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Break My Fall
Violence. I'm addicted to it. It's how I feel alive. It's the only thing that's real any more.
And now I have to sit around and discuss it like it's physics or calculus. I can't do it. I can't pretend that it's some sterile academic topic. Violence isn't sterile. It isn't calm. It's pulsing. It's alive.
It's my drug.
Until I met Abby, I never wanted anything beyond the next fight. Never considered that I might finally find a way back to the land of the living. Now? Now I find myself dreaming of a woman with golden eyes. But I can never be with her. Because I am not whole. And I never will be again.
But I cannot stay away.
And loving her might finally be what breaks me.
And now I have to sit around and discuss it like it's physics or calculus. I can't do it. I can't pretend that it's some sterile academic topic. Violence isn't sterile. It isn't calm. It's pulsing. It's alive.
It's my drug.
Until I met Abby, I never wanted anything beyond the next fight. Never considered that I might finally find a way back to the land of the living. Now? Now I find myself dreaming of a woman with golden eyes. But I can never be with her. Because I am not whole. And I never will be again.
But I cannot stay away.
And loving her might finally be what breaks me.
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First published February 15, 2016
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Jessica Scott Jessica Scott is a USA Today bestselling American author of more than 20 novels, including Because of You which launched Loveswepts Digital Imprint in 2011 as well as Homefront, and Before I Fall. She is an Army veteran, a veteran of the Iraq war, the mother of two daughters, a small zoo consisting of too many cats, dogs and the occasional domesticated rodent, and wife to a retired NCO.
Her novels comes from her personal experiences as a soldier, a mother, and an army wife and often explores themes of family, the legacy of war, challenges of military life, and includes contemporary military romances, psychological suspense, and nonfiction works.
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She's also written for the New York Times At War Blog, PBS Point of View Regarding War, and IAVA. She deployed to Iraq in 2009 as part of Operation Iraqi Freedom (OIF)/New Dawn and has had the honor of serving as a company commander at Fort Hood, Texas twice.
She holds a Ph.D. in Sociology and she's been featured as one of Esquire Magazine's Americans of the Year for 2012.
Author photo courtesy of Buzz Covington Photography
Learn more at https://www.jessicascottbooks.com
Jessica Scott Jessica Scott is a USA Today bestselling American author of more than 20 novels, including Because of You which launched Loveswepts Digital Imprint in 2011 as well as Homefront, and Before I Fall. She is an Army veteran, a veteran of the Iraq war, the mother of two daughters, a small zoo consisting of too many cats, dogs and the occasional domesticated rodent, and wife to a retired NCO.
Her novels comes from her personal experiences as a soldier, a mother, and an army wife and often explores themes of family, the legacy of war, challenges of military life, and includes contemporary military romances, psychological suspense, and nonfiction works.
Follow Jessica
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/JessicaScottAuthor
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jessicadscott09/
She's also written for the New York Times At War Blog, PBS Point of View Regarding War, and IAVA. She deployed to Iraq in 2009 as part of Operation Iraqi Freedom (OIF)/New Dawn and has had the honor of serving as a company commander at Fort Hood, Texas twice.
She holds a Ph.D. in Sociology and she's been featured as one of Esquire Magazine's Americans of the Year for 2012.
Author photo courtesy of Buzz Covington Photography
Learn more at https://www.jessicascottbooks.com
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February 19, 2016
5 - "Don't talk about my friend that way." Stars!
I am a huge fan of Jessica Scott’s books, you can feel the knowledge and authenticity of experience of the Armed Forces lifestyle and ethos, in every (ex) Service Personnel character that she gives you.
The same can certainly be said for Josh, this is a guy who is definitely struggling to integrate himself back into regular society, and day-to-day life, while suffering from severe bouts of anxiety, and mood-swings triggered by the littlest and often most inconsequential of things, the beginnings of what could develop into a serious drink problem and an undeniable attraction to a woman, who seems as battle scarred as he is, just not for the same reasons.
"I’m nobody’s hero."
I’m not a huge fan of erroneous angst, but Jessica really gave Josh and Abby's story a great balance, in that the drama that plays out as the book progresses is well paced, and the revelations into each of their pasts is well placed as well. Josh is hauling around a boat load of guilt over his time spent in Afghanistan, and the loss of some of his closest brothers in Arms whilst over there.
My first reaction is always violence.
Violence is easy.
Violence is simple.
Abby’s distrust of men and relationships in general also has connections with the Armed Services, but I found her revelations to Josh in relation to the way people treated her due to her color and the pre-judgement that comes with that in certain social circles, was really well integrated into everything they were dealing with, in an effort to try to become a functioning couple.
For a big man covered in tattoo’s, he surprises me with the vulnerability I see looking back.
For all the darkness contained in this story, it also has a lot of light, as a couple Abby and Josh could never be stuck in the pre-conceived 'normal' category, but I loved reading of the many down as well as ups that they went through to get to a 'normal' that worked for them.
"You’re like a good dream. And I don’t want to wake up."
I cannot wait to get my hands on the third book in the Falling Series, If I Fall is Eli’s book, also ex Armed Forces, he has featured quite a bit in the previous two books due to the fact he owns the bar where all the College Vets go to drink, the author has managed to keep him somewhat elusive in relation to his past though, so I am itching to read his story.
If you are looking for authentic military romance, whatever the age of the characters, Jessica Scott delivers every time!
I cannot change the past. But I don’t have to live in it anymore.
ARC generously provided by the author, and it was my absolute pleasure to provide the above honest review.
I am a huge fan of Jessica Scott’s books, you can feel the knowledge and authenticity of experience of the Armed Forces lifestyle and ethos, in every (ex) Service Personnel character that she gives you.
The same can certainly be said for Josh, this is a guy who is definitely struggling to integrate himself back into regular society, and day-to-day life, while suffering from severe bouts of anxiety, and mood-swings triggered by the littlest and often most inconsequential of things, the beginnings of what could develop into a serious drink problem and an undeniable attraction to a woman, who seems as battle scarred as he is, just not for the same reasons.
"I’m nobody’s hero."
I’m not a huge fan of erroneous angst, but Jessica really gave Josh and Abby's story a great balance, in that the drama that plays out as the book progresses is well paced, and the revelations into each of their pasts is well placed as well. Josh is hauling around a boat load of guilt over his time spent in Afghanistan, and the loss of some of his closest brothers in Arms whilst over there.
My first reaction is always violence.
Violence is easy.
Violence is simple.
Abby’s distrust of men and relationships in general also has connections with the Armed Services, but I found her revelations to Josh in relation to the way people treated her due to her color and the pre-judgement that comes with that in certain social circles, was really well integrated into everything they were dealing with, in an effort to try to become a functioning couple.
For a big man covered in tattoo’s, he surprises me with the vulnerability I see looking back.
For all the darkness contained in this story, it also has a lot of light, as a couple Abby and Josh could never be stuck in the pre-conceived 'normal' category, but I loved reading of the many down as well as ups that they went through to get to a 'normal' that worked for them.
"You’re like a good dream. And I don’t want to wake up."
I cannot wait to get my hands on the third book in the Falling Series, If I Fall is Eli’s book, also ex Armed Forces, he has featured quite a bit in the previous two books due to the fact he owns the bar where all the College Vets go to drink, the author has managed to keep him somewhat elusive in relation to his past though, so I am itching to read his story.
If you are looking for authentic military romance, whatever the age of the characters, Jessica Scott delivers every time!
I cannot change the past. But I don’t have to live in it anymore.
ARC generously provided by the author, and it was my absolute pleasure to provide the above honest review.
March 12, 2017
Jessica Scott writes stories about soldiers who have returned from war and are trying to settle back into life at home. You can tell she writes from experience and she captures the struggles they face perfectly so it is very easy to get inside her characters head's and feel everything right alongside them.
Josh spent two tours abroad and he's come home broken, he's not coping with the stress and is drinking far too much which doesn't help his anger issues so he's often getting into bar fights. He's trying to settle into college but he feels so different to all the other students and his PTSD makes it hard for him to even get to his classes let alone stay focused once he's there. Abby has had her heart broken before and she's determined to put all her energy into getting through college and coming out with good grades. She doesn't really have time or energy for a relationship but she wants to help Josh deal with his issues. Abby makes Josh want to be a better man but can he put the past behind him, deal with his anger and move on with his life?
I loved both the main characters in this story. Josh has been through a lot and is seriously messed up but he wants to deal with his problems and he slowly learns how to open up with Abby and his fellow ex-soldiers. I like that the author doesn't use falling in love as an instant fix for everything, he wants to do right by Abby but he still makes mistakes and has to work at making better decisions with his life. Abby is great too, she's been through her own version of hell and it's made her a strong and independent woman. I loved the friendship between her and her best friend and the way she supported him through his own difficult break up.
I think my main issue with the story was that things started to move quite quickly between Josh and Abby. That wouldn't normally bother me but knowing Abby's history made me find it really hard to believe that she wouldn't be more wary of Josh, especially since the first couple of times she meets him it's obvious he's been in a fight. Someone with experience of domestic abuse is much more likely to be wary of a violent drunk so even though Josh never, ever raises a finger towards Abby or threatens her in any way I just think she'd be more aware of the violence inside him and I think it would frighten her more. I could have totally got on board their friendship developing over a longer period and I do love them as a couple but I wanted things to happen a bit slower. Like I said please don't worry that Josh is an abusive partner because he really, really isn't and I wouldn't have felt so concerned if it hadn't been for Abby's background. This is an issue that's a little personal for me so I'm probably more sensitive to it than most readers will be and I'm sure others wouldn't even notice what I did.
I'm really enjoying this series, I love Jessica Scott's writing and I'm looking forward to Eli's story. He's been a great side character in the previous two books as a friend and almost mentor to both Noah and Josh and I can't wait to get to know him better.
Source: Received from the author in exchange for an honest review
Josh spent two tours abroad and he's come home broken, he's not coping with the stress and is drinking far too much which doesn't help his anger issues so he's often getting into bar fights. He's trying to settle into college but he feels so different to all the other students and his PTSD makes it hard for him to even get to his classes let alone stay focused once he's there. Abby has had her heart broken before and she's determined to put all her energy into getting through college and coming out with good grades. She doesn't really have time or energy for a relationship but she wants to help Josh deal with his issues. Abby makes Josh want to be a better man but can he put the past behind him, deal with his anger and move on with his life?
I loved both the main characters in this story. Josh has been through a lot and is seriously messed up but he wants to deal with his problems and he slowly learns how to open up with Abby and his fellow ex-soldiers. I like that the author doesn't use falling in love as an instant fix for everything, he wants to do right by Abby but he still makes mistakes and has to work at making better decisions with his life. Abby is great too, she's been through her own version of hell and it's made her a strong and independent woman. I loved the friendship between her and her best friend and the way she supported him through his own difficult break up.
I think my main issue with the story was that things started to move quite quickly between Josh and Abby. That wouldn't normally bother me but knowing Abby's history made me find it really hard to believe that she wouldn't be more wary of Josh, especially since the first couple of times she meets him it's obvious he's been in a fight. Someone with experience of domestic abuse is much more likely to be wary of a violent drunk so even though Josh never, ever raises a finger towards Abby or threatens her in any way I just think she'd be more aware of the violence inside him and I think it would frighten her more. I could have totally got on board their friendship developing over a longer period and I do love them as a couple but I wanted things to happen a bit slower. Like I said please don't worry that Josh is an abusive partner because he really, really isn't and I wouldn't have felt so concerned if it hadn't been for Abby's background. This is an issue that's a little personal for me so I'm probably more sensitive to it than most readers will be and I'm sure others wouldn't even notice what I did.
I'm really enjoying this series, I love Jessica Scott's writing and I'm looking forward to Eli's story. He's been a great side character in the previous two books as a friend and almost mentor to both Noah and Josh and I can't wait to get to know him better.
Source: Received from the author in exchange for an honest review
February 15, 2016
If you're reading Jessica Scott’s work for the first time and you like military themed books, you’ll find Falling for Me a very satisfying and enjoyable read. This novel and her previous work focus on Veterans coming back from the war, surviving the aftermath and finding love. Who could resist a second chance for our fallen heroes, right?
Josh is back in the US trying to live a “normal” life. He starts by going back to college but has been finding himself out of place. The war broke him mentally and physically that fitting in was too difficult much less finding a relationship. When he meets Abby, things start to change in him. She stirs his body to life (literally and figuratively). Unfortunately, Abby has her demons to battle. Both their stories were heartbreaking, and it was good to see that they found each other.
I have read Ms. Scott’s last couple of novels and enjoyed them plenty. Unfortunately, not this time around. While her books are good, including this one, I found that the main storylines are now blending in to be the same. The injured veteran coming home and finally finding peace with the heroine theme was getting a little old for me. Again, the books are good and it earned a solid three stars from me, but I was hoping for something that makes this particular story stick out. Sadly, the story didn’t offer me anything new.
*ARC provided by author
Reviewed by Angela
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February 3, 2018
My heart broke for the characters in this book. Abby for her past which made her skittish and Josh for having a hard time trying to go back to normal after being to war. Both of them were trying so hard for the "normal" and were upset they weren't. I liked that both Abby and Josh became comfortable enough with each other to talk about their issues and loved that both of them understood and listened to the other and stood my them.
I liked that towards the end Josh got to see that he wasn't the only one with issues, that he needed a support system and needed to give support to others.
I liked that towards the end Josh got to see that he wasn't the only one with issues, that he needed a support system and needed to give support to others.
February 12, 2016
If you’re looking for a light-hearted read, this book is not for you. It’s gritty, raw, and emotionally charged. I Loved It!
Written in first person, Josh’s story is one of immeasurable pain and suffering, yet for all that, the underlying core of steel that runs through his blood keeps him from giving up, letting go.
When he meets Abby the attraction is immediate, but here too, Ms. Scott doesn’t take the easy road. Abby has a past to deal with herself and the odds at times seem insurmountable, but pulls the reader along, hoping there’s is a way these two can find a fresh start.
This book isn’t easy, but it’s oh-so-rewarding!
Favorite Lines:
Violence isn’t cold. It’s not rational.
It is hot. Burning. Thrashing. Tearing at everything and everyone around it until there is nothing left. It is not helpless. It is not passive.
It is action. It is motion and energy.
It is alive, a force of it’s own.
Powerful. This is a book that will haunt you for a long time to come.
I give Break My Fall 5+ Lovely Kisses
First posted on http://jacqbiggar.com
Written in first person, Josh’s story is one of immeasurable pain and suffering, yet for all that, the underlying core of steel that runs through his blood keeps him from giving up, letting go.
When he meets Abby the attraction is immediate, but here too, Ms. Scott doesn’t take the easy road. Abby has a past to deal with herself and the odds at times seem insurmountable, but pulls the reader along, hoping there’s is a way these two can find a fresh start.
This book isn’t easy, but it’s oh-so-rewarding!
Favorite Lines:
Violence isn’t cold. It’s not rational.
It is hot. Burning. Thrashing. Tearing at everything and everyone around it until there is nothing left. It is not helpless. It is not passive.
It is action. It is motion and energy.
It is alive, a force of it’s own.
Powerful. This is a book that will haunt you for a long time to come.
I give Break My Fall 5+ Lovely Kisses
First posted on http://jacqbiggar.com
January 29, 2016
I loved this book!!! It feels different from past books. Josh is recently out of the Army but has no idea how to be a civilian. He is trying to go to college but feels out of place. He fights the demons from his time at war and some personal issues. He finds it hard to socialize and adjust to not being part of the army.
Abby is beautiful, amazing and also fights her own demons. She is in college and completely focused on her studies and future. She's been burned in the past by boyfriends and abusive men her mother dated after he father was killed.
I love the internal struggles they both have. Ironically they are similar in their struggles. I also love the fact we have a white man with an African American woman. This brings up issues with race and prejudices (ironically Abby's parents were the same way). Both characters experienced big growth within themselves and together as a couple. They both had to deal with their past to heal their future!
Abby is beautiful, amazing and also fights her own demons. She is in college and completely focused on her studies and future. She's been burned in the past by boyfriends and abusive men her mother dated after he father was killed.
I love the internal struggles they both have. Ironically they are similar in their struggles. I also love the fact we have a white man with an African American woman. This brings up issues with race and prejudices (ironically Abby's parents were the same way). Both characters experienced big growth within themselves and together as a couple. They both had to deal with their past to heal their future!
February 15, 2016
A dark, beautiful and sensual love story, that will break your heart a crack at a time. At it's conclusion your in love with Josh and Abby. Full review at
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October 13, 2023
I thought the demons hunting Josh where more real in this book, it dealt a bit more in the psych of the war vet, but I just felt like this story really dragged. As not much was happening to move the story along. This was actually a very short story that could have been concluded in fewer pages.
February 17, 2016
3.5 stars
What I like most about Jessica Scott‘s stories, and especially here in Break My Fall, is the flaws in the characters. Josh and Abby both have some clear demons, and even though this story has a happy ending, it doesn’t mean their issues are gone. They’ve made some progress, and things are looking up, but in no way are they fully healed. I find it refreshing to see that their love isn’t the magical cure for all their problems.
Josh is nearing rock bottom. He’s having trouble fitting in at school, sleepless nights, panic attacks, and the idea of socializing just makes him nauseous. The thing is that at a certain level he does want to fit in, be a regular twenty something student with no worries. It’s a work in progress, and he’s conflicted. War was easy for him, the violence something he craves now, and making him unable to connect with civilians. So he wasn’t expecting this interest in Abby, most of the time also has no clue what to do with it.
Your heart breaks for him, seeing him struggle with things most of us take for granted. There is this class where they debate about violence, leading to some heated discussions, though I found them most interesting. As most of us have never experienced violence, or not on that level of war, it stays a concept, while for guys as Josh, it’s a reality. These parts in the story actually made me contemplate, adding to the complexity of the characters.
Abby has her own issues. While never been to war, she’s had her brush with violence. The last thing she needs is to fall for a nearly broken guy like Josh. Still the hearts wants what it wants. Though it’s not easy. Abby has trouble opening herself completely, that mixed with Josh’s issues, makes for some serious conflicts. While not smooth sailing, they are not people who easily give up. They both feel that connection between them, and they want it so bad.
Break My Fall is an intense love story, between two broken souls. Abby and Josh find solace in each other, though don’t rely on it to fix them. Realistic characters, touchable pain, and an overall feeling of content when these two give in to each other. At the end of Break My Fall it really only felt like the beginning for Abby and Josh.
*I received a copy from the author in exchange for an honest review*
What I like most about Jessica Scott‘s stories, and especially here in Break My Fall, is the flaws in the characters. Josh and Abby both have some clear demons, and even though this story has a happy ending, it doesn’t mean their issues are gone. They’ve made some progress, and things are looking up, but in no way are they fully healed. I find it refreshing to see that their love isn’t the magical cure for all their problems.
Josh is nearing rock bottom. He’s having trouble fitting in at school, sleepless nights, panic attacks, and the idea of socializing just makes him nauseous. The thing is that at a certain level he does want to fit in, be a regular twenty something student with no worries. It’s a work in progress, and he’s conflicted. War was easy for him, the violence something he craves now, and making him unable to connect with civilians. So he wasn’t expecting this interest in Abby, most of the time also has no clue what to do with it.
Your heart breaks for him, seeing him struggle with things most of us take for granted. There is this class where they debate about violence, leading to some heated discussions, though I found them most interesting. As most of us have never experienced violence, or not on that level of war, it stays a concept, while for guys as Josh, it’s a reality. These parts in the story actually made me contemplate, adding to the complexity of the characters.
Abby has her own issues. While never been to war, she’s had her brush with violence. The last thing she needs is to fall for a nearly broken guy like Josh. Still the hearts wants what it wants. Though it’s not easy. Abby has trouble opening herself completely, that mixed with Josh’s issues, makes for some serious conflicts. While not smooth sailing, they are not people who easily give up. They both feel that connection between them, and they want it so bad.
Break My Fall is an intense love story, between two broken souls. Abby and Josh find solace in each other, though don’t rely on it to fix them. Realistic characters, touchable pain, and an overall feeling of content when these two give in to each other. At the end of Break My Fall it really only felt like the beginning for Abby and Josh.
*I received a copy from the author in exchange for an honest review*
February 28, 2016
If you’re reading Jessica Scott’s work for the first time and you like military themed books, you’ll find Falling for Me a very satisfying and enjoyable read. This novel and her previous work focus on Veterans coming back from the war, surviving the aftermath and finding love. Who could resist a second chance for our fallen heroes, right?
Josh is back in the US trying to live a “normal” life. He starts by going back to college but has been finding himself out of place. The war broke him mentally and physically that fitting in was too difficult much less finding a relationship. When he meets Abby, things start to change in him. She stirs his body to life (literally and figuratively). Unfortunately, Abby has her demons to battle. Both their stories were heartbreaking, and it was good to see that they found each other.
I have read Ms. Scott’s last couple of novels and enjoyed them plenty. Unfortunately, not this time around. While her books are good, including this one, I found that the main storylines are now blending in to be the same. The injured veteran coming home and finally finding peace with the heroine theme was getting a little old for me. Again, the books are good and it earned a solid three stars from me, but I was hoping for something that makes this particular story stick out. Sadly, the story didn’t offer me anything new.
February 15, 2016
I’m a huge fan of Jessica Scott and was super excited to get a chance to read her new book early. I always know when I start a Jessica Scott book, I’m in for a very emotional ride, and Break My Fall was no different.
Both Josh and Abby have some history of violence in their lives; Abby from her mom’s boyfriend and Josh from fighting in a war. I almost felt like their souls were lost and lucky enough to find one another. There was nothing easy about the relationship between Abby and Josh, but I think I liked them better as a couple for the struggles they had to overcome to be together.
While I can’t imagine how hard it must be for a soldier to return to civilian life, Ms. Scott has done an amazing job over an over again sharing the struggles and the emotions involved with going from soldier to civilian. We get to see not only Josh’s struggles in Break My Fall, but his other friend’s struggles as well. I’ll honestly say I want to know more about both Eli and Caleb so I can understand what they are going through as well.
Break My Fall is a very emotional read which pulled every emotion from me while I was reading it. I also kept thinking about the characters long after I finished reading. I love a book that not only pulls me in, but keeps me thinking about it long after I’ve finished reading.
Both Josh and Abby have some history of violence in their lives; Abby from her mom’s boyfriend and Josh from fighting in a war. I almost felt like their souls were lost and lucky enough to find one another. There was nothing easy about the relationship between Abby and Josh, but I think I liked them better as a couple for the struggles they had to overcome to be together.
While I can’t imagine how hard it must be for a soldier to return to civilian life, Ms. Scott has done an amazing job over an over again sharing the struggles and the emotions involved with going from soldier to civilian. We get to see not only Josh’s struggles in Break My Fall, but his other friend’s struggles as well. I’ll honestly say I want to know more about both Eli and Caleb so I can understand what they are going through as well.
Break My Fall is a very emotional read which pulled every emotion from me while I was reading it. I also kept thinking about the characters long after I finished reading. I love a book that not only pulls me in, but keeps me thinking about it long after I’ve finished reading.
February 19, 2016
I was so happy when I got my hands on a copy of Break My Fall. I loved the first book in this series, Before I Fall. I can say the same thing about this second New Adult book. One of the hardest things that I find when an author keeps writing great books is that I run out of creative ways to say I loved it. I guess there could be worse problems, right? It definitely can be read as a stand alone, so if you missed the first book, you will be not be lost.
Break my Fall is Josh and Abby's story. Josh is in his second semester of college and trying to deal with the violence and rage that war left him with. Abby has her own scars from a violent past. I loved them together because they brought an inner peace to each other. I also liked that they kept fighting for each other because they knew something special was brewing.
One of the things that I love about Ms. Scott is that she isn't afraid to confront the hard issues about the after effects of war. She tackles addiction, depression and a broken VA system with a refreshing honesty. In this book, she tackles another issue that I haven't seen brought up before, especially in the New Adult genre..impotence. I thought she handled the subject with great respect and care.
I highly recommend this book and any of her other books. I'm looking forward to the third book, hopefully it is Eli's story!
Break my Fall is Josh and Abby's story. Josh is in his second semester of college and trying to deal with the violence and rage that war left him with. Abby has her own scars from a violent past. I loved them together because they brought an inner peace to each other. I also liked that they kept fighting for each other because they knew something special was brewing.
One of the things that I love about Ms. Scott is that she isn't afraid to confront the hard issues about the after effects of war. She tackles addiction, depression and a broken VA system with a refreshing honesty. In this book, she tackles another issue that I haven't seen brought up before, especially in the New Adult genre..impotence. I thought she handled the subject with great respect and care.
I highly recommend this book and any of her other books. I'm looking forward to the third book, hopefully it is Eli's story!
February 18, 2016
Heartfelt
Jessica Scott is an author I adore. Her writing sensitively explores the harsh realities of returning to "normal" life after serving overseas in wars. Can damaged, broken hearts and bodies find peace? Can they reconcile the killing done while serving as soldiers as necessary over the truths they've been raised to know that killing another man is not okay?
Break My Fall was another example of Scott's supreme ability to sift through such hard, devastating questions and issues. It was emotional, gripping, and powerful. Readers will not fully understand fractured and dispirited soldier, Josh Douglas. It's impossible really. But you will empathise with his plight, cheer for any moments of joy, and plea for healing. I would have loved a little more time with the beautiful and fearless Abby, but enough was certainly offered to believe in her. To love her. To delight in her.
If you love books that work you hard, push you to consider often swept-aside issues, and of course some sexy and delicious scenes, look no further. Break My Fall was a captivating and compelling read.
Jessica Scott is an author I adore. Her writing sensitively explores the harsh realities of returning to "normal" life after serving overseas in wars. Can damaged, broken hearts and bodies find peace? Can they reconcile the killing done while serving as soldiers as necessary over the truths they've been raised to know that killing another man is not okay?
Break My Fall was another example of Scott's supreme ability to sift through such hard, devastating questions and issues. It was emotional, gripping, and powerful. Readers will not fully understand fractured and dispirited soldier, Josh Douglas. It's impossible really. But you will empathise with his plight, cheer for any moments of joy, and plea for healing. I would have loved a little more time with the beautiful and fearless Abby, but enough was certainly offered to believe in her. To love her. To delight in her.
If you love books that work you hard, push you to consider often swept-aside issues, and of course some sexy and delicious scenes, look no further. Break My Fall was a captivating and compelling read.
February 9, 2016
Another powerful story from Jessica Scott that gives us insight on some of the issues our veterans deal with when returning to civilian life. This series/book is NA and gives us the story of two college students drawn to each other against all odds. Josh is lost. The only things that seem to get through to him are alcohol and fighting. He's attending classes but other than that getting into the whole college scene just isn't something he can do so he spends his nights in a bar. Abby has her own issues to deal with. She comes from an abusive home and finally being away from her stepfather's violent tendencies is freeing. Then why is she so drawn to Josh who has violent written all over him???
This is a captivating story and one I couldn't put down. I highly recommend it.
This is a captivating story and one I couldn't put down. I highly recommend it.
July 2, 2016
Josh is back from war but not all is as it seems. The fighting, the drinking, the anger rages on until
He meets Abby. The violence threatens their future before they even get started, can Abby overcome her fears from her past to help Josh defeat his problems so they have a shot at being happy ... Even if it means they have to do it apart?!
Xx
He meets Abby. The violence threatens their future before they even get started, can Abby overcome her fears from her past to help Josh defeat his problems so they have a shot at being happy ... Even if it means they have to do it apart?!
Xx
September 13, 2016
3.5 stars
Really great buildup, but lacking in the end of Josh's story arc. I would have loved to see more of his healing, even if it was off page as Noah's was in Before I Fall. Otherwise I appreciated the truth and depth of feelings portrayed in Break My Fall, specifically as they related to the experience of war versus the perception of war.
Really great buildup, but lacking in the end of Josh's story arc. I would have loved to see more of his healing, even if it was off page as Noah's was in Before I Fall. Otherwise I appreciated the truth and depth of feelings portrayed in Break My Fall, specifically as they related to the experience of war versus the perception of war.
March 16, 2016
I am a big fan of Jessica Scott. I have enjoyed all of her books and this one is no exception. It is the harsh reality of war that we as the civilian world don't think about,no we (me) get caught up in the videos of the reunions and never look past that. The book was a little short but very good.
February 18, 2016
Another Winner by Jessica Scott
March 6, 2017
The lack of psychological care for returning veterans takes center stage in this emotionally intense romance that also touches on prejudices towards those who are biracial as well as issues surrounding domestic abuse. It all adds up to a heartwrenching tale of opposites attracting that leaves you misty-eyed as well as cheering by the final turn of the page. It's ultimately a hard to forget story that touches on a group of wounded warriors trying to find peace amidst minds full of chaos and haunted by the past.
Josh has returned home but it's not the kind of homecoming he was led to believe it would be. He's returned to a world where he feels lost and judged by those who don't understand the harshness of war. He may be bruised but he's not yet broken, though he gets closer to the edge everyday as rage and alcohol course through his veins. Meeting the equally bruised Abby gives him a ray of hope, a chance to be accepted wholeheartedly if he's just brave enough to let her see the scars he carries inside and out. Josh is bitter when readers first meet him, hiding behind the numbing affect of alcohol and his blinding rage needing an outlet. He's clearly on edge though and capable of exploding at any minute just so he can feel alive which takes him and Abby down a rocky road to HEA. His frustration with his body betraying him has him pushing her away just when they get their closest. Despite the pain he inflicts on himself through his actions I still found him charming and protective where Abby was concerned. His careful handling of her had me holding out hope that he could work through his demons as other returning vets started falling apart around him.
Abby has her own demons to contend with because of her mother's duplicitous boyfriend and her own ex who never made her feel worthy. The scars from her childhood along with the blow to her self-esteem are a struggle within her that she works hard to put in the past as she aids a friend in need as well as in her dealings with Josh. Abby feels like an outsider at times because of her not falling into a perfectly defined category due to her being biracial. Being an outsider fuels her connection to Josh and has her accepting him as is and in so doing it gives him the strength to work through his issues. Abby's a kindhearted person who can see past the facade that Josh tries to enact to try to tame the beast lurking inside. She doesn't judge or push him beyond what he's willing to give, she just supports him. She's not always successful in helping him but she never gives up on him, which had me admiring her all the more for it. She's ultimately a strong-willed young woman loyal to those she calls friends and I found her immensely likable.
There are no easy answers in this story as Josh is still on shaky ground by the final page. There's a sense of hope though, a sense that with Abby by his side he'll be able to find some peace in his homecoming. Ms. Scott doesn't pull any punches when it comes to the issues these men are going through. Their pain is palpable, with nowhere for them to turn to except each other, and it had me aching for them. Josh isn't the only one suffering amongst returning vets in this story as the usually stalwart Eli has his own past returning to haunt him along with the arrogant Caleb hitting rock bottom but forming a bond with Josh over their emotional battles. Caleb especially is still in my thoughts and I hope to see his story told and he's a complex character who isn't all that he seems. Though this book is part of the Falling series it can be read on its own, but the outcomes of these men's struggles will be richer seeing their stories evolve through each book in the series. From start to finish this was a gritty read that debates the meaning of war and brutally depicts the loneliness returning vets feel which tugged at my heart. Ultimately these men are still at war in their hearts and minds and each small victory of theirs should be applauded as readers eagerly await Eli's story.
Josh has returned home but it's not the kind of homecoming he was led to believe it would be. He's returned to a world where he feels lost and judged by those who don't understand the harshness of war. He may be bruised but he's not yet broken, though he gets closer to the edge everyday as rage and alcohol course through his veins. Meeting the equally bruised Abby gives him a ray of hope, a chance to be accepted wholeheartedly if he's just brave enough to let her see the scars he carries inside and out. Josh is bitter when readers first meet him, hiding behind the numbing affect of alcohol and his blinding rage needing an outlet. He's clearly on edge though and capable of exploding at any minute just so he can feel alive which takes him and Abby down a rocky road to HEA. His frustration with his body betraying him has him pushing her away just when they get their closest. Despite the pain he inflicts on himself through his actions I still found him charming and protective where Abby was concerned. His careful handling of her had me holding out hope that he could work through his demons as other returning vets started falling apart around him.
Abby has her own demons to contend with because of her mother's duplicitous boyfriend and her own ex who never made her feel worthy. The scars from her childhood along with the blow to her self-esteem are a struggle within her that she works hard to put in the past as she aids a friend in need as well as in her dealings with Josh. Abby feels like an outsider at times because of her not falling into a perfectly defined category due to her being biracial. Being an outsider fuels her connection to Josh and has her accepting him as is and in so doing it gives him the strength to work through his issues. Abby's a kindhearted person who can see past the facade that Josh tries to enact to try to tame the beast lurking inside. She doesn't judge or push him beyond what he's willing to give, she just supports him. She's not always successful in helping him but she never gives up on him, which had me admiring her all the more for it. She's ultimately a strong-willed young woman loyal to those she calls friends and I found her immensely likable.
There are no easy answers in this story as Josh is still on shaky ground by the final page. There's a sense of hope though, a sense that with Abby by his side he'll be able to find some peace in his homecoming. Ms. Scott doesn't pull any punches when it comes to the issues these men are going through. Their pain is palpable, with nowhere for them to turn to except each other, and it had me aching for them. Josh isn't the only one suffering amongst returning vets in this story as the usually stalwart Eli has his own past returning to haunt him along with the arrogant Caleb hitting rock bottom but forming a bond with Josh over their emotional battles. Caleb especially is still in my thoughts and I hope to see his story told and he's a complex character who isn't all that he seems. Though this book is part of the Falling series it can be read on its own, but the outcomes of these men's struggles will be richer seeing their stories evolve through each book in the series. From start to finish this was a gritty read that debates the meaning of war and brutally depicts the loneliness returning vets feel which tugged at my heart. Ultimately these men are still at war in their hearts and minds and each small victory of theirs should be applauded as readers eagerly await Eli's story.
April 11, 2020
Tenía muchas expectativas de este libro. Quizás demasiadas, pero ha sido muy aburrido y casi no lo termino. Y eso que para terminarlo me salté un montón de partes, y lo peor es que no me perdia de nada. Todo el libro fue muy plano y predecible.
El romance entre Josh y Abby fue de lo más soso, al principio creí que su relación me estaba gustando pero luego no pasaba nada serio entre ellos. Claro, estaba todo el drama del problema de Josh de por medio, pero llegar a ese tema tomó el 85% del libro y para ese momento solo quería que terminará. Josh parecía interesante en el primer libro pero no me terminó de convencer nada aquí; y Abby igual, en el primer libro parecía alguien totalmente diferente, aquí no me agradó nada.
Mucho del libro (y son las partes que me salté) es sobre debates en clases sobre si la guerra está bien o mal, los primeros dos fueron interesantes pero luego ya no quería saber más. No porque no fuera importante hablar de eso temas, sino porque pudieron ser abordados de otra forma. El dilema de Josh con la guerra es como "ok... claro... Y ajá?" Y ese profesor siempre pidiendo su opinión, se volvió demasiado como a la mitad del libro.
En algún momento creí que los problemas familiares de Abby tendrían mucho peso en la historia, pero no, solo estaban ahí para crear un vínculo entre ella y Josh. Quizás si se hubiera abordado más este tema, y no tanto sobre discusiones elaboradas para incomodar a Josh, el libro hubiera sido más interesante.
En fin. No me gustó, le doy dos estrellas porque lo terminé. El primer libro de esta serie estuvo mucho mejor, no creo tener más interés por leer los demás. Tal vez en otro momento le daría una oportunidad más pero estoy un poco frustrada de que mis últimas lecturas no han sido lo que esperaba.
El romance entre Josh y Abby fue de lo más soso, al principio creí que su relación me estaba gustando pero luego no pasaba nada serio entre ellos. Claro, estaba todo el drama del problema de Josh de por medio, pero llegar a ese tema tomó el 85% del libro y para ese momento solo quería que terminará. Josh parecía interesante en el primer libro pero no me terminó de convencer nada aquí; y Abby igual, en el primer libro parecía alguien totalmente diferente, aquí no me agradó nada.
Mucho del libro (y son las partes que me salté) es sobre debates en clases sobre si la guerra está bien o mal, los primeros dos fueron interesantes pero luego ya no quería saber más. No porque no fuera importante hablar de eso temas, sino porque pudieron ser abordados de otra forma. El dilema de Josh con la guerra es como "ok... claro... Y ajá?" Y ese profesor siempre pidiendo su opinión, se volvió demasiado como a la mitad del libro.
En algún momento creí que los problemas familiares de Abby tendrían mucho peso en la historia, pero no, solo estaban ahí para crear un vínculo entre ella y Josh. Quizás si se hubiera abordado más este tema, y no tanto sobre discusiones elaboradas para incomodar a Josh, el libro hubiera sido más interesante.
En fin. No me gustó, le doy dos estrellas porque lo terminé. El primer libro de esta serie estuvo mucho mejor, no creo tener más interés por leer los demás. Tal vez en otro momento le daría una oportunidad más pero estoy un poco frustrada de que mis últimas lecturas no han sido lo que esperaba.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
February 9, 2019
Josh es un personaje con serios problemas tras volver de Afganistán. Bebe demasiado y suele ser el primero en buscar pelea en el bar. Aunque intenta salir adelante acudiendo a la universidad, siente que la terapia no va a funcionar y nunca va a salir de ese hoyo. Hasta que conoce a Abby, un personaje estupendo que ha vivido también su infierno particular pero que no duda en ayudar a Josh y darle un voto de confianza.
El desarrollo psicológico de los personajes es estupendo, quizá en el caso de Abby, es un poco precipitado, pero en general, una de las cosas que más me gustan de esta autora es cómo trata a sus personajes. Son difíciles, rotos, han perdido la confianza y necesitan algo o a alguien que les ayude a recomponerse.
Esta serie es estupenda.
El desarrollo psicológico de los personajes es estupendo, quizá en el caso de Abby, es un poco precipitado, pero en general, una de las cosas que más me gustan de esta autora es cómo trata a sus personajes. Son difíciles, rotos, han perdido la confianza y necesitan algo o a alguien que les ayude a recomponerse.
Esta serie es estupenda.
February 21, 2016
I've typed up this review a few times, trying to figure out how to word my thoughts and where to start..... This is a standalone, so if you're like me, and haven't read the previous book, you won't be lost. I've read Jessica's, the author, Coming Home Series and love them. Military heroes, each living with a struggle and trying to survive! Jessica's writing style is strong, yet simple. She writes emotional characters that readers are drawn to and can connect with.
Due to the fact that I've read Jessica's books in the past, I was intrigued that she had a new series titled Falling Series, and that it was going to be a New Adult..... though not a huge fan of that genre. I've learned that the author could make that genre awesome!
Both the author and the early review clips/teasers have all been saying how "dark" and "intense" and "emotional" this read is... stating how the hero is "damaged" and "unfixable" and when I was reading this.... I kept waiting to get to the real 'dark' parts. The truth? Jessica does an amazing job in telling and sharing the story of veterans, and Josh's is no different in that he is a a veteran who is trying his best to return to a 'normal' life has decided to go to collage. Yet, something was a bit flat for me. Maybe it was the first person or I had a hard time believing that a Vet would take the class Josh is taking considering his struggles.
Then there's Abby, the heroine. She also has a difficult past that she is a survival of and will not allow it to dictate her future. In Josh she sees the potential for some of her past to repeat itself, yet she believes the circumstances are different. However, in many of the pages, she goes back and forth in her head on how "this" possible attraction isn't a good idea one minute, then the next, she's instigating a conversation. Side note, I LOVED that there is diversity in this book! While it's not addressed in the blurb nor in the teasers or anywhere else actually, Abby is bi-racial. She also has a gay best friend. I like that it's not made into a big deal. Even within the story, there are times where Abby address this and anticipates Josh making it into a big deal and he doesn't... because it isn't. It shouldn't be.
I did have an issue with the 'insta-love' which is so the 'norm' in NA. Sigh.... I get that there is attraction, but there was this, well, instant love/'I have to be with you' and no real reason as to why. I understand that for Josh, this may be the first time there is a connection or something different, but take a minute and breathe dude. And for Abby.... same thing. If there was more of time period where they were getting to know each other and there was a solid foundation to showcase why she felt safe and why he felt that connection then okay. Again, this is the issue I have with NAs.
Going back to the "unfixable" and the "dark" and "intense" of the story and of Josh as a character. YES, Josh has issues like PTSD and as the blurb states, he believes he's addicted to violence, however, as you're reading the book, what you're getting from Josh is the opposite of that addiction. He is struggling from PTSD, and as with other Jessica Scott books, you get insight as to what Vets have to deal with from lack of support from the government to what other people think and how they are treated. However, there was ONE moment in the book, towards the end, that I could see where it would have been that really "oh... here's that DARK and INTENSE part people have been talking about" and it came.... and you're going "oh... let's see how it's handled" and sure enough.... Like in most NAs... it was easily solved with NO DARK or INTENSE....Don't get me wrong... Josh still has PTSD and as a couple, both Abby and Josh will have to learn how to communicate and deal with their stuff and each other's but that "Big Bad" ... yeah... taken care of. I sort of feel like that part was glossed over. Maybe because it is a NA?
Overall, I love that Jessica continues to address topics that need to be discussed and does it in a manner that are honest and readers can have ongoing conversations about. Though I was hesitant at first to pick this book up because it was labeled as an emotional, dark and intense read, I want to say her adult series is WAY more emotional and intense. Even the topics are darker, I'd say. Perhaps, some may consider this a 'darker' subject matter because the characters are 'younger' but the truth is they are adults. This are things adults of various ages have dealt with in the past and many are dealing with now. While a NA, I think it's okay to step away from that "insta-love" troop. I'm struggling between a 2.5 Star rating which is a "It was Really Okay" and a 3 Star rating of "I liked it". I did like it, but it was more like a 2.5 because of just can't get over the feeling that some of the intensity was glossed over due to the character's age..... But then.... 3 because again the diversity and the fact that topics are address that should be discussed!
This and other reviews available at Viviana, Enchantress of Books
Disclaimer:
I received a complimentary copy of this book from the author, Jessica Scott in exchange for an honest review. This review is my own opinion and not a paid review.
Due to the fact that I've read Jessica's books in the past, I was intrigued that she had a new series titled Falling Series, and that it was going to be a New Adult..... though not a huge fan of that genre. I've learned that the author could make that genre awesome!
Both the author and the early review clips/teasers have all been saying how "dark" and "intense" and "emotional" this read is... stating how the hero is "damaged" and "unfixable" and when I was reading this.... I kept waiting to get to the real 'dark' parts. The truth? Jessica does an amazing job in telling and sharing the story of veterans, and Josh's is no different in that he is a a veteran who is trying his best to return to a 'normal' life has decided to go to collage. Yet, something was a bit flat for me. Maybe it was the first person or I had a hard time believing that a Vet would take the class Josh is taking considering his struggles.
Then there's Abby, the heroine. She also has a difficult past that she is a survival of and will not allow it to dictate her future. In Josh she sees the potential for some of her past to repeat itself, yet she believes the circumstances are different. However, in many of the pages, she goes back and forth in her head on how "this" possible attraction isn't a good idea one minute, then the next, she's instigating a conversation. Side note, I LOVED that there is diversity in this book! While it's not addressed in the blurb nor in the teasers or anywhere else actually, Abby is bi-racial. She also has a gay best friend. I like that it's not made into a big deal. Even within the story, there are times where Abby address this and anticipates Josh making it into a big deal and he doesn't... because it isn't. It shouldn't be.
I did have an issue with the 'insta-love' which is so the 'norm' in NA. Sigh.... I get that there is attraction, but there was this, well, instant love/'I have to be with you' and no real reason as to why. I understand that for Josh, this may be the first time there is a connection or something different, but take a minute and breathe dude. And for Abby.... same thing. If there was more of time period where they were getting to know each other and there was a solid foundation to showcase why she felt safe and why he felt that connection then okay. Again, this is the issue I have with NAs.
Going back to the "unfixable" and the "dark" and "intense" of the story and of Josh as a character. YES, Josh has issues like PTSD and as the blurb states, he believes he's addicted to violence, however, as you're reading the book, what you're getting from Josh is the opposite of that addiction. He is struggling from PTSD, and as with other Jessica Scott books, you get insight as to what Vets have to deal with from lack of support from the government to what other people think and how they are treated. However, there was ONE moment in the book, towards the end, that I could see where it would have been that really "oh... here's that DARK and INTENSE part people have been talking about" and it came.... and you're going "oh... let's see how it's handled" and sure enough.... Like in most NAs... it was easily solved with NO DARK or INTENSE....Don't get me wrong... Josh still has PTSD and as a couple, both Abby and Josh will have to learn how to communicate and deal with their stuff and each other's but that "Big Bad" ... yeah... taken care of. I sort of feel like that part was glossed over. Maybe because it is a NA?
Overall, I love that Jessica continues to address topics that need to be discussed and does it in a manner that are honest and readers can have ongoing conversations about. Though I was hesitant at first to pick this book up because it was labeled as an emotional, dark and intense read, I want to say her adult series is WAY more emotional and intense. Even the topics are darker, I'd say. Perhaps, some may consider this a 'darker' subject matter because the characters are 'younger' but the truth is they are adults. This are things adults of various ages have dealt with in the past and many are dealing with now. While a NA, I think it's okay to step away from that "insta-love" troop. I'm struggling between a 2.5 Star rating which is a "It was Really Okay" and a 3 Star rating of "I liked it". I did like it, but it was more like a 2.5 because of just can't get over the feeling that some of the intensity was glossed over due to the character's age..... But then.... 3 because again the diversity and the fact that topics are address that should be discussed!
This and other reviews available at Viviana, Enchantress of Books
Disclaimer:
I received a complimentary copy of this book from the author, Jessica Scott in exchange for an honest review. This review is my own opinion and not a paid review.
February 15, 2018
Josh is a veteran trying to figure out how to be civilian college student at one of the best universities in North Carolina. Abby has her own set of issues while working her way through school. Do these two figure out how to deal with their issues and stay together? Scott writes books about real issues that veterans deal with. You fall in love with her characters even with their problems.
August 18, 2017
This book did not start off where the first book left off. The copy I have has horrible printing. I couldn't even really get into this one because I thought it was a series of books all about the same people and story. I will try the third book but no promises.
December 9, 2021
Of course Scott does a great job with this, and it's a great read, but in real life I would tell her to stay far away from this guy and his bottomless well of anger. Luckily it's a book and it turns out great!
March 14, 2018
Another wonderful read by Jessica Scott.
June 14, 2018
This book had my heart twisting in places. Loved the dynamic between the 2 main characters. Good ending.
December 7, 2018
I'm being generous with 3 stars.
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