Not sure if I was meant to feel more for one character than the other, but I definitely felt for Callan's struggle throughout the novel:
-Bouncing from one hell to another
*First it's feeling the political/economic pressures of the English (it's kind of the whole reason Callan raised a vampire army, to overthrow the English govt).
*Asharti (his sadistic vampire mistress. Those edging/non-con BDSM scenes kind of made my stomach turn. But they were necessary in order to understand why Callan is closed off/hateful of his heightened sexual desire around Jane/involuntarily around other women, and why he's willing to be a guinea pig for Dr. Blundell; he's already been harmed/scarred. At least this might give him a happy start rather than a bitter end).
*Elyta... when that vampiress arrives, and we find out she actually taught Asharti everything she knew... and then Callan is again subjected to what could be read as r****. This time it's that much harder on him because it's happening with Jane only a room away! And he'd had her (meaning, he's known what it felt like to make love, sweetly and kindly with one of his own kind only to have that ripped away) and the memory of her is what's making it bearable.
-Till he lets Jane in, Callan's kind of felt like an outsider/manipulated to serve someone above him (i.e. denying his own heritage to gain university scholarship-he doesn't even know if he's Irish or Scottish-being a sex slave for Asharti, guinea pig for Blundell's cure). I liked that by the end, he's making jokes about making babies, and teases Jane about how he plans to spend his money on her.
-Anyone else find it fucked up that he's forced to gather his own poison?
*Dr. Blundell needs poisonous plants/fungi. While these excursions do create a smutty scene in the rain for our leads, knowing the physical pain Callan will later endure (in vain, no less, the cure doesn't last) make those scenes difficult, but effective.
Jane is a bit bland
-I like that she's been hiding her interest in fashion because she's set on pleasing her father
*And how this fashion lover bit comes full circle: Callan mockingly threatens her with buying pretty dresses now that they're fully embracing forever.
-The fact that she calls vampirism a disease vs. a curse: that makes it appear that it can be cured/perhaps views her need for blood as medicine to make her feel better, rather the beastly need Callan lives with.
-Loved the bit where she and Callan drink their blood via tea cups poured straight from a tea pot.
*Her response of "we're not complete heathens, you know" made me picture her winking as she sipped.
The end gave me Fright Night part II (1988) ending scene vibes 💋. And the smutty scenes (at least with Jane) were delightfully smutty 😜.
Some parts fell flat, but because they did, they aren't really worth mentioning. I liked the setting of the countryside juxtaposed with the invasion of the evil posh vampires. Sort of felt like Carmilla-esque. It is interesting that unlike a lot of paranormal romances in the same series, all the novels seem to have a different setting/writing style (pretty sure one involves time travel). Either way, I'm ready to sink my teeth into this world 🧛♀️❤️!