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364 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 22, 2016

“I’ll never finish falling in love with you.”
When a seventeen-year-old girl vanishes,
A community is shaken.
Parents turn desperate.
Friends hold vigils.
And the boy who loves her searches.
When a year goes by,
The community is recovering.
Parents feel hopeless.
Friends feel helpless.
And the boy who loves her continues his search.
When ten years go by,
The community has forgotten.
Parents cling to the past.
Friends move toward the future.
And the boy who loves her . . .
Brings her home.
When the twenty-seven-year-old woman is found,
A community wants to know the story,
Parents want to forget the story,
Friends want to be a part of the story,
And the man who still loves her faces the greatest challenge yet: letting her go.
“Find an emotional tether. Someone you trusted before and someone you can trust now. A person who can connect you to your past but can pilot you into your future. Someone who can pull you back from the ledge when you find it and from the dark when it finds you. Find that person, hold on tight, and don’t let go.”
“It’s ten o’clock,” I say, blinking. “I live half a block away. We live in one of the safest cities in the country. What are you afraid’s going to happen?”
He scans the neighborhood around us like there are things I can’t see. “What I’ve been afraid of from the first day I knew I loved you.” His hand tightens around mine. “That I was going to lose you.”
His strong hand grips the side of my neck, and he aligns his eyes with mine. “I’ve been sure about you since I was fifteen years old. And I’ll be sure about you for the rest of my life.”



“I would have waited for you no matter how long you took. A month, a year, an eternity. I would have waited.”
I have to look away. It hurts too much. Seeing what my future could have been only to realize it never will be makes everything inside me feel like it’s atrophying. Withering. Dying slowly.
“Time, circumstances, tragedy- nothing can change that. You and me, there isn’t an over for us.”I love unconventional romances. I love books that make me think, feel and cry. This story hooked me from the start and as painful as it was, I loved every minute. I thought the ending was perfect for this couple, even though I would like to see a little farther in the future to see where these two end up… A wonderful 5 star read! Highly recommend!!!
He’s not supposed to be the one… but he’s always been The One.

“You’re the boy next door, Torrin. My boy next door.”
“When you love someone, you love them. You can’t “slow that down” or portion out whatever “healthy” doses your peers deem acceptable.
You love them as hard as you can, as best you can.”

“He’s the one I’d tie myself to, but I don’t feel like I have anything left to be bound with. How can he tether me when vapor has more substance than I do?”

“You brought me back . . . when everyone else just kind of left me behind.”
“There’s no past and no future when he looks at me like that—there’s only right now.”


“I’ll never finish falling in love with you.”






"I'll never finish falling in love with you."

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“You’re the boy next door, Torrin. My boy next door.”
“For a moment, I let myself believe that nothing has changed and he’s the same boy who asked me to marry him . . . someday . . . one day . . . barefoot and grinning. I let myself get carried away by that moment. I let myself feel the only joy I’ve felt in ten years. I let myself feel it . . . then I take an imaginary pin and pop it. That life died the night I died to the world. That life is gone.”
“I’ll never finish falling in love with you.”
“You were my first. And you were my last.” His words echo in the small space. “A man could have a thousand different partners and settle down with an amazing woman, and I’d still hold the bragging rights. Don’t feel sorry for me for that. I’m not.”
“I told you I loved you for the first time thirteen years ago. It didn’t come with an expiration date. It never.”


“If I’m forced to make a choice, it will be you. Every time.” He exhales, and his eyes lower. “It will be you.”

My disappearance ruined this family once. I’d never have guessed me being found would ruin them again.
"I feel like every morning I’m climbing a mountain, but when I look behind me at the end of the day, I’m still in the same spot. I try to move on, to get better, but I get nowhere.”
We meet Jade and her boyfriend, Torrin, when they are both 17 and seniors in high school. That very night she is abducted by a mentally unstable man who holds her captive for 10 years.
For reasons known only to the author, she chose to not explore the sequence of events that occurred during Jade's captivity. Rather, we are fast forwarded to the day she was miraculously rescued. Post-rescue, Jade spends the next year completely detached from every member of her family and community but was still hopelessly in love with Torrin, who, BTW, is now catholic-church-collared. Can they be together or not? And, really, that's all there is to the story.
IMO, narrating in the first person is tricky and it, if done without the required proficiency, could cause a disconnect between the reader and the protagonist. A great narrator engenders emotions. If she falls in love; we fall with her. Scared? Our palms sweat. Sad? We have tissues handy. Unfortunately, this book is narrated from Jade's POV which, without a doubt, made this a mediocre story. I simply did not care
“You fill all my hollow spots. You’re my what’s missing…”

“Not today. Not tomorrow. SOMEDAY.”








"He took your life from you. He took my life by doing so."
"The woman I wanted to spend my life with was gone. I wasn't in the mood to find a backup."
"I'll never finish falling in love with you."
"I'd sacrifice this life and every life I have coming for you."
"You were my first. And you were my last." His words echo in the small space. "A man could have a thousand different partners and settle down with an amazing woman, and I'd still hold the bragging rights. Don't feel sorry for me for that. I'm not."
"If I'm forced to make a choice, it will be you. Every time." He exhales, and his eyes lower. "It will be you."
"You and me, there isn't an over for us."
"I've been sure about you since I was fifteen years old. And I'll be sure about you for the rest of my life."I may have gone a little crazy with the quotes, but the amount I wanted to include was actually double this *looks around awkwardly* Clearly I was a bit obsessed with him ;)

"Life is the great maker of crazy. No one's immune."
Asleep, awake, it doesn't seem to matter. I'm haunted by things in both worlds.
I replay my question. I replay his answer. I can't make them agree.
I'm so damaged all I remember about love is how it's spelled.
"No one has the manual for a situation like this, so don't let anyone tell you how to feel. No one."
The only promise is that there is no promise. Forever can be destroyed as easily as a blade of grass can be trampled. Forever is fragile. Forever is fleeting. Forever is finite. Forever is gone.I hope this random review helped someone, but my final thoughts are... if you're interested, I suggest taking a chance, especially if you love a swoony hero!


“Try again. Fail again. Fail better.”

“I would have waited for you no matter how long you took. A month, a year, an eternity. I would have waited.”
"You found me alive." I smile when I want to kiss him. He smiles when I know he wants to kiss me back. "But then you brought me back to life."
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I would have waited.”

“Try again. Fail again. Fail better.”That’s all you need to know about the story and if you are here to find out more about the story, then I’d like to advice you against checking out any more reviews until you finish. I did that and I’m so glad I went in blind by reading only the blurb, it just captivated my unfocused mind which is never sure of ‘what to read next?’
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