4.5+ stars
Dimitri "Dima" Nazarenko is a surly Russian on the Tulsa Thunderbirds that has been hiding his guilt under a beard, long hair, tats, and a gruff attitude for years. One poor decision changed his friend's life and he still has trouble coping with it. He keeps people at arm's length and cannot seem to move on.
London Hawke is a parapelegic sled hockey player. During a charity game, they develop some hot, not-so-friendly competition, but she seems to be able to see underneath his facade. And she decides to investigate it further whether he invites her attention or not.
He's moody, angry, and lost. She's fiery, pushy, mouthy, and sarcastic.They tease and taunt. She pokes at him unmercifully to get a rise out of him. When forced to spend more time together, they only react stronger. They drive each other crazy. He doesn't like to let people get close. She is obstinate and won't stop pushing him. They are volatile and unstable. They develop a pattern of fighting and f******, deflection, and running. She makes him lose control. She is stubborn and has a strong need to be in control.
Along the way they both are challenged and forced to look at their lives and their comfort zones.They have challenges, issues, and some drama to deal with. He needs to let go and move forward. She needs to face her own demons that she has buried. It is hard to truly love until you feel worthy of it, or to fix others without first fixing yourself.
This is actually my favorite overall story in the Tulsa Thunderbirds series. I was glad to get their dual points of view especially since they were not always forthcoming with their feelings. Even though the characters where strong-willed, volatile, and at times difficult, I actually liked them and their intense dynamics. It made it more significant and emotional when their vulnerabilities were exposed and they began to understand the need for some compromise. Dima was a big, strong teddy bear and I totally fell for him.
I enjoyed getting more with Hunter, Tallie, and baby Harper (Bury the Hatchet). Dima's role as the "baby whisperer" and his soothing Russian confessionals with the baby were so heartwarming and cathartic. We also got to visit more with Razor and Tori (Smoke Signals) and there was a tease for Drew's book Rites of Passage that is bound to be interesting.
I was gifted a copy in exchange for an honest review.