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128 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2003
A short story/novel from the point of view of a teen girl who has been sexually abused and has tryed suicide. Kelly Paddik is a young teen, when she is sent to the Mary-Mound School For Girls, an enviorment sure to keep her safe. Before Kelly can even step on its grounds, she tries to make a run for it. Quickly she is caught and thrown into a jail-like room. Inside that enclosed space, she longs for the next time she can run.
Kelly has already written a story for every girl she's met, Terri, who she calls Pit Bull because of her dog like feautures, is the queen of the home. Chris, who is the teachers pet, is on wrong terms with Terri. Kelly tells herself to stay away from who will bring her the most trouble, Terri. During a break in the gym, where the girls can rollerblade, an "accident" occurs where Kelly gets pushed and everyone sees what she's done to herself, the slash she inflicted on herself.
As Kelly is still searching for her escape, she is forced to dive deeper into her past, where she was sexually abused by her father, at the age of five. Kelly is forced to answer this question from her senior, "Who owns Kelly Paddik." She finds out that Terri, knows a way out and is going to get there before her. She wishes she was Terri until Terri is dragged back to the school for girls, looking as if she hadn't had a shower in a week. In a one chance fall, Kelly gets her hands on the master key of the house, she puts it somewhere she knows no one will find it.
As Kelly is able to answer that question more and more, she decides to give up the key. She had already figured out that they had changed the locks. Kelly wanted to be like Chris, with the fight and determination to work hard so she could be sent to a group home. She feels as though, she knows the answer already, her dad doesn't own her, she does, Kelly Paddik owns herself.