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176 pages, Hardcover
First published November 1, 2016
Well, I am considered a so-called serious writer, the way Béla Bartók is a serious composer, and this reputation spreads . . .
This is essentially a very bad reputation . . .
I am absolutely discomforted by it.
Then again, of course I am hardly a cheery author, no storyteller; I basically detest stories.
I am a story destroyer, I am the typical story destroyer.In 1970 the film director Ferry Radax proposed to make a film based on Thomas Bernhard's novel Gargoyles, and then when Bernhard wasn't keen proposed in turn to make a profile of Bernhard based on Radax's interpretation of his work. But this didn't fit with Bernhard's "story destructor" ethos and instead Ferry simply, but very effectively, filmed Bernhard over three days sitting on a white park bench, giving his largely impromptu thoughts, albeit stimulated by some quotations from Frost which Radax had prepared and left on the bench.
In my work, at the very first sign of a story taking form, or if I catch sight of even a trace of a story, rising somewhere in the distance behind a mound of prose, I shoot it down.
The same is true of sentences - I almost want to annihilate on advance whole sentences that even possibly could develop.
If you scrutinise a white wall, you realise it isn't white at all, it isn't bare.
If you are a long time alone, if you have accustomed yourself to solitude, are schooled in solitude, you discover more and more everywhere, where for the normal person there is nothing
In the wall you discover cracks, little chinks, bumps, bugs. There is tremendous activity on the walls.
Really, the wall and the book page are perfectly alike.
Why darkness?The translation is by Laura Lindgren which gives me the perfect excuse to update my long-list of Bernhard translators.
Why always the same total darkness on my books?
In short: on my books everything is artificial - which means all figures, events, incidents play out on a stage, and the stage is totally dark ...
In darkness everything becomes clear.
"In the summer of 1970, days and days into a search that became personally utterly preposterous to find a suitable locale, I settled once and for all on a white-painted bench in a park in a suburb of Hamburg, in order, as agreed, to say before the director Ferry Radax some sentences about myself, to make statements that occurred to me coincidentally and haphazardly as I said and made them, in fact in a state of extreme irritation, as is more or less inherent to the nature of such an undertaking; they seem to me today as well, having seen the film and heard the statements made by me in the film, more or less coincidental and haphazard. I said much on the bench (and thus in the film) just so and not elsewise, although I could have said it completely another way than as it is published here with the title Three Days." (155)Here is a link to the film, if you're interested: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSHmA...