0 stars.
I was... thoroughly disappointed. Maybe my copy was wrong, but calling this a 'book' would be an insult to all the other novels out there.
Let's start with the things I liked.
I actually liked the writing style. Though it wasn't anything special, it was good and was actually the only thing that was consistent and good throughout this... story.
Every character had a distinct 'voice'.
Now to the stuff I didn't like.... oh boy.
It read like a first draught of a school boy, who is the most "amazing writer" out there. Or who believes himself to be. The boy wanted to have certain things happen in the story, but failed to connect any of them.
The best summary of this book would be: "Things happen, because they happen I guess."
Sometimes the author would forget, that anything happens before and every new scene read like a completely new story. The connections were so loose, you might as well say that there were none.
I also loved, when the first 50 pages everyone in the story made such a huge fuss about the scar, just to forget it the next 250 pages.
What I also really "enjoyed", was that the story started kicking in at around the middle. In the first half, Bill talked about his slut kink and how much he wants to dick down a slut. I also love how this went nowhere.
In the beginning the author gave all of the characters a personality, just to shit on that. Of course these were stereotypical and not exactly 'realistic', but I could've rolled with it, if he just kept to their personalities and not ruin everything he build.
There was absolutely no character development which was ruined by a not consistent character in the first place.
Bill was the egotistical, arrogant prick who is only living for himself. Julie was the good girl. Basically she just served to exist for Bill and some internal drama of his.
The author did Julie very dirty, when she stabbed Bill. I get that he wanted to show, how "broken" she was by everything, but not a single time has Julie acted impulsively. She is a smart woman who is capable of a lot of things and she chooses to basically ruin her life. Or it would've ruined her life, if the police was not dumb as bricks and had realised she had done it.
I also absolutely hated the ending. I get that the author wanted to "serve karma", but instead he made the perpetrator to the victim. I would've enjoyed it way more, if the police got him from good detective work and he would've ended up in prison. Rotting his life away.
And Julie deserved so much better anyway. She stayed with him throughout all of it. When he got promoted and she quit, so that they could move? She stayed with him. When he started fights with her and also pushed her? She stayed with him. When they basically where to strangers living together and she wanted nothing more than a close relationship with her boyfriend, but he failed to do that? She stayed with him. She deserved so much better.
In conclusion, the story made no sense, there was no foreshadowing. Me and my boyfriend discussed a clever twist the book could've had. (From any given point the author could've written a so much better story, but we took the scene with David and Sharon.) Also important: in German the title is: "Top Job".
What if they actually moved to Seattle and this was about him discovering that the top job was taking care of the family as the house "man", while his wife would go to work? He could've shown the reader that, unlike David said, a man isn't just about his work. That the quality of his "work" defines him.
I know this was supposed to be a thriller, but the only thrilling thing about this was when I read the last page and was finally done with it. Every time there was a "thrilling" scene, I had to do a double-take, because it came out of nowhere. No build up, no structure.
Also, too long to be a good hate-read-story.