I regret that I found the heroine of this story to be too self centered and immature, and I believe too much effort was put into 'justifying' her poor choices. For example, in the first quarter of the story, we as the reader learn that Kacey experienced a teen pregnancy - a difficult situation to be sure, but unfortunately, the storyline here gets wrapped up in Kacey's animosity. We learn that her young 'boyfriend', Ben, proposed, and his failure to show up at the hospital led her to cut off all ties from him following some discussion that she intended to put the baby up for adoption. She never sought an explanation for his absence, but made assumptions and refused to take his calls. Furthermore, she never again reached out to him, but blamed him for his absence in her life and presumably their child's life. The reader is later informed via Kacey in a discussion with Ben, "I only suggested it (being adoption) once, I did not mean it." Uhmm, what? While I can accept that she floundered in her decisions, - what a trial to be young and pregnant - I found it impossible to comprehend her animosity towards Ben. Lack of culpability, and future bad choices like telling her daughter that her father just abandoned her as if she had no role or involvement in this path made her hardened.
I could easily comprehend mistakes made by Ben too, but while reeling from his recent news, we see him making more rationale decisions than Kacey. He knows that he would like a relationship with his daughter, and he knows change in his life will necessarily follow while Kacey's inner thoughts, decisions, and excuses just lacked sincerity and maturity. While I felt Ben's frustrations, loss, acceptance of past mistakes, and anxiety over his future future, Kacey was more inclined to avoid, self-destruct, and blame. She lacked signs of personal maturity that in part should have occurred during the past 14 years. Evidently, we, the reader, are to believe her exemplary military honors speak for her character. It was as though her military achievements dwarfed every other aspect of her life, including raising her daughter, or rather, her parents, who obviously, in part, made their own mistakes with their own child, and obviously never grew their own personal experiences.
As Ben naturally wished to be present in his daugher's life, albeit belatedly, and held back from acting too impulsively, again the reader continued to witness Kacey's immaturity. She can't use to lie to her daughter and herself. Evidently, his current career has him traveling as a musician; so naturally, he cannot be a good father? Swooping generalization their especially given this from the mouth of Kacey, Ben's Dad, and Kacey's friends - all well knowing that her military career take her much further and presumably longer away from her child - the most recent being a 6 month stint. Hmmm...kettle...black? Doesn't anyone have faith in this young man who has shown more character and depth than any other? There are also other examples in which Kacey or others appears to justify decisions supposedly for the daughter's benefit, but frankly are more about the individual's own insecurities. Obviously, the father has always had an agenda for his son, self-motivated for sure. Suffice it to say, the first half of the book set the pace and simply left me discontented and without the heart to make the finish endearing. Kacey's sudden reawakening - for lack of a better descriptive concerning her turn-around - was neither convincing or satisfying given the framework already set. She was also too easily prepared to fall into the same old behaviors and bad choices, if not forced by circumstance.
Additionally, incidents, like the teens 'repeating' their parents exact actions and moreover, the plot line in which the teens managed to ditch their chaperones in the wilderness left me dissatisfied. Somehow, we are to believe that these chaperones would be permitted to take responsibility ever again? or that the children are just naive innocents and would not be banned from any further church outings? Then refer exclusively is the 13 year old with her soul mate planning her future wedding. Okey dokey. Nevertheless, those incidents are not designed to serve as perhaps learning lessons for those youths or pivotal gcharacter growth realizations, but unbelievable sidelines.
Finally, in seeking out Christian authors, I like to find content that reinforces, supports and deepens my faith. I failed to see how faith aided in the depth and life of Kacey's character with regard decision making, acknowledgment of mistakes, efforts at reconciliation, healing, learning to love God or accept him into their life, and so forth certainly in the first half of the book, which left a disconnect with the remaining storyline. It was not enough to have Ben carry the burden of working through his mistakes. In fact, I am amazed that Ben managed to work through the challenges with the lack of support. For a father who evidently genuinely cared for his son, his machinations again lacked maturity. It was clear that his relationship with his son was strained at best, and consequently his perceptions and advice lacked depth and heart.
Ultimately, I think that Ms. Warren has the skills to pen a story, but for me I did not find myself drawn to her characters or their situational experiences. As readers we each have different expectations and opinions, and my views are in no way provided to disparage the author or her story, but rather express my feelings as the story did not appeal to me.