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Free of Malice
Laura Holland awakes in the middle of the night to see a stranger standing in her bedroom doorway. She manages to defend herself from the would-be rapist, though he threatens to return as he retreats. Traumatized with recurring nightmares, Laura seeks therapy and is exposed to a unique treatment called EMDR. She also seeks self-protection— buying a gun against the wishes of her husband. When Laura learns she could have gone to prison had she shot her fleeing assailant, she decides to write a hypothetical legal case using the details of that night. She enlists the help of criminal defense lawyer, Thomas Bennett, who proves to be well versed in the justice system but has an uncanny resemblance to her attacker. As the two work together to develop the story, Laura’s discomfort escalates particularly when Thomas seems to know more about that night than he should. Reality and fiction soon merge as her real life drama begins to mirror the fiction she’s trying to create.
276 pages, ebook
First published February 18, 2016
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Liz Lazarus
3 books249 followersLIZ LAZARUS is an engineer by education, a consultant & business owner from experience and an author given her passion to tell stories.
Her first novel is loosely based on a personal experience and a series of ‘what if’ questions. FREE OF MALICE traces the after effects of a foiled attack; a woman healing, and grappling with the legal system to acknowledge her right to self-defense.
PLEA FOR JUSTICE depicts the journey of a paralegal striving to reveal the truth about her estranged friend’s incarceration, and leading her on a parallel path of self-discovery.
SHADES OF SILENCE showcases the resilience of a woman faced with devastating loss, the unexpected friendship forged from tragedy and the recurring societal themes that confront every generation.
Some of Liz's favorites: red wine, dark chocolate, spin class (to compensate for items 1 & 2), great music, a cozy bath robe, cats and Saturday mornings!
Her first novel is loosely based on a personal experience and a series of ‘what if’ questions. FREE OF MALICE traces the after effects of a foiled attack; a woman healing, and grappling with the legal system to acknowledge her right to self-defense.
PLEA FOR JUSTICE depicts the journey of a paralegal striving to reveal the truth about her estranged friend’s incarceration, and leading her on a parallel path of self-discovery.
SHADES OF SILENCE showcases the resilience of a woman faced with devastating loss, the unexpected friendship forged from tragedy and the recurring societal themes that confront every generation.
Some of Liz's favorites: red wine, dark chocolate, spin class (to compensate for items 1 & 2), great music, a cozy bath robe, cats and Saturday mornings!
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February 23, 2016
Many thanks to Netgalley and author Liz Lazarus for providing my digital copy in exchange for a fair and honest review.
Wow, this is a debut?! So impressed. This might be one of my favorite reads of 2016 yet. Its a thriller on steroids and I flew through to the end and wishing I had savored it a bit more. ***Good book withdrawals***
The premise for this story is that Laura has been through a horrifying trauma so tragic she's having trouble moving on and coping. She finds a form of healing in a therapeutic sense; she goes to a lawyer to help her write a hypothetical case of "what if". Had she shot her attacker, would it be considered murder or self defense? As the story goes on, Laura begins to grow more and more untrusting of all the men surrounding her. Her attacker was never caught; what if he comes back and the nightmare isn't over?
To say I loved this book would be an understatement. It was short but well written. The characters were developed nicely and relatable. Overall, highly recommended to everyone! I think we have a new author to watch out for!
Wow, this is a debut?! So impressed. This might be one of my favorite reads of 2016 yet. Its a thriller on steroids and I flew through to the end and wishing I had savored it a bit more. ***Good book withdrawals***
The premise for this story is that Laura has been through a horrifying trauma so tragic she's having trouble moving on and coping. She finds a form of healing in a therapeutic sense; she goes to a lawyer to help her write a hypothetical case of "what if". Had she shot her attacker, would it be considered murder or self defense? As the story goes on, Laura begins to grow more and more untrusting of all the men surrounding her. Her attacker was never caught; what if he comes back and the nightmare isn't over?
To say I loved this book would be an understatement. It was short but well written. The characters were developed nicely and relatable. Overall, highly recommended to everyone! I think we have a new author to watch out for!
February 9, 2016
Received ARC from author in exchange for review.
Wow! For a first time author this book rocked. The characters were well developed and likable.
Laura, the main character has been through a horrific trauma in which she is left emotionally scarred. In Laura's own way to heal she starts going to a lawyer to make a hypothetical case that she can write about her attack where she shoots her attacker. Is it self defense or murder? How can is be murder when the person she hypothetically shot was trying to harm her? Throughout her meetings with Thomas the lawyer helping her, she begins to feel uneasy and suspecting of the men in her life. Who was her attacker and will he come back to finish the job?
With a wide array of characters and a plot that will leave you wondering how you didn't see who the murderer was, you will so enjoy this book!!!!
I highly recommend all of you read this when it debuts in February! Great book, Liz! I'm a huge fan! You rock! Can't wait to read your next book!
Wow! For a first time author this book rocked. The characters were well developed and likable.
Laura, the main character has been through a horrific trauma in which she is left emotionally scarred. In Laura's own way to heal she starts going to a lawyer to make a hypothetical case that she can write about her attack where she shoots her attacker. Is it self defense or murder? How can is be murder when the person she hypothetically shot was trying to harm her? Throughout her meetings with Thomas the lawyer helping her, she begins to feel uneasy and suspecting of the men in her life. Who was her attacker and will he come back to finish the job?
With a wide array of characters and a plot that will leave you wondering how you didn't see who the murderer was, you will so enjoy this book!!!!
I highly recommend all of you read this when it debuts in February! Great book, Liz! I'm a huge fan! You rock! Can't wait to read your next book!
March 19, 2016
I received a copy of Free of Malice by Liz Lazarus through NetGalley and Liz Lazarus. Thank you to both for the opportunity.
A nightmare.....a gripping, suffocating nightmare that presses your bones into the bed and silences the escalating scream in the halls of your throat.
This is the nightly visitor that frequents the mind of Laura Holland. Laura was attacked in her home in the middle of the night by a man who attempted to rape her. Although his ugly intent was not fulfilled, he spat out the words: "You win for now, but don't you forget Sweet Sam."
Laura's husband, Chris, returns from his trip to find his wife shaken to the core. No amount of reassurance on his part can calm her. He suggests that Laura seeks counseling to finally break free of the vicious nightmares and the internal trauma of the attack. In addition, Laura visits an attorney to investigate her rights as a victim of attempted rape. As a journalist, Laura sets out to use her skills to write a hypothetical legal case in regard to the attack.
Now here's where this book separates itself from the many, many others that involve rape/attempted rape. As a human entity, whether a female soul, male soul, or another soul: how truly "safe" are you after an encounter such as this? What are your impressions of your legal rights? What means can you choose to "protect" yourself within the law?
Liz Lazarus has wrapped her arms around this dilemma and won't let go. This is such a smart read with Liz' artistic talent of implementing her main character of Laura to unravel the threads of copious complications. Nothing can be side-stepped. This is real life happening before us through Laura. The horrifying realization of a return visit from the rapist is a reality that haunts and immobilizes the victim. Or does it?
I applaud Liz Lazarus in her debut book and know that we will all be looking forward to what this talented author will present in her next offering. Bravo, Liz!
A nightmare.....a gripping, suffocating nightmare that presses your bones into the bed and silences the escalating scream in the halls of your throat.
This is the nightly visitor that frequents the mind of Laura Holland. Laura was attacked in her home in the middle of the night by a man who attempted to rape her. Although his ugly intent was not fulfilled, he spat out the words: "You win for now, but don't you forget Sweet Sam."
Laura's husband, Chris, returns from his trip to find his wife shaken to the core. No amount of reassurance on his part can calm her. He suggests that Laura seeks counseling to finally break free of the vicious nightmares and the internal trauma of the attack. In addition, Laura visits an attorney to investigate her rights as a victim of attempted rape. As a journalist, Laura sets out to use her skills to write a hypothetical legal case in regard to the attack.
Now here's where this book separates itself from the many, many others that involve rape/attempted rape. As a human entity, whether a female soul, male soul, or another soul: how truly "safe" are you after an encounter such as this? What are your impressions of your legal rights? What means can you choose to "protect" yourself within the law?
Liz Lazarus has wrapped her arms around this dilemma and won't let go. This is such a smart read with Liz' artistic talent of implementing her main character of Laura to unravel the threads of copious complications. Nothing can be side-stepped. This is real life happening before us through Laura. The horrifying realization of a return visit from the rapist is a reality that haunts and immobilizes the victim. Or does it?
I applaud Liz Lazarus in her debut book and know that we will all be looking forward to what this talented author will present in her next offering. Bravo, Liz!
February 18, 2016
I was given an ARC edition by the author Liz Lazarus- a GR friend of mine- in exchange for an honest review.
I give this book 4.5 stars because it was a thriller in every sense of the word, and those who know me here on GR know that I do not usually read thrillers. Liz introduces us to Laura Holland, our 30 year old protagonist. Laura is a journalist who is happily married to her college sweetheart Chris and living the suburban life many dream of when one night when Chris is away on business, a man breaks into their home and attempts rape. Laura manages to fend off her attacker but is haunted from the incident going forward.
The majority of the book focuses on how Laura, Chris, and their circle of friends cope with the incident. Laura, at Chris' urging, seeks counseling from therapist Barbara Cole and they develop a trusting relationship. Additionally, Laura feels the need to take classes in order to receive her concealed carry license for security purposes in case the would be attacker returns. Although meant to provide a sense of protection, the gun puts extra strain on the Holland's marriage because Chris is opposed to Laura having a gun in the house.
Covering all of her bases, Laura decides to write an exposé story of what would have happened to her had she shot her attacker in self-defense. She seeks the legal counsel of Thomas Bennett and gives him a by-line in the story. Their relationship develops and becomes a key part of the second half of the book.
The rest of the book reads quickly as any good thriller would. Here it is hard to believe that Lazarus is a first time author because of the story, wording, and pace of story. I found myself on edge and rooting for Laura and read the second two thirds of the book quickly. I am not going to give anything away but definitely recommend this book to anyone who enjoys thrillers and to anyone who enjoys a well written book for a change of pace. This has opened me up to a new genre that I don't normally read, so I will be looking forward to reading more thrillers and hopefully more of Lazarus' exciting books in the future.
I give this book 4.5 stars because it was a thriller in every sense of the word, and those who know me here on GR know that I do not usually read thrillers. Liz introduces us to Laura Holland, our 30 year old protagonist. Laura is a journalist who is happily married to her college sweetheart Chris and living the suburban life many dream of when one night when Chris is away on business, a man breaks into their home and attempts rape. Laura manages to fend off her attacker but is haunted from the incident going forward.
The majority of the book focuses on how Laura, Chris, and their circle of friends cope with the incident. Laura, at Chris' urging, seeks counseling from therapist Barbara Cole and they develop a trusting relationship. Additionally, Laura feels the need to take classes in order to receive her concealed carry license for security purposes in case the would be attacker returns. Although meant to provide a sense of protection, the gun puts extra strain on the Holland's marriage because Chris is opposed to Laura having a gun in the house.
Covering all of her bases, Laura decides to write an exposé story of what would have happened to her had she shot her attacker in self-defense. She seeks the legal counsel of Thomas Bennett and gives him a by-line in the story. Their relationship develops and becomes a key part of the second half of the book.
The rest of the book reads quickly as any good thriller would. Here it is hard to believe that Lazarus is a first time author because of the story, wording, and pace of story. I found myself on edge and rooting for Laura and read the second two thirds of the book quickly. I am not going to give anything away but definitely recommend this book to anyone who enjoys thrillers and to anyone who enjoys a well written book for a change of pace. This has opened me up to a new genre that I don't normally read, so I will be looking forward to reading more thrillers and hopefully more of Lazarus' exciting books in the future.
February 21, 2016
I can't believe this is a debut novel!
Really well written mystery/suspense with strong characters and a unique plot.
Laura Holland is attacked in her home one night while her husband is out of town. She was able to fight and scare her attacker off, but he ran away with this warning-'You win for now, but don't forget about sweet Sam.'
When her nightmares and fears continue to affect her quality of life, she seeks out the help of a therapist for some relief. It's here that the plot becomes rather unique...
In treatment, she questions how she will ever feel safe knowing he threatened to come back, so she purchases a gun, against the advice of her therapist. After discussions on if she were to use it against her attacker, the line between self defense and vigilantism became very gray.
With the help of a defense attorney, Laura sets out to write her story, but with a different ending. Would she be found innocent or guilty?
The research done for this part of the plot is exceptional. I learned so much about our legal system and the way lawyers have to work the system on behalf of their clients. It's mind blowing how much manipulation of the truth is bent to get a certain result from both sides of the courtroom!
While this is all playing out, Laura is still fighting with her demons and fears. Her paranoia is off the charts and she wonders if the very people trying to help her are the ones that she has much to fear from.
This is a quick read under 200 pages, but it felt like it was much longer. Some sections were a bit over done and could have been streamlined, but I still found it all fascinating. The last 50 pages will really get your blood pumping!
Liz Lazarus is definitely one to watch and I look forward to seeing what she comes up with next!
ARC provided by NetGalley
Really well written mystery/suspense with strong characters and a unique plot.
Laura Holland is attacked in her home one night while her husband is out of town. She was able to fight and scare her attacker off, but he ran away with this warning-'You win for now, but don't forget about sweet Sam.'
When her nightmares and fears continue to affect her quality of life, she seeks out the help of a therapist for some relief. It's here that the plot becomes rather unique...
In treatment, she questions how she will ever feel safe knowing he threatened to come back, so she purchases a gun, against the advice of her therapist. After discussions on if she were to use it against her attacker, the line between self defense and vigilantism became very gray.
With the help of a defense attorney, Laura sets out to write her story, but with a different ending. Would she be found innocent or guilty?
The research done for this part of the plot is exceptional. I learned so much about our legal system and the way lawyers have to work the system on behalf of their clients. It's mind blowing how much manipulation of the truth is bent to get a certain result from both sides of the courtroom!
While this is all playing out, Laura is still fighting with her demons and fears. Her paranoia is off the charts and she wonders if the very people trying to help her are the ones that she has much to fear from.
This is a quick read under 200 pages, but it felt like it was much longer. Some sections were a bit over done and could have been streamlined, but I still found it all fascinating. The last 50 pages will really get your blood pumping!
Liz Lazarus is definitely one to watch and I look forward to seeing what she comes up with next!
ARC provided by NetGalley
October 27, 2017
I received Free of Malice from Liz Lazarus and it was an awesome read 4 a first timer.
March 6, 2016
Free of Malice by Liz Lazarus is a debut thriller that is intriguing and hard to put down. Written in the first person; the storyteller’s feelings and fears are very much front and center and play into all of our fears as women at one time or another in our lives.
Laura Holland is a freelance journalist attacked in her home, at night while her husband is away on business. The would-be rapist retreats as Laura screams and fights, but he tells her he will be back. Laura, at the urging of her husband, tries therapy and then turns her experience into work, writing about what would happen if she had killed her attacker with the help of criminal defense attorney, Thomas Bennett. As the two work together, Laura still has the feeling of being watched and threatened. All the men are suspect until the climax, which was a surprise.
I feel Laura was very realistically portrayed and the other characters were well developed. All the legal ramifications were intriguing to learn and show facts can be spun differently by the prosecution and defense in a court of law. Definitely an author to watch.
Thank you to the author, Liz Lazarus and Net Galley for the free ARC of this ebook in exchange for an honest review.
Laura Holland is a freelance journalist attacked in her home, at night while her husband is away on business. The would-be rapist retreats as Laura screams and fights, but he tells her he will be back. Laura, at the urging of her husband, tries therapy and then turns her experience into work, writing about what would happen if she had killed her attacker with the help of criminal defense attorney, Thomas Bennett. As the two work together, Laura still has the feeling of being watched and threatened. All the men are suspect until the climax, which was a surprise.
I feel Laura was very realistically portrayed and the other characters were well developed. All the legal ramifications were intriguing to learn and show facts can be spun differently by the prosecution and defense in a court of law. Definitely an author to watch.
Thank you to the author, Liz Lazarus and Net Galley for the free ARC of this ebook in exchange for an honest review.
March 3, 2016
Sincere thanks to the author for my free copy, I’m always thrilled to be offered a copy for a review. This is a privilege, so my thanks for sending it to me, Liz!
This was a thoroughly researched thriller that also serves as this author’s debut, and what is very interesting is that the author has based the premise of the novel upon her real life experience. This is evident as she has really gotten to the core of an absolutely scared woman, who has survived a near rape. The way in which Liz Lazarus has tapped into the mind of a troubled survivor is impeccable.
Laura is a strong woman, she’s a journalist so it’s in her nature to find out more. What would have happened if she shot her would be rapist as he ran away? She stumbles into a defense lawyer while reluctantly seeking therapy to deal with her scattered emotions after the attack, she’s not coping and is scared to be alone at home, her life isn’t at all back to normal.
Thomas is the man for the job and so begins a ‘mock’ trial if you will, detailed preparation in a case that won’t proceed, if only in the offices of this attorney. Red herrings and splatterings of clues abound, we are not sure what to believe as Laura is all over the place with her emotions. One quirky offering to this novel are the notations taken by Laura’s therapist, this is a great way of drawing us into the therapist’s thoughts. I liked this a lot.
On reflection and letting the book settle in my mind and since finishing the book 24 hours ago, I have decided to round this up from 3.5 stars to 4. This is a thriller with a difference, and whilst I wasn’t sitting on the edge of my seat, it was laid out to us in a different way, meandering here and there, and that’s not a bad thing. It’s just my anxious impatience that does me in sometimes!
This was a thoroughly researched thriller that also serves as this author’s debut, and what is very interesting is that the author has based the premise of the novel upon her real life experience. This is evident as she has really gotten to the core of an absolutely scared woman, who has survived a near rape. The way in which Liz Lazarus has tapped into the mind of a troubled survivor is impeccable.
Laura is a strong woman, she’s a journalist so it’s in her nature to find out more. What would have happened if she shot her would be rapist as he ran away? She stumbles into a defense lawyer while reluctantly seeking therapy to deal with her scattered emotions after the attack, she’s not coping and is scared to be alone at home, her life isn’t at all back to normal.
Thomas is the man for the job and so begins a ‘mock’ trial if you will, detailed preparation in a case that won’t proceed, if only in the offices of this attorney. Red herrings and splatterings of clues abound, we are not sure what to believe as Laura is all over the place with her emotions. One quirky offering to this novel are the notations taken by Laura’s therapist, this is a great way of drawing us into the therapist’s thoughts. I liked this a lot.
On reflection and letting the book settle in my mind and since finishing the book 24 hours ago, I have decided to round this up from 3.5 stars to 4. This is a thriller with a difference, and whilst I wasn’t sitting on the edge of my seat, it was laid out to us in a different way, meandering here and there, and that’s not a bad thing. It’s just my anxious impatience that does me in sometimes!
June 29, 2016
FREE OF MALICE by Liz Lazarus is a debut psychological legal thriller that was a pleasure to read. It is a gripping story about a woman who was attacked, and fought her perpetrator from being raped while she was sleeping in her bedroom having been left alone while her husband was away on business. This novel is written in the first person, and shows the aftereffects of this thwarted attack; the residual panic feeling of being always watched and dealing with the fears of this trauma…that he is coming back to get her!
Laura Holland a freelance journalist living in Atlanta, Georgia had been suffering from recurring nightmares, and her husband, Chris, a medical sales engineer, doesn’t know what to do to make his wife feel safe again. He makes an appointment for Laura to see, a psychologist, Barbara Cole, and she agrees to go for therapy.
It was through her therapist that Laura was introduced to Barbara’s good friend and colleague, Thomas Bennett, a criminal defense attorney. Laura decides to write an article on self-defense and in particular, what would have happened if she had killed her attacker…what would the legal ramifications be? For this assignment, Laura convinces Thomas to act as a consultant, and explain the laws of self-defense. I found it very interesting and educating to learn more details about the legal process.
“I still have this vivid picture of him running away. I could see a red circle on the back of his T-shirt. It was like a bull’s eye that I wish I could have shot.”
But Laura still feels that she is being watched! Who can she trust!
I really felt for Laura for what she had gone through. This was a well-written debut novel with well-developed characters.
Thank you to the author, Liz Lazarus and Net Galley for the free ARC of this ebook in exchange for an honest review.
Laura Holland a freelance journalist living in Atlanta, Georgia had been suffering from recurring nightmares, and her husband, Chris, a medical sales engineer, doesn’t know what to do to make his wife feel safe again. He makes an appointment for Laura to see, a psychologist, Barbara Cole, and she agrees to go for therapy.
It was through her therapist that Laura was introduced to Barbara’s good friend and colleague, Thomas Bennett, a criminal defense attorney. Laura decides to write an article on self-defense and in particular, what would have happened if she had killed her attacker…what would the legal ramifications be? For this assignment, Laura convinces Thomas to act as a consultant, and explain the laws of self-defense. I found it very interesting and educating to learn more details about the legal process.
“I still have this vivid picture of him running away. I could see a red circle on the back of his T-shirt. It was like a bull’s eye that I wish I could have shot.”
But Laura still feels that she is being watched! Who can she trust!
I really felt for Laura for what she had gone through. This was a well-written debut novel with well-developed characters.
Thank you to the author, Liz Lazarus and Net Galley for the free ARC of this ebook in exchange for an honest review.
March 27, 2016
This was a very original premise for a suspense novel. The main character, journalist Laura Holland is home alone while her husband is away on business. Asleep in bed she is woken suddenly by her bolted bedroom door being shattered open to reveal a huge shadow of a man standing there. Although he attacks her viciously Laura is able to scream and fight him off and he flees but chillingly promises to be back one day. Unable to cope with the nightmares and fear of being alone that comes after the attack Laura starts to see a psychotherapist but she also wonders whether she should buy a gun for protection. As a journalist she wonders what the legal ramifications would have been if she had had a gun and shot her attacker and decides this would be a good article to write for a magazine. She enlists the help of Thomas, a criminal lawyer to help walk her through all the steps involved in the US court system in a hypothetical arrest and trial of a woman shooting an attacker as he flees the scene.
The author states that this novel is based on a similar attack on her and she has does a lot of research to find out about how to buy and fire a gun and on the possible outcomes of a trial where a jury must decide if the attacked victim was using the gun in self defence or revenge. She writes very well and her characters are complex and interesting. She really makes us understand how terrifying it was for Laura to go through the trauma of the attack and the ongoing fear and nightmares that she suffered afterwards. Although not strictly a thriller, the end is very suspenseful and works well as a climax to the novel. All in all this is a very assured debut novel and I hope the author will write many more.
With thanks to the author Liz Lazurus and Netgalley for an e-copy to read and review
The author states that this novel is based on a similar attack on her and she has does a lot of research to find out about how to buy and fire a gun and on the possible outcomes of a trial where a jury must decide if the attacked victim was using the gun in self defence or revenge. She writes very well and her characters are complex and interesting. She really makes us understand how terrifying it was for Laura to go through the trauma of the attack and the ongoing fear and nightmares that she suffered afterwards. Although not strictly a thriller, the end is very suspenseful and works well as a climax to the novel. All in all this is a very assured debut novel and I hope the author will write many more.
With thanks to the author Liz Lazurus and Netgalley for an e-copy to read and review
March 18, 2016
4.5★s
Laura Holland was home alone with her husband Chris away for work – it had never bothered her before but the uneasy sensation she was feeling at bedtime was enough to cause her to slide the flimsy lock at her bedroom door for the first time since they had been living there. The crashing noise of the door opening startled her to wakefulness – her terror at a stranger in the darkness was completely overwhelming. Though she managed to fight him off, her injuries and the recurring nightmares wouldn’t leave her. The effect it was having on her life and their marriage was such that it eventually moved Laura to see a psychologist for help…
Laura was a journalist and the thought was strong within her to write about her experience, but in a hypothetical way – she wanted to find out what would happen to her if she had shot and killed her attacker. She sought the help of criminal defence lawyer Thomas Bennett, who worked in the same building as her therapist. As the story came together, Laura couldn’t lose the feeling that something was wrong. Was she just overly paranoid or was she really in danger? And would the fact that she purchased a gun against the express wishes of her husband help her – or make things a whole lot worse?
Free of Malice by Liz Lazarus is a gripping and intense psychological thriller that had me racing to the end, unable to put it down. A fascinating plot with the inclusion of the hypothetical court scenario, I enjoyed the intrigue very much. Highly recommended.
With thanks to the author via NetGalley for this copy to read in exchange for my honest review.
Laura Holland was home alone with her husband Chris away for work – it had never bothered her before but the uneasy sensation she was feeling at bedtime was enough to cause her to slide the flimsy lock at her bedroom door for the first time since they had been living there. The crashing noise of the door opening startled her to wakefulness – her terror at a stranger in the darkness was completely overwhelming. Though she managed to fight him off, her injuries and the recurring nightmares wouldn’t leave her. The effect it was having on her life and their marriage was such that it eventually moved Laura to see a psychologist for help…
Laura was a journalist and the thought was strong within her to write about her experience, but in a hypothetical way – she wanted to find out what would happen to her if she had shot and killed her attacker. She sought the help of criminal defence lawyer Thomas Bennett, who worked in the same building as her therapist. As the story came together, Laura couldn’t lose the feeling that something was wrong. Was she just overly paranoid or was she really in danger? And would the fact that she purchased a gun against the express wishes of her husband help her – or make things a whole lot worse?
Free of Malice by Liz Lazarus is a gripping and intense psychological thriller that had me racing to the end, unable to put it down. A fascinating plot with the inclusion of the hypothetical court scenario, I enjoyed the intrigue very much. Highly recommended.
With thanks to the author via NetGalley for this copy to read in exchange for my honest review.
February 8, 2016
Laura Holland lives through a woman's worst nightmare. She awakes one night to see a strange man in her bedroom. She manages to fight him off but he swears to return.
Suffering gut-wrenching nightmares, afraid to leave her house, afraid to enter her house, her husband talks her into counseling. Chris is also having to deal with some guilt because he was out of town for a business meeting... or was he?
The counseling helps, but then Laura buys a gun. She never wants to be unprotected again ... especially as she fears the almost-rapist returning.
As a journalist, she begins putting a story together ... trying to turn a negative into a positive. She goes to Thomas Bennett, criminal defense lawyer, who walks her through the entire legal process looking at different outcomes. What would have happened if she had followed the stranger and shot him in the street? Would she have been charged with murder?
Laura's nightmares return and she suspects her husband of trying to have her killed ... the friendly next door neighbor acts suspicious ... and the lawyer resembles her attacker and knows more than he should about what happened that night. Who can she trust?
The story line is very good. Coming from a law enforcement family, I really got into the details of what the repercussions could potentially be. The author takes us from when the attack happens all the way through jury selection, should the woman be charged with murder, not self defense. It's obvious the author did her homework. I applaud the way she made the facts interesting to read in words any layman can understand.
I liked the characters ... they all seem to have layers. Laura is a strong woman ..stronger than she believes herself to be. Chris is mysterious in myriad ways. I liked him, and then I didn't. I trusted what he said, and then I didn't. The next-door neighbor seems so friendly and so protective of Laura, I wondered what his motive was.
And then there's Thomas ... willing to give of his time and expertise pro bono. He seems so secretive about his life. And every so often I could see in my mind's eye how he seemed to almost enjoy Laura's discomfort.
The book was well-written, kept me rapidly turning pages. This is the author's debut novel .. and it's a doozy! She's one to watch for!
Many thanks to the author who furnished an ARC in exchange for an honest, unbiased review.
Suffering gut-wrenching nightmares, afraid to leave her house, afraid to enter her house, her husband talks her into counseling. Chris is also having to deal with some guilt because he was out of town for a business meeting... or was he?
The counseling helps, but then Laura buys a gun. She never wants to be unprotected again ... especially as she fears the almost-rapist returning.
As a journalist, she begins putting a story together ... trying to turn a negative into a positive. She goes to Thomas Bennett, criminal defense lawyer, who walks her through the entire legal process looking at different outcomes. What would have happened if she had followed the stranger and shot him in the street? Would she have been charged with murder?
Laura's nightmares return and she suspects her husband of trying to have her killed ... the friendly next door neighbor acts suspicious ... and the lawyer resembles her attacker and knows more than he should about what happened that night. Who can she trust?
The story line is very good. Coming from a law enforcement family, I really got into the details of what the repercussions could potentially be. The author takes us from when the attack happens all the way through jury selection, should the woman be charged with murder, not self defense. It's obvious the author did her homework. I applaud the way she made the facts interesting to read in words any layman can understand.
I liked the characters ... they all seem to have layers. Laura is a strong woman ..stronger than she believes herself to be. Chris is mysterious in myriad ways. I liked him, and then I didn't. I trusted what he said, and then I didn't. The next-door neighbor seems so friendly and so protective of Laura, I wondered what his motive was.
And then there's Thomas ... willing to give of his time and expertise pro bono. He seems so secretive about his life. And every so often I could see in my mind's eye how he seemed to almost enjoy Laura's discomfort.
The book was well-written, kept me rapidly turning pages. This is the author's debut novel .. and it's a doozy! She's one to watch for!
Many thanks to the author who furnished an ARC in exchange for an honest, unbiased review.
February 23, 2016
No one knows how they will be affected after a home invasion and attempted rape. Your personal space has been violated; the sanctity of the safety you feel in your home has been shredded. Laura could not get over the attack, and the attacker had promised to return, the once confident woman was afraid of every sound, every shadow as she slowly imploded on herself. After therapy, the endless support of her husband and a neighbor, she went as far as buying a gun, which brought up a myriad of questions in the freelance reporter’s mind.
Would it be possible to exorcise her demons through investigating every angle of the attack through the eyes of law enforcement as well as a criminal defense attorney? Step by painful step, she creates the perfect defense, but is it therapy or just another dark tunnel she is falling into? Do her “experts” know more about her actual attack than they should? How can she become suspicious of every man around her? Why does everyone remind her of the attacker she barely saw? The greatest unknown is will the attacker follow through on his threat to return? What if he does? What will Laura do? Who will it be? Has he been tracking her all along under the guise of friendship or is he a total stranger? Her mind reels, her fear has become paranoia, even her nightmares bring screaming hysteria as she waits and waits…
Free of Malice by Liz Lazarus is more than edge of your seat suspense. Your nerves will fray, you will want Laura to move on, but unless you have lived the heinous nightmare, how can we know this isn’t the perfect portrayal of a woman shattered? Fascinating legal ramifications are explored as well as the legal process itself. Feel the tension, the grit and watch as one woman fights to regain her former self with the powerful writing of Liz Lazarus.
I received a review copy from Mitchell Cove Publishing in exchange for my honest review.
Publisher: Mitchell Cove Publishing LLC
Publication Date: February 18, 2016
ISBN: 9780990937401
Genre: Suspense
Print Length: 276 pages
Available from: Amazon
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Would it be possible to exorcise her demons through investigating every angle of the attack through the eyes of law enforcement as well as a criminal defense attorney? Step by painful step, she creates the perfect defense, but is it therapy or just another dark tunnel she is falling into? Do her “experts” know more about her actual attack than they should? How can she become suspicious of every man around her? Why does everyone remind her of the attacker she barely saw? The greatest unknown is will the attacker follow through on his threat to return? What if he does? What will Laura do? Who will it be? Has he been tracking her all along under the guise of friendship or is he a total stranger? Her mind reels, her fear has become paranoia, even her nightmares bring screaming hysteria as she waits and waits…
Free of Malice by Liz Lazarus is more than edge of your seat suspense. Your nerves will fray, you will want Laura to move on, but unless you have lived the heinous nightmare, how can we know this isn’t the perfect portrayal of a woman shattered? Fascinating legal ramifications are explored as well as the legal process itself. Feel the tension, the grit and watch as one woman fights to regain her former self with the powerful writing of Liz Lazarus.
I received a review copy from Mitchell Cove Publishing in exchange for my honest review.
Publisher: Mitchell Cove Publishing LLC
Publication Date: February 18, 2016
ISBN: 9780990937401
Genre: Suspense
Print Length: 276 pages
Available from: Amazon
For Reviews & More: http://tometender.blogspot.com
April 4, 2016
Is wanting to stop an attacker the same as defending yourself? Where does self-defense end and revenge begin? How do you know whether one acted free of malice and in good faith, i.e. avoiding any more force than one had to? These are just some of the questions raised in Liz Larus's debut novel. Based on the author's real-life experience of being attacked by a stranger in her home, this Atlanta-centered story follows six months in the life of Laura and her remarkable approach to deal with the attack. Initially reluctant to do so, Laura undergoes psychotherapy to overcome PTSD with a therapist who uses the Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing technique (EMDR) which helps people to ease the unsolicited recollections of traumatic events. I found this was really interesting to read about. With the aid of Thomas, a defense attorney, Laura also starts to write a hypothetical legal case on the basis of what would have happened if she had actually shot her attacker.
Laura's first-person narration allows you to enter her mind and go through all the varying emotions with her. This was so well-written and cleverly constructed, it never felt like a debut novel. I actually thought I knew where this was going and who was behind the attack, but it turned out I was utterly clueless. Not only was Free of Malice exceptionally entertaining, it was also incredibly informative. I learned a lot about the criminal defense system and about gun ownership. I found the part about jury selection particularly fascinating. If that wasn't enough, this also raised some powerful questions about race. Definitely an author to watch out for in the future!
Great blend of suspenseful, mysterious psychological thriller and educational legal thriller. Highly recommended!
I received a copy via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
Laura's first-person narration allows you to enter her mind and go through all the varying emotions with her. This was so well-written and cleverly constructed, it never felt like a debut novel. I actually thought I knew where this was going and who was behind the attack, but it turned out I was utterly clueless. Not only was Free of Malice exceptionally entertaining, it was also incredibly informative. I learned a lot about the criminal defense system and about gun ownership. I found the part about jury selection particularly fascinating. If that wasn't enough, this also raised some powerful questions about race. Definitely an author to watch out for in the future!
Great blend of suspenseful, mysterious psychological thriller and educational legal thriller. Highly recommended!
I received a copy via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
March 14, 2016
Free of Malice is a debut novel by Liz Lazarus. I received an ARC edition from the author in exchange for an honest review.
The premise for the story is that Laura, the protagonist, has been attacked in her home and the intruder has escaped. She finds herself wishing she had had a gun so that she could have shot him as he was leaving. Learning that she may not have gotten away with the murder (or it being a open and shut case), she finds herself seeking the help of an attorney to get his opinion on the situation. Discovering that it would not be as simple as 'self-defense' (no surprise here....I would have found her guilty myself since he was leaving and outside her home) she decides to write a story about it, as she is a journalist, and together they go through a hypothetical 'trial'. She is also seeking help from a therapist to help her deal with the post traumatic stress of the event.
While I found all of the information very interesting, I didn't find this book to be a 'thriller', as it was described. The author has clearly done some excellent research, and that is basically what we have here - her researched findings on gun laws, victim rights, EMDR for PTSD, etc. The first 3/4 of the book covers these findings, with only the last 1/4 being the only thriller part of the book. I wasn't crazy over the ending, as it was a bit too tidy...but can't say more without spoiling it.
With all this said, it still was not a bad book - it's actually very informative - just not the thriller I was expecting. I hope it doesn't urge everyone to run out and buy a gun to protect themselves and take the law into their own hands.
The premise for the story is that Laura, the protagonist, has been attacked in her home and the intruder has escaped. She finds herself wishing she had had a gun so that she could have shot him as he was leaving. Learning that she may not have gotten away with the murder (or it being a open and shut case), she finds herself seeking the help of an attorney to get his opinion on the situation. Discovering that it would not be as simple as 'self-defense' (no surprise here....I would have found her guilty myself since he was leaving and outside her home) she decides to write a story about it, as she is a journalist, and together they go through a hypothetical 'trial'. She is also seeking help from a therapist to help her deal with the post traumatic stress of the event.
While I found all of the information very interesting, I didn't find this book to be a 'thriller', as it was described. The author has clearly done some excellent research, and that is basically what we have here - her researched findings on gun laws, victim rights, EMDR for PTSD, etc. The first 3/4 of the book covers these findings, with only the last 1/4 being the only thriller part of the book. I wasn't crazy over the ending, as it was a bit too tidy...but can't say more without spoiling it.
With all this said, it still was not a bad book - it's actually very informative - just not the thriller I was expecting. I hope it doesn't urge everyone to run out and buy a gun to protect themselves and take the law into their own hands.
January 17, 2016
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This book has wonderful suspense and an accurate portrayal of the legal system which kept me intrigued the whole way through. The main character Laura has to deal with the aftermath of a horrible attack, she tries to keep it together while controlling her fear. Barbara was her therapist, the included notes from their session, gave me useful insight into the kind of thinking and behavior that was abnormal. This was a great contrast because the story is told from Laura's point of view most of the time.
The author has clearly done her research about how the legal system works, the legal explanations and descriptions ring true with my own experience as a lawyer. As Laura learned about her hypothetical trial, I kept thinking over and over about how most people should learn what's it's like to be charged and tried for a crime. The author also did a really job with character development, so good that I was disappointed that I didn't get more explanation about their lives. The book includes a great song called "Let Me Breathe" that you can listen to by scanning the QR code included in the text of the book. This brought a unique element to the book, I appreciate when authors take risks that add layers to the reading experience.
The ending surprised me and left me curious about the other character's who weren't as fleshed out. The only downfall of the book for me is that I didn't have a emotional connection to the main character. I would recommend this to any reader with a interest in thrillers, you will definitely enjoy what you learn along the way.
This book was provided to me by the Author in exchange for an honest review.
This book has wonderful suspense and an accurate portrayal of the legal system which kept me intrigued the whole way through. The main character Laura has to deal with the aftermath of a horrible attack, she tries to keep it together while controlling her fear. Barbara was her therapist, the included notes from their session, gave me useful insight into the kind of thinking and behavior that was abnormal. This was a great contrast because the story is told from Laura's point of view most of the time.
The author has clearly done her research about how the legal system works, the legal explanations and descriptions ring true with my own experience as a lawyer. As Laura learned about her hypothetical trial, I kept thinking over and over about how most people should learn what's it's like to be charged and tried for a crime. The author also did a really job with character development, so good that I was disappointed that I didn't get more explanation about their lives. The book includes a great song called "Let Me Breathe" that you can listen to by scanning the QR code included in the text of the book. This brought a unique element to the book, I appreciate when authors take risks that add layers to the reading experience.
The ending surprised me and left me curious about the other character's who weren't as fleshed out. The only downfall of the book for me is that I didn't have a emotional connection to the main character. I would recommend this to any reader with a interest in thrillers, you will definitely enjoy what you learn along the way.
This book was provided to me by the Author in exchange for an honest review.
August 18, 2017
Whilst her husband is out of town, Laura Holland is attacked one night in her own home. The attacker runs off after Laura screams but she is left very shaken and regularly having nightmares about that horrific night. This leaves her husband helpless and at a loss as to what he can do. He decides that therapy may be a way forward and asks Laura to attend some sessions. Laura agrees to do so and after much discussion and upon meeting defence attorney, Thomas Bennett, she decides to write an account of what could have happened if she had taken matters into her own hand; as if the case were to go to court.
Free of Malice is a different take on a psychological thriller. We're given a detailed approach from a legal point of view. Laura is distrustful of almost everyone she meets and finds it hard to relax the more she delves into 'what if'. As far as she's concerned, suspicious characters are everywhere she turns giving rise to her anxiety and trust issues.
Parts of the book I found interesting, other parts would veer into tedium at times. Length wise the book is not that long yet I still found moments where I entered 'mind wandering territory'.
For a debut it's fairly well accomplished and actually the ending did come as something of a surprise. Rating wise I would give this a solid three stars. It will be interesting to see where Lazarus goes in her writing trajectory.
Recommended. My thanks go out for my review copy.
Free of Malice is a different take on a psychological thriller. We're given a detailed approach from a legal point of view. Laura is distrustful of almost everyone she meets and finds it hard to relax the more she delves into 'what if'. As far as she's concerned, suspicious characters are everywhere she turns giving rise to her anxiety and trust issues.
Parts of the book I found interesting, other parts would veer into tedium at times. Length wise the book is not that long yet I still found moments where I entered 'mind wandering territory'.
For a debut it's fairly well accomplished and actually the ending did come as something of a surprise. Rating wise I would give this a solid three stars. It will be interesting to see where Lazarus goes in her writing trajectory.
Recommended. My thanks go out for my review copy.
March 28, 2016
"But if you had shot him, you would be dealing with a lot more than you are today," she replied. "If you killed or even wounded him, there could have other ramifications, don't you think?" It would have been self defense. He attacked me, remember?" "Yes, I know, and I'm not a legal expert, but I believe if you had shot him when he was leaving, you couldn't claim self defense."......
Based on real life experiences of the author, this psychological legal suspense takes place in Atlanta. Journalist Laura Holland is attacked and terrorized in her home. Although she survives the attempted rape she is traumatized. She seeks the help of a therapist who uses a P.T.S.D. therapy to help her. Something new; called E.D.M.R., (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing). She does so only at her husband's insistence. Laura has the loving support of Chris in fighting the demons haunting her.
The attackers last words were he'd return. Will he? Will Laura remember enough about that night to help the police catch her attacker? Or will someone close to her be suspect? Was it a stranger after all? She suspects any man who resembles her attacker. But is her memory something to be trusted?
Laura tries from a journalist view to see what would have happened if she had been able to shoot her attacker that night. Would it have been self defense? Maybe not. Laura's therapist, Barbara, also lends a hand with trying to help her piece these questions together, in addition to the therapy. With the help of an attorney, Thomas Bennett, Laura is attempting to put everything together. Where it goes will surprise you. Thomas helps her step by step as if she'd shot her attacker and what might have happened to her. Laura is writing this because she figures that others are just as in the dark as she has been. Thomas resembles her attacker. She suspects him from their first meeting.Could it be that easy? Is it Thomas?
Haunting, scary, and traumatizing to think that this was a parallel true story to an incident in the authors life. There is a fine line between self defense and crossing over a line to illegal. Where is that line? So many suspenseful situations that could have gone so many ways. Kept me guessing until the end. I felt that this was a good indication of what could happen to you if you made that choice to fight back, but who wouldn't try? I read this book in one day because it was so enthralling. I wanted to know who did it! It was a fast paced story line, well written characters. Great ending. I prefer loose ends to be tied up when a book ends. I was certainly not disappointed.
Thank you Netgalley and Mitchell Cove Publishing and Liz Lazarus.
Based on real life experiences of the author, this psychological legal suspense takes place in Atlanta. Journalist Laura Holland is attacked and terrorized in her home. Although she survives the attempted rape she is traumatized. She seeks the help of a therapist who uses a P.T.S.D. therapy to help her. Something new; called E.D.M.R., (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing). She does so only at her husband's insistence. Laura has the loving support of Chris in fighting the demons haunting her.
The attackers last words were he'd return. Will he? Will Laura remember enough about that night to help the police catch her attacker? Or will someone close to her be suspect? Was it a stranger after all? She suspects any man who resembles her attacker. But is her memory something to be trusted?
Laura tries from a journalist view to see what would have happened if she had been able to shoot her attacker that night. Would it have been self defense? Maybe not. Laura's therapist, Barbara, also lends a hand with trying to help her piece these questions together, in addition to the therapy. With the help of an attorney, Thomas Bennett, Laura is attempting to put everything together. Where it goes will surprise you. Thomas helps her step by step as if she'd shot her attacker and what might have happened to her. Laura is writing this because she figures that others are just as in the dark as she has been. Thomas resembles her attacker. She suspects him from their first meeting.Could it be that easy? Is it Thomas?
Haunting, scary, and traumatizing to think that this was a parallel true story to an incident in the authors life. There is a fine line between self defense and crossing over a line to illegal. Where is that line? So many suspenseful situations that could have gone so many ways. Kept me guessing until the end. I felt that this was a good indication of what could happen to you if you made that choice to fight back, but who wouldn't try? I read this book in one day because it was so enthralling. I wanted to know who did it! It was a fast paced story line, well written characters. Great ending. I prefer loose ends to be tied up when a book ends. I was certainly not disappointed.
Thank you Netgalley and Mitchell Cove Publishing and Liz Lazarus.
March 13, 2016
Although crime and mystery novels were one of my favorite genres in the past, it's been quite awhile since I've read a great one. Luckily, Free of Malice by Liz Lazarus rekindled my love for fast-paced, intriguing mysteries!
This novel follows Laura, a woman who was attacked and almost raped in her home late one night. After seeking therapy and talking to police, she discovers that if she had shot and killed her attacker, she would most likely have been charged with murder. Laura decides to create a hypothetical legal case with a criminal defense attorney based on her experience that night.
Free of Malice had an interesting plot that hooked me from the beginning; although I had read many crime novels in the past, this one definitely stood out! It was well-written, especially considering this is Lazarus's first book. It had the addictive quality of a Lee Child or Harlan Coben novel, two of my favorite suspense novelists. Lots of twists and turns were used in Free of Malice, which created a fun reading experience!
This story also tackled the tricky subject of gun education and proper usage incredibly well, which is especially important in today's political climate. Our trigger-happy culture is saturated with idealistic scenarios involving guns, when the reality is much more complex.
I was pleasantly surprised by how much I enjoyed Free of Malice. It rekindled my love for crime/suspense novels, and I discovered a great new author in the process!
**I was kindly sent this book by the author in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.**
This novel follows Laura, a woman who was attacked and almost raped in her home late one night. After seeking therapy and talking to police, she discovers that if she had shot and killed her attacker, she would most likely have been charged with murder. Laura decides to create a hypothetical legal case with a criminal defense attorney based on her experience that night.
Free of Malice had an interesting plot that hooked me from the beginning; although I had read many crime novels in the past, this one definitely stood out! It was well-written, especially considering this is Lazarus's first book. It had the addictive quality of a Lee Child or Harlan Coben novel, two of my favorite suspense novelists. Lots of twists and turns were used in Free of Malice, which created a fun reading experience!
This story also tackled the tricky subject of gun education and proper usage incredibly well, which is especially important in today's political climate. Our trigger-happy culture is saturated with idealistic scenarios involving guns, when the reality is much more complex.
I was pleasantly surprised by how much I enjoyed Free of Malice. It rekindled my love for crime/suspense novels, and I discovered a great new author in the process!
**I was kindly sent this book by the author in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.**
March 5, 2016
Our bookclub read this first novel by Liz Lazarus and this was by far one of the BEST discussions that I have ever experienced!!! The twists in this book will have you second guessing until you get to the end. As an African-American woman, I compel ALL to read with an open mind. The legal aspect of the book was very informative and eye opening for the "what-if" part. Not to give away the story, we are looking forward to a possible 2nd novel from Ms. Lazarus. We also had the absolute pleasure to have had Ms. Lazarus join us for our discussion and she is an absolutely lovely woman. It was our honor and pleasure to have met her as well as to have read her wonderfully written first novel. This was a great book and will make for great discussions and we truly recommend it!!!!
February 20, 2017
My rating: 4.5
Wow! This was extremely detailed on the legal ramifications of shooting an intruder OUTSIDE your house.
Ms. Liz did her homework (research) in writing this book. Her passion for writing and descriptions came through.
Another thing I loved was the authoritative stance that Laura took in the issue of owning a gun for self defense.
This is not something you normally see in a book.....recently.
Owning a gun for self defense purposes is OKAY.
Protecting your family, yourself and property is OKAY.
After being attacked in her home, Laura wanted to buy a gun, I thought this was a nice surprise.
This would make a great movie. =)
March 26, 2016
4.5 stars!
“Well-researched” is the term that comes to mind when I reflect on Free of Malice. While reading, I learned much about legal, mental health professional, and law enforcement approaches to assault and self-defense. Interestingly enough, the thriller explores vicitms’ rights and where those rights intersect and/or conflict with an attacker’s rights—and those of any innocent bystanders. As one character expressly communicates, the issue isn’t as cut and dried as one might think. And it’s certainly not like what’s represented on procedural TV shows.
From start to finish, Free of Malice impressed me. Its plot wasn’t quite what I expected from a book of this genre. As such, the premise felt very unique: more intellectual and methodical than action-packed. Frankly, I relished the change of pace; both content and theme gave me a lot to think about.
Conflict and tension are at an all-time high in Free of Malice as everyone becomes a suspect. Add in a likeable, smart main character and probing questions that keep readers turning pages, and the result is a well-rounded novel with real staying power.
So, if you’re in the mood for a thoughtful read with the “whodunit” factor, be sure to put this one on your TBR!
“Well-researched” is the term that comes to mind when I reflect on Free of Malice. While reading, I learned much about legal, mental health professional, and law enforcement approaches to assault and self-defense. Interestingly enough, the thriller explores vicitms’ rights and where those rights intersect and/or conflict with an attacker’s rights—and those of any innocent bystanders. As one character expressly communicates, the issue isn’t as cut and dried as one might think. And it’s certainly not like what’s represented on procedural TV shows.
From start to finish, Free of Malice impressed me. Its plot wasn’t quite what I expected from a book of this genre. As such, the premise felt very unique: more intellectual and methodical than action-packed. Frankly, I relished the change of pace; both content and theme gave me a lot to think about.
Conflict and tension are at an all-time high in Free of Malice as everyone becomes a suspect. Add in a likeable, smart main character and probing questions that keep readers turning pages, and the result is a well-rounded novel with real staying power.
So, if you’re in the mood for a thoughtful read with the “whodunit” factor, be sure to put this one on your TBR!
January 1, 2016
Wow! This book as absolutely fantastic. The story involves a woman who was attacked in her home and decided to write a story about what would have happened if she would have killed him when he left. The suspense was incredible. I was surprised by the ending.
March 14, 2016
(I received this book in a giveaway on goodreads)There's soooo much to say about this book! It's so captivating. Anyone that's reading this review please do buy this book and read it.
October 24, 2016
I won this book in a Goodreads giveaway. I absolutely loved this book. It will keep you guessing all the way to the end!
April 21, 2016
5/5 stars
First reviewed at Vicariously!
I needed to take a walk after I read this book. Some things hit too close to home and entirely too close for comfort. I had to sort through my feelings for a bit, after which I realized:
I'm very very very glad Ms. Lazarus wrote this book.
Free of Malice is one of the most detailed, accurate, unique, and liberating books I've read in a good minute. It's uses of 'notes' from Laura's psychiatrist, a code to hear a song that a character (inspired by the author's real life friend who sings said song) sings during a scene, and scenes written from another character's perspective, enrich the storyline and brings an authenticity to the descriptions and processes in the book.
When Laura Holland is assaulted and it changes everything. From her marriage, her job, her home, the landscape of her mind, and more, she experiences a complete upheaval of everything she's ever known. When her husband makes an appointment with a therapist, Laura begins to grapple with her issues. I found Laura to be quite cathartic. When you read this book you take the journey with her. You, in a way, shadow her PTSD and anxiety. Her hyper-awareness and paranoia are palpable in nearly every page as well as her frustration at the lack of an easy answer. This is never an easy thing to go through and the author never allowed us to forget that.
The characters of Barbara Cole and Thomas Bennett fascinated me. Barbara, the therapist, is never anything less than a consummate professional. She actually reminded me of many therapists I've visited. There's a scene where Laura experiences the disconnect a lot of patients have with their therapists, where she realizes that Barbara is not her friend and that helping her is Barbara's job. She doesn't know her, even though Barbara knows a lot about her. It's not an ugly, dramatic thing by any means, but it's honest. It was very refreshing to not only see that, but see a therapist portrayed in a way that wouldn't cause someone to lose their license and livelihood in real life. There were also some things mentioned in the book pertaining to patient confidentiality that I nerded out over, because it was so accurate. I also enjoyed the inclusion of EMDR therapy.
Thomas, who we get to know a lot better than Barbara, kind of jumps off the page. Between the descriptions of his body language to his expressions and mannerisms, I felt like I could see him right in front of me. Thomas is alive in every exchange. It must be said that the amount of research that had to have gone in this for the author is remarkable and it didn't sacrifice truth for plot, as many procedural dramas do. The description of Georgia's legal system is jarring. You get a real taste of how unfair things can be and how people can use the legal system to their advantage.
And the description 'thriller' is well deserved. You don't get to relax for a single second in this book. You're constantly kept guessing and, just when you thought it might go another way? It hits you with a completely different angle. The conclusion was excellent and very satisfying.
Free of Malice is one of the best, not to mention honest, debuts that I've read. Laura's journey was authentic and realistic. While her investigative journalism definitely took some very unhealthy detours, it's a very rewarding read from start to finish. I cannot wait to see what else Ms. Lazarus has in store and hope that she brings her impeccable attention to detail with her.
First reviewed at Vicariously!
I needed to take a walk after I read this book. Some things hit too close to home and entirely too close for comfort. I had to sort through my feelings for a bit, after which I realized:
I'm very very very glad Ms. Lazarus wrote this book.
Free of Malice is one of the most detailed, accurate, unique, and liberating books I've read in a good minute. It's uses of 'notes' from Laura's psychiatrist, a code to hear a song that a character (inspired by the author's real life friend who sings said song) sings during a scene, and scenes written from another character's perspective, enrich the storyline and brings an authenticity to the descriptions and processes in the book.
When Laura Holland is assaulted and it changes everything. From her marriage, her job, her home, the landscape of her mind, and more, she experiences a complete upheaval of everything she's ever known. When her husband makes an appointment with a therapist, Laura begins to grapple with her issues. I found Laura to be quite cathartic. When you read this book you take the journey with her. You, in a way, shadow her PTSD and anxiety. Her hyper-awareness and paranoia are palpable in nearly every page as well as her frustration at the lack of an easy answer. This is never an easy thing to go through and the author never allowed us to forget that.
The characters of Barbara Cole and Thomas Bennett fascinated me. Barbara, the therapist, is never anything less than a consummate professional. She actually reminded me of many therapists I've visited. There's a scene where Laura experiences the disconnect a lot of patients have with their therapists, where she realizes that Barbara is not her friend and that helping her is Barbara's job. She doesn't know her, even though Barbara knows a lot about her. It's not an ugly, dramatic thing by any means, but it's honest. It was very refreshing to not only see that, but see a therapist portrayed in a way that wouldn't cause someone to lose their license and livelihood in real life. There were also some things mentioned in the book pertaining to patient confidentiality that I nerded out over, because it was so accurate. I also enjoyed the inclusion of EMDR therapy.
Thomas, who we get to know a lot better than Barbara, kind of jumps off the page. Between the descriptions of his body language to his expressions and mannerisms, I felt like I could see him right in front of me. Thomas is alive in every exchange. It must be said that the amount of research that had to have gone in this for the author is remarkable and it didn't sacrifice truth for plot, as many procedural dramas do. The description of Georgia's legal system is jarring. You get a real taste of how unfair things can be and how people can use the legal system to their advantage.
And the description 'thriller' is well deserved. You don't get to relax for a single second in this book. You're constantly kept guessing and, just when you thought it might go another way? It hits you with a completely different angle. The conclusion was excellent and very satisfying.
Free of Malice is one of the best, not to mention honest, debuts that I've read. Laura's journey was authentic and realistic. While her investigative journalism definitely took some very unhealthy detours, it's a very rewarding read from start to finish. I cannot wait to see what else Ms. Lazarus has in store and hope that she brings her impeccable attention to detail with her.
March 31, 2016
Your home is your castle, a place to lock the horrors of the world outside and feel safe but how do you ever feel safe again after the illusion is destroyed?
Laura Holland is home alone while her husband is working away, it happens quite regular and it hasn't ever been a problem, that is until one night in bed she feels someone is watching her and a fight for her life takes place. When the man with dark skin escapes he leaves her with a terrifying promise, Sam will be back!
Wow! this is a tremendous debut novel by Liz Lazarus. The story is tense and she creates an electrifying atmosphere that keeps you on the edge of your seat while you read. I became quite paranoid about every new character in the book that slightly resembled her sketchy description from her ordeal.
The inclusion of the psychiatrist notes were an excellent addition but most of all I loved the way the author weaved how the laws of America view the different ways a person can defend themselves in their own home. This was brilliant. I was totally engrossed. The research that must of gone into this is epic. To say this is a debut novel is just unbelievable, it is excellent, but at the end of the book Liz Lazarus states this novel is based loosely on events in her life, totally breathtaking.
I wish to thank Liz Lazarus for inviting me to read her novel through Netgalley and Mitchell Cove Publishing in exchange for an honest review.
Laura Holland is home alone while her husband is working away, it happens quite regular and it hasn't ever been a problem, that is until one night in bed she feels someone is watching her and a fight for her life takes place. When the man with dark skin escapes he leaves her with a terrifying promise, Sam will be back!
Wow! this is a tremendous debut novel by Liz Lazarus. The story is tense and she creates an electrifying atmosphere that keeps you on the edge of your seat while you read. I became quite paranoid about every new character in the book that slightly resembled her sketchy description from her ordeal.
The inclusion of the psychiatrist notes were an excellent addition but most of all I loved the way the author weaved how the laws of America view the different ways a person can defend themselves in their own home. This was brilliant. I was totally engrossed. The research that must of gone into this is epic. To say this is a debut novel is just unbelievable, it is excellent, but at the end of the book Liz Lazarus states this novel is based loosely on events in her life, totally breathtaking.
I wish to thank Liz Lazarus for inviting me to read her novel through Netgalley and Mitchell Cove Publishing in exchange for an honest review.
April 25, 2016
First, thank you to Liz Lazarus for providing a copy of her book in exchange for my unbiased review.
I thought this was an interesting book. I related well with Laura, but felt some of her decisions were not what I would have done. I kept looking at every male character with suspicion and had trouble trusting them. I enjoyed her appointments with Dr. Cole and thought the doctor’s notes were a nice touch. I didn’t really enjoy the legal aspects of the story; I know they were researched and authentic, but I got a little bored with the details. I was surprised to find out who the culprit was, and was glad to see the outcome.
The strong part of this book is the fact that it can educate women about what to expect in a similar situation. That’s a great service the author has performed with this book.
I thought this was an interesting book. I related well with Laura, but felt some of her decisions were not what I would have done. I kept looking at every male character with suspicion and had trouble trusting them. I enjoyed her appointments with Dr. Cole and thought the doctor’s notes were a nice touch. I didn’t really enjoy the legal aspects of the story; I know they were researched and authentic, but I got a little bored with the details. I was surprised to find out who the culprit was, and was glad to see the outcome.
The strong part of this book is the fact that it can educate women about what to expect in a similar situation. That’s a great service the author has performed with this book.
March 1, 2016
Bravo!!! This was such a captivating book. I was at the edge of my seat reading it. I kept on being suspicious of the three men that spent time with Laura never saw what was coming head on. I loved that the story revolved around the process of the court system. I took a course in College similar to the way this book was written. I not only was suspicious of the other characters but part of me also thought she imagine the whole scenario. This is Liz's first book and readers would never be able to tell. This book had so much emotion, mystery and thriller which kept me focus. I highly recommend this psychological legal thriller.
March 31, 2016
THIS IS A REALLY GOOD MYSTERY. EVERYTIME I THOUGHT I HAD IT FIGURED OUT IT TOOK ANOTHER TURN. YOU DFINITELY DON'T KNOW WHO DID IT UNTIL THE END. IT WILL DEFINITELY KEEP YOU GUESSING
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