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Fostering Love #2
Change of Heart
They've spent their lives pushing each other away, but what will happen when they need each other most?
Anita Martin doesn't expect much from life. Growing up on the street, bouncing from one foster home to another, she learned to rely only on herself. Even after she finally found a loving family to take her in, she was still an outsider-something Abraham, one of the family's older sons, never let her forget.
Abraham Evans doesn't know how Ani always manages to get under his skin, only that's she's been doing it since they were teens. She is-and always has been-undeniably gorgeous. But he's never met anyone as pissed off at the world as Ani.
For fifteen years, Ani and Bram have agreed on exactly one thing: they can't stand each other-until one night when their anger gives way to passion. Yet even as Ani and Bram begin to secretly seek comfort in one another's arms, they remain emotionally worlds apart. When Ani's life takes a dramatic turn and she realizes she needs more than Bram can give, their fragile, no-strings relationship unravels. One way or another, Ani is determined to survive. But when Bram finally admits his true feelings, he may discover Ani has moved on without him...
Anita Martin doesn't expect much from life. Growing up on the street, bouncing from one foster home to another, she learned to rely only on herself. Even after she finally found a loving family to take her in, she was still an outsider-something Abraham, one of the family's older sons, never let her forget.
Abraham Evans doesn't know how Ani always manages to get under his skin, only that's she's been doing it since they were teens. She is-and always has been-undeniably gorgeous. But he's never met anyone as pissed off at the world as Ani.
For fifteen years, Ani and Bram have agreed on exactly one thing: they can't stand each other-until one night when their anger gives way to passion. Yet even as Ani and Bram begin to secretly seek comfort in one another's arms, they remain emotionally worlds apart. When Ani's life takes a dramatic turn and she realizes she needs more than Bram can give, their fragile, no-strings relationship unravels. One way or another, Ani is determined to survive. But when Bram finally admits his true feelings, he may discover Ani has moved on without him...
368 pages, Paperback
First published September 6, 2016
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Nicole Jacquelyn
38 books3,574 followersNicole Jacquelyn started writing before she started elementary school, however she didn’t start publishing her stories until her senior year in college. Today, she’s the author of the best selling Aces Series, Hawthornes Series, Fostering Love Series and Bouchers Series. She loves to read, drinks too much coffee, and lives in Oregon with the coolest children in the entire world and an English Bulldog named Blue.
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September 4, 2022
Re-read one million...9/3/2022
Original Review
5 Stars
I haven't been in much of a reviewing mood lately for some reason. And I hope to eventually get around to a full review for this...okay, probably not...but in the meantime, I'll say that I really, REALLY enjoyed this. NJ is one of my favorite authors and she just seems to get better with every book.
Now, while not as angsty as the first one, this one was still pretty angsty. That said, I must say that I think my reading tastes must be in...."transition" mode or something as I am finding myself more and more drawn to the angst recently. It used to be that I would rather run naked through a field of barbed wire before I cracked open anything that smelled even remotely gut wrenching, but apparently I have been bitten by the self-harm bug lately as I eating this shit up like a fat kid at a Golden Corral buffet.
Anyway, this read was awesome and I really loved catching up with the crew from the first book. I did also appreciate that we didn't have to deal with the ghost of other women in this one, so phew!
Original Review
5 Stars
I haven't been in much of a reviewing mood lately for some reason. And I hope to eventually get around to a full review for this...okay, probably not...but in the meantime, I'll say that I really, REALLY enjoyed this. NJ is one of my favorite authors and she just seems to get better with every book.
Now, while not as angsty as the first one, this one was still pretty angsty. That said, I must say that I think my reading tastes must be in...."transition" mode or something as I am finding myself more and more drawn to the angst recently. It used to be that I would rather run naked through a field of barbed wire before I cracked open anything that smelled even remotely gut wrenching, but apparently I have been bitten by the self-harm bug lately as I eating this shit up like a fat kid at a Golden Corral buffet.
Anyway, this read was awesome and I really loved catching up with the crew from the first book. I did also appreciate that we didn't have to deal with the ghost of other women in this one, so phew!
September 14, 2016
4.5 Stars!!
Once again Nicole Jacquelyn delivers an awesome read that honestly held me captive from beginning until the end. 'Change of Heart' was as addictive as the previous book in the series and while it wasn’t as angsty as the first one, which I enjoyed, it was truly emotional at times. Even since I met Bram and Anita in book1 I was intrigued by them and I was so damn curious how these two relationship will unfold knowing they were hating each other for so long.
Anita and Bram are foster brothers. They met each other more than ten years ago and from that moment they have been hating each other, being on each other’s throats with every opportunity. Even if they don’t get along very well, they are similar in many ways – both of them are stubborn and so opinionated and both of them would do anything for his foster parents or siblings.
Anita and Bram’s dynamic changes completely one night when things between them get too intense and they end up having a - what they initially believe to be a hot, passionate one-night-stand. Their one-night-stand blossom into something more and keeping their hands off each other becomes for both of them a torture.
The dynamic between them changes again when Ani’s life turns upside down and Bram gets scared not knowing how to handle their new situation.
I really, really enjoyed this one…probably a little more than the first installment. I enjoyed the pace of the story and also the story-line. While the first half of the story was light and sexy, the second half was more angsty and emotional that I had anticipated and to be honest I enjoyed both of them. Anita and Bram were fantastic characters, well developed and endearing in their own way.
I absolutely loved Anita. She was definitely my kind of gal. She was such a spitfire at times, so endearingly opinionated and so sarcastic. Anita was a well portrayed character I fell for from the moment I met her in the previous book in the series. She was sweet, caring, considerate and overall a relatable heroine. Bram was a great character as well. I really liked the fact that he wasn’t a big a$$hole like the male main character from book1. While at times he was a douche, he wasn’t (too) mean which I liked. As much as I wanted to smack him in the head at some point, I appreciate his honesty. He makes clear from the start what he wants and what he doesn’t want. With Anita he was awesome as the story progresses - sweet, caring and so protective. I really loved his tenderness towards her.
I loved these two together – their banter, their chemistry and even the tension between them at some point into the story. Needless to say they were great together and perfect for each other in every way.
I loved all the supporting characters in this story and the wonderful dynamic between them. The way they care and love each other was really great and heartwarming.
Overall, “Change of Heart” was a great addition to the series and I’m anxiously waiting to read the next installment!
Once again Nicole Jacquelyn delivers an awesome read that honestly held me captive from beginning until the end. 'Change of Heart' was as addictive as the previous book in the series and while it wasn’t as angsty as the first one, which I enjoyed, it was truly emotional at times. Even since I met Bram and Anita in book1 I was intrigued by them and I was so damn curious how these two relationship will unfold knowing they were hating each other for so long.
“We were circling each other, Bram and I. Pushing together and then, when things got too serious, pulling apart again.”
Anita and Bram are foster brothers. They met each other more than ten years ago and from that moment they have been hating each other, being on each other’s throats with every opportunity. Even if they don’t get along very well, they are similar in many ways – both of them are stubborn and so opinionated and both of them would do anything for his foster parents or siblings.
Anita and Bram’s dynamic changes completely one night when things between them get too intense and they end up having a - what they initially believe to be a hot, passionate one-night-stand. Their one-night-stand blossom into something more and keeping their hands off each other becomes for both of them a torture.
“He pulled gently, wetly, at my bottom lip, and I opened my mouth, my breath hitching as his tongue slid inside. Holy shit, Bram could kiss.
I forgot where we were. I forgot who he was. Hell, I forgot who I was.
Nothing mattered except our points of contact.”
The dynamic between them changes again when Ani’s life turns upside down and Bram gets scared not knowing how to handle their new situation.
“After fourteen years of living parallel lives, we’d intersected, and now I had no idea how to get us running parallel again.”
I really, really enjoyed this one…probably a little more than the first installment. I enjoyed the pace of the story and also the story-line. While the first half of the story was light and sexy, the second half was more angsty and emotional that I had anticipated and to be honest I enjoyed both of them. Anita and Bram were fantastic characters, well developed and endearing in their own way.
I absolutely loved Anita. She was definitely my kind of gal. She was such a spitfire at times, so endearingly opinionated and so sarcastic. Anita was a well portrayed character I fell for from the moment I met her in the previous book in the series. She was sweet, caring, considerate and overall a relatable heroine. Bram was a great character as well. I really liked the fact that he wasn’t a big a$$hole like the male main character from book1. While at times he was a douche, he wasn’t (too) mean which I liked. As much as I wanted to smack him in the head at some point, I appreciate his honesty. He makes clear from the start what he wants and what he doesn’t want. With Anita he was awesome as the story progresses - sweet, caring and so protective. I really loved his tenderness towards her.
“I love you,” I said quickly, watching her as she wrapped her arms around her waist. “I know I’m not good at it, but I’m fucking trying.”
I loved these two together – their banter, their chemistry and even the tension between them at some point into the story. Needless to say they were great together and perfect for each other in every way.
I loved all the supporting characters in this story and the wonderful dynamic between them. The way they care and love each other was really great and heartwarming.
Overall, “Change of Heart” was a great addition to the series and I’m anxiously waiting to read the next installment!
August 13, 2016
4.5 stars!
After reading Unbreak My Heart earlier this year, I knew I needed Bram and Anita’s book asap! I love the emotional and angsty way this author writes this series. As much as I loved the first book, I think I loved this one even more. Anita and Bram’s story hit me like a ton of bricks. I really felt for them and this story made me feel so much!
Anita and Bram are two people who don’t get along. You know those people that always seem to pick on each other, both are outspoken and always have something to say? Yeah, that’s them. They seem like an unlikely pair because of that. Of course there would have to be some clashing with their personalities- they’ve known each other fifteen years and they never can seem to get along. Ani is constantly getting under Bram’s skin. Then one night seems to change everything between them….
After this night together, things seem to change between them. They develop a sort of no-strings-attached relationship. Even though they still bicker like crazy, it’s different. Then something huge happens in Ani’s life that rocks her to her core. And Bram doesn’t know if he can handle it. Or be there for her. He’s not sure he can be the man she needs.
What can I say about Nicole Jacquelyn? She sure knows how to write a guy that’s a total jerk. And she certainly finds ways to redeem them. Bram wasn’t quite as bad as Shane IMO, but he had many moments. Ani was such a strong heroine and someone I could relate to in many ways. I adored her. Then there are all the other side characters- I’m still waiting on an Alex book! Here is to hoping that’s next!
This story has some angst, but it’s super heavy on the emotion, loss, love and sacrifice. I love the family dynamic in these books. These characters are truly a family that would do anything for one another. I give this one 4.5 stars.
After reading Unbreak My Heart earlier this year, I knew I needed Bram and Anita’s book asap! I love the emotional and angsty way this author writes this series. As much as I loved the first book, I think I loved this one even more. Anita and Bram’s story hit me like a ton of bricks. I really felt for them and this story made me feel so much!
Anita and Bram are two people who don’t get along. You know those people that always seem to pick on each other, both are outspoken and always have something to say? Yeah, that’s them. They seem like an unlikely pair because of that. Of course there would have to be some clashing with their personalities- they’ve known each other fifteen years and they never can seem to get along. Ani is constantly getting under Bram’s skin. Then one night seems to change everything between them….
“You’re such a fucking pain in the ass,” Bram gasped, pressing against me as he kissed me hard. “Maybe if I just kept your mouth occupied…”
After this night together, things seem to change between them. They develop a sort of no-strings-attached relationship. Even though they still bicker like crazy, it’s different. Then something huge happens in Ani’s life that rocks her to her core. And Bram doesn’t know if he can handle it. Or be there for her. He’s not sure he can be the man she needs.
What can I say about Nicole Jacquelyn? She sure knows how to write a guy that’s a total jerk. And she certainly finds ways to redeem them. Bram wasn’t quite as bad as Shane IMO, but he had many moments. Ani was such a strong heroine and someone I could relate to in many ways. I adored her. Then there are all the other side characters- I’m still waiting on an Alex book! Here is to hoping that’s next!
This story has some angst, but it’s super heavy on the emotion, loss, love and sacrifice. I love the family dynamic in these books. These characters are truly a family that would do anything for one another. I give this one 4.5 stars.
September 12, 2016
*****FIVE STARS*****
{ARC Generously Provided by Author}
I was jumping into something and I had no clue how far I’d fall. I was terrified. But this was my chance. The chance I’d never thought I’d have. I had to take it.
CHANGE OF HEART is a story jam-packed with incredible steam and heartbreaking angst. I loved the hero and heroine and the beautiful family that surrounded them with so much love and support. Once I picked up this book it really was quite hard to put down. Nicole Jacquelyn’s storytelling ability is exquisite and I know that this won't be the last book that I read by her.
Ani was abandoned by her mother at a very young age and had grown up in the foster care system for most of her life. She’s had more bad experiences than good within all of the foster homes she has lived in, but her last one turned out to be with the best family a girl could ever hope for. She ended up with the family while in her teens. They had adopted twin sons who were a bit older and who were no longer living in the family home. She got along well with one but was always at odds with the other, Bram. Years later when both are adults, after Friday night dinner with the family, things take a different turn for Ani and Bram.
Things get intense during a heated argument between the two and they ultimately end up having sex in the back of Ani’s pickup truck. Afterward, it gets really awkward between them as they both try to figure out where their heads are at. Bram makes it clear that nothing serious can develop between them and Ani appears to be of the same mindset, but obviously there’s something brewing that had always been there just beneath the surface. Just when the two are starting to realize their true feelings for each other, something unexpected happens that changes Ani’s life in a big way and has Bram running in the opposite direction.
As Ani tries to build her new life she struggles with the heartache she feels over losing Bram. She’s a woman with a tough exterior and has had to harden her heart to protect herself. So when Bram finally wakes up and sees that he’s made the biggest mistake of his life, will Ani open her heart back up to him or has the damage been done?
Change of Heart is an enemies to lovers story that also had the second chance romance trope to boot. It’s also about family and how blood doesn’t always make someone your family, but that love truly does.
CHANGE OF HEART is currently available. It’s one you should definitely add to your TBRs.
AMAZON US: http://amzn.to/2bY1pUR
{ARC Generously Provided by Author}
I was jumping into something and I had no clue how far I’d fall. I was terrified. But this was my chance. The chance I’d never thought I’d have. I had to take it.
CHANGE OF HEART is a story jam-packed with incredible steam and heartbreaking angst. I loved the hero and heroine and the beautiful family that surrounded them with so much love and support. Once I picked up this book it really was quite hard to put down. Nicole Jacquelyn’s storytelling ability is exquisite and I know that this won't be the last book that I read by her.
Ani was abandoned by her mother at a very young age and had grown up in the foster care system for most of her life. She’s had more bad experiences than good within all of the foster homes she has lived in, but her last one turned out to be with the best family a girl could ever hope for. She ended up with the family while in her teens. They had adopted twin sons who were a bit older and who were no longer living in the family home. She got along well with one but was always at odds with the other, Bram. Years later when both are adults, after Friday night dinner with the family, things take a different turn for Ani and Bram.
Things get intense during a heated argument between the two and they ultimately end up having sex in the back of Ani’s pickup truck. Afterward, it gets really awkward between them as they both try to figure out where their heads are at. Bram makes it clear that nothing serious can develop between them and Ani appears to be of the same mindset, but obviously there’s something brewing that had always been there just beneath the surface. Just when the two are starting to realize their true feelings for each other, something unexpected happens that changes Ani’s life in a big way and has Bram running in the opposite direction.
As Ani tries to build her new life she struggles with the heartache she feels over losing Bram. She’s a woman with a tough exterior and has had to harden her heart to protect herself. So when Bram finally wakes up and sees that he’s made the biggest mistake of his life, will Ani open her heart back up to him or has the damage been done?
Change of Heart is an enemies to lovers story that also had the second chance romance trope to boot. It’s also about family and how blood doesn’t always make someone your family, but that love truly does.
CHANGE OF HEART is currently available. It’s one you should definitely add to your TBRs.
AMAZON US: http://amzn.to/2bY1pUR
August 27, 2016
4.5 STARS
There's something about this series that is entirely too addicting for me. I'm not even kidding; I'll start the book, blink, and the next thing I know, I'm done. I devoured Unbreak My Heart in one sitting, and I'm thrilled to have a repeat offender with Change of Heart. Nicole Jacquelyn has brought her A game and delivers yet another sensual and angsty romance that will hit the readers straight in the feels. I'm talking make you rage then lust then rage all over again, only to make you swoon like a victorian maiden at the end. I tell you, it just doesn't get better than this. And you all know that I love me some angst. And with that, this series has become my go-to must read.
As long time foster siblings, Ani and Bram's relationship has been antagonistic at best. It's a mixture of subtle lust covered by layers of snark, sarcasm and insults to the point where you're just waiting for that final insult before they tear each other's clothes off.
I loved Ani's snarky spitfire ways. This is a girl that hides her insecurities well behind her smart mouth, and so you can't help but feel for her. Bram can be a straight out asshole to her, but beneath his thinly veiled insults, there's an insecurity he desperately tries to keep hidden.
I have to admit that while I absolutely loved Bram and his protective big brother act in Unbreak My Heart, I couldn't wait for the man to be brought to his knees by a woman. He talks a big game, but you know what they say about those. Bram is stubborn, thick headed, and doesn't think twice before throwing insults. But where in the first book you felt like you wanted to throttle Shane, Bram didn't quite reach that level of douchebagery. There was always something so questioningly endearing to him. You want to hate him for some of the decisions he makes, and yet for some inexplicable reason, you just can't.
While there's quite a bit of back and forth between these two, it wasn't as dramatic as the first book. The angst is well balanced and the tension slowly develops and slowly dissipates. There are even bouts of well placed humor to ease some of the angst and does so flawlessly.
This was an amazing addition to what's now become one of my favorite series. I'm already twitching for more and can only hope that Trevor will be next. Sure it packs quite a few heavy punches to the feels, but that's exactly what I've come to love about these books...and the angst, of course. Can't forget angst. Did I mention I love me some angst?
If you loved the first book, you'll definitely love this one. And if you were over-angsted in the first book, then you might enjoy this one more. Basically, what I'm getting at here is you NEED TO READ THIS BOOK.
ARC courtesy of publisher in exchange for an honest review
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You’re such a fucking pain in the ass,” Bram gasped, pressing against me as he kissed me hard. “Maybe if I just keep your mouth occupied…”
“Shut up,” I bitched, letting go of his back with one hand so I could grip his hair.
There's something about this series that is entirely too addicting for me. I'm not even kidding; I'll start the book, blink, and the next thing I know, I'm done. I devoured Unbreak My Heart in one sitting, and I'm thrilled to have a repeat offender with Change of Heart. Nicole Jacquelyn has brought her A game and delivers yet another sensual and angsty romance that will hit the readers straight in the feels. I'm talking make you rage then lust then rage all over again, only to make you swoon like a victorian maiden at the end. I tell you, it just doesn't get better than this. And you all know that I love me some angst. And with that, this series has become my go-to must read.
As long time foster siblings, Ani and Bram's relationship has been antagonistic at best. It's a mixture of subtle lust covered by layers of snark, sarcasm and insults to the point where you're just waiting for that final insult before they tear each other's clothes off.
I loved Ani's snarky spitfire ways. This is a girl that hides her insecurities well behind her smart mouth, and so you can't help but feel for her. Bram can be a straight out asshole to her, but beneath his thinly veiled insults, there's an insecurity he desperately tries to keep hidden.
I have to admit that while I absolutely loved Bram and his protective big brother act in Unbreak My Heart, I couldn't wait for the man to be brought to his knees by a woman. He talks a big game, but you know what they say about those. Bram is stubborn, thick headed, and doesn't think twice before throwing insults. But where in the first book you felt like you wanted to throttle Shane, Bram didn't quite reach that level of douchebagery. There was always something so questioningly endearing to him. You want to hate him for some of the decisions he makes, and yet for some inexplicable reason, you just can't.
While there's quite a bit of back and forth between these two, it wasn't as dramatic as the first book. The angst is well balanced and the tension slowly develops and slowly dissipates. There are even bouts of well placed humor to ease some of the angst and does so flawlessly.
“Shut up.”
“You’re bringing me sandwiches. Naked. You might be the perfect woman.”
“These sandwiches are mine, fuckface. Feed yourself,” I replied as I climbed onto the bed.
“And the fantasy is gone,” he replied sadly.”
This was an amazing addition to what's now become one of my favorite series. I'm already twitching for more and can only hope that Trevor will be next. Sure it packs quite a few heavy punches to the feels, but that's exactly what I've come to love about these books...and the angst, of course. Can't forget angst. Did I mention I love me some angst?
If you loved the first book, you'll definitely love this one. And if you were over-angsted in the first book, then you might enjoy this one more. Basically, what I'm getting at here is you NEED TO READ THIS BOOK.
ARC courtesy of publisher in exchange for an honest review
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September 7, 2016
4.5 STARS
I’m embarrassed to say that it took me till forty-three percent in this story to realize that this is Kate’s family from the first book and that I had met them all already.
This is her foster sister and brother’s love story and it was pretty kick ass. Anita and Bram having a good size age gap and didn’t truly grow up together. Never being true brother and sister and have a pretty interesting relationship until one night…
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Getting to know one another outside of the sarcastic cruel at times banter these two seem to be perfectly matched until Ani’s dreams come true and Bram doesn’t think it’s anything he wants to be a part of.
”We were circling each other, Bram and I. Pushing together and then, when things got too serious, pulling apart again.”
The story is well told and a big heartbreaking scene totally blindsided me!!
I loved this one probably a bit more than the first installment. Perhaps because the heroine wasn’t the delicate type but pretty gruff and the hero was simply yummy.
I just loved Bram and his fall for his girls!!
”I changed my mind… “
This was a great read with the right amount of push and pull, heartache, and family. The slew of wonderful siblings in this story has me excited about the possibilities of the author writing them all stories for this series!
"I want everything"
I’m embarrassed to say that it took me till forty-three percent in this story to realize that this is Kate’s family from the first book and that I had met them all already.
This is her foster sister and brother’s love story and it was pretty kick ass. Anita and Bram having a good size age gap and didn’t truly grow up together. Never being true brother and sister and have a pretty interesting relationship until one night…
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Getting to know one another outside of the sarcastic cruel at times banter these two seem to be perfectly matched until Ani’s dreams come true and Bram doesn’t think it’s anything he wants to be a part of.
”We were circling each other, Bram and I. Pushing together and then, when things got too serious, pulling apart again.”
The story is well told and a big heartbreaking scene totally blindsided me!!
I loved this one probably a bit more than the first installment. Perhaps because the heroine wasn’t the delicate type but pretty gruff and the hero was simply yummy.
I just loved Bram and his fall for his girls!!
”I changed my mind… “
This was a great read with the right amount of push and pull, heartache, and family. The slew of wonderful siblings in this story has me excited about the possibilities of the author writing them all stories for this series!
"I want everything"
August 4, 2020
2.5 Stars
August 22, 2016
5 stars!
Unbreak My Heart was one of my top favorite books this year, so I was beyond thrilled to see characters I loved in the first book get their own story. And I loved this book just as much as the first!
Ani and Bram have never gotten along. Though Bram was out of the house as an adult when Ani was brought in as a foster kid to his family, the two have always butted heads and snapped at each other. So on a random night Ani finds Bram at a bar, and the two turn their anger into passion. That one night changes everything and the two don’t know what it means, but they know they cannot deny their attraction to each other. So then comes the question, should they stay together? Or will their differences drag them apart?
After loving two Nicole Jacquelyn books in a row, I have a giant girl crush on her. I need to read all of her books as soon as I am able to because this woman knows how to pull out all the feels! It’s like these books have a direct line to my heart, I absolutely love them. This book was thought-provoking, emotional, angsty, loving and heartwarming.
I’ve never been a huge fan of “I hate you/I love you” romance, but Jacquelyn pulled it off effortlessly. I genuinely could tell that Ani and Bram’s mutual dislike came from a deeper place of understanding, they just weren’t able to express their feelings for each other properly, or even recognize them. Being foster siblings it was also interesting to see how dynamics in the family played out and how supportive and accepting everyone in the family was. In a way the novel also displays the importance of giving love and care to older kids instead of just adopting babies.
Another thing, Nicole Jacquelyn writes jerks, but they are jerks that are easy to love. I am not a fan of the asshole hero, but I love her heroes. There’s something very vulnerable about these men, their anger coming from a place inside them that they don’t know how to express. But while they may mess up, they may make the wrong choices, ultimately they shape up and take care of the ones they love, and I absolutely love that in a hero.
So you need to read these books, end of story. I don’t even know why you aren’t reading them now. Can Change of Heart be read as a standalone? Hell yes! What are you waiting for?
ARC provided by publisher via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review
Unbreak My Heart was one of my top favorite books this year, so I was beyond thrilled to see characters I loved in the first book get their own story. And I loved this book just as much as the first!
Ani and Bram have never gotten along. Though Bram was out of the house as an adult when Ani was brought in as a foster kid to his family, the two have always butted heads and snapped at each other. So on a random night Ani finds Bram at a bar, and the two turn their anger into passion. That one night changes everything and the two don’t know what it means, but they know they cannot deny their attraction to each other. So then comes the question, should they stay together? Or will their differences drag them apart?
After loving two Nicole Jacquelyn books in a row, I have a giant girl crush on her. I need to read all of her books as soon as I am able to because this woman knows how to pull out all the feels! It’s like these books have a direct line to my heart, I absolutely love them. This book was thought-provoking, emotional, angsty, loving and heartwarming.
I’ve never been a huge fan of “I hate you/I love you” romance, but Jacquelyn pulled it off effortlessly. I genuinely could tell that Ani and Bram’s mutual dislike came from a deeper place of understanding, they just weren’t able to express their feelings for each other properly, or even recognize them. Being foster siblings it was also interesting to see how dynamics in the family played out and how supportive and accepting everyone in the family was. In a way the novel also displays the importance of giving love and care to older kids instead of just adopting babies.
Another thing, Nicole Jacquelyn writes jerks, but they are jerks that are easy to love. I am not a fan of the asshole hero, but I love her heroes. There’s something very vulnerable about these men, their anger coming from a place inside them that they don’t know how to express. But while they may mess up, they may make the wrong choices, ultimately they shape up and take care of the ones they love, and I absolutely love that in a hero.
So you need to read these books, end of story. I don’t even know why you aren’t reading them now. Can Change of Heart be read as a standalone? Hell yes! What are you waiting for?
ARC provided by publisher via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review
July 30, 2017
3 Stars
Overall Opinion: Well...another book that I'm probably a minority on! I didn't love the first book in this series, Unbreak My Heart, but I still thought I should give this one a shot. I think I did like it better than the first, but it is still not going down on my favorites shelf. Like the first book, I just couldn't get over some of the words and actions of the H and how he treated the h. I never felt that he redeemed himself enough. The mean things he said were so nasty, and I was a little confused that they just were pushed under the rug and never addressed again. I found them kind of unforgivable! Here's some examples, but please don't click unless you're ok with it being a spoiler . I'm not sure how those translate just by themselves, but at the time in the story they were heartbreaking and nasty things to say! I'm not sure if I'll continue with this series, because I obviously don't click with the type of H's this author writes.
Brief Summary of the Storyline: This is Ani and Bram's story. Ani was put into a new foster family when she was 16, and she meets Bram. He is a foster brother and is around, but doesn't live in the same house as she now does. They have a love-hate type relationship, and years later the heat gets too much and they hook-up. They start a sexual relationship. But when things start to get serious and they are dealing with bigger issues, they have some big obstacles to get over in order to find happiness...but they do get a HFN ending.
POV: This alternated between Ani and Bram's POV.
Overall Pace of Story: Good until the end (see closure section). I never skimmed, and I thought it flowed well.
Instalove: No, they've known each other for years.
H rating: 2.5 stars. Bram. Hmmm. He said some nasty comments to Ani that were not forgivable in my mind, and he was the king of mixed signals. I was just too frustrated with him to like him I guess...
h rating: 4 stars. Ani. I liked that she was sassy and had a sarcastic attitude, but that she was also vulnerable at times and let her loved ones care for her.
Sadness level: Moderate. I cried a few times, but I don't think it ever turned into an ugly cry. There is a loss of a close foster-sibling that was in the military that brought on the emotions
Push/Pull: Yes
Heat level: Moderate. They have some good scenes and chemistry, but not so much it takes away from the storyline.
Descriptive sex: Yes
Safe sex: Yes.
OW/OM drama: No!
Sex scene with OW or OM: No
Cheating: No
Separation: Yes
Possible Triggers: Yes
Closure: This didn't have nearly enough closure for me. Their conflict is resolved and then we go straight into the epilogue. I hate that! We do get a jump ahead epilogue, but I wanted it even farther out with maybe some more commitments being made. . Personally I'd call this a HFN ending, but others might think of it as a HEA.
How I got it: I got it on loan through my public library.
Safety: I'd say this should be Safe for most readers.
Overall Opinion: Well...another book that I'm probably a minority on! I didn't love the first book in this series, Unbreak My Heart, but I still thought I should give this one a shot. I think I did like it better than the first, but it is still not going down on my favorites shelf. Like the first book, I just couldn't get over some of the words and actions of the H and how he treated the h. I never felt that he redeemed himself enough. The mean things he said were so nasty, and I was a little confused that they just were pushed under the rug and never addressed again. I found them kind of unforgivable! Here's some examples, but please don't click unless you're ok with it being a spoiler . I'm not sure how those translate just by themselves, but at the time in the story they were heartbreaking and nasty things to say! I'm not sure if I'll continue with this series, because I obviously don't click with the type of H's this author writes.
Brief Summary of the Storyline: This is Ani and Bram's story. Ani was put into a new foster family when she was 16, and she meets Bram. He is a foster brother and is around, but doesn't live in the same house as she now does. They have a love-hate type relationship, and years later the heat gets too much and they hook-up. They start a sexual relationship. But when things start to get serious and they are dealing with bigger issues, they have some big obstacles to get over in order to find happiness...but they do get a HFN ending.
POV: This alternated between Ani and Bram's POV.
Overall Pace of Story: Good until the end (see closure section). I never skimmed, and I thought it flowed well.
Instalove: No, they've known each other for years.
H rating: 2.5 stars. Bram. Hmmm. He said some nasty comments to Ani that were not forgivable in my mind, and he was the king of mixed signals. I was just too frustrated with him to like him I guess...
h rating: 4 stars. Ani. I liked that she was sassy and had a sarcastic attitude, but that she was also vulnerable at times and let her loved ones care for her.
Sadness level: Moderate. I cried a few times, but I don't think it ever turned into an ugly cry. There is a loss of a close foster-sibling that was in the military that brought on the emotions
Push/Pull: Yes
Heat level: Moderate. They have some good scenes and chemistry, but not so much it takes away from the storyline.
Descriptive sex: Yes
Safe sex: Yes.
OW/OM drama: No!
Sex scene with OW or OM: No
Cheating: No
Separation: Yes
Possible Triggers: Yes
Closure: This didn't have nearly enough closure for me. Their conflict is resolved and then we go straight into the epilogue. I hate that! We do get a jump ahead epilogue, but I wanted it even farther out with maybe some more commitments being made. . Personally I'd call this a HFN ending, but others might think of it as a HEA.
How I got it: I got it on loan through my public library.
Safety: I'd say this should be Safe for most readers.
October 15, 2021
**2nd reread October 2021 MOTHERFUCKING BRAM!!!**
HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!
I don’t know whether to cry my eyes out from happiness or sadness because it’s all over OR do naked cartwheels on the lawn because I’ve finally finished a WHOLE FUCKIN BOOK!!
That’s right I’ve been in a motherfucking book funk of all book fucking funks! I haven’t read a full book without putting the fucker down since the 1st AUGUST!!
I started a book during the week that everyone loved and it started off OK but then it just wasn’t working for me so I put it down and wanted to fucking cry! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!
So last night I went through my kindle and nothing jumped out for me to even consider fucking reading. Then I saw Change of Heart by Nicole Jaq and thought FUCK IT! I miss reading and I’ve been dying for this book since meeting Anita and Bram in Unbreak my Heart.
9:40pm I started the book.
4:20am I had to put the book down because my eyes were stinging.
I COULDN’T PUT THE FUCKER DOWN!!!
I fell madly in love with EVERYTHING about this god damn book that I wanted to marry and have its babies and have a fuck down with it.
I’m a picky as fuck reader so when I read something that holds my attention and I forget to even masturbate and pee then it’s a fucking book that needs to be read by EVERYONE!
This author just has a way with words that just sucks you in completely. You get fully attached to her characters and feel like you’re a part of the family.
Her characters are so realistic and you can totally relate to them
Bram was an complete ARSEHOLE! Not like Shane who was a complete cunt (but I loved him anyway) but he was just this GORGEOUS, BROODY, BEARDED, LONG HAIRED SEX GOD!! He turned me the fuck on! I wanted him!
Anita was such a quirky, sarcastic heroine that made me crack up! I just adored everything about her especially the part where she wanted to wear legging on her first date with Bram and her foster sister wanted her to wear a dress;
“I’ve had Bram’s balls in my mouth. He can deal with leggings and like it”
LMFAO!! She’s my new BFF!!
Now a lot of readers throw the word ‘ANGST’ around but there are not many books out there that I would consider ‘ANGST’. THIS FUCKING WOMAN KNOWS ANGST!
Jesus fuck it had my chest hurting from all the drama! I loved every fucking minute of it.
Fuck me it was emotional as fuck!
So we have the DRAMA, ANGST, HOT SEX, ALPHA MALE & QUIRKY HEROINE, so what are we missing…
Oh I know…
Me CRYING MY FUCKING EYES OUT! I’m talking UGLY FUCKING TEARS at four in the morning. I had to quickly run to the fucking toilet to blow my beak. Oh I was a bloody mess. Blood shot eyes the lot.
I couldn’t wait to wake up this morning so I could be reunited with this amazing story and I haven’t felt that way in such a long time that it legit makes me want to cry.
I loved the first book so much, it was my top 5 of this year and I can’t believe the second was it just as good. If I could give these books a million stars then I fucking would.
This author is so underrated! Her words are powerful and they leave you wanting more.
I wished I didn’t finish it as quick as I now feel empty without it.
I NEED TREVOR & ALEX’S BOOKS!!!!!
BEST READ OF THE FUCKING YEAR!!!!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!
I don’t know whether to cry my eyes out from happiness or sadness because it’s all over OR do naked cartwheels on the lawn because I’ve finally finished a WHOLE FUCKIN BOOK!!
That’s right I’ve been in a motherfucking book funk of all book fucking funks! I haven’t read a full book without putting the fucker down since the 1st AUGUST!!
I started a book during the week that everyone loved and it started off OK but then it just wasn’t working for me so I put it down and wanted to fucking cry! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!
So last night I went through my kindle and nothing jumped out for me to even consider fucking reading. Then I saw Change of Heart by Nicole Jaq and thought FUCK IT! I miss reading and I’ve been dying for this book since meeting Anita and Bram in Unbreak my Heart.
9:40pm I started the book.
4:20am I had to put the book down because my eyes were stinging.
I COULDN’T PUT THE FUCKER DOWN!!!
I fell madly in love with EVERYTHING about this god damn book that I wanted to marry and have its babies and have a fuck down with it.
I’m a picky as fuck reader so when I read something that holds my attention and I forget to even masturbate and pee then it’s a fucking book that needs to be read by EVERYONE!
This author just has a way with words that just sucks you in completely. You get fully attached to her characters and feel like you’re a part of the family.
Her characters are so realistic and you can totally relate to them
Bram was an complete ARSEHOLE! Not like Shane who was a complete cunt (but I loved him anyway) but he was just this GORGEOUS, BROODY, BEARDED, LONG HAIRED SEX GOD!! He turned me the fuck on! I wanted him!
Anita was such a quirky, sarcastic heroine that made me crack up! I just adored everything about her especially the part where she wanted to wear legging on her first date with Bram and her foster sister wanted her to wear a dress;
“I’ve had Bram’s balls in my mouth. He can deal with leggings and like it”
LMFAO!! She’s my new BFF!!
Now a lot of readers throw the word ‘ANGST’ around but there are not many books out there that I would consider ‘ANGST’. THIS FUCKING WOMAN KNOWS ANGST!
Jesus fuck it had my chest hurting from all the drama! I loved every fucking minute of it.
Fuck me it was emotional as fuck!
So we have the DRAMA, ANGST, HOT SEX, ALPHA MALE & QUIRKY HEROINE, so what are we missing…
Oh I know…
Me CRYING MY FUCKING EYES OUT! I’m talking UGLY FUCKING TEARS at four in the morning. I had to quickly run to the fucking toilet to blow my beak. Oh I was a bloody mess. Blood shot eyes the lot.
I couldn’t wait to wake up this morning so I could be reunited with this amazing story and I haven’t felt that way in such a long time that it legit makes me want to cry.
I loved the first book so much, it was my top 5 of this year and I can’t believe the second was it just as good. If I could give these books a million stars then I fucking would.
This author is so underrated! Her words are powerful and they leave you wanting more.
I wished I didn’t finish it as quick as I now feel empty without it.
I NEED TREVOR & ALEX’S BOOKS!!!!!
BEST READ OF THE FUCKING YEAR!!!!
August 10, 2016
★★★★4 Stars★★★★
Ever since I read "Unbreak My Heart", I KNEW that I had to read this one and I was so happy that this turned out to be Bram and Ani's story. If you loved Shane and Kate, then you're going to crazy for Bram and Anni because these two? Gave sexual tension a whole new meaning. This is a story about family,loss,and what it truly means to love someone selflessly.
Growing up, Anita Martin didn't have the best childhood. Having been placed in different foster homes has made her hesitant with her other families but that all changes when she meets the Evans. She finally knows the true meaning of love and what it feels like to have it reciprocated but there's one family member that gets under her skin and he has no intention of leaving.
Abraham Evans is broody demanding douche. Not the best quality to have but the one thing he has is a heart. He LOVES his family and he goes above and beyond to do anything for them.Having suffered a tragedy with his brother when they were younger, being apart of the Evans family and having that bond with everyone, was something that he's wanted for a long time.
But not always being able to see eye to eye with Annie is starting to test his patience, along with his lower region. What will happen when these two finally give into their sexual tension.
Will they crash and burn?
Or will this be one of the greatest loves they've ever known?
I loved that this story was not only about Bram and Ani, but the entire family. Every single family member had a voice in this and I enjoyed seeing how everyone came together so effortlessly. It was beautiful, heartwarming, and it set the tone for the story.
These characters were real, their day to day life was a complete mess sometimes but you know what? They supported each other and loved with such a fierceness that was awe inspiring. If you love a sweet romance with some angst, don't miss out on this one!
*Arc kindly provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
Ever since I read "Unbreak My Heart", I KNEW that I had to read this one and I was so happy that this turned out to be Bram and Ani's story. If you loved Shane and Kate, then you're going to crazy for Bram and Anni because these two? Gave sexual tension a whole new meaning. This is a story about family,loss,and what it truly means to love someone selflessly.
Growing up, Anita Martin didn't have the best childhood. Having been placed in different foster homes has made her hesitant with her other families but that all changes when she meets the Evans. She finally knows the true meaning of love and what it feels like to have it reciprocated but there's one family member that gets under her skin and he has no intention of leaving.
Abraham Evans is broody demanding douche. Not the best quality to have but the one thing he has is a heart. He LOVES his family and he goes above and beyond to do anything for them.Having suffered a tragedy with his brother when they were younger, being apart of the Evans family and having that bond with everyone, was something that he's wanted for a long time.
But not always being able to see eye to eye with Annie is starting to test his patience, along with his lower region. What will happen when these two finally give into their sexual tension.
Will they crash and burn?
Or will this be one of the greatest loves they've ever known?
I loved that this story was not only about Bram and Ani, but the entire family. Every single family member had a voice in this and I enjoyed seeing how everyone came together so effortlessly. It was beautiful, heartwarming, and it set the tone for the story.
These characters were real, their day to day life was a complete mess sometimes but you know what? They supported each other and loved with such a fierceness that was awe inspiring. If you love a sweet romance with some angst, don't miss out on this one!
*Arc kindly provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
September 6, 2016
NOW LIVE!!!
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Hate, despise, abhor. These are all words that can describe how Anita feels about Abraham. To put it simply, she can't stand the man..well that was until she saw a different side to him and they shared a night of lust filled passion. Now she has no clue what her true feelings are.
Change of Heart packed a heavy dose of emotion that hit right at the beginning of the book. With no slow walk into it, we're thrust into this world where these characters hate each other, fight, love, lust, and loss. There was so much going on and so many things happening that had me intrigued I just couldn't put the book down.
My three star rating mostly comes from the fact that I just never found myself believing the connection between Anita and Bram. Their constant fighting brought a lot of sexual tension to the book, and I like that aspect of it, but for me it never moved past that to a true relationship.
Overall, I did enjoy this story and getting to meet all of the characters. I definitely want to go back to read the previous book, and I'll be anxiously waiting for the next. Which I have my suspicions about.
ARC kindly provided in exchange for an honest review.
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Hate, despise, abhor. These are all words that can describe how Anita feels about Abraham. To put it simply, she can't stand the man..well that was until she saw a different side to him and they shared a night of lust filled passion. Now she has no clue what her true feelings are.
Change of Heart packed a heavy dose of emotion that hit right at the beginning of the book. With no slow walk into it, we're thrust into this world where these characters hate each other, fight, love, lust, and loss. There was so much going on and so many things happening that had me intrigued I just couldn't put the book down.
My three star rating mostly comes from the fact that I just never found myself believing the connection between Anita and Bram. Their constant fighting brought a lot of sexual tension to the book, and I like that aspect of it, but for me it never moved past that to a true relationship.
Overall, I did enjoy this story and getting to meet all of the characters. I definitely want to go back to read the previous book, and I'll be anxiously waiting for the next. Which I have my suspicions about.
ARC kindly provided in exchange for an honest review.
August 19, 2016
★★★★ 4 Stars ★★★★
Book 2 in a series of standalone romance reads, Change of Heart was an angsty emotional story, between two childhood frenemies that grew up together in foster care.
Ever since they were teens, they have been at war, constantly sniping at each other and riling each other up for fun. However, since they are family and are still in very close contact with their foster parents, and are working together at the family business, they have pretty much seen each other every day for the last fifteen years.
The first half of this book was love/hate/fuck galore, and since that is one of my pleasures, I devoured this book like a MOFO.
The second half focuses more on other issues, which are emotional and full of real issues that made the story unique.
This whole series bases itself on foster care, looking after children that are not from the same blood, and extended families. It's something that I don't come across that often, and it made for a touching and thought provoking read.
Feisty characters, lots of chemistry, and a real story with depth. I loved it!
Change of Heart is a standalone contemporary romance, told in dual POV. Also part of a series featuring the same family members.
ARC gratefully received from the publisher in exchange for an honest review
Images featured in this review were created by me using stock images either purchased from deposit photo or from free stock sites.
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Book 2 in a series of standalone romance reads, Change of Heart was an angsty emotional story, between two childhood frenemies that grew up together in foster care.
Ever since they were teens, they have been at war, constantly sniping at each other and riling each other up for fun. However, since they are family and are still in very close contact with their foster parents, and are working together at the family business, they have pretty much seen each other every day for the last fifteen years.
The first half of this book was love/hate/fuck galore, and since that is one of my pleasures, I devoured this book like a MOFO.
"For less than an hour, I’d forgotten what a bitch she was, but within minutes of getting her off, I remembered exactly why I couldn’t stand her."
The second half focuses more on other issues, which are emotional and full of real issues that made the story unique.
This whole series bases itself on foster care, looking after children that are not from the same blood, and extended families. It's something that I don't come across that often, and it made for a touching and thought provoking read.
Feisty characters, lots of chemistry, and a real story with depth. I loved it!
Change of Heart is a standalone contemporary romance, told in dual POV. Also part of a series featuring the same family members.
ARC gratefully received from the publisher in exchange for an honest review
Images featured in this review were created by me using stock images either purchased from deposit photo or from free stock sites.
July 22, 2021
👉 not as good as the first one 👈
“Shower with me?” Bram asked as he pulled me up off his bed.
“What happened to postcoital cuddling?” I asked when he didn’t wait for my answer and tugged me into the bathroom. “Is that not a thing anymore?”
“It’s a thing,” he answered as he turned on the shower. “But I have a beard.”
I tilted my head to the side as I waited for him to continue, but that was all he said.
“And?” I finally asked as we climbed into the shower.
“And it smells like your pussy,” he said, his lips pulling up in a satisfied grin. “I like it.”
“Then why are you washing it off?” I asked, stepping into the spray nonchalantly like my cheeks weren’t on fire.
“Because I have to help Trev up at his place in the morning and I don’t want him smelling you,” he replied simply.
“Pretty sure he wouldn’t know it was me.”
“Doesn’t matter.”
it cracked me up the fact that it was described he smells like her post eating her out bcs he had a beard (in my head her juices are dripping down his beard 🤣)
they hooked up pretty early on, like in chap 2. so this was not as good as the first book. the angst, the juicy enjoyable drama etc were really lacking, in comparison of book 1. there were that thing in 40% & in 65% that happened and added angst but just not the angst i wanted. Ani and Bram’s relationship was so all over the place it was seriously chaotic. especially the (another level of) back & forth they had going on. they fuck one sec but argued the next, and not the playful arguments either. i prefer them gradually moving forward rather than the whole ‘1 step forward, 2 steps back, 3 steps forward and 4 steps back’ it felt like such a waste of time that way. but overall i enjoyed i
November 4, 2016
I enjoyed this story so much more than the first book in the series! So very glad I decided to continue on.
Abraham (Bram) Evans certainly has his issues but at least he evolves through the story. He was adopted by the family that first fostered him and his twin brother at age six. Anita (Ani) Martin was also fostered by the same family but after Bram had left and was on his own. Their relationship could be described as acrimonious at best...until it wasn't.
The thing I like most about all of the characters in this series is their authenticity. Bram and Anita aren't always likable individually and most definitely as a couple. What they are is realistic, behaving more like the people we know than those we wish they were. It's that honesty that works and exposing their vulnerabilities just makes them endearing.
This was a rocky, emotionally-jammed journey that I couldn't put down. The extended family was such a major factor in the story, illustrating the dynamics and beauty of blended relationships created through foster parenting, adoption and children born to the parents. Kudos to the author for writing such a powerful and positive example. Bram and Anita felt like real people and crept into my heart when I didn't expect to feel them.
(I received an ARC from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review)
Abraham (Bram) Evans certainly has his issues but at least he evolves through the story. He was adopted by the family that first fostered him and his twin brother at age six. Anita (Ani) Martin was also fostered by the same family but after Bram had left and was on his own. Their relationship could be described as acrimonious at best...until it wasn't.
The thing I like most about all of the characters in this series is their authenticity. Bram and Anita aren't always likable individually and most definitely as a couple. What they are is realistic, behaving more like the people we know than those we wish they were. It's that honesty that works and exposing their vulnerabilities just makes them endearing.
This was a rocky, emotionally-jammed journey that I couldn't put down. The extended family was such a major factor in the story, illustrating the dynamics and beauty of blended relationships created through foster parenting, adoption and children born to the parents. Kudos to the author for writing such a powerful and positive example. Bram and Anita felt like real people and crept into my heart when I didn't expect to feel them.
(I received an ARC from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review)
September 6, 2016
ARC provided by publisher in exchange for an honest review
Oh my gosh!!!! Nicole Jacquelyn is an author that I need to keep an eye out for. This is the first book that I have read from this author and it surely won’t be my last. I heard so many amazing things about her previous book Unbreak My Heart and so when her publisher contacted me for an opportunity to read Change of Heart I knew I need to discover why so many readers are raving about Nicole Jacquelyn’s emotional angsty series, Fostering Love.
“I wasn’t just fucking Ani. It never could have been that, and I was an idiot for assuming it could. Our lives were intertwined. I cared too much before we’d started sleeping together. There was no way I was going to be able to shut that off once I’d been inside her.”
Change of Heart was one of those emotional, heartfelt reads that takes readers by surprise. This is one of the rare stories that took the definition of LOVE and FAMILY to a whole new level of meaning and importance. Family isn't defined by blood and Nicole Jacquelyn truly emphasized that important message in her book as she brought forth two foster children who found love, family and a home with their foster parents.
Nicole Jacquelyn did a fabulous job in writing this utterly raw and captivating story of love, second chances, and new beginnings. As readers are immersed in the story of Anita Martin and Abraham Evan as they navigate their feelings for one another, Nicole Jacquelyn allows readers to feel their vulnerability. And in such, it allowed readers like myself to be tethered to this connection that have for one another. As Anita makes a decision that will set motion of new changes in her life, will Abraham discover that a life with Anita is what he wants or will he lose the best thing in his life?
Change of Heart was one of those reads that you had to experience first hand in order to feel the push and pull connection that was brewing between Anita and Abraham. This couple instantly had my heart as Nicole Jacquelyn beautifully navigated the many emotional obstacles that they had to overcome. These moments of heartbreak, passion, intensity, hopelessness, and love are what makes Change of Heart such a breathtaking book. So if you are looking for a book where truth, understanding, hope, love, second chances and family are beautifully interwoven in such raw and transcendent manner then I highly urge you to read this book. Discover a story where there is nothing temporary about love.
Nicole Jacquelyn
Oh my gosh!!!! Nicole Jacquelyn is an author that I need to keep an eye out for. This is the first book that I have read from this author and it surely won’t be my last. I heard so many amazing things about her previous book Unbreak My Heart and so when her publisher contacted me for an opportunity to read Change of Heart I knew I need to discover why so many readers are raving about Nicole Jacquelyn’s emotional angsty series, Fostering Love.
“I wasn’t just fucking Ani. It never could have been that, and I was an idiot for assuming it could. Our lives were intertwined. I cared too much before we’d started sleeping together. There was no way I was going to be able to shut that off once I’d been inside her.”Change of Heart was one of those emotional, heartfelt reads that takes readers by surprise. This is one of the rare stories that took the definition of LOVE and FAMILY to a whole new level of meaning and importance. Family isn't defined by blood and Nicole Jacquelyn truly emphasized that important message in her book as she brought forth two foster children who found love, family and a home with their foster parents.
Nicole Jacquelyn did a fabulous job in writing this utterly raw and captivating story of love, second chances, and new beginnings. As readers are immersed in the story of Anita Martin and Abraham Evan as they navigate their feelings for one another, Nicole Jacquelyn allows readers to feel their vulnerability. And in such, it allowed readers like myself to be tethered to this connection that have for one another. As Anita makes a decision that will set motion of new changes in her life, will Abraham discover that a life with Anita is what he wants or will he lose the best thing in his life?
Change of Heart was one of those reads that you had to experience first hand in order to feel the push and pull connection that was brewing between Anita and Abraham. This couple instantly had my heart as Nicole Jacquelyn beautifully navigated the many emotional obstacles that they had to overcome. These moments of heartbreak, passion, intensity, hopelessness, and love are what makes Change of Heart such a breathtaking book. So if you are looking for a book where truth, understanding, hope, love, second chances and family are beautifully interwoven in such raw and transcendent manner then I highly urge you to read this book. Discover a story where there is nothing temporary about love.
Nicole Jacquelyn
September 9, 2016
4.5 stars!
This series just keeps getting better and better! I loved this one!
Full review to follow...
ARC provided by Forever in exchange for an honest review.
This series just keeps getting better and better! I loved this one!
Full review to follow...
ARC provided by Forever in exchange for an honest review.
September 6, 2016
When I read a book that I plan to review, I typically stop reading the book periodically to take some notes, to highlight, to jot down my thoughts that'll eventually make their way into my review. While reading Change of Heart, I did none of that. I devoured this book so hungrily, so feverishly, I didn't even stop to think. I finished it last night, and honestly, I still haven't stopped to think. All I can see are these characters and this brutally beautiful journey they took, the heated words they flung back and forth, the pulse pounding chemistry that exists been them, the completely tumultuous, unexpected course of events they took me through in this extraordinary story and I'm left without words. I don't even know what to say other than I loved this book so much and I'd rather be rereading it right now than attempting to write a well thought out review. But, alas, I'm going to try...
So, when I first read the blurb for Change of Heart, I thought it was about characters I'd never met before. Unbreak My Heart was one of my top favorite reads of 2016, probably one of my top favorite reads EVER. Shane and Katie's story completely blew me away in all the ways I love to be taken by a book. But I didn't remember Anita or Bram anywhere in that book. As soon as I started reading Change of Heart, it came back to me that both Shane and Katie came from big interconnected families that'd lived next door to each other, families comprised of biological siblings, adopted children, and foster kids. Bram and Anita of Unbreak My Heart are two of those kids and their story may have just bumped Shane and Katie's as my favorite Nicole Jacquelyn book ever, as my top favorite book of the year. Now that my memory has been refreshed on this large, colorful extended family, I can assure you I'll never forget them again. I'm also going to beg and plead that every single member of this family get their own story because I'm in love with all of them, and I just can't let them go.
I could speak for days about Nicole Jacquelyn's character development alone. The layers that make up these personalities, the meticulously crafted characterization confounded by their every word, every behavior, every emotion is just so devastatingly perfect. Anita is a heroine the likes of which I've never read. She's a small woman with a loud, abrasive personality, she's combative, she's hard around the edges and soft at her core. Bram is... Bram. Bram may have just become one of my most favorite leading men EVER. I don't even know where to begin with Bram. Every word out of his mouth, every bit of angry dialogue, every ounce of brokenness, every bit of the raw emotion he tries to hide behind this rough exterior, I CANNOT GET ENOUGH. The dynamic between these characters, I honestly just don't even want to try to describe it because I want every reader to experience them the way I did. From the first page, I was consumed by them. The pacing Jacquelyn crafts in their story is just spot on. Every single word on every single page is perfectly placed there to build an unforgettable, solid story and I don't think I could have loved it any more.
Change of Heart is the full package. I laughed. I cried large, ugly tears. My heart overflowed with joy, with anger, with frustration, with grief, with hope. I felt everything. Change of Heart is so many things: a sexy, angsty romance, a captivating family drama, a story of healing and acceptance. This book is an ode to our armed services and the sacrifices of their families and it really struck a chord with me, reminding me to appreciate those men and women more than I already do. It's a celebration of adoption and fostering and parenting and the bonds that make a family. It's as much of a heartwarming comfort read as it is a steamy romance. It's a messy, emotional, steamy love story that I want to relive again and again. But most importantly for a reader like myself, it's authentic. The authenticity and the honesty in this storyline and these characters is what has me so ensnared, it's what made me fall so deeply in love with every bit of this book. Nothing about Change of Heart felt contrived or flowery or forced. It's a wholly natural progression, such an honest portrayal of humanism and their reactions and emotions, and I will never forget it. I don't want to. Change of Heart is one of my top favorite reads of 2016, one of my favorite books EVER, and I can't wait to reread it again and again.
So, when I first read the blurb for Change of Heart, I thought it was about characters I'd never met before. Unbreak My Heart was one of my top favorite reads of 2016, probably one of my top favorite reads EVER. Shane and Katie's story completely blew me away in all the ways I love to be taken by a book. But I didn't remember Anita or Bram anywhere in that book. As soon as I started reading Change of Heart, it came back to me that both Shane and Katie came from big interconnected families that'd lived next door to each other, families comprised of biological siblings, adopted children, and foster kids. Bram and Anita of Unbreak My Heart are two of those kids and their story may have just bumped Shane and Katie's as my favorite Nicole Jacquelyn book ever, as my top favorite book of the year. Now that my memory has been refreshed on this large, colorful extended family, I can assure you I'll never forget them again. I'm also going to beg and plead that every single member of this family get their own story because I'm in love with all of them, and I just can't let them go.
I could speak for days about Nicole Jacquelyn's character development alone. The layers that make up these personalities, the meticulously crafted characterization confounded by their every word, every behavior, every emotion is just so devastatingly perfect. Anita is a heroine the likes of which I've never read. She's a small woman with a loud, abrasive personality, she's combative, she's hard around the edges and soft at her core. Bram is... Bram. Bram may have just become one of my most favorite leading men EVER. I don't even know where to begin with Bram. Every word out of his mouth, every bit of angry dialogue, every ounce of brokenness, every bit of the raw emotion he tries to hide behind this rough exterior, I CANNOT GET ENOUGH. The dynamic between these characters, I honestly just don't even want to try to describe it because I want every reader to experience them the way I did. From the first page, I was consumed by them. The pacing Jacquelyn crafts in their story is just spot on. Every single word on every single page is perfectly placed there to build an unforgettable, solid story and I don't think I could have loved it any more.
Change of Heart is the full package. I laughed. I cried large, ugly tears. My heart overflowed with joy, with anger, with frustration, with grief, with hope. I felt everything. Change of Heart is so many things: a sexy, angsty romance, a captivating family drama, a story of healing and acceptance. This book is an ode to our armed services and the sacrifices of their families and it really struck a chord with me, reminding me to appreciate those men and women more than I already do. It's a celebration of adoption and fostering and parenting and the bonds that make a family. It's as much of a heartwarming comfort read as it is a steamy romance. It's a messy, emotional, steamy love story that I want to relive again and again. But most importantly for a reader like myself, it's authentic. The authenticity and the honesty in this storyline and these characters is what has me so ensnared, it's what made me fall so deeply in love with every bit of this book. Nothing about Change of Heart felt contrived or flowery or forced. It's a wholly natural progression, such an honest portrayal of humanism and their reactions and emotions, and I will never forget it. I don't want to. Change of Heart is one of my top favorite reads of 2016, one of my favorite books EVER, and I can't wait to reread it again and again.
September 19, 2020
Ah I loved this, LOVED it. It came as quite a surprise because I wasn't too sure that I was going to like Ani all that much, I'm not a huge fan of prickly heroines. But she totally worked it, and the author played it just right showing us that under all that prickly was the sweetest girl.
This also worked because there was no ex drama-rama, no misunderstandings, no ridiculous plot lines and even though my pet peeve Push 'n Pull was there it didn't annoy me - I totally got why they were both nervous of taking things further. And the best bit, after he pulled his shit for brains moment she made him WORK for his forgiveness! I love me a good grovel, a bloke who knows when he's out of line and works to right things.
So, from being a bit nervous to read this I ended up absolutely loving both Bram and Ani, and loved catching up with the rest of the family.
Oh and Ms Jacquelyn you are on my shit list! You made me cry
This also worked because there was no ex drama-rama, no misunderstandings, no ridiculous plot lines and even though my pet peeve Push 'n Pull was there it didn't annoy me - I totally got why they were both nervous of taking things further. And the best bit, after he pulled his shit for brains moment she made him WORK for his forgiveness! I love me a good grovel, a bloke who knows when he's out of line and works to right things.
So, from being a bit nervous to read this I ended up absolutely loving both Bram and Ani, and loved catching up with the rest of the family.
Oh and Ms Jacquelyn you are on my shit list! You made me cry
September 5, 2016
Nicole Jacquelyn has done it a again! She made me feel everything in these characters. I literally wanted to strangle them one minute and then hug them the next.
We know from book one (different couple) that Ani and Bram do not see eye to eye...ever.
They are both strong willed characters that hide their lust for each other with snark and attitude. They can not be in the same room without going at each other's throats. Of course that means that when they finally collide, the explosion was going to be huge and it was!
At the surface, this book is a enemies to lovers book. When you delve deeper you see that they were only enemies because life and circumstances got in the way. The real game changed when they decided to flip life the middle finger and give into their feelings.
Though I didn't feel emotions as deep as I did in book 1, I think it's mainly just because Bram wasn't as big of an asshole as the male lead in book 1. He did have his moment's but I understood them a bit better.
Pick this one up, people! It's a rollercoaster that you need.
*arc provided for honest review*
**The Review Loft**
We know from book one (different couple) that Ani and Bram do not see eye to eye...ever.
They are both strong willed characters that hide their lust for each other with snark and attitude. They can not be in the same room without going at each other's throats. Of course that means that when they finally collide, the explosion was going to be huge and it was!
At the surface, this book is a enemies to lovers book. When you delve deeper you see that they were only enemies because life and circumstances got in the way. The real game changed when they decided to flip life the middle finger and give into their feelings.
Though I didn't feel emotions as deep as I did in book 1, I think it's mainly just because Bram wasn't as big of an asshole as the male lead in book 1. He did have his moment's but I understood them a bit better.
Pick this one up, people! It's a rollercoaster that you need.
*arc provided for honest review*
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September 5, 2016
Really enjoyed this one! One sitting happy feels kind of read! ;) Review to come!
Arc received in exchange for review.
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June 1, 2018
***THREE STARS***
It's so hard to love the two main characters when they both act like such dicks through most of the entire story. It wasn't all bad. The storytelling was tight and the sex was smoking hot. I was hoping for a lot more angst, and well, to at least like the two main characters. Not giving up on this author though. Looking forward to seeing what will happen in the next story from this series.
September 16, 2016
OMG this book. This author. Guys, you need to be reading this shit. Right now.
In Change of Heart we get the story of Abraham “Bram” and Anita “Ani” and although they may have grown up as foster kids of the same family, they were more like oil and water. When Ani follows Bram after their family dinner, she gets quite the surprise. What starts as a way to avoid barflies, turns into a hot quickie. But what starts as a quick fling, shifts when these two develop feelings for each other, but all of that is about to change when Ani makes a decision that changes everything for Bram.
I loved this book. I loved the angst. The emotions this book rips out of you while you read was incredible to experience. Nicole Jacquelyn won me over with her Aces series, but this series... well it is all the things. I could not stop thinking about this book. I wanted more. I didn’t want it to end and I just couldn’t bring myself to put it down. I tried. I really did, but I had to know how everything ends.
Each book so far has set up the next in the series and I can’t wait for book three.
In Change of Heart we get the story of Abraham “Bram” and Anita “Ani” and although they may have grown up as foster kids of the same family, they were more like oil and water. When Ani follows Bram after their family dinner, she gets quite the surprise. What starts as a way to avoid barflies, turns into a hot quickie. But what starts as a quick fling, shifts when these two develop feelings for each other, but all of that is about to change when Ani makes a decision that changes everything for Bram.
I loved this book. I loved the angst. The emotions this book rips out of you while you read was incredible to experience. Nicole Jacquelyn won me over with her Aces series, but this series... well it is all the things. I could not stop thinking about this book. I wanted more. I didn’t want it to end and I just couldn’t bring myself to put it down. I tried. I really did, but I had to know how everything ends.
Each book so far has set up the next in the series and I can’t wait for book three.
September 9, 2016
4.5 Stars!
Change of Heart was one of my most anticipated reads of the year. Hands down. Especially after reading Unbreak my Heart. I could barely breathe when I finished Shane and Katie's story. It was turbulent, yet phenomenal. Beyond phenomenal. So I knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that I would be reading about Ani and Bram the moment it was in my hands. And let me tell you, it was FANTASTIC!
This series, as a whole, is intoxicating. Each book is a stand-alone novel, about a new couple. That said, I really think you should read them in order, not because you'll get spoilers if you don't, (you won't they are perfect stand-alones) but because I think it's the perfect way to get the full feel for this family. Because that's what these books are really about! FAMILY. Not by blood (even though some are related) but chosen family. They have all chosen each other and it's incredible. The way they support one another is beyond heartwarming.
I love the dynamic between these characters. It's what set this series apart. Each one has such a distinct and captivating voice. Nicole Jacquelyn is a brilliant writer who brings them to life vividly. It feels so real and it hurts so good. Raw, unfiltered, authentic, these characters have touched my heart completely. Honestly, Anita and Bram's story was everything I thought it would be. Highly emotional, turbulent, addicting, heart wrenching. Absolutely perfect! I'm so impressed with this series and this author, and I'm hoping that there's more to come!
Anita and Abraham (aka, Ani and Bram) have had a love/hate relationship forever! They get a thrill out of getting a rise out of each other. And they're pretty shameless about doing it. There is nothing that Ani and Bram can't turn into an argument. They're fire and ice, oil and vinegar! But one night Ani decides to follow Bram as he leaves family dinner and they end up tangled in ways they never saw coming.
This story is as sweet as it is painful. I wish I could give you a run down of all my favorite things about it, but that would be crazy spoilers. Just know this, it's going to give you the same buzz that Shane and Katie's book did. It's not as intense, not as volatile and insane, but it's definitely compelling, captivating and addicting. It's a one sitting read. You'll cry. You'll smile. You'll swoon. And you'll be thinking about it for days after. Really, a fabulous addition to a series I more than recommend.
ARC received in exchange for an honest review
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Change of Heart was one of my most anticipated reads of the year. Hands down. Especially after reading Unbreak my Heart. I could barely breathe when I finished Shane and Katie's story. It was turbulent, yet phenomenal. Beyond phenomenal. So I knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that I would be reading about Ani and Bram the moment it was in my hands. And let me tell you, it was FANTASTIC!
This series, as a whole, is intoxicating. Each book is a stand-alone novel, about a new couple. That said, I really think you should read them in order, not because you'll get spoilers if you don't, (you won't they are perfect stand-alones) but because I think it's the perfect way to get the full feel for this family. Because that's what these books are really about! FAMILY. Not by blood (even though some are related) but chosen family. They have all chosen each other and it's incredible. The way they support one another is beyond heartwarming.
I love the dynamic between these characters. It's what set this series apart. Each one has such a distinct and captivating voice. Nicole Jacquelyn is a brilliant writer who brings them to life vividly. It feels so real and it hurts so good. Raw, unfiltered, authentic, these characters have touched my heart completely. Honestly, Anita and Bram's story was everything I thought it would be. Highly emotional, turbulent, addicting, heart wrenching. Absolutely perfect! I'm so impressed with this series and this author, and I'm hoping that there's more to come!
Anita and Abraham (aka, Ani and Bram) have had a love/hate relationship forever! They get a thrill out of getting a rise out of each other. And they're pretty shameless about doing it. There is nothing that Ani and Bram can't turn into an argument. They're fire and ice, oil and vinegar! But one night Ani decides to follow Bram as he leaves family dinner and they end up tangled in ways they never saw coming.
This story is as sweet as it is painful. I wish I could give you a run down of all my favorite things about it, but that would be crazy spoilers. Just know this, it's going to give you the same buzz that Shane and Katie's book did. It's not as intense, not as volatile and insane, but it's definitely compelling, captivating and addicting. It's a one sitting read. You'll cry. You'll smile. You'll swoon. And you'll be thinking about it for days after. Really, a fabulous addition to a series I more than recommend.
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August 25, 2016
❝Always bustin my balls,❞ I muttered, spinning her around and pressing her up against the wall. ❝That foreplay to you?❞
❝If it is, we've been practically f*cking for the last ten years---❞
Bram and Ani have been fighting for years. He was broody, she was snarky. He was standoffish, she was sarcastic and funny. He didn't want kids, she did.
❝I couldn't tell if I should be dancing a jig or crying into a beer over the fact that I'd just had the best sex of my life in the back of a Toyota 4Runner with my foster sister. ❞
A mess, right? One would think, but there was passion beneath their barbs, and after one night of giving into that passion, it became difficult for them to ignore the feelings bubbling and simmering just below the surface. But what happens when one of them changes the game? Will it be their ruin, or the glue that holds them together?
Change of Heart is an emotional enemies to lovers story. Once again, this author made me laugh and cry. I find Nicole Jacquelyn's characters to be endearing and charming and her stories are addictive. However, Anita had a little different effect on me. While I liked her, she drove me crazy, at times. I wanted to shake some sense into her. And while I loved this story, ultimately, it was her wavering that made this a 4 star read for me.
An ARC was provided in exchange for an honest review and did not influence my opinion of the book.
September 2, 2016
This was only my second Nicole Jacquelyn book. When I picked up Unbreak My Heart earlier this year, I wasn’t sure what to expect and well, it basically blew me away. It’s one of my favorite books of 2016 so far and Change of Heart delivered the same kind of punch—it was emotional, raw, and compelling in a way that I’m beginning to recognize as trademark for Ms. Jacquelyn.
You guys? I was straight up addicted to this book. I couldn’t put it down. It pulled me in from the first lines and kept me glued to the story until the very last page. There were twists and turns, punches to the gut, and scenes that set my heart aflutter and took my breath away. I giggled, I cried (and cried and cried) and swooned like crazy. Whatever magic existed in Unbreak My Heart is alive and well in Change of Heart, and while I didn’t know when I picked that first book up that this was going to be a series, I now find myself with a voracious appetite for more, more, MORE of this colorful, lovable, fantastically written family.
Anita (Ani) and Abraham (Bram) are both forces of nature in their own right. Theirs is a love/hate to love story that ignites quickly and then is tested, time and again, by the highs and lows that life throws at them. It’s not always pretty—Ms. Jacquelyn doesn’t shy away from the ugly stuff—but it’s true. It felt real and authentic and my heart invested so deeply. Simply put, I adored them and every bit of their story.
I am amazed at how well Ms. Jacquelyn writes angst. As I noted in my review of Unbreak My Heart—angst is not something I am typically drawn to. I tend to grow impatient with angst and frustrated with characters who insist on making the wrong decisions, but that is not the case here. There’s so much angst and yet…I understood it. It was necessary and true to each character’s history and personality, and to the events that were going on around them. Nothing felt forced for the sake of moving the storyline along. I bought it, and I loved it. No—I became borderline obsessed with it and, truth be told, am a little sad that the ride is over (for now).
I have so much flailing and gushing inside of me, but everything devolves into a spoiler so I’ll have to leave it at: READ THIS BOOK! IT’S SO FUCKING GOOD! In fact, while it works fine as a standalone (so if you’re inclined to start with book two, don’t be afraid that you’ll miss out on anything), you should really do yourself a favor and just read them both. Both books are phenomenal and I am crazy in love with this whole family. ~ Shelly, 5 stars
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I'm not sure if I can put into words the exact emotions this unbelievably amazing story brought me. I'm still reeling from it. It brought to my attention quite a few of important topics, and right from the beginning I could see Abraham (Bram) and Anita's (Ani) relationship was going to be a tumultuous one—one that hooked me in for a wild ride. To me they both had similar personalities; sarcastic, smartass, loyal and loving. Yes, yes, I know but it's true!!
No matter how hard they tried to fight the pull they had to each other, they just were no match for it. Seeing how awkward it was for them afterwards had me cringing but hoping that they would get their act together. Well, just when I thought they would, life happens and I gotta say, I was not prepared for what was about to hit them.
Ani had to make the most difficult decision of her life. Bram was understanding at first but when Ani made another decision that brought her happiness, well let's just say that Bram's true colors came out.
Or so I thought…
What I didn't realize was that Bram had his own demons he was fighting—alone—and because of that he said things that were heartbreaking and made me want to punch him in the balls! So many times, in fact, I wanted to smack sense into both of them, and wanted them to get their act together! They had me yelling, cursing, crying and smiling like a fool all at the same time.
This story was just so real; I felt I was there with them, facing the happiness and sadness life brought. Truly, this was an emotional book that, once started, you will not want to put it until the very end! A MUST READ!! ~ Kara, 5 Amazing stars
You guys? I was straight up addicted to this book. I couldn’t put it down. It pulled me in from the first lines and kept me glued to the story until the very last page. There were twists and turns, punches to the gut, and scenes that set my heart aflutter and took my breath away. I giggled, I cried (and cried and cried) and swooned like crazy. Whatever magic existed in Unbreak My Heart is alive and well in Change of Heart, and while I didn’t know when I picked that first book up that this was going to be a series, I now find myself with a voracious appetite for more, more, MORE of this colorful, lovable, fantastically written family.
Anita (Ani) and Abraham (Bram) are both forces of nature in their own right. Theirs is a love/hate to love story that ignites quickly and then is tested, time and again, by the highs and lows that life throws at them. It’s not always pretty—Ms. Jacquelyn doesn’t shy away from the ugly stuff—but it’s true. It felt real and authentic and my heart invested so deeply. Simply put, I adored them and every bit of their story.
I am amazed at how well Ms. Jacquelyn writes angst. As I noted in my review of Unbreak My Heart—angst is not something I am typically drawn to. I tend to grow impatient with angst and frustrated with characters who insist on making the wrong decisions, but that is not the case here. There’s so much angst and yet…I understood it. It was necessary and true to each character’s history and personality, and to the events that were going on around them. Nothing felt forced for the sake of moving the storyline along. I bought it, and I loved it. No—I became borderline obsessed with it and, truth be told, am a little sad that the ride is over (for now).
I have so much flailing and gushing inside of me, but everything devolves into a spoiler so I’ll have to leave it at: READ THIS BOOK! IT’S SO FUCKING GOOD! In fact, while it works fine as a standalone (so if you’re inclined to start with book two, don’t be afraid that you’ll miss out on anything), you should really do yourself a favor and just read them both. Both books are phenomenal and I am crazy in love with this whole family. ~ Shelly, 5 stars
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I'm not sure if I can put into words the exact emotions this unbelievably amazing story brought me. I'm still reeling from it. It brought to my attention quite a few of important topics, and right from the beginning I could see Abraham (Bram) and Anita's (Ani) relationship was going to be a tumultuous one—one that hooked me in for a wild ride. To me they both had similar personalities; sarcastic, smartass, loyal and loving. Yes, yes, I know but it's true!!
No matter how hard they tried to fight the pull they had to each other, they just were no match for it. Seeing how awkward it was for them afterwards had me cringing but hoping that they would get their act together. Well, just when I thought they would, life happens and I gotta say, I was not prepared for what was about to hit them.
Ani had to make the most difficult decision of her life. Bram was understanding at first but when Ani made another decision that brought her happiness, well let's just say that Bram's true colors came out.
Or so I thought…
What I didn't realize was that Bram had his own demons he was fighting—alone—and because of that he said things that were heartbreaking and made me want to punch him in the balls! So many times, in fact, I wanted to smack sense into both of them, and wanted them to get their act together! They had me yelling, cursing, crying and smiling like a fool all at the same time.
This story was just so real; I felt I was there with them, facing the happiness and sadness life brought. Truly, this was an emotional book that, once started, you will not want to put it until the very end! A MUST READ!! ~ Kara, 5 Amazing stars
September 7, 2016
4.5 Stars
I just powered through this story like no tomorrow. I couldn't stop. It was that addictive. I've been waiting for Bram and Ani's story since I finished Unbreak My Heart which I also enjoyed tremendously. I don't know what it is about Nicole Jacquelyn and her words but capture me they do.
Bram and Ani's chemistry was intoxicating and hypnotizing. I couldn't get enough of their bickering and when it finally came to blows it was crazy hot!!!!!! That first scene when they got together was fabulous. Just the lead up was filled with so much sexual tension.
Their pasts definitely still played a part in both their lives. Particularly when it came to what they wanted out of life for themselves and it was here they both clashed with one another.
I really enjoyed the change and growth that happened to Bram and Ani when two certain life changing events occurred. It made the story more angsty and definitely emotional.
Bram and Ani were amazing MC's. Together and as individuals. They showed so many new sides of themselves and only chose to because of their love for one another.
What I love about Change of Heart is the bond that run through these families. So strong and beyond beautiful. Every character mattered and the ones from the previous book showed up too. Because that's what family does when one person is in need. Show up. Although I figured out the plot early on I was still very much interested in this story and Nicole Jacquelyn definitely surprised me along the way. Her writing just flows and is flawlessly written. I really hope this isn't the end for these characters. I would love to get Alex's story. One can hope!
4.5 BadAssDirtyFamilyIsEverythingStars
I just powered through this story like no tomorrow. I couldn't stop. It was that addictive. I've been waiting for Bram and Ani's story since I finished Unbreak My Heart which I also enjoyed tremendously. I don't know what it is about Nicole Jacquelyn and her words but capture me they do.
Bram and Ani's chemistry was intoxicating and hypnotizing. I couldn't get enough of their bickering and when it finally came to blows it was crazy hot!!!!!! That first scene when they got together was fabulous. Just the lead up was filled with so much sexual tension.
Their pasts definitely still played a part in both their lives. Particularly when it came to what they wanted out of life for themselves and it was here they both clashed with one another.
I really enjoyed the change and growth that happened to Bram and Ani when two certain life changing events occurred. It made the story more angsty and definitely emotional.
Bram and Ani were amazing MC's. Together and as individuals. They showed so many new sides of themselves and only chose to because of their love for one another.
What I love about Change of Heart is the bond that run through these families. So strong and beyond beautiful. Every character mattered and the ones from the previous book showed up too. Because that's what family does when one person is in need. Show up. Although I figured out the plot early on I was still very much interested in this story and Nicole Jacquelyn definitely surprised me along the way. Her writing just flows and is flawlessly written. I really hope this isn't the end for these characters. I would love to get Alex's story. One can hope!
4.5 BadAssDirtyFamilyIsEverythingStars
February 6, 2017
I liked the chemistry between the 2 main characters. Neither were perfect and they both messed up and eventually made amends. Anita was no door mat either. Good book.
August 29, 2016
The language in this book just really rubbed me the wrong way. I love alpha males and a cuss word here and there is totally fine but this is riddled with constant cussing from every single character. Even as a family around the dinner table included. Their inner monologue is swearing. Because of that, it gave me a negative, trashy opinion of both main characters Bram and Anita.
I also wish we'd gotten more background time with Bram and Anita before they chose to sleep together. It felt incestual to me because all I really knew was he was her foster brother. Had the author spent some more time in their past exploring their relationship being anything but sibling-like, I think I could've swallowed that pill a little easier. I just didn't have much connection when they had their first sexual encounter to form a feeling to it either way. But if I had to choose, it wasn't a good feeling.
Sorry but I'm giving up at the 20% mark....
Advanced copy received by the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for my honest review.
September 15, 2016
5 - I. Couldn't. Stop. Reading. - stars
I think I've been a negligent mother today and I shamelessly blame Nicole Jacquelyn! Sorry, baby but...book!
Change of Heart follows the changing relationship between foster siblings Abraham (Bram) and Ani (Anita) who have known and disliked each other for 14-15 years. One night they come to a head and all the negativity seems to transform into a passionate friends with benefits arrangement. Neither is willing to admit that it is more than physical, but suddenly Ani's situation changes dramatically and the two break it off. Both are miserable without the other but also stubborn as hell. Even if they love each other, is it enough to overcome such differences?
Change of Heart is my first book by this author and a top read this year. The story was engaging and I simply couldn't put it down. Right from the beginning I was invested in these two and I found myself loving the secondary characters as well.
The level of angst is pretty high.. I'd say 7/10. There is no OW/OM drama, cheating, manwhorish behavior or anything like that. The drama is between the MCs, more specifically, the H being so dense and not realising his feelings for the h. They start off as enemies, become friends with benefits, to enemies, to FWB, to enemies, to... You get the idea. If you like this kind of push and pull, this is definitely for you! I adored it.
The h is not your typical sweet, kind, soft spoken girl. Nope, Anita is rude, nosy, crass and fucking awesome. She is feisty and kickass, and what I really loved is that she wasn't a pushover. Okay, there was one instance where I'd hoped she would have played the cool card, but on the other hand it just made the H's subsequent grovelling a whole lot sweeter.
The H has a man bun and a beard. Yup, he's fucking hot. And he's completely averse to relationships and kids. He fucks up quite a lot, but once he finally realised his fuck ups he tries his best to win back the h. He gave good grovel, it wasn't epic but it was alright. I was contend with the HEA.
The epilogue is set one month in the future . First person dual POV.
I think I've been a negligent mother today and I shamelessly blame Nicole Jacquelyn! Sorry, baby but...book!
Change of Heart follows the changing relationship between foster siblings Abraham (Bram) and Ani (Anita) who have known and disliked each other for 14-15 years. One night they come to a head and all the negativity seems to transform into a passionate friends with benefits arrangement. Neither is willing to admit that it is more than physical, but suddenly Ani's situation changes dramatically and the two break it off. Both are miserable without the other but also stubborn as hell. Even if they love each other, is it enough to overcome such differences?
Change of Heart is my first book by this author and a top read this year. The story was engaging and I simply couldn't put it down. Right from the beginning I was invested in these two and I found myself loving the secondary characters as well.
The level of angst is pretty high.. I'd say 7/10. There is no OW/OM drama, cheating, manwhorish behavior or anything like that. The drama is between the MCs, more specifically, the H being so dense and not realising his feelings for the h. They start off as enemies, become friends with benefits, to enemies, to FWB, to enemies, to... You get the idea. If you like this kind of push and pull, this is definitely for you! I adored it.
The h is not your typical sweet, kind, soft spoken girl. Nope, Anita is rude, nosy, crass and fucking awesome. She is feisty and kickass, and what I really loved is that she wasn't a pushover. Okay, there was one instance where I'd hoped she would have played the cool card, but on the other hand it just made the H's subsequent grovelling a whole lot sweeter.
The H has a man bun and a beard. Yup, he's fucking hot. And he's completely averse to relationships and kids. He fucks up quite a lot, but once he finally realised his fuck ups he tries his best to win back the h. He gave good grovel, it wasn't epic but it was alright. I was contend with the HEA.
The epilogue is set one month in the future . First person dual POV.
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