This is the third ((published in 1990) of the six-book series about Nicholas Linnear, The Ninja. The first book, THE NINJA, was published in 1980; the second, THE MIKO, in 1984.
I always come away with insight of all sorts from Van Lustbader’s writings. THE WHITE NINJA was just as suspenseful as the first two books.
I’m anxious to start book four, THE KAISHO (published in 1993). Here are some of the lines that captured me in this continuing saga of love, revenge, crime, suspense (with a lot of Japanese martial arts mysticism):
Seen from a distance, the entire entrance was made up to resemble the inner pedals of an enormous orchid or, if one’s mind ran to such images, a woman’s sexual organ.
At the point of death, he had learned, everything is possible. Once one has stared death in the face, one comes away both with one’s reality shattered and with it automatically reconstructed along different lines. This epiphany—occurred early in his life and changed him forever.
He went to the theater as often as possible. He was fascinated by emotion and all the ways it could be falsely induced. He could have been an actor, but he was not.
Swimming in the heavy sea of memory, he thinks, but there must be an answer. Why did I become what I have become?
His mother had once said to him, Choose your friends with care. These are the people who will talk about you most.
“I love Bryan Ferry, David Bowie, Iggy Pop.”
“Energy is the kick I need with my champagne.”
Roppongi, that glittering section of Tokyo where the foreigner could feel not quite so alien and any Japanese over the age of eighteen was distinctly uncomfortable.
It was like the first golden peach of summer, one that you could not wait to bite into, to taste the sugary, perfumed flesh while the sticky juices ran down your chin.
“In JAPAN, everyone waits for three days in April, for the cherry blossom viewing. During that time the airs is suffused with their perfume. Some go to the parks and the countryside on the first day when the cherry blossoms are in the first blush of youth. Others go the second day, when the vigor of the mature blossoms are at their height, but everyone goes the third day, when like heavenly rain, the blossoms begin to fall. We watch them drift to the earth so that we may not forget the fleeting nature of all of life’s most beautiful creations. We feel both elation and sadness. In Japanese it is called MONO NO AWARE, THE PATHOS OF THINGS.”
In JAPAN, everyone strove to be anonymous, to be a part of the crowd. Everyone wore the same colors, black, shades of gray, shades of white or cream.
We are, each in our own ways, outcasts.
He was known as the Pack Rat because he accumulated contacts and intelligence like others acquired artifacts.
“Work hard, never indulge to excess, above all, be disciplined.”
To learn patience and humility...without these qualities no form of martial arts skill is possible.
The word MICHI means a PATH OR JOURNEY. “MICHI can also mean duty. MICHI is, in effect, Life’s journey. Once begun there can be no turning back.”
There are wo forms of ninjutsu, Red and Black; however, SHIRO NINJA or WHITE NINJA is a ninja who has lost his powers.
It was one of those moments in one’s life that did not last more than a tenth of a second but which seemed to last a lifetime—image imprinted upon the retina, burned upon the brain for all time. They were infinitesimal moments in one’s life—yet charged with such power that they irrevocably changed one’s life.
“I wish I could take your advice.”
“Advice is cheap, even here where everything is expensive.”
“I know. But I value yours.”
“Then take my advice.”
“The human condition is such that life goes on, no matter the depths of despair into which one is plunged.”
A general who finds himself facing an army of superior strength retires from the field of battle because the safety of his forces is paramount. He must either retreat or discover another, unconventional path to victory because a frontal assault will clearly end in disaster.
It is often the case that psychosis has its roots in early family life.
“LIFE controls our karma. Surely our destiny is not in our own hands.”
“When you have returned to a state of serenity, you will be able to see everything in its proper light.”
“Your grandfather was a very wise man. It was he who said one is never truly along in Asia.”
“Now is the time when you must put all your energies into learning, so that by the time you are thirty you will be secure in your career. So that at forty you will have no more doubts about the world. So that at fifty you will know the will of heaven. So that at sixty you will be prepared to heed it. So that at seventy you will be able to follow the dictates of your heart by traveling the path of the righteous.”
Knowledge is strength.
In LIFE, one not only had to cross bridges, but one had to cross them at the proper time.
How often the fear of one evil leads us into a worse. --Nicholas Boileau-Despreaux
The certainty of despair will crush you far more thoroughly than defeat ever could.
“Some believe that Tanjian were the precursors of ninja; that the arcane discipline of Tau-tau is the origin of ninjutsu. But Tau-tau is far more primitive, therefor more powerful in ways a refined discipline such as ninjutsu cannot be.”
We have no power if we cannot use our imagination. Just as we know that the mind-body continuum maintains a balance inside the human shell, so we have learned that power and imagination provide the Way inside the human mind.
Imagination keeps chaos in check, knowing that power with too little imagination is disastrous not only for the perpetrator, but for those around him as well.
“Eating is primitive...like fucking. Do you know how much you can tell about a person by the way they eat? It’s like seeing a film of their childhood, how they were brought up.”
He spent thirty seconds working on slowing his heartbeat and increasing the depth of his breathing. It was crucial now to have this mind absolutely clear.
“I enjoy the rain. It renews flowers that summer’s heat has beaten down.”
People did their jobs more effectively when they were firmly shown their place. Everyone wanted recognition more than anything else. But if you gave them too much, they became lazy, complacent. You had to keep employees on their toes, keep them in obedience school in order to keep them performing at peak efficiency.
He (The Pack Rat) was like Atlas: The more weight he was asked to bear, the better he liked it.
Custom demanded that as the junior man, you much bow that much deeper.
Ice and the fear of death are one and the same. Once you learn not to feel the one, you will not fear the other.
The sky was an opalescent white, giving the impression that he was inside a mass of cartilage, cut off from the rest of the world or in another world altogether. A distant howling told him that wind had sprung up; the first drops of rain, fat and heavy, roughly brushed his cheeks like a dissatisfied lover.
Pachinko, something of a national craze in Japan, was similar to American pinball.
“He doesn’t gamble. He owes no debts, he takes no bribes, he gives his advice feely. He’s unmarried. He’s a prudent man.”
“Limbo is my home. It is a retreat. Think of it as a monastery, a holy place of serenity and of strength. Isn't’ that what you need most now?”
“Loneliness is the only companion a psychopath is able to tolerate.”
Dimly she remembered how often she had dreamed of this moment, never truly believing that it would ever be made real.
This was not a time for definitions or even for absolutes. It was a time of mystery and an acceptance of the unknown, acknowledging not only its existence, but the idea that it existed wholly without answers.
“My husband, as you no doubt know, was a perfectly brilliant surgeon. His hands were like those of a master sculptor, and he obsessed over them. He used more hand cream than I did.”
“He did not want to die. Or, I suppose more accurately, to get old. The parade of women assured him of new faces—and bodies—that, for him, never aged. His women were like a mirror into which he could look, seeing with absolute assurance the man he had once been.”
“Perhaps he needed to hold youth in his hand in what would have been for him a permanent way.”
“TIME is somewhat akin to the ocean. There are ties, currents, eddies which at certain nexus points overlap, creating a kind of whirlpool of events that repeat like ripples until, having spread sufficiently outward, are spent upon a rocky shore.”
“You must understand that your spirit is entangled. You are driven by fear. An exhaustion of the soul has made it impossible for you to distinguish between good and evil.”
“Hate and love are often so close that one cannot tell them apart.”
“An artist often referred to people on the street as cattle grazing in a field. They often had, he maintained, no more conception of what was important or beautiful than did a cow. He was an aficionado of matsuri, meaning one must view it on many levels.”
“Through chaos man had the potential to be godlike.”
“How easily love can be turned to hate. How fragile is existence, that it can be instantly turned inside out! Now the doorway to chaos has been opened. It would take only the smallest nudge to lose it completely.”
“Cycling is a hobby almost anyone can benefit from. But to me it is more. It is a sport: an obsession, perhaps, one could say. My obsession keeps me fit in mind as well as in body. I find that my obsession is akin to meditation: it is in constant motion, providing a cleansing of the spirit.”
“One learns in America never merely to accept an unpleasant situation, but to strive to overcome it.”
Without pain, there can be no pleasure, certainly ecstasy would be entirely unknown, because there would be nothing with which to contrast it.
“Yes, there are many mysteries here that must be unraveled.”
“I always try to read your mind, if not your heart.”
Every once in a while, it occurs to me that I should kill you before you have a chance to destroy me.
“Strategy is useless unless it can be changed. And I’ve changed mine.”
“The BRAIN is a kind of computer whose myriad functions are precisely divided into well-defined sections. A certain section of the brain, for instance, is involved in the formation and maintenance of memory. This area is relatively small. It resides in what Wester science has termed the hippocampus.”
“This is a story that has no end.”
LIFE is rarely so neat and tidy, and the truth was perhaps far more nebulous.
He learned that he could not depend on any one person to answer all the questions crowding his brain.
He ceased to insist on competing in everything, but rather stuck to his areas of expertise. He would much rather practice his martial arts, read, or discuss philosophy, or debate morality.
He bought up other businesses, always at the most strategic time—times of stress for the seller.
The man who fears nothing is as powerful as he who is feared by everyone. --Friedrich Von Schiller
How dangerous it is to make assumptions.
“History is only profitable when one uses it as a lesson for the present.”
There’s an old Japanese saying: “If you fail to kill an enemy, you had better dig two graves.”
“Where there are friends, there are bound to be enemies.”
Each crisis brings its own tea ceremony.
Aikido is an art of concentric circles. It uses an aggressor’s own momentum against him, pulling him in toward you, instead of the more difficult direction, outward and away.
“Friends are too important to lose.”
“Where one finds the truth, it is often dangerous. Often it is better to turn one’s back, to walk away and never look back.”