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Turned Gay By The Existential Dread That I May Actually Be A Character In A Chuck Tingle Book
Brad and his wife, Carrie, are all set for a beautiful San Diego vacation, free from the oppressive anxiety of the modern workweek. Things take a turn for the strange, however, when Brad reads the latest Chuck Tingle book and slowly begins to doubt the universe around him.
Were they always staying at the Butt Point Suites? Or was the original name of their hotel Sandy Point? Is the man at the front desk unrealistically handsome? And what are the odds of them ending up in room sixty-nine?
As things begin to unravel, Brad is force to face his deep existential dread in this erotic philological thriller, culminated in a hardcore hot tub encounter with his personified cosmic anxiety.
This erotic tale is 4,800 words of sizzling human on gay personified emotion action, including anal, blowjobs, rough sex, and existential dread love.
Were they always staying at the Butt Point Suites? Or was the original name of their hotel Sandy Point? Is the man at the front desk unrealistically handsome? And what are the odds of them ending up in room sixty-nine?
As things begin to unravel, Brad is force to face his deep existential dread in this erotic philological thriller, culminated in a hardcore hot tub encounter with his personified cosmic anxiety.
This erotic tale is 4,800 words of sizzling human on gay personified emotion action, including anal, blowjobs, rough sex, and existential dread love.
42 pages, Kindle Edition
Published January 30, 2016
About the author
Chuck Tingle
517 books5,257 followersChuck Tingle is a mysterious force of energy behind sunglasses and a pink mask. He is also an anonymous author of romance, horror, and fantasy. Chuck was born in Home of Truth, Utah, and now splits time between Billings, Montana and Los Angeles, California. Chuck writes to prove love is real, because love is the most important tool we have when resisting the endless cosmic void. Not everything people say about Chuck is true, but the important parts are.
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Literary agent: DongWon at dongwonsong.com
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April 11, 2021
A superior Tingle. Meta and weirdly touching.
(I am, admittedly, very drunk.)
(I am, admittedly, very drunk.)
September 25, 2019
When I end up at the Pearly Gates one day, the Scales of Justice will be my To Read and Read piles. "You spent precious time reading Chuck Tingle?" a thunderous, yet curiously pitying, voice will ask me. I'll look the Angel of Truth in the eye and declare: "Fuck, yeah!"
May 5, 2021
Sure, why not.
This was interesting...
Fundamental questions:
* Is it gay to have sex with you existential dread if they manifest as the same gender as you?
* If you are in a Chuck Tingle book will your wife not mind you cheated on her?
* Is this what would happen if Derrida tried to write erotica?
* Is this what would happen if Milan Kundera wrote fan fic?
This was interesting...
Fundamental questions:
* Is it gay to have sex with you existential dread if they manifest as the same gender as you?
* If you are in a Chuck Tingle book will your wife not mind you cheated on her?
* Is this what would happen if Derrida tried to write erotica?
* Is this what would happen if Milan Kundera wrote fan fic?
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
February 3, 2016
As Chuck Tingle's books go, this is one that is well thought out and not just a bunch of words flung together like a Sarah Palin speech. There are many parts that are so well-phrased that they rise above being merely erotica.
October 29, 2020
I AM CRYIGN QHAT THE FUCK
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December 5, 2020medo de acordar de noite e descobrir q sou um personagem do Chuck tingle tbm
June 23, 2022
This was a typical Chuck Tingle book. It involved a unique take on erotica. The MC has sex with his deep existential dread who happens to look like someone's prematurely greying middle aged dad. For the most part it's like any other erotica just a bit more outta pocket.had to read another one. I just had to.
First of all, this author has written a gazillion books and reading just one would be an insult. Two, the titles were still calling my name. Take this one for example. It is quite a mouthful. It tells you exactly what is happening in the book while also hooking you in.
I don't know if I said it in my first review, but everyone should read at least one Chuck Tingle Book. Good or bad. It's an experience everyone should haveI gave this a higher rating because the author did a better job with it.
Even with all the silliness it made sense to an extent. There were also some pretty funny moments and hilarious one liners. The book ends with Brad having a post nut clarity only in this case, he has it at an existential level.
First of all, this author has written a gazillion books and reading just one would be an insult. Two, the titles were still calling my name. Take this one for example. It is quite a mouthful. It tells you exactly what is happening in the book while also hooking you in.
I don't know if I said it in my first review, but everyone should read at least one Chuck Tingle Book. Good or bad. It's an experience everyone should haveI gave this a higher rating because the author did a better job with it.
Even with all the silliness it made sense to an extent. There were also some pretty funny moments and hilarious one liners. The book ends with Brad having a post nut clarity only in this case, he has it at an existential level.
December 19, 2023
This was weirdly touching and comforting.
May 16, 2026
Needed to lie down afterward and explain nothing to nobody.
August 3, 2025
strangely inspirational. crazy descriptors but goated
December 10, 2025
THE TINGLEVERSE IS REAL! THE TINGELVERSE IS REAL!
i knew this man was gay from the moment he told us his wife was driving.
i knew this man was gay from the moment he told us his wife was driving.
January 19, 2021
I have finally been tingled after failing to contain my curiosity any longer. Courtesy of Dr Chuck Tingle, the greatest writer of our generation and the genius mind behind such literary masterpieces as ‘Pounded In The Butt By My Own Butt’, ‘My Billionaire Triceratops Craves Gay Ass’ and ‘Domald Tromp Pounded In The Butt By His Fabricated Wiretaping Scandal Made Up To Redirect From His Seemingly Endless Unethical Connections To Russia’.
Existential surrealism disguised as gay erotica that made me laugh out loud more than once but it’s too short and not well written enough to recommend for reasons other than satisfying your curiosity. Unless of course you are gay and actually turned on by the idea of having sex with the sexy physical manifestation of your existential dread in which case you do you have fun
3.5/5
Existential surrealism disguised as gay erotica that made me laugh out loud more than once but it’s too short and not well written enough to recommend for reasons other than satisfying your curiosity. Unless of course you are gay and actually turned on by the idea of having sex with the sexy physical manifestation of your existential dread in which case you do you have fun
3.5/5
December 2, 2025
Love is indeed real. What I enjoy the most about tinglers is how behind the tongue-in-cheek absurdist plots there is an actual message - here it is about existential dread, not just the admittedly silly dread of being a character in a Chuck Tingle book but also the dread of being an insignificant spec in the universe, and how experiencing that actually proves your humanity.
It's just that message comes to you in the form of a sentient-concept erotica. Like, yes, the book is funny, but it's also obvious that everything about the writing is intentionally the way it is. It's no wonder Chuck transitioned so easily into writing "serious" (though I don't condone that framing because it devalues the tingles in comparison to the horror novels) fiction.
It's just that message comes to you in the form of a sentient-concept erotica. Like, yes, the book is funny, but it's also obvious that everything about the writing is intentionally the way it is. It's no wonder Chuck transitioned so easily into writing "serious" (though I don't condone that framing because it devalues the tingles in comparison to the horror novels) fiction.
August 4, 2017
Ever have your life turn upside down and wonder if you might actually be a character in a Chuck Tingle book? Read no further. How do you live with yourself now that you know or suspect? What happens next? You might get a visit from your existential dread for a gay romp in a hot tub.
This book had me rolling with laughter and it's nice when an author can make fun of themselves and promote their work at the same time. I've seem some try this without success, but this was quite funny
This book had me rolling with laughter and it's nice when an author can make fun of themselves and promote their work at the same time. I've seem some try this without success, but this was quite funny
July 24, 2024
2.5 stars
I didn’t think I expected much from this book but I guess I did. The postmodern breaking of the fourth wall is appealing to me. But it wasn’t done well or really much at all. The beginning didn’t make much sense, even in the context of what type of book it was. I knew that this was probably an excuse for sex and I wasn’t wrong. But the ending was better and did my imaginings moderately well. I think I might have appreciated it more if I read one of his regular ones first, perhaps about Bigfoot. But I’m not interested in those. So it goes.
I didn’t think I expected much from this book but I guess I did. The postmodern breaking of the fourth wall is appealing to me. But it wasn’t done well or really much at all. The beginning didn’t make much sense, even in the context of what type of book it was. I knew that this was probably an excuse for sex and I wasn’t wrong. But the ending was better and did my imaginings moderately well. I think I might have appreciated it more if I read one of his regular ones first, perhaps about Bigfoot. But I’m not interested in those. So it goes.
May 11, 2023
what the fuck was that?
May 10, 2025
Absolute cinema
July 14, 2025
Day 9 of Nothing Butt Tinglers
Kinda wanted to know how his wife felt about all this?
Maybe unfair, but I want closure for every character.
Kinda wanted to know how his wife felt about all this?
Maybe unfair, but I want closure for every character.
July 22, 2024
A pallet cleanser while I’m half way through a tough book. Just a reminder that we’re all part of the ✨Tingleverse ✨
December 13, 2022
I inhaled at least seven Chuck Tingle books in the span of a couple days, and I plan to read many many more. Instead of spamming my “read” shelf with all of his work, I’m just reviewing this one. I liked the blend of fourth-wall-breaking goofiness, homoeroticism, and a dash of philosophy. Some favorite lines: “The fact that you’re even able to experience an existential crisis at all means you’ve been blessed with the ability to do so. … If you really think about it, we’re both so lucky to be here, there’s a hundred billion to one odds of that happening… so it’s like, sure, you’re a character in a book, but the number of character[s] who never even got to exist is endless.” All this from a “swirling ethereal manifestation of [the protagonist’s] suffocating existential dread”, chilling in a hotel hot tub. It’s oddly comforting.
Each of Chuck Tingle’s books take about half an hour to read, and they’re fun and absurd and surprisingly clever at times, even if they can get a little repetitive. (The sex scenes in particular often feature the same handful of actions and phrases, as if he has a mad-libs style formula and just replaces a few relevant words each time.) The writing is far from perfect, but it’s a nice little distraction to cheer me up while I drink a cup of coffee or tea, and that’s enough for me.
Each of Chuck Tingle’s books take about half an hour to read, and they’re fun and absurd and surprisingly clever at times, even if they can get a little repetitive. (The sex scenes in particular often feature the same handful of actions and phrases, as if he has a mad-libs style formula and just replaces a few relevant words each time.) The writing is far from perfect, but it’s a nice little distraction to cheer me up while I drink a cup of coffee or tea, and that’s enough for me.
January 14, 2017
What can I say? It was an extra in the Chris Hardwick tingler booklet I read at 3:30 in the morning. Now this was really weird.
July 10, 2018
that was... odd.
July 19, 2018
This was short but utterly meta and hilarious.
May 29, 2025
Chuck Tingle’s Turned Gay By The Existential Dread That I May Actually Be A Character In A Chuck Tingle Book is, on the surface, a wildly imaginative and humorous work that initially struck me as pure absurdity. Yet, the more I read, the more I realized this book was far deeper than its playful title suggested. It challenged my understanding of identity, existence, and the fluid nature of life itself. This book not only entertained me but sparked a profound internal transformation, making me reconsider my own self-awareness and how I relate to the world around me.
At first, the existential dread portrayed in the book felt unsettling, as it confronted me with questions I rarely allowed myself to consider. What if I, too, were just a character in someone else’s story, with my actions scripted by forces beyond my control? This idea seemed terrifying, threatening my sense of autonomy and freedom. Yet, through Chuck Tingle’s humor and candid storytelling, I found a strange comfort in accepting uncertainty. The book taught me that embracing the unknown could lead to liberation rather than despair.
One of the most impactful lessons from the book was its exploration of fluid identity. The protagonist’s journey of “turning gay” — a metaphor for self-discovery and transformation — helped me confront my own rigid ideas about labels and sexuality. It encouraged me to see identity as a spectrum rather than fixed points. This opened me up to being more honest with myself about my feelings and attractions, fostering a newfound self-acceptance and authenticity that has greatly improved my relationships and self-esteem.
In addition to exploring identity, the book’s narrative helped me deal with anxiety around life’s unpredictability. The notion that we might be part of a larger, unknowable narrative is a concept that can either paralyze or empower us. Chuck Tingle’s playful, loving approach to this heavy theme reminded me that life doesn’t have to be taken too seriously. The ability to laugh at existential dread transformed my outlook, allowing me to face uncertainties with humor and resilience.
Another way the book changed me was by highlighting the importance of love — not just romantic love, but love in its many forms, including self-love, friendship, and compassion. The protagonist’s transformation was powered by love’s freeing and healing qualities, which reminded me that embracing vulnerability can be a source of strength. This inspired me to deepen my connections with others and to nurture kindness in my daily life, leading to a more joyful and fulfilling existence.
The book also challenged my understanding of storytelling itself. Chuck Tingle’s work blurs the line between reality and fiction, making me think critically about the stories I tell myself about who I am and what my life means. It pushed me to question narratives imposed by society or myself and to rewrite my own story in a way that feels true and empowering. This shift in mindset has been invaluable in helping me pursue goals that genuinely resonate with me.
Additionally, the experience of reading this book reminded me of the power of unconventional art. At first, I dismissed Chuck Tingle’s work as novelty erotica, but I soon realized it’s a form of radical expression that challenges norms and invites readers to question everything, including their assumptions about genre, sexuality, and identity. This broadened my appreciation for diverse voices and artistic experimentation, enriching my cultural perspective.
The humor embedded in Turned Gay By The Existential Dread also brought lightness to my life in unexpected ways. At times when I was overwhelmed by stress or sadness, returning to the book’s witty, absurd, and tender moments helped me find relief. It showed me that laughter can coexist with serious reflection, and that humor is a vital coping mechanism that keeps us grounded and hopeful.
Furthermore, the book helped me become more empathetic. By stepping into the shoes of a character grappling with profound self-doubt and transformation, I gained insight into the experiences of others who struggle with identity and existential questions. This deepened my capacity for compassion and patience, improving my interpersonal relationships and making me a more understanding person overall.
In conclusion, Turned Gay By The Existential Dread That I May Actually Be A Character In A Chuck Tingle Book profoundly altered my life by expanding my view of identity, existence, and love. It transformed my fear of uncertainty into a playful acceptance, encouraged me to embrace my true self, and reminded me of the healing power of humor and compassion. What seemed like an odd, niche book turned into a catalyst for growth, self-discovery, and joy, and for that, I will always be grateful.
At first, the existential dread portrayed in the book felt unsettling, as it confronted me with questions I rarely allowed myself to consider. What if I, too, were just a character in someone else’s story, with my actions scripted by forces beyond my control? This idea seemed terrifying, threatening my sense of autonomy and freedom. Yet, through Chuck Tingle’s humor and candid storytelling, I found a strange comfort in accepting uncertainty. The book taught me that embracing the unknown could lead to liberation rather than despair.
One of the most impactful lessons from the book was its exploration of fluid identity. The protagonist’s journey of “turning gay” — a metaphor for self-discovery and transformation — helped me confront my own rigid ideas about labels and sexuality. It encouraged me to see identity as a spectrum rather than fixed points. This opened me up to being more honest with myself about my feelings and attractions, fostering a newfound self-acceptance and authenticity that has greatly improved my relationships and self-esteem.
In addition to exploring identity, the book’s narrative helped me deal with anxiety around life’s unpredictability. The notion that we might be part of a larger, unknowable narrative is a concept that can either paralyze or empower us. Chuck Tingle’s playful, loving approach to this heavy theme reminded me that life doesn’t have to be taken too seriously. The ability to laugh at existential dread transformed my outlook, allowing me to face uncertainties with humor and resilience.
Another way the book changed me was by highlighting the importance of love — not just romantic love, but love in its many forms, including self-love, friendship, and compassion. The protagonist’s transformation was powered by love’s freeing and healing qualities, which reminded me that embracing vulnerability can be a source of strength. This inspired me to deepen my connections with others and to nurture kindness in my daily life, leading to a more joyful and fulfilling existence.
The book also challenged my understanding of storytelling itself. Chuck Tingle’s work blurs the line between reality and fiction, making me think critically about the stories I tell myself about who I am and what my life means. It pushed me to question narratives imposed by society or myself and to rewrite my own story in a way that feels true and empowering. This shift in mindset has been invaluable in helping me pursue goals that genuinely resonate with me.
Additionally, the experience of reading this book reminded me of the power of unconventional art. At first, I dismissed Chuck Tingle’s work as novelty erotica, but I soon realized it’s a form of radical expression that challenges norms and invites readers to question everything, including their assumptions about genre, sexuality, and identity. This broadened my appreciation for diverse voices and artistic experimentation, enriching my cultural perspective.
The humor embedded in Turned Gay By The Existential Dread also brought lightness to my life in unexpected ways. At times when I was overwhelmed by stress or sadness, returning to the book’s witty, absurd, and tender moments helped me find relief. It showed me that laughter can coexist with serious reflection, and that humor is a vital coping mechanism that keeps us grounded and hopeful.
Furthermore, the book helped me become more empathetic. By stepping into the shoes of a character grappling with profound self-doubt and transformation, I gained insight into the experiences of others who struggle with identity and existential questions. This deepened my capacity for compassion and patience, improving my interpersonal relationships and making me a more understanding person overall.
In conclusion, Turned Gay By The Existential Dread That I May Actually Be A Character In A Chuck Tingle Book profoundly altered my life by expanding my view of identity, existence, and love. It transformed my fear of uncertainty into a playful acceptance, encouraged me to embrace my true self, and reminded me of the healing power of humor and compassion. What seemed like an odd, niche book turned into a catalyst for growth, self-discovery, and joy, and for that, I will always be grateful.
September 8, 2021
I finally tear my eyes away from the giant letters that taunt me from above the lobby doorway and look to my wife. “You’re not fucking with me?”
“How would I be fucking with you?” Carries asks.
“So that I think we’re part of the Tingleverse?” I explain.
My wife cracks a huge smile. “What, you’re afraid that everything is going to turn into one giant butt?”
I suddenly realize how silly all of this is and let out a long sigh. Butt Point isn’t that strange of a name after all, and the idea that my entire existence could be nothing more than the erotic musings of a Billings madman is more than a little absurd. “You’re right,” I finally say. I put my arm around Carrie’s waist and pull her close, taking in the fresh, sea air for a moment before heading inside.
[...]
“I’m sorry,” I finally say, “I just read this book and I’m a little shaken up.”
The man checking me in nods to security, calling them off. “It’s fine, I understand,” he tells me generously.
“It’s just, everything seems so gay,” I admit.
Suddenly, a whole team of handsome young football players burst into the lobby, shouting and cheering as they slap each other on the ass with playful enthusiasm. They are all shirtless, with boyish smiles and an intoxicating, vibrant charm.
“How would I be fucking with you?” Carries asks.
“So that I think we’re part of the Tingleverse?” I explain.
My wife cracks a huge smile. “What, you’re afraid that everything is going to turn into one giant butt?”
I suddenly realize how silly all of this is and let out a long sigh. Butt Point isn’t that strange of a name after all, and the idea that my entire existence could be nothing more than the erotic musings of a Billings madman is more than a little absurd. “You’re right,” I finally say. I put my arm around Carrie’s waist and pull her close, taking in the fresh, sea air for a moment before heading inside.
[...]
“I’m sorry,” I finally say, “I just read this book and I’m a little shaken up.”
The man checking me in nods to security, calling them off. “It’s fine, I understand,” he tells me generously.
“It’s just, everything seems so gay,” I admit.
Suddenly, a whole team of handsome young football players burst into the lobby, shouting and cheering as they slap each other on the ass with playful enthusiasm. They are all shirtless, with boyish smiles and an intoxicating, vibrant charm.
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June 8, 2022I finally succumbed and read a Tingle. To be honest, I'm not sure what amused me more.....the writing of the book or the titles of his other works listed in the back.....which I cry-laughed over. There were a couple....nice-ish (?) moments....definite dread....and smut. Pretty meta overall.
I have no idea how to rate this....so I'm not gonna. What I am gonna do is most likely read more of whatever the hell this stuff is
....what the fuck did i even read, yo?....
I have no idea how to rate this....so I'm not gonna. What I am gonna do is most likely read more of whatever the hell this stuff is
....what the fuck did i even read, yo?....
October 7, 2019
Now that's the good shit i signed up for.
October 4, 2021
this changed my life
January 1, 2024
Starting the year off strong with an existential dread Tingler. What better way is there?
July 19, 2024
i hope mr. tingle gained something from this, because i didn't
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