**5 stars**
I'm trying to find the words for how I feel about this novel. A while ago, I made a short video about how the YA genre needed change, needed variety. Strong heroines who weren't complete bitches, more complex characters, etc.
Collide exceeded my expectations in every possible way. THIS is exactly the type of novel I've been craving to read for YEARS.
Let me explain, while spoiling as little as possible:
High school senior Kayla finds out she's pregnant by her boyfriend, Luke. As if that weren't drama enough, she starts recalling dreams involving a young man named Alec, whom she'd fallen in love with in her dreamworld. As the story unravels, you get a very complex love triangle, a frightening Afterlife with deadly battles that threaten to destroy the world, and a baby meant to fulfill a vague prophecy, all which goes awry.
Ms. Crispin is not afraid to tackle realistic issues, from the medical procedure of a transvaginal ultrasound (nothing explicit, very YA-friendly while staying realistic) to a love triangle that makes perfect sense, to friendships that go wrong and try to heal--and death.
Kayla is so, so likable. She has immense strength of character, but isn't an overbearing bitch like many YA novels pidgeonhole their FMCs into being. She handles her situation with as much grace as a teenager possibly could, surrounds herself with good people, acknowledges her mistakes, but isn't infallible from making them.
Luke I felt so much pity for. He was afraid and excited to be a father, clearly loved Kayla even after that love became less requited, and fought for his child.
Alec was the only one I had mixed feelings about, but he still came out on top. Despite him and Luke fighting, they ultimately didn't allow their jealousies to override their love for Kayla or the unborn baby.
The final battle is devastating, one I can't give away the ending to. My heart shattered in the last two chapters. When I put the book down, I was struck by how much I'd grown to love the characters, how the plot and characters fulfilled needs I've been craving to read in YA for several years. Drama without unnecessary strife, love triangles that could very realistically happen, and an ending that packs a punch.
Collide is not a novel to miss. This is a must-read for anyone who loves the YA genre, especially if you're looking for something a little more grounded in emotional reality.
I can't recommend this enough. Ms. Crispin hit it out of the park.