I am floored. FLOORED!!! I honestly don’t know where to begin! This is one of the most compelling stories I have ever read! I can’t even decide what gripped me more, the plot, the theories, or the characters! I’ll try to separate my review into three sections:
The Characters:
Neve Knightly (1st protagonist): She is studying neuroscience, but hates it (and her professor hates her, which is hilarious!), but she is pushing through because she doesn’t really know what she wants out of life (she kind of want to be an artist). She is still recovering from losing the love of her life (Dylan) a few years back (he disappeared without a trace). So when he suddenly comes back, things get real intense, real fast! But what I loved was how their relationship was so unique. You can sense how strong their bond was (and still is), even though technically it was ripped apart when he vanished. I love how she deals with his return. You can tell she is uncertain about the right thing to do, so she lets both her mind and heart lead the way. She doesn’t do stupid things b/c of love, and she doesn’t become an annoying little girl by shutting him out in order to protect her broken heart or something lame. She is very intelligent, but also honest about being lost in life. She is trying to find her purpose, and when something tragic happens (god... I can't even talk about it...), she starts to realize that the signs have always been there. That she’d been ignoring them, and now is finally the time to face her demons head on (and man does she ever! pun intended LOL!).
One of the best female protagonists I have EVER read! She is strong-willed, but also very kind. Smart, sexy, sweet, but also very human. Her actions and reactions are all reasonable. She not once did something stupid that would make me want to drop the book, and I don’t have a tolerance for forced behavior just to drive the story forward.
Dylan Sterling (2nd protagonist and Neve’s ex): He is FASCINATING! Probably my favorite, though his best friend (Romer) is also a very strong contender! So as I said, he vanished 3 years ago, and been completely out of touch with Neve (or anyone else). But the reason isn’t what you might think! The need to know the truth was so strong I kept on flipping the pages, waiting for sections from his point of view! And it did not disappoint! All of my questions were answered like a trail of delicious little bread crumbs, and then a feast at the end (OH THE ENDING!!) There is an even bigger question raised that makes me want to scream in joy and madness because I have no idea when the next book is coming out!!!
Romer Antony (3rd protagonist and Dylan’s ex-best friend): He is solid too, and Dylan’s disappearance hugely affected him, even more than Neve. BROMANCE ALERT! And I loved every single scene he was in! His flashbacks are IN.TENSE! He is actually pretty hilarious, but really damaged. The author gave him just enough sex-appeal to be the bad boy, and even though he’s got all the right ingredients, he is just SO much more than that. The backstory (for all 3 characters) is SO RICH that you can’t just think of Romer as a romantic complication. Actually, although there are 3 lead characters, it’s kind of not a love-triangle. But it kind of is… You almost feel like the bond (broken bond) between Dylan and Romer is much stronger. Too strong for Neve to come between them, and the author shows that really well! The awkwardness is so real, and so wonderful to read!
Marcus Holt (Neve’s prof): he’s not one of the leads, but I love him, the guy is a douchebag! I keep imagining Michael C. Hall playing him for some reason lololol (keep picturing him from Kill Your Darlings)! But I just love how he doesn’t apologize for all the blunt, horrible things he says. And you kind of can’t blame him cause they’re true!
The Theories:
Brilliant. BRILLIANT! I can’t stress this enough! Have you ever watched an action movie, or a super hero movie and thought: ok, sure, lets believe it’s possible to have super powers because a spider bit you, or because you’re an alien, or because you’re cursed, or whatever… just so you can actually watch the movie and not call B.S. on everything???
Ok, well this book addresses all the things other movies/stories skip! It actually FULLY EXPLAINS supernatural abilities! I have never ever thought this was possible, but after a section in the book (where things are explained), I actually had to put the book down and think about what I’ve just read. I was FLOORED. For a moment, I actually wondered if there could be some truth to these theories!!!??? What if it’s not just fiction? I started to think back to my own memories, dreams, and was all: HOLY SH**! I can’t say what the theories are, but they make so much sense! They are so intricate and well-explained. I’ve seen less ‘world-building’ in some fantasy books. This story is placed in current times, but the ‘system’ of the theories was so rich, I feel like I could actually believe them.
The PLOT!
Page turner! Fast-paced as hell, and the action scenes are so cinematic! The way things were described, I wouldn’t just see them like I’m watching a movie though, it was like it’s happening to me! I think the author used the points of view so creatively! It was unlike anything else I’ve read. The events that happened were so clever and unique, and I can’t get the pictures out of my head. There was definitely a bit of violence, but no sexuality besides romantic kissing, but it was intense. The tension starts out right away between both Neve and Dylan, and Neve and Romer, and it keeps on getting more and more overbreaing, and you just have NO IDEA which pairing to root for! I think I’m ‘Team Dromer’, cause I honestly love their friendship. It’s destroyed by what happened three years ago, but it’s on the mend, and it’s so beautiful to watch.
Also, the WRITING!
This is apparently a debut novel, but I didn’t believe it. So I read the biography of the author and apparently she ACTUALLY studied NEUROSCIENCE! So that didn’t surprise me so much then. She is an amazing story-teller, and I cannot wait for the next books!
I feel so honoured to have been asked to review this book. Although I already have the ARC (she emailed it to me in exchange for an honest review), I can’t wait to buy a physical copy. And the cover is STUNNING!!