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148 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 1927
It was spring, the sixteenth of my life, but to me it was the first. Its predecessors seemed misty and blurred now. The blue, bright sky over the still leafless poplars in the garden, the sparkle of the dripping thaw, the low gurgle in the partly frozen ruts, the golden pools in the yard with their floundering ducks, the first young grass near the fence – the grass one never tires looking at, the earth, already black with the thaw and crisscross marked with the prints of chickens’ feet; the blinding glare of the windowpanes and the sunlight dancing on them, the merry Easter chimes, the red and blue toy balloons flopping one against the other in the wind and showing many red and blue trees and a number of flaming suns through their thin, elastic surfaces – all blended in a marvellous brightness full of sounds.
She bent down and I stretched up to her. She drew me towards her; I sensed the fragrance of her perfumes and met her lips. They were moist and hot.
“Oh, you will throttle me…” she whispered. “How heavenly to love my dear one… Now I may love you... since I know you love me, I mind nothing else. I am your first, am I not? Say the truth!”
“Kiss me, kiss me better…” she whispered. “Wait a bit – I’ll take off my hat.” And she tore it off.
“You are my first… and we have met by a pure accident…” she whispered again brokenly. “I must tell you all about how unhappy I am. I have never known a real, pure love. Everyone thinks of me as of a… do you understand now? My pure, innocent boy! I have had a love affair! I wrote you what a sinful woman I am. But every woman also has her dreams of an ideal and fancies she sees a mystery in men. And now I have found one in your purity, in these innocent eyes…” she whispered passionately and fanning my face with her hot breath.