatural and you'll be happier.
DISCLAIMER:
This book was sent to me for review by Netgalley. I am not profiting from this review. Quotes are from an uncorrected copy and are subject to change.
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February 25, 2016Tip-toe through the tulips with me
For some reason, while I was reading Hideous, Tiny Tims "Tip-Toe Thru' The Tulips With Me" song kept playing over and over in my head. Not gonna lie, it gave it more of a creepy kinda edge to the book. Also, I was just finishing up my binge watching of Buffy on Netflix. So Luke in my head looked like Xander after he lost his eye to Caleb only younger Xander. (Also my favorite Buffy character)
All that being said this was a wickedly good book. I loved the world Luke was in because I hated it so much! Poor Luke and all cursed! *raises fist up in the air at the injustice* Having to witness all those horrors at such a young age and then being treated like shit the next half of his life? Ugh, I really wanted to punch something, or at least flick something REALLY hard. It made me angry and love Luke even more because he just seemed so defeated. Until he met Zach. In smirks this hero who saves Luke and I was thrilled that he seemed to see past Luke's deformities. There was that other guy in there too, but meh I don't wanna waste thoughts on him. With the possibility of love with Zach, Luke seems to realize that he doesn't have to live they way he has been anymore. That maybe there's more for him then trudging through chores, putting up with beatings.
So yea great world building but seriously? It's Devon McCormack. That should just be a given by now. The characters were all great except that douche Henry, oh and Wahrmer, he was a douche too. The demon voice in Luke's head, well, in MY head it was the voice of Gnarl from Buffy season 7. Taunting and kinda sing-songy. (Look him up, so creepy) I loved the explanation from the demon towards the end and how that just kinda blew my mind. Never would have thought the marks were that insidious. All right I'm done rambling. The book was awesome, it's great for pretty much everyone as long as they don't mind blood, cursing, and interesting use of a potato peeler. (Such an ingenious idea!)
For some reason, while I was reading Hideous, Tiny Tims "Tip-Toe Thru' The Tulips With Me" song kept playing over and over in my head. Not gonna lie, it gave it more of a creepy kinda edge to the book. Also, I was just finishing up my binge watching of Buffy on Netflix. So Luke in my head looked like Xander after he lost his eye to Caleb only younger Xander. (Also my favorite Buffy character)
All that being said this was a wickedly good book. I loved the world Luke was in because I hated it so much! Poor Luke and all cursed! *raises fist up in the air at the injustice* Having to witness all those horrors at such a young age and then being treated like shit the next half of his life? Ugh, I really wanted to punch something, or at least flick something REALLY hard. It made me angry and love Luke even more because he just seemed so defeated. Until he met Zach. In smirks this hero who saves Luke and I was thrilled that he seemed to see past Luke's deformities. There was that other guy in there too, but meh I don't wanna waste thoughts on him. With the possibility of love with Zach, Luke seems to realize that he doesn't have to live they way he has been anymore. That maybe there's more for him then trudging through chores, putting up with beatings.
So yea great world building but seriously? It's Devon McCormack. That should just be a given by now. The characters were all great except that douche Henry, oh and Wahrmer, he was a douche too. The demon voice in Luke's head, well, in MY head it was the voice of Gnarl from Buffy season 7. Taunting and kinda sing-songy. (Look him up, so creepy) I loved the explanation from the demon towards the end and how that just kinda blew my mind. Never would have thought the marks were that insidious. All right I'm done rambling. The book was awesome, it's great for pretty much everyone as long as they don't mind blood, cursing, and interesting use of a potato peeler. (Such an ingenious idea!)
March 2, 2016
For some reason, while I was reading Hideous, Tiny Tims "Tip-Toe Thru' The Tulips With Me" song kept playing over and over in my head. Not gonna lie, it gave it more of a creepy kinda edge to the book. Also, I was just finishing up my binge watching of Buffy on Netflix. So Luke in my head looked like Xander after he lost his eye to Caleb only younger Xander. (Also my favorite Buffy character)
All that being said this was a wickedly good book. I loved the world Luke was in because I hated it so much! Poor Luke and all cursed! *raises fist up in the air at the injustice* Having to witness all those horrors at such a young age and then being treated like shit the next half of his life? Ugh, I really wanted to punch something, or at least flick something REALLY hard. It made me angry and love Luke even more because he just seemed so defeated. Until he met Zach. In smirks this hero who saves Luke and I was thrilled that he seemed to see past Luke's deformities. There was that other guy in there too, but meh I don't wanna waste thoughts on him. With the possibility of love with Zach, Luke seems to realize that he doesn't have to live they way he has been anymore. That maybe there's more for him then trudging through chores, putting up with beatings.
So yea great world building but seriously? It's Devon McCormack. That should just be a given by now. The characters were all great except that douche Henry, oh and Wahrmer, he was a douche too. The demon voice in Luke's head, well, in MY head it was the voice of Gnarl from Buffy season 7. Taunting and kinda sing-songy. (Look him up, so creepy) I loved the explanation from the demon towards the end and how that just kinda blew my mind. Never would have thought the marks were that insidious. All right I'm done rambling. The book was awesome, it's great for pretty much everyone as long as they don't mind blood, cursing, and interesting use of a potato peeler. (Such an ingenious idea!)
All that being said this was a wickedly good book. I loved the world Luke was in because I hated it so much! Poor Luke and all cursed! *raises fist up in the air at the injustice* Having to witness all those horrors at such a young age and then being treated like shit the next half of his life? Ugh, I really wanted to punch something, or at least flick something REALLY hard. It made me angry and love Luke even more because he just seemed so defeated. Until he met Zach. In smirks this hero who saves Luke and I was thrilled that he seemed to see past Luke's deformities. There was that other guy in there too, but meh I don't wanna waste thoughts on him. With the possibility of love with Zach, Luke seems to realize that he doesn't have to live they way he has been anymore. That maybe there's more for him then trudging through chores, putting up with beatings.
So yea great world building but seriously? It's Devon McCormack. That should just be a given by now. The characters were all great except that douche Henry, oh and Wahrmer, he was a douche too. The demon voice in Luke's head, well, in MY head it was the voice of Gnarl from Buffy season 7. Taunting and kinda sing-songy. (Look him up, so creepy) I loved the explanation from the demon towards the end and how that just kinda blew my mind. Never would have thought the marks were that insidious. All right I'm done rambling. The book was awesome, it's great for pretty much everyone as long as they don't mind blood, cursing, and interesting use of a potato peeler. (Such an ingenious idea!)
January 1, 2015
Hideous was not, refreshingly, your typical gay coming-of-age story. What Devon McCormack himself describes as what he likes serves well to summarize this: a "dark, action-packed story in which characters [battle] terrible odds and sinister forces using their strength, will, and determination … throwing in a charming love interest to make the adventure all the more entertaining." I like that too, and this one delivered.
Just as it sounds, this is mainly a YA paranormal. I appreciated how the paranormal storyline represented those disturbing aspects of our own society with bullying and abuse, and how this young man (Luke) had to deal with a double whammy, his being cursed, and being gay. Luke's lost eye and hand were symbolic of so many things. And the love interest - in this case a budding gay romance - was secondary to the main paranormal adventure, but nicely complimenting it in a realistic teen way.
This was narrated in the first person from the Luke's POV, and I thought McCormack did a good job with the language and mannerisms of a teenager, making it seem all the more real. He was able to describe some classic teenage moments, such as, being inexperienced in intimacy: "I didn't know what to do. What was appropriate? Was I supposed to initiate something? Was I doing it right?"
While the 3 MCs were fairly well fleshed out, I thought the secondaries and villains were a bit plainly and stereotypically written, but they still served well as foils for some of the tense scenes. The plot moved along at a quick pace, but it was a bit thin and predictable in spots. Still, it propelled me to a satisfactory conclusion for this story, for which I’d give 4 stars.
[I'm excited to have won this as a Goodreads First Read – so thanks, Devon!]
Just as it sounds, this is mainly a YA paranormal. I appreciated how the paranormal storyline represented those disturbing aspects of our own society with bullying and abuse, and how this young man (Luke) had to deal with a double whammy, his being cursed, and being gay. Luke's lost eye and hand were symbolic of so many things. And the love interest - in this case a budding gay romance - was secondary to the main paranormal adventure, but nicely complimenting it in a realistic teen way.
This was narrated in the first person from the Luke's POV, and I thought McCormack did a good job with the language and mannerisms of a teenager, making it seem all the more real. He was able to describe some classic teenage moments, such as, being inexperienced in intimacy: "I didn't know what to do. What was appropriate? Was I supposed to initiate something? Was I doing it right?"
While the 3 MCs were fairly well fleshed out, I thought the secondaries and villains were a bit plainly and stereotypically written, but they still served well as foils for some of the tense scenes. The plot moved along at a quick pace, but it was a bit thin and predictable in spots. Still, it propelled me to a satisfactory conclusion for this story, for which I’d give 4 stars.
[I'm excited to have won this as a Goodreads First Read – so thanks, Devon!]
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