Well, this book really started off with a bang. Right from the beginning we are set in a secluded faraway hospital where the main character, Angel resides at, and within the first 20 pages or so she is under attack. For reasons unknown, these bad guys want her dead and will kill anyone and everyone who gets in the way. She finally finds someone who is on her side, Thomas, so they stick together until they can come up with a plan. I thought everything was really exciting and I was thoroughly enjoying this until I read this dreaded racist remark. Here is where it sort of went down hill from here for me.
WHAT I DIDN'T LIKE
As I was saying before that I was really enjoying the book, until the author wrote a really racist comment that was really uncalled for and should have been done in a more tasteful manner. Here is the quote from the arc at 22%.
Thomas talking to Angel
"Make me something, too. Not the beef enchiladas, though. They taste like Mexicans.
Aren't Enchiladas supposed to taste Mexican?
No, I mean they taste like actual Mexicans. Unwashed ones.
He looks at me, and his face goes red faster than a stoplight. No offense.
No offense about what?
Aren't you--I mean . . . You could be Mexican, right?
What?
You look, you know, Mexican. Or something.
Right. Or something.
Although you've got green eyes, so maybe you're Mexican and something else mixed together.
If I had eyebrows, they'd be arching at that comment. Maybe you should stop talking now.
Yes, maybe I should, before you decide that I'm some huge racist jerk and not just an awkward idiot who was trying to be funny."
Oh my gosh, you think?! If I had just met someone who made a comment to me like that, of course I'm going to think they're racist! Reading this was like a stab to the heart because it hurt, being that I'm a Mexican American myself. I felt the author did a really tactless job at portraying Mexicans rather than show a positive light on another culture. Besides, who's to say that she's Mexican anyway? There are other different Latino cultures such as Puerto Ricans, Columbians, Guatemalans, etc. Heck even some Caucasian and African American descent people can pass for brown skin, green eyes. So why does Thomas assume she's Mexican?! To me this just looks like blatant ignorance with lack of respect towards "Mexicans". Yes I get that the author might not have meant to sound rude or racist, but that quote should not have been written in the first place. I really hope the author changed this for the final book because it really took away from me enjoying the book.
After reading this I felt very disappointed because I really wanted to like this. I tried to like it to the best of my ability, but I just could not get over that comment. There were other problems I had with the book such as a questionable beginning, unanswered questions, and an anticlimactic ending. However, I did hear that there will be a sequel to this story so maybe we'll have some answers then. I would say the only thing I really liked in this book was the action scenes that Angel was in. She really was like a female Jason Bourne that had some awesome fighting tricks. I will not be buying a copy when it comes out. Other people will like this and will not care about the racist remarks, but I will not be recommending this to anyone. Especially someone of Latin descent might not like this.
**thank you to Netgalley and Egmont for allowing me to review this book in exchange for an honest review.**