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171 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1989
Have I ever told you what she's like? I haven't, have I! What am I thinking of?....
All right - perhaps I should simply give you a complete physical description. I'll begin with her eyes, because that's the first thing you notice about her. Her eyes are like Indian groceries. That's to say, they're open. Very open. Open from early in the morning until late at night. You have to watch them for a very long time to catch them blinking. I sometimes sit on the opposite side of the kitchen table and watch them for thirty or forty minutes without seeing it happen. A blink in her eyes is as rare as a sea-bream in the Sahara. Is it humanly possible to go that long with a blink? Perhaps she does blink - this astonishing thought is coming to me for the first time now as I write - and I don't see it because I'm blinking too. Her blink is unconsciously triggered by mine, or mine by hers, so that we blink in perfect unison.
They're serious eyes, that's the next thing you notice about them, and they shine in the soft light reflected upwards from the tabletop beneath the shaded table-lamp. The pupils stand wide in the half-darkness, and in each of them is a tiny man. This tiny man fits into the pupil most perfectly, like a jewel into a jewel-case. His appearance is striking. He reminds me of a small golden cloud left in a clear evening sky, or a smile left in the bathroom mirror. No description of her would be complete without a complete description of him, so I'll start with his eyes, since they always seem to be looking at me. They never blink, either. They're not so serious as hers, but they also shine in the soft upward light, and the pupils are wide. But what makes them immediately recognisable is that in each pupil is a little woman. Now, no description of the little man could ever by exhaustive unless it included a description of the little woman in his pupils...
I'm sorry about this, It's probably because it's the fourteenth of the month. Which, as psychiatrists now recognise, is three days after the eleventh.