Breaking Free: A Contemporary Novel

by Jennifer Slattery

Sometimes it takes losing everything to grab hold of what really matters.Women’s ministry leader and Seattle housewife, Alice Goddard, and her successful graphic-designer husband appear to have it all together. Until their credit and debit cards are denied, launching Alice into an investigation that only leads to the discovery of secrets. Meanwhile, her husband is trapped in a downward spiral of lies, shame, and self-destruction. Can they break free from their deception and turn to the only One who can save them? And will it be in time to save their marriage?

Genres: Christian Fiction, Contemporary, Womens Fiction

320 pages, Kindle Edition

Published March 7, 2015

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Reviews

[Lori · Rating 5 out of 5]

I couldn't put this book down! Ladies you had better have a hankie or kleenex in hand because this novel is a tear jerker and this novel also shows that there is still hope even after there is none through a special man called Jesus.
I have never read any of Jennifer Slattery books but I will now!! I love her writing style . I enjoyed that I could connect with the characters. Even though I have not experienced anything like what this family does!
l love a fast paced novel like this one is.
Alice and Trent have a lot to overcome. I can't imagine hitting rock bottom and not being able to come around without some kind of help even though Alice and Trent were too proud to get help of any kind!
Alice and Trent were very lucky to have the friends that stuck by them through thick and thin. Even our God was there as well. But, both being stubborn like they were felt like God has left them, when in fact they were the ones who walked away from Him.
Bottom line is there is always hope. Ask the Lord for help. Never try to do things your way because it never works out! That is Satan working against us. He has told us time and again "I will never leave or forsake you".
Jennifer, you just can't leave us hanging like this. Can we have a sequel? Please? I'd love to see if they work things out
I received this book from the bookclub network in exchange for my honest opinion.
Thank you for the opportunityto read and review!

[Kris · Rating 5 out of 5]

My heart just broke for Alice whose life just keeps spinning more and more out of control! Alice is a Christian, a wife, a mother, and a daughter. She loves her husband and has been married for 19 years. But his drinking has been getting worse – “When did drinking go from a stress reliever to an addiction?”

At the beginning of the book Alice is fearful that one of her Christian girlfriends would discover “just how imperfect her life was.” Yet that was just the beginning as she then had to face front on financial ruin, the major addictions of her husband (alcohol and gambling), a divorce, teenage rebellion and so much more.

This novel alternates point of view from Alice to her husband Trent – so the reader knows more than Alice does. At times I just wanted to yell at Trent to just walk away and stop the destructive behavior!

“The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they might have life, and have it to the full.” This Bible verse is demonstrated throughout the book. Will Alice and Trent be able to break free from the behaviors that enmesh them? What a fabulous book that I highly recommend!! I received this book from bookfun.org in return for my honest opinion.

[Toni Shiloh · Rating 4 out of 5]

Breaking Free is an emotional journey of the Goddard family. Alice and Trent have been married for nineteen years and are the parents of two teenage boys. But all is not sunshine and roses.

They have real issues and are battling their struggles in life everyday. That alone is what makes this a great read. Ms. Slattery is not afraid to tackle hard subjects. She does so with realism and adds the life saving hope of Christ.

Trent has to battle his addictions, but Alice has to battle her need to handle everything alone. They both are ignoring God in their everyday struggles. Thankfully, it doesn't end there.

*Read full review at http://tonishiloh.weebly.com/blog/rev...
** I received a free copy in exchange for an honest review.

[Robin · Rating 5 out of 5]

What a well written and eye opening book. As I read through this story, I found the tension to be so thick you could cut it with a knife. A real look at the downward spiral of addiction of one spouse, the attempts of the other to people please, and how both of these affect the entire family. This is a painful read as the word pictures painted are so good, you can feel much of what these characters are feeling. At the same time, there is much hope in this story. God is still in the miracle business and is present with skin on in so many of the ministries mentioned in this story. All in all, I can highly recommend this book. I was given a copy by the publisher in return for an honest review.

[Diane Higgins · Rating 5 out of 5]

I loved “Breaking Free” by Jennifer Slattery. I had such a hard time putting this book down. It hooked me from the first page and kept me hooked until the last page.

This book follows Trent and Alice Goddard. Trent and Alice have been married for 19 years. They seem to have the perfect life, until Alice discovers that they are having money troubles. And it only gets worse. Alice is trying to find out where this all is coming from, while Trent gets deeper and deeper into his downward spiral.

I loved how this book was a fictional story, but it addresses a real life situation - addictions. The author also interwove scripture throughout the novel. This was a novel that will stay with me for awhile. I can’t wait to read more novels by Jennifer Slattery.

I received this book from bookfun for my honest opinion.

[Jeanie · Rating 5 out of 5]

“Our ladder is Jesus Christ…”

“…and only He can yank us out of the pit.”(pg. 239) “The thief’s purpose is to steal and kill and destroy. My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life.” (NLT John 10:10) (pg. 239)

What if…after nearly 20 years of marriage, your spouse started staying out late and coming home drunk? Or stayed home hugging whatever booze is in the house. What if…you think he/she might even be having an affair? Then really creepy things start, such as thugs showing up at the door looking for him/her. You worry about your kids, as one is starting to emulate your spouse with tantrums, disrespect, drinking. How best can you honor God and your vows, even when it seems the Lord isn’t going to answer? Finally you take the kids and move out, but the kids are so angry that they stay with a different friend? Your mother tells you to go home and work it out, not wanting to hear what’s wrong.

Or think about this…What if…everything you do is hurting the love of your life, but you don’t know how to change? You want to stop drinking, but not drinking is torture? You love to play cards and watch the chips stack up in front of you. Maybe you’ll make up for what you lost yesterday. Then, on a losing streak, you owe the club a lot of money. Thousands. Bank accounts are empty, the mortgage is late…then the guy you owe the big bill to sends his kneecap breaking thugs to your door. They watch your house, follow your spouse. Your spouse leaves; you aren’t sure where the kids are. How did things get this bad?

The characters in ‘Breaking Free’, primarily the husband, Trent, and wife, Alice, are very realistically portrayed. This couple and their children were probably more challenging than most characters to work with due to the feelings of hopelessness and despair; I really commend the author for the vulnerability and authenticity of this suffering family. She successfully conveyed the pain of each family member. In addition, Alice’s best friend Beth and her new friend, Betty, gave massive injections of prayers and God’s grace. Ethan does the same for Trent, with one big difference – it is one addict or alcoholic who can best help another, because it is harder to con a fellow addict or alcoholic than a spouse, boss, or friend.

This novel is remarkable in its depth and scope. It is an excellent portrayal of what happens in families belonging to churches around the country and looks realistically at challenges that we as Christians need to address. The author writes as if she had walked many miles in both Trent’s and Alice’s shoes. My experiences are different in many ways, but I have walked a few of those miles; they are better with Jesus than without Him! The plot was not predictable as every family is different and hitting bottom is different for everyone. I would love to see a follow up novel to this, but was very satisfied with the ending. This novel firmly places Jennifer Slattery as a ‘go-to’ writer of authentic Christian fiction. I highly recommend ‘Breaking Free’ to fans of the author, to those in the church who don’t understand but want to, to those who may be in the downward spiral of addiction of any kind or alcoholism, to those who appreciate excellent Christian fiction and might be in various 12-step groups and Celebrate Recovery.

From a grateful heart: I was given the book by Book Fun (The Book Club Network) and here is my honest review.

[Becky Van Daniker · Rating 5 out of 5]

Breaking Free has become one of my favorite reads in all of Christian Fiction! Before I begin, it is important to mention that this is not a fun or light read. It’s emotionally gripping. If you’ve been or are going through this type of situation, you might have a tougher time reading this because it deals with some really tough issues. Due to this, it’s going to be tough to write this review.

It’s the emotional journey of the Goddard family. Alice and Trent have been married for nineteen years and are the parents of two teenage boys. Their lives are far from perfect. In fact, it’s a giant mess.

They are dealing with real issues. Trent is an alcoholic and is buried in financial debt to gambling. He finds himself in a spiral of lies, shame, and self-destruction. Mrs. Slattery is not afraid to tackle the hard topics as she shows us a clear picture of this.

Alice loves her husband, but she resents him and loses trust for him when she discovers he’s doing all of this. She ends up leaving him. She tries to take their two sons with her, but even they resent her and end up crashing at a friend’s place instead. She is the kind of person who tried to live the perfect life, is afraid of how other Christians will judge her, and tries to everything on her own without turning towards God.

This story is real, gritty and messy, but Mrs. Slattery points her characters towards the saving hope of Jesus Christ. She does this at the appropriate times and without being overly preachy. Both of them have been a lot of mistakes and it’s definitely going to take a long time for healing to really begin.

You will find yourself wanting to reach into the book and slap the characters silly because they’re doing something stupid. But we learn that even Christians go through things. Alice learns that her friends all superficial. Well, all except for Beth. Beth is a true friend. She doesn’t judge Alice. She prays and listens to her. Alice realizes that Beth was always there for her even when she pushed her away. She also always pointed her towards Jesus Christ. She kept encouraging Alice to be real with her. We all need a true friend like Beth in our lives.

This was my first book I’ve read by Jennifer Slattery and it definitely will not be my last. I highly recommend this book. It’s also perfect for group discussions.

Disclaimer: I received a copy of this book from the publisher for my honest review, which I have given. I was not required to write a positive review and have not been compensated for it in any way. All opinions expressed are my own.

[Kav · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wow -- what an emotionally gripping story! You might just need the whole Kleenex box for this one. And definitely do some relaxation exercises now and again throughout the read. Clenching your jaw for hours on end can be detrimental to your teeth! I did my share of teeth grinding -- especially over Trent. Gah! He's lucky I didn't dive into the book and slap him upside the head a time or two or three...or basically in nearly every scene. LOL But I'm getting ahead of myself.

So, what do you do when your carefully constructed, squeaky clean Christian family starts imploding? Seek guidance from your pastor? Turn the weight of your burdens over to the Lord? Pray? Those are the pat answers, but not necessarily the most honest ones. Because we humans...especially of the Christian persuasion...have a hard time admitting to our brokenness. Keeping up appearances is imperative even when it risks the destruction of a family. And that's where Alice and Trent find themselves.

And yes, Trent is the catalyst for a lot of their issues but Alice has turned into his enabler in her desperate bid to keep their 'perfect couple' façade in place. I wanted to slap her silly sometimes too because she missed so many opportunities for healing and comfort. And when she finally acts, she acts alone, withdrawing from the only One who could make sense of the mess that has become her life.

Slattery takes her readers on an intense journey as we watch Alice (and Trent) navigate around all the obstacles strewn in their path. And their own internal demons are some of the toughest to conquer. The author surrounds them with a strong supporting cast of characters ready to lift them up or tear them down. A great study of the many faces we meet in real life. People who are quick to brush aside a cry for help because they don't want to face any unpleasantness. People who are quick to judge, eager to find fodder for gossip at the expense of others. People who doggedly hold onto a friendship even when the friend withdraws; waiting, praying, seeking for opportunities to support and serve. This book really made me think about the kind of friend I want to be.

And woven all through the intricate plot is the burning witness of the hope the Savior can bring to any situation. Astonishingly good. (she says clutching a wad of damp tissues.)

My thanks to the author and publisher for providing me with a copy of this book.

[Sydney · Rating 5 out of 5]

In Breaking Free, author Jennifer Slattery has written a captivating and heart-wrenching story of a beloved family. Alice Goddard is a local women’s ministry leader and housewife with two teen boys and her husband, Trent, is a graphic designer for a local company. To their friends and all may think that this is the picture perfect family. But all is not as it seems. Trent has become a drunk and a gambler and the Goddard finances are spiraling out of control and their family is falling apart, causing problems for her struggling and possibly wayward teens. Alice believes that leaving her husband is the best solution. But is it? Will the love of God help save their marriage or will everything end with a train wreck? From page one I was emotionally involved and attached to Jennifer Slattery’s characters, Alice Goddard, her husband, and two sons. This story teaches that things are not always as they seem. A picture perfect family may not be exactly what you think it is. Jennifer has written not only a heart-breaking and emotionally challenging story, but one that includes the love and redemption of God. I would recommend this story to readers that enjoy inspirational-contemporary fiction.

Genre: contemporary, Christian, inspirational
Publisher: New Hope Publishers
Publication date: March 7, 2016
Number of pages: 320

Content Rating: PG, drinking, gambling, and some violence
Book Rating: 5 stars

A review copy of this book was provided by the author via the publisher.

[Sarah Harden · Rating 4 out of 5]

I have really wrestled with this story and its review. You see, this isn't my story, but it parallels my story. Except mine had a very different ending.

Trent battles an addiction. Alice is trying to pick up the pieces from his destructive behavior, but in truth, she cannot pull him from it. Breaking Free tells a very realistic tale of a marriage in jeopardy.

Alice's friend Beth is my favorite character from the story. I pray that anyone walking a road like Alice's would have a Beth in life!

If you have never walked the path of addiction, either yourself or as a spouse, Breaking Free might be an eye-opening read, helping you understand what that reality looks like, and allowing you to become a Beth to an Alice in your life.

If you are walking that road, or have walked it, this story may be more difficult to read. It's not a "fun" experience to read through, and while Breaking Free offers hope, not all situations work out the way Alice and Trent's story does. That could potentially leave a reader discouraged in their own circumstances. On the other hand, it could offer the hope needed to keep going...

Breaking Free is a realistic window into the world of addiction. Whether or not I would share it with a friend would greatly depend on my friend's situation, although the story itself is well-written and honest.

(This review was first posted on my blog -- sarahruut.com. I received a complimentary copy of this novel in exchange for an honest review. The thoughts expressed here are entirely my own.)

[Rachel Dodson · Rating 5 out of 5]

Oh my Word! What a book! This book was fantastic. So real and emotional. I haven't read anything like this in a while. Very much like Karen Kingsbury, with real to life issues and drama. Reading this story was like talking to a friend. The issues this married couple faced were very believable. Some of the problems they had may not be everyday things but reading this made it easy to see how we as Christians can fall into bad patterns in our lives. Jennifer does a fantastic job of showing the real problems but also showing how only Jesus can give us the hope we need to come out of them. I was so impressed with the way she brought the story full circle back to our Savior and our need for him to make us fully whole. I was very overwhelmed at times while reading. She grips at your emotions in so many ways throughout the book.

The characters felt as if they were my neighbor. It was like I knew them and could feel the pain they felt. There were also a couple of people in the book I didn't care for at all. But they added a much needed element to the book. There were also secondary characters that were the perfect addition to the story. Alice's friend Beth reminded me of my best friend. She was always there for Alice no matter what and I think she was a great addition to the story. This book is awesome and will not disappoint. I can not wait to read more by Jennifer.

I received this book from the author in exchange for my review. A positive review was not required.

[Martha · Rating 4 out of 5]

I bought this book and when it came in the mail, I was surprised by the story. I now want to read all the books by this author. The chilling story of a church going family entrapped in the life of addiction, alcoholism and gambling, and the consequences that it has that far extend the immediate family.

The tale that teaches how a church could be more supportive was very important. It was very realistic of how Christians tend to react when faced with marriage issues. They focus on aesthetics, the bible studies, the activities, and miss the important stuff.

If I had one complaint about this book, it was that it wrapped up all of a sudden. I really felt it needed one more chapter or at least about 5 more pages. But it was one of the best books I have ever read in Christian fiction addressing real issues that face our women and men in the church.

[Rebecca · Rating 3 out of 5]

"Forever and a day. Remember?"

Alice Goddard's "forever and a day" has disintegrated into a marriage that appears to be unsalvageable. Her husband's alcoholism and gambling debts have spiraled out of control, prompting Alice to make a difficult, life-changing decision on behalf of her family.

Trent Goddard is becoming his father, destroying his career and potentially his marriage due to repeated poor choices. When he loses what is most precious, can anyone or anything give him hope?

Enjoy this sadly realistic story of life and love, lost and found, mercy and grace.

[Melissa · Rating 5 out of 5]

Jennifer is such a talented writer, she is a hidden gem among so many authors. If you have not read anything by her I really recommend you do. Her books are so true to life and deal with issues we face or someone we know has faced.
I really appreciate how she writes about people close to my age. Honestly, most books I read the characters are in their twenties. But this book deals with a couple with teen-age boys so I’m thinking they have to be in their forties, at least, and they are dealing with marital issues.
How true is it that we can go to church and talk about being real and authentic but when we have things we are dealing with we hide it, we don’t follow through because we don’t trust that people will still like us. Alice is going through this very thing.
Trent has an addiction and it is ruining his life. He keeps telling himself he won’t do it, or he’ll stop before it gets too bad but he gets sucked in time and time again and is hiding it from his wife. But things aren’t okay and everyone can see it.
This is a beautifully woven story that drew me in from page one and didn’t let me go, highly recommended.

A copy of this book was given to me by the author. All opinions are my own.

[Jackie · Rating 5 out of 5]

Breaking Free by Jennifer Slattery is a very dramatic account of the effect of addictions on a family. At the beginning of the novel this Seattle family seems to have a nearly perfect life. They are active in their church with the mother, Alice, holding a key ministry position for women. Her husband, Trent, has a very successful company position, and their two sons are happily involved in high school sports.
Trent’s addictions and Alice’s failed attempts to talk him into counseling lead to more and deeper problems for the whole family. Cover-ups and lies only delay the inevitable. The story explores a broken family and the power of God to heal and restore.
There are several tense moments for both Trent and Alice when they each rely on self and their own judgment. Yet, God provides and protects. I recommend this great book which I received through TBCN in exchange for an honest review.

[Vickie Jameson · Rating 5 out of 5]

Breaking Free by Jennifer Slattery is a thought-provoking, fictional story of addiction, the power it holds over those that fall prey to it and the devastating consequences it brings to the people they love. It is also a story of the power of hope, faith, forgiveness, God's love and "a friend that sticks closer than a brother". The characters within its pages were very real and could be my next door neighbors or someone I interact with every day. This book grabbed my attention from the very first page and held it until the very end. I definitely have a new author to add to my list of favorites and can't wait to read her other books. I give this book a 5 star rating. I received a copy of this book from the publisher and The Book Club Network, Inc. in exchange for my honest review. All,opinions are my own and I was not required to leave a positive review.

[Jennifer Hallmark · Rating 4 out of 5]

Another Great Book by Jennifer

Breaking Free by Jennifer Slattery is a book showing how a person can have hope in their most difficult circumstances if they turn to God for help. Her characters were believable, their problems all too common in today's world. But God saw them through. You'll enjoy this heartfelt message in novel form...

[Claire · Rating 3 out of 5]

3.5/5. This was such a quick read, but it felt so repetitive for so long and nothing was progressing. However, I know the story was really about strength and courage to get through extremely hard times, and I really felt that Jennifer depicted that really well. I loved how it ended.

[Pam Graber · Rating 4 out of 5]

Alice Goddard has it all. She’s a women’s ministry leader in her church, the wife of a successful graphic designer and has a large, beautiful home. At least, that’s what people outside her home see. What they don’t see are her husband, Trent’s drinking binges or the lack of respect her oldest son shows her. When her debit card AND credit card are refused following a ministry planning meeting at the country club, the fissures in Alice’s marriage begin to become public. How can she continue to serve a God who would let all of this happen to her?
Trent Goddard swore he would never follow in his father’s footsteps. His dad was the town drunk who couldn’t hold a job to save himself and his drunkenness was a direct cause of Trent’s mother’s suicide. He would not do anything like that to HIS family! But, when drinks with friends after work turns into a few hands of poker to all night gambling to NEEDING that next drink, Trent soon discovers there are worse things than being the town drunk. When his gambling puts him in debt to the wrong people, will he compromise every belief he’s ever held to stay one step ahead of the collectors?
It was scary to me how easily Trent justified his obvious sin. It was also scary how quickly Alice stepped away from her faith when the going got tough. Having never been in any of these situations, though, I’m reluctant to throw stones. This story examines the various forms addiction takes from alcohol to gambling to drugs and it is a cautionary tale for those who might be taking their first tiny steps down addiction’s slippery slope. It also gave a not-very-flattering look at how judgmental Christians can be when one of their own is hurting, even when the “sin” is not their own. “Breaking Free” is a very apt title, as it takes the breaking of relationships, the breaking of Trent and the breaking of Alice’s hardened heart to bring freedom to both of these characters.
This book is a powerhouse. You will be sickened by Trent Goddard. You will be horrified with Alice as she sees the depths her husband has fallen into. You will also, likely, cringe as Alice steps away from her faith and begins flirting with another man. Addiction’s evil will be brought home to you as you read this book. Its tentacles reach out and ensnare family members, destroying more than just the addict. “Breaking Free” was an eye-opener for me. Read it!
I received this book through BookFun.org and the opinions expressed are my own.

[Sherry · Rating 3 out of 5]

I liked this but not as much as I expected

[Julia · Rating 5 out of 5]

Breaking Free by Jennifer Slattery... wow, what an amazing and powerful read in this contemporary Christian novel.
Alice and Trent have been married for nineteen years and have two boys. Alice organises ladies days at church. On the surface it's a perfect life but Alice is living a lie. Her life is far from perfect. Her life is crumbling around her. Alice is more concerned with appearances than with being open and honest. "Come on Alice, be real with me." Alice has buried her head in the sand for the sake of appearances.
Breaking Free shows the power of good friends. Alice has many superficial friends but Beth is her true friend. Beth sees beyond Alice's fake smiles to the real her. Beth refuses to be pushed away with a smile. "Why are you running from people who can help you most?... Why are you pushing God away?"
The novel explores the difference between activity for God and really knowing God. Alice has spent her life being so busy for God that she has lost sight of a relationship with God. When the chips are down, Alice finds she doesn't know God. She has lost sight of Him in all her activities. "Do you trust Me? Will you turn to Me?" God, Who loves us will not let us go. Alice needs someone to point her back to God.
Breaking Free deals with the theme of the sins of the fathers visiting the subsequent generations, but it doesn't have to be that way. Your father's journey does not have to be your journey. There is grace that means we are forgiven. "Grace-filled recovery: breaking the bondage of addiction one step at a time." Grace means we get a second chance at life. We need to accept grace and we need to extend grace.
The power of addictions is a theme present throughout the novel. Jennifer Slattery shows how easy it is for the downward spiral to take a hold. "When did drinking go from stress reliever to addiction?" In the words of a Casting Crowns song "it is a slow fade that gives your life away." No-one goes to bed one night and wakes up addicted. It happens one step at a time. The addict may lie not only to others but to themselves, believing "I'm nothing like her." They believe that they can easily stop but "are living a lie... crying out for life but settling for bondage." Jennifer Slattery covers this downward spiral of addiction with great sensitivity, showing how the actions of one person can destroy families. But there is always hope. However we need to recognise our need and ask for help, and then be willing to accept it. "Are you climbing to the higher ground or are you clinging to the mud?"
This was my first novel by Jennifer Slattery and I really enjoyed it, finding Breaking Free a compulsive read. It was not always an easy read but it was a realistic one, showing that Christians have problems too. Life is not always rosy because you are a Christian but there is always hope. Hope in each other. And hope in a Saviour Who loves us. Jennifer Slattery does not shy away from hard hitting and impacting topics. An absolutely marvellous read.
I received this book for free in exchange for a fair and honest review. No monetary compensation was received and all views expressed are my own.

[Amanda · Rating 4 out of 5]

This story is an eye opening look at what addiction can do to a person and how it affects the people around them. Trent has fallen into a pit of alcoholism and gambling. His wife Alice is trying to deal with the effects of his choices. The author never sugar coats the situation, she shows how a person can truly hit rock bottom. She then shows how God can pull us out of any pit and set us back on the path.

I loved all the characters in this book. They were all developed very well. Alice is a devoted Christian woman who learns what it means to trust in God and to forgive and show grace. Trent, whose intentions are good is caught up in a trap of gambling and alcoholism, thinking that "this will be the last time". I also loved Alice's friend Beth, who is supportive of Alice and never gives up on praying for her.

This book shows a great look at addiction and how it can take a hold of a person. It had some surprises and a great ending. I would definitely recommend this book.

My Rating: 4 stars

I received this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review.

[Iola · Rating 3 out of 5]

Breaking Free isn’t a fun read. It’s a hard-hitting story of a disintegrating marriage. At first, I thought gambler Trent was the one with the problem. But by halfway through, I was equally annoyed with both characters (and with Alice’s mother, and Trent’s boss. And both their children). Sure, Trent was taking the lead in lying, cheating and stealing to fund his gambling habit, but Alice wasn’t helping. She wasn’t addressing the issue. She wasn’t asking for help. She wasn’t even admitting there was a problem.

On one hand, I understood why. Alice and Trent were good church-going Christians (although Trent’s salvation may well be in question), and the church isn’t generally in favour of divorce. The novel opened with Alice having lunch with a group of her church “friends”, with the implication she didn’t really like any of them because they were all fake. Yet she was as fake as any of them, not trusting anyone—even her best friend—with the truth of what was happening in her life. This was annoying, as the opening implied a strong woman of God, but she was more doormat woman of mammon (on the plus side, this did give her plenty of room for character growth, which did happen albeit perhaps too quickly to be believable).

And that meant that instead of being a story of a disintegrating marriage, Breaking Free turned into a story of a disintegrating family. I couldn’t help but think things might have been different if Alice had been more Christian and less churchgoer. If she’d asked for God’s help.

That if she’d been a little more open about the problems between her and Trent, especially the money problems, that her sons might have had a little more grace and understanding towards her. On the other hand, should you tell your children stuff like that? They were teenagers, old enough to understand. Or is that turning the children into pawns?

Yes, Breaking Free was a frustrating read, but that’s what made it good. While Trent continually had the choice between good and bad decisions (to gamble or not to gamble, to pay the household bills or to use that money for gambling, to pay back the money he owed or to steal), Alice didn’t. Alice’s choices were between bad and bad, with no right answer. A best answer, perhaps. But no right answer. After all, there is no perfect formula for a marriage breakup.

But I did expect Alice, as a Christian and a women’s ministry leader, to turn to God, at least occasionally, even if she couldn’t turn to her friends. This is what made me think she was as big a fake as her so-called friends (and a hypocrite as well, for judging them). I found her passivity frustrating—she let a lot of this happen through her personal inaction. Sure, Trent’s gambling wasn’t her fault. But her lack of reaction was. So that was frustrating as well.

And the ending . . . too quick. And I’m not convinced it was believable, or that it would last. However, it’s still a solid read with an excellent message. Thanks to NetGalley for providing a free ebook for review.

[Janice Garey · Rating 5 out of 5]

Review Title: Marriage Torn & Ragged; God to the Rescue (review of Breaking Free by Jennifer Slattery)
Reviewer: Janice S. Garey
***** 5 Stars

This book shows an excellent portrayal of a marriage withered by addictions and pride, torn apart by lies and selfishness, ragged with shame and guilt, and hopeless without God to redeem the individual spouses to create a new marriage bond. The couple has two sons who were not immune to the disastrous situations that spilled into their lives causing rebellion and separation from their family unit.

I liked the realism of the woman character who knew something was not right, but she did not have all the pieces of the puzzle of her husband to get to the proper conclusion. This stymied any chance of beginning to work toward resolution. Eventually as facts emerged through events and her own snooping out the situation, she was empowered with enough truth to begin making wise decisions. Her husband was a charmer, so everyone wanted to be on his side and think the best of him even as he kept sliding further down in the depths of his two addictions.

I've tried not to give spoilers in my review. I think many people could benefit from reading this book as it reveals much about how addictions damage individuals, their relationships in the family, at work, and in the community. I think this book gives clear and accurate pictures of those who prey on the susceptible addicts. They were depicted as bad guys to the core without reason to have empathy for them. Time did not allow full development of their pitiful hardness of character. It might be nice to see other books about how those on the bad side of promoting addictions got there.

Jennifer Slattery's style easily draws you into the story and keeps your interest as things progress from one difficulty to greater difficulties. It was all painfully realistic, and you wanted the best outcome for the spouses and their family. These were people to care about, just like your neighbors or extended family that you want the best for.

I won this book from a blog contest, and was under no obligation to give a good review. I have given an honest review after reading the book. I highly recommend it for any who struggle with addictions on a personal level or from the sidelines, and also for those in helping communities who want better understanding of what they are dealing with. I hope to read more from this talented author.

[Sally · Rating 5 out of 5]

I don’t often have the opportunity to review fiction from smaller publishers, so I was thrilled when Breaking Free landed in my lap. I’d already read chapter one, and I wanted to know more. How had Trent got himself into such a mess? (And believe me, it’s a BIG mess!) Here was a man who couldn’t seem to resist the temptations coming at him, even though he would tell himself it would be the “last time” every time. Alice, meanwhile, knew nothing of his secret life but could see that the result of it was destroying their marriage.

Breaking Free is classed as a contemporary romance, but it’s not a pretty read. At times, it’s downright ugly. I wanted to despise Trent, and pity him for being so weak. Were there no depths to which he would not sink? But then, as Trent began to crawl out from the pit, I found myself liking him more and more. I wanted him to succeed. It was easy to feel sympathy for Alice as she began thinking of her future and tried to salvage what was left of her family. Thankfully, they had genuine friends who were rooted in Christ. These friends were able to give the help that was needed even if, at times, it wasn’t exactly wanted. But first, Trent and Alice had to break free from the shame and embarrassment that had become their lives.

This is not a novel with a neat ending. Not every aspect of their lives is resolved. There are still questions to be answered and consequences to be paid. If anything, the ending is a beginning. Part of me wishes there would be a sequel where everything would be wrapped up with a neat little bow, but I’m glad the end is left open because that isn’t the point of Breaking Free. This is a story about drifting away from God and reaching bottom before you realize you need to be crying out to Him for the help. We might not have the same problems as this fictional couple, but I think most of us are guilty of drifting away at some point or another. Breaking Free is a poignant reminder that we need to stay close to Him and call on Him always, whether we’re at the top of the slippery slope or have already landed in the pit.

Thank you to Jennifer Slattery and New Hope Publishers for my complimentary copy of Breaking Free, which I received in exchange for my honest review.

[Amy · Rating 4 out of 5]

This book is really good, but for me it was a challenge to read. It was emotionally high strung and honestly at times I just had to take a break. Maybe its just because it hit a little too close to home with all the struggles, family issues, addictions, etc... These are real problems and I think every family knows at least someone who has them. Jennifer writes a realistic story, with hope and healing and forgiveness, but not without struggles, pain, heartache, and despair.

Alice Goddard, seems to have the perfect life, and she has been putting on a good show in front of all her "perfect" friends. But truthfully, she is hiding behind a front. Her home life is a mess, her husband an alcoholic, her children veering out of control. As things get worse, Alice struggles with transparency, seeking help, and her relationship with God. Some of the people she turns to encourage, but others just shy away and let her face her problems alone. She has a hard time choosing and deciding what the best route to take is - staying in her marriage and watching the affect it is having on their children, as well as herself, or leaving - for who knows where?

Jennifer writes about some serious stuff in this book - lies, shame, guilt, and things that hold us captive. There are parts of the story that just tore my heart out. (Probably cause I get a little too involved in the books I read) I would say this book would hit home to a lot of people though. Even if your struggles are different, the concept is there. Jennifer offers hope, the kind that only comes from Christ. She encourages you to be a friend to those in need, and look for ways to help them.

I do wish that Jennifer had chosen to write an epilogue, giving a little more information wrapping up the family's story. Maybe she was leaving it open for a sequel, I don't know. If just felt like as the book ended, there was more I wanted to know.

I received this book from the author in exchange for my honest opinion. I was not required to write a positive review.

[Becky · Rating 4 out of 5]

Breaking Free is a gripping look at a marriage on the rocks. It's not easy to read—Trent is incredibly unlikable for 90% of the novel, and sometimes Alice isn't much better—but it provides what seems to be an accurate depiction of addiction. (I say "seems to be" because, only by the grace of God, I don't have first-hand knowledge of addiction. But what is portrayed on the pages of this novel certainly feels realistic.)

Breaking Free is written both from both Alice's and Trent's perspectives. I appreciated this because I found myself easily identifying with Alice (even though her actions were sometimes maddening), so a novel written solely from her perspective would have had me 100% in her camp, cheering for her to wash her hands of Trent. Viewing events from Trent's perspective allowed me to have a better understanding of his desperation, even when I wasn't sympathizing with him. I don't want to give anything away, but Trent's journey became much more compelling as the novel neared its conclusion.

I ached for Alice as she lost everything, and I rejoiced with her when she found the beginnings of a new life. I hated that she didn't feel able to share her struggles with anyone, though it wasn't surprising—so often we feel the need to put on a "perfect" Christian front, and that's the trap that Alice fell into. While I did think that things wrapped up a little too neatly at the end and didn't stay consistent with what we knew of Alice throughout the novel, overall, Breaking Free was a gripping, thought-provoking novel, dealing with weighty issues that are too often swept under the rug.

Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free for review from the publisher. I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own.

[Deana Dick · Rating 4 out of 5]

Alice and Trent seem to have the perfect life. Trent has a high paying job and Alice is very involved in church activities . They have two boys that seem well adjusted and enjoy sports. Everything seems to be going well until Trent starts to slip. He turns to drinking and then becomes involved in gambling. It is hard to keep these things from his wife as their money starts dwindling and his moods being to swing. That is how subtle the enemy is. He comes into your life, dangles enticing things at you and before you know it the trap is set.

I really enjoyed how Alice tried so hard to hang on to their marriage by being there for Trent until he stared shutting her out. Trent knew he was in big trouble and couldn't find a way out. He had gotten involved with some dangerousc men and needed to find a way to pay his debt. Sometimes we have to hit rock bottom , before we reach out for help. The story is well written and very faith based. The anguish they both felt was written with raw emotions and you could feel their desperation. It is hard for us to forgive when we are so hurt, but when you finally surrender, the feeling of peace surrounds you. Alice and Trent both needed to ask God to forgive them and slowly allow Him to confort then. The book is filled with a great message of hope, forgiveness and renewal. The characters are well written and you can feel yourself glued to the story as they try to restore what the enemy had tried to destroy. Overall it is a good story that deals with a marriage torn apart and the trails the couple go through to get their life back on track.

I received a copy of this book from The BookClub Network for an honest review.

[Joan · Rating 4 out of 5]

This novel really portrays what happens to a marriage and family when a spouse succumbs to addiction. In this novel, a husband drifts into alcoholism and compulsive gambling.

Seeing how the behavior of the man impacts his wife and sons is heart wrenching. Slattery allows us to see life from both the wayward husband and the desperate wife. It really made me think of the kinds of decisions I would make in a similar situation. And how is it possible to prevent harm from falling down onto the children when the relationship between the parents is crumbling? It reminded me of the importance of trying to understand the hurt young adults are feeling.

Slattery also gives us good insight into the ministries that help those in desperate situations. Intervention done well is so important, both for the addicted spouse and the spouse at a loss in knowing how to move forward.

It is refreshing to be reminded that our God is a God of miracles. I did feel the “miracle” was a little abrupt, leaving many loose ends at the novel's sudden end. We are left with many unresolved issues that begs for a sequel. We have had a good example of how family relationships might be so seriously damaged. Now we need to be shown how those relationships can be put back together again.

I recommend this book to those who would like to see the reality of addiction, what it does to a family, and how God can provide a way back to individual wholeness.

I received a complimentary egalley of this book from the publisher for the purpose of an independent and honest review.

[Lori Wasson · Rating 4 out of 5]

Breaking Free by Jennifer Slattery is about a husband’s struggle with alcohol and gambling addictions and the difficulties that the entire family goes through as a result.

I felt that the fallout of the addictions of Trent were portrayed very realistically. The book did a good job of showing how far Trent fell as a result as his addictions. The book was also realistic in how his wife struggled, as well as the kids. The book did a good job in showing that addiction affects the entire family, from the money problems to not being there for the kids. The book was very interesting and was a page turner.

However, there were some things I struggled with in the book. First, it seemed that some of the scenes were choppy and ended abruptly. Also, the “licensed psychologist” that the boys were staying with when they ran away from the family was not portrayed realistically. Somebody who is a professional counselor would listen to both sides of the situation in an issue involving the family. But this psychologist was being very judging of Alice without fully understanding her side. What I thought was off was the psychologist not making an effort to reunite the boys with Alice and postponing calling Alice when the boys showed up in the first place. Yes, the boys needed space, but it seemed that the psychologist went too far with that. Alice is the parent and despite her weaknesses was a good mother, trying to work through a difficult situation.

Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

I received this book for free from New Hope Publishers and NetGalley in exchange for a review.