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Now That It's You
A RITA Award finalist, Mainstream Fiction with a Central Romance.
From USA Today bestselling author Tawna Fenske comes a romantic comedy that will simultaneously tickle your funny bone and tug at your heartstrings.
Talented chef Meg Delaney hasn’t spoken to her cheating ex-fiancé, Matt Midland, for two years. Ditching him at the altar after blurting out “I can’t” instead of “I do” would sour any relationship. But now, just as Meg is finally ready to bury the hatchet, she learns closure is permanently off the menu. And the kicker? Matt’s brother, Kyle, is back in her life, stirring up feelings that are equal parts guilt and lust.
Meg was the best thing that never happened to Kyle. He couldn’t make a move on his brother’s girlfriend—even if Matt didn’t value her nearly enough. The situation is even more complicated now that Meg’s bestselling aphrodisiac cookbook has spawned a legal battle with the Midlands. Maybe he should stay away. But love, like family, plays by its own rules. And the one woman he shouldn’t want might be the only one who’s perfect for him.
From USA Today bestselling author Tawna Fenske comes a romantic comedy that will simultaneously tickle your funny bone and tug at your heartstrings.
Talented chef Meg Delaney hasn’t spoken to her cheating ex-fiancé, Matt Midland, for two years. Ditching him at the altar after blurting out “I can’t” instead of “I do” would sour any relationship. But now, just as Meg is finally ready to bury the hatchet, she learns closure is permanently off the menu. And the kicker? Matt’s brother, Kyle, is back in her life, stirring up feelings that are equal parts guilt and lust.
Meg was the best thing that never happened to Kyle. He couldn’t make a move on his brother’s girlfriend—even if Matt didn’t value her nearly enough. The situation is even more complicated now that Meg’s bestselling aphrodisiac cookbook has spawned a legal battle with the Midlands. Maybe he should stay away. But love, like family, plays by its own rules. And the one woman he shouldn’t want might be the only one who’s perfect for him.
316 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 6, 2016
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About the author
Tawna Fenske
73 books1,612 followersWhen Tawna Fenske finished her English lit degree at 22, she celebrated by filling a giant trash bag full of romance novels and dragging it everywhere until she’d read them all. Now she’s a RITA Award finalist, USA Today bestselling author who writes humorous fiction, risqué romance, and heartwarming love stories with a quirky twist. Publishers Weekly has praised Tawna’s offbeat romances with multiple starred reviews and noted, “There’s something wonderfully relaxing about being immersed in a story filled with over-the-top characters in undeniably relatable situations. Heartache and humor go hand in hand.”
Tawna lives in Bend, Oregon, with her husband, step-kids, and a menagerie of ill-behaved pets. She loves hiking, snowshoeing, standup paddleboarding, and inventing excuses to sip wine on her back porch. She can peel a banana with her toes and loses an average of twenty pairs of eyeglasses per year. To find out more about Tawna and her books, visit www.tawnafenske.com.
Tawna lives in Bend, Oregon, with her husband, step-kids, and a menagerie of ill-behaved pets. She loves hiking, snowshoeing, standup paddleboarding, and inventing excuses to sip wine on her back porch. She can peel a banana with her toes and loses an average of twenty pairs of eyeglasses per year. To find out more about Tawna and her books, visit www.tawnafenske.com.
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September 7, 2016
ARC received in exchange for an honest review.
That is quite the interesting story. Basically it's about how to overcome a bad break up and how to find new love even in the middle of a tragedy. The story itself is beautiful, funny, something a reader can releate to and most of all and what kept my attention is the self growth of both main characters. Yes, there are scenes and moments where I wanted to punch Matt, especially when we find out what he did in the past that lead to this moment but then I tried to see it from his POV (we also get that POV besides Megs) and you know what, I simply can't be mad at him for being in love and do stupid things because of it. Also, this book made me laugh, especially that scene in the first few chapter where both of them join live action role play. That's definitely a scene I won't forget so soon, since I find that role playing really fascinating. I liked both Matt and Meg but I think I liked Meg more, just because she went and still has to go through so much. I seriously disliked Matt's mother, like really disliked her. She got better at the end but hey, that's the end of the story so of course they have to make nice. Yeah...not in my book! But oh well.
Would I recommend the story? Yes. It's a great book that might make you think about a thing or two.
That is quite the interesting story. Basically it's about how to overcome a bad break up and how to find new love even in the middle of a tragedy. The story itself is beautiful, funny, something a reader can releate to and most of all and what kept my attention is the self growth of both main characters. Yes, there are scenes and moments where I wanted to punch Matt, especially when we find out what he did in the past that lead to this moment but then I tried to see it from his POV (we also get that POV besides Megs) and you know what, I simply can't be mad at him for being in love and do stupid things because of it. Also, this book made me laugh, especially that scene in the first few chapter where both of them join live action role play. That's definitely a scene I won't forget so soon, since I find that role playing really fascinating. I liked both Matt and Meg but I think I liked Meg more, just because she went and still has to go through so much. I seriously disliked Matt's mother, like really disliked her. She got better at the end but hey, that's the end of the story so of course they have to make nice. Yeah...not in my book! But oh well.
Would I recommend the story? Yes. It's a great book that might make you think about a thing or two.
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September 7, 2016DNF @51%
It pains me to write this because I've really enjoyed the previous books I've read from this author, but I'm putting this aside for now. The mama's boy of a hero isn't endearing himself to me and the heroine needs to find her backbone. STAT. Stand up for yourself, woman! My poor heart just can't take any more.
ARC provided by the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
It pains me to write this because I've really enjoyed the previous books I've read from this author, but I'm putting this aside for now. The mama's boy of a hero isn't endearing himself to me and the heroine needs to find her backbone. STAT. Stand up for yourself, woman! My poor heart just can't take any more.
ARC provided by the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
January 14, 2018
I guess I read this because it was free, but
GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK.
I'm pissed AND nauseated. SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!
The h dumps her fiancee at the altar because he confessed THE NIGHT BEFORE THE WEDDING that he had been unfaithful. She dumps him at the last minute and SHE is the villain with his stupid, effin mother.
A couple of years later, and he's dead because he's a vain asshole and took Viagra before a surgery, a hair transplant surgery.
His mother decides to sue the heroine for her success on a cookbook that the asshole half-assed shot some pictures for.
The sibling to sibling ickiness kicks in and the h and the sib have an affair. Turns out he has had the hots for her for years.
Yeah, okay. Not great, but I dealt until....
The h finally finds the evidence that shows her ex-cheating-fiancee had no desire to be a part of the cookbook. It's gross evidence, but not OTT horrible. Still evidence that she is innocent of collusion.
BUT THEN, then, the heroine decides to sign over part of her profit on the cookbook her cheating ex-fiancee had nothing but scorn for to his grieving mother who has treated her like shit despite knowing that her son cheated on this woman.
Sorry for the cussing, but gross. Forget the younger brother that loves her. He's a wimp.
It's one thing to be empathetic to the grieving mother of a jackass, but to completely cave is pathetic.
GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK.
I'm pissed AND nauseated. SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!
The h dumps her fiancee at the altar because he confessed THE NIGHT BEFORE THE WEDDING that he had been unfaithful. She dumps him at the last minute and SHE is the villain with his stupid, effin mother.
A couple of years later, and he's dead because he's a vain asshole and took Viagra before a surgery, a hair transplant surgery.
His mother decides to sue the heroine for her success on a cookbook that the asshole half-assed shot some pictures for.
The sibling to sibling ickiness kicks in and the h and the sib have an affair. Turns out he has had the hots for her for years.
Yeah, okay. Not great, but I dealt until....
The h finally finds the evidence that shows her ex-cheating-fiancee had no desire to be a part of the cookbook. It's gross evidence, but not OTT horrible. Still evidence that she is innocent of collusion.
BUT THEN, then, the heroine decides to sign over part of her profit on the cookbook her cheating ex-fiancee had nothing but scorn for to his grieving mother who has treated her like shit despite knowing that her son cheated on this woman.
Sorry for the cussing, but gross. Forget the younger brother that loves her. He's a wimp.
It's one thing to be empathetic to the grieving mother of a jackass, but to completely cave is pathetic.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 15, 2016
After Meg Delaney hears that her ex is in the hospital she decides it's time to forgive him for cheating causing her to walk out on their wedding day. Meg had spent ten years of her life with Matt and he and his family had been a big part of her life. However when Meg arrives at the hospital she runs straight into Matt's brother, Kyle, who breaks the news that Matt has passed away.
Meg and Kyle seem to keep crossing paths now that Matt is gone and the two start to develop a bit of a relationship. But when Meg's cookbook suddenly skyrockets in sales it spurs a lawsuit from Kyle's family to claim the rights since he had taken the photos for the book.
Now That It's You easily hooked me into this story right from the start. You have the whole range of emotions played throughout the book as the characters deal with a loss, come together for a romance, have a bit of controversy over the estate and a whole other range of things.
I wasn't too sure I'd be into a story of starting a relationship with a sibling of an ex but with this done after Matt's death it's different to when they are still around so it worked ok in my opinion. There were however a few actions the characters did in the story I didn't quite care for so that brought my rating down a bit but overall an enjoyable read with great writing.
I received an advance copy from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
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Meg and Kyle seem to keep crossing paths now that Matt is gone and the two start to develop a bit of a relationship. But when Meg's cookbook suddenly skyrockets in sales it spurs a lawsuit from Kyle's family to claim the rights since he had taken the photos for the book.
Now That It's You easily hooked me into this story right from the start. You have the whole range of emotions played throughout the book as the characters deal with a loss, come together for a romance, have a bit of controversy over the estate and a whole other range of things.
I wasn't too sure I'd be into a story of starting a relationship with a sibling of an ex but with this done after Matt's death it's different to when they are still around so it worked ok in my opinion. There were however a few actions the characters did in the story I didn't quite care for so that brought my rating down a bit but overall an enjoyable read with great writing.
I received an advance copy from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
For more reviews please visit https://carriesbookreviews.wordpress....
September 2, 2016
Meg Delaney calls a halt to her wedding to Matt at the alter. Sounds like a terrible thing to do but she found out the night before that her fiancé cheated on her and she just couldn't go through with the wedding. That's reason enough, but we also learn that her father has been cheating on her mother for years. Because of this, cheating is something she knows she could never forgive.
Fast forward two years and there has been no communication between them or their families. Meg finds out her ex is having routine surgery and takes this as an oppurtunity to wish him well and to get closure, only to run into his brother and finds out Matt passed away during the procedure. Now Kyle has always had a thing for Meg, but she has always been off limits. Having Meg back in their lives briefly for the funeral has brought back all of Kyles feelings.
I'm sure you can guess where this is going at this point. I wish I could say that I loved this book but I can't. The writing was very mature and I could even have loved Kyle and Meg if the author took this story in a different direction. But the author had a few things happen in this story that I personally didn't like and couldn't get over. It's really just how you would interpret this story and some people may not have any issues.
ARC provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
Fast forward two years and there has been no communication between them or their families. Meg finds out her ex is having routine surgery and takes this as an oppurtunity to wish him well and to get closure, only to run into his brother and finds out Matt passed away during the procedure. Now Kyle has always had a thing for Meg, but she has always been off limits. Having Meg back in their lives briefly for the funeral has brought back all of Kyles feelings.
I'm sure you can guess where this is going at this point. I wish I could say that I loved this book but I can't. The writing was very mature and I could even have loved Kyle and Meg if the author took this story in a different direction. But the author had a few things happen in this story that I personally didn't like and couldn't get over. It's really just how you would interpret this story and some people may not have any issues.
ARC provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
September 7, 2016
You know, I did something with this book I've never really done before...
I read other reviews. Specifically, the ones with three or less stars.
Honestly, I don't know why I did it, and I have to say, they made me a little nervous when going in. But ultimately, while I could see and understand (and sometimes agreed with) their issues, it didn't change the fact that I really enjoyed reading Now That It's You.
I feel a little conflicted, though, now that I'm done. Because although this book made me laugh out loud (and not a little chuckle—straight-up giggling at times), I'm left feeling...heartsore. Much like I didn't expect to find grief and marshmallow lightning bolts in one book, I didn't expect to close Now That It's You a little melancholy—especially given how much of this book made me smile.
It's taken me a little time to figure out why I feel this way, but I think I've got it. My heart still aches for Meg. Probably that stems from my conflicting feelings over Matt, and his mother, Sylvia. I didn't like them, for the most part. I felt a huge sense of injustice over how Meg was being treated, and damn it, I wanted—I needed—her to stand-up for herself a little more.
However, having said that, I still firmly believe there is much about this book that is truly wonderful. Kyle and Meg made a great couple; they bantered and played, but they weren't afraid to open up, either. Ms. Fenske once again showed her irreverent humor to full effect, slipping quirky moments of levity among the grief of loss, and the regret of not finding closure.
And, though I DO wish that some of the outcomes were different, that doesn't change the fact that, despite my melancholy, I found this book to be charming. And the overall ending to be fitting for this couple.
Which leaves me a little unsure. How do I rate this book that felt like 5 stars when we were LARPing, but less when things didn't always go the way I wanted? With the knowledge that this book is absolutely worth reading—and that I can't wait to read more of Ms. Fenske's words. ~ Beth, 4 stars
I read other reviews. Specifically, the ones with three or less stars.
Honestly, I don't know why I did it, and I have to say, they made me a little nervous when going in. But ultimately, while I could see and understand (and sometimes agreed with) their issues, it didn't change the fact that I really enjoyed reading Now That It's You.
I feel a little conflicted, though, now that I'm done. Because although this book made me laugh out loud (and not a little chuckle—straight-up giggling at times), I'm left feeling...heartsore. Much like I didn't expect to find grief and marshmallow lightning bolts in one book, I didn't expect to close Now That It's You a little melancholy—especially given how much of this book made me smile.
It's taken me a little time to figure out why I feel this way, but I think I've got it. My heart still aches for Meg. Probably that stems from my conflicting feelings over Matt, and his mother, Sylvia. I didn't like them, for the most part. I felt a huge sense of injustice over how Meg was being treated, and damn it, I wanted—I needed—her to stand-up for herself a little more.
However, having said that, I still firmly believe there is much about this book that is truly wonderful. Kyle and Meg made a great couple; they bantered and played, but they weren't afraid to open up, either. Ms. Fenske once again showed her irreverent humor to full effect, slipping quirky moments of levity among the grief of loss, and the regret of not finding closure.
And, though I DO wish that some of the outcomes were different, that doesn't change the fact that, despite my melancholy, I found this book to be charming. And the overall ending to be fitting for this couple.
Which leaves me a little unsure. How do I rate this book that felt like 5 stars when we were LARPing, but less when things didn't always go the way I wanted? With the knowledge that this book is absolutely worth reading—and that I can't wait to read more of Ms. Fenske's words. ~ Beth, 4 stars
February 7, 2017
*A copy was provided via NetGalley*
Beautiful, funny, relatable~
I was kind of unsure of how I would like this novel, but I'm happy I read it. I really enjoyed reading this; it was interesting, different and fresh...
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Beautiful, funny, relatable~
I was kind of unsure of how I would like this novel, but I'm happy I read it. I really enjoyed reading this; it was interesting, different and fresh...
Read more on my blog~
September 7, 2016
Favorite Quotes:
It's not like he and Matt had been close. They'd fought like ill-tempered badgers more often than not, caught in a weird web of competition and jealousy with a dash of reluctant fondness thrown in for variety.
You came with me for my first Brazilian wax. It's a similar level of discomfort, with the bonus of not getting stuck to the seat afterward.
I mean, we dated for more than eight years without him ever once bringing up the subject of marriage... Once a year, I'd broach the subject. I tried to play it cool, to act like I didn't care that much, but all I had to do was say the word marriage and he'd act like I just shoved his testicles in a vise and started cranking.
You have to admit, all that name-calling kept the funeral from being too dreary.
This whole conversation was new territory for her, like visiting a foreign country populated only by women who'd loved the same man she had.
It's like spending your whole life wearing the wrong-sized bra and not realizing it. Then when you finally get the right size, you wonder how you never noticed before how uncomfortable you were.
My Review:
I snorted, barked, and laughed aloud as I read this highly amusing and bittersweet tale of betrayal, grief, guilt, and new beginnings. Only Tawna Fenske could weave such a humorous and engaging narrative into a romance involving the odd juxtapositions of grief and mourning while also maintaining a breezy and delightful storyline. I adore her humor, fun and unique style, and quirky and endearing characters. I will never forget the hilarity of Meg joining the grouping of the other exes at her departed ex-fiancé's funeral reception, the cause of his unexpected death, or her spontaneous escapade of LARPing - what a gas!
It's not like he and Matt had been close. They'd fought like ill-tempered badgers more often than not, caught in a weird web of competition and jealousy with a dash of reluctant fondness thrown in for variety.
You came with me for my first Brazilian wax. It's a similar level of discomfort, with the bonus of not getting stuck to the seat afterward.
I mean, we dated for more than eight years without him ever once bringing up the subject of marriage... Once a year, I'd broach the subject. I tried to play it cool, to act like I didn't care that much, but all I had to do was say the word marriage and he'd act like I just shoved his testicles in a vise and started cranking.
You have to admit, all that name-calling kept the funeral from being too dreary.
This whole conversation was new territory for her, like visiting a foreign country populated only by women who'd loved the same man she had.
It's like spending your whole life wearing the wrong-sized bra and not realizing it. Then when you finally get the right size, you wonder how you never noticed before how uncomfortable you were.
My Review:
I snorted, barked, and laughed aloud as I read this highly amusing and bittersweet tale of betrayal, grief, guilt, and new beginnings. Only Tawna Fenske could weave such a humorous and engaging narrative into a romance involving the odd juxtapositions of grief and mourning while also maintaining a breezy and delightful storyline. I adore her humor, fun and unique style, and quirky and endearing characters. I will never forget the hilarity of Meg joining the grouping of the other exes at her departed ex-fiancé's funeral reception, the cause of his unexpected death, or her spontaneous escapade of LARPing - what a gas!
July 16, 2016
I enjoyed this but it kind of left me with a melancholy feeling after finished it. The story dealt with grief and the emotions which those left behind struggle with. The book was fairly fast paced and kept my interest throughout. There were some problems with the story which held it back from receiving more stars from me. One of its problems was that it veered too widely between over the top comedy and tragedy. I had a very hard time buying the too numerous ex girlfriends all with the same looks and same job who went to the funeral of the heroine's ex. I just don't think I would go to the funeral of a man who I had dated briefly over 12 years ago. So 7 or 8 of them showing up? Not likely. Also, the man was 35 when he died. He'd been with the heroine for 10 years and broken up with her for 2. so that means he was 23 when they got together and he had supposedly not cheated on her until the end. How did a 23 year old have time for that many exes? Exes who were professionals in the food industry at around his age assuming he wasn't dating a bunch of older women? So that's an example of over done comedy and poorly thought out plotting. it was totally unnecessary to the plotvor to character development.
The hero, while an interesting and tormented man, made some serious missteps that I thought the heroine forgave him for way too easily.
All that being said parts were extremely emotional and it was well written over all. There was a lot of honest emotion from both the family of the deceased and the heroine who had been with him for so long even though they had parted.
Thanks to Netgalley for providing me this book in exchange for an honest review.
The hero, while an interesting and tormented man, made some serious missteps that I thought the heroine forgave him for way too easily.
All that being said parts were extremely emotional and it was well written over all. There was a lot of honest emotion from both the family of the deceased and the heroine who had been with him for so long even though they had parted.
Thanks to Netgalley for providing me this book in exchange for an honest review.
November 6, 2016
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A romantic comedy with themes of death and infidelity may sound like an oxymoron but if anyone should be able to pull it off, it’s Tawna Fenske. She has the knack of taking real life situations and imbuing them with heart and humour. While her series books fall into the lighthearted romantic comedy category, her recent single title books have veered into more emotional territory. They still maintain the comedic banter and awkward situations that make her readers return time and again, but definitely come with more angst. Now That it’s You follows that trend and while the writing style is quirky and engaging as always, the romance falls flat and the story left me feeling more melancholy than amused.
Chef Meg Delaney is ready to forgive her ex-fiance Matt Midland for cheating on her and revealing the truth the night before their wedding, which led her to bolt the next day at the altar. It’s been two difficult years, but she’s finally come to terms with everything that happened and the abrupt end to their ten year relationship. When she finds out Matt is having surgery, she rushes to the hospital – only to be told, by his younger brother, Kyle, that Matt has died. When Meg and Kyle encounter each other again at a park the next day, the friendship that had been brought to a standstill when Meg left Matt is rekindled. Unbeknownst to Meg, Kyle has been in love with her since they first met, but kept his feelings closely hidden, even going so far as to move away when Matt and Meg got engaged. Meg and Kyle’s relationship gets even more complicated when an aphrodisiac cookbook Meg had self-published with photos Matt had (reluctantly) taken becomes part of an estate war between her and the Midland family. Shared grief and lust characterize the friendship Meg and Kyle have now, leading to a heated affair between them. Can the ashes of one relationship lead to the forging of a new one?
We might as well talk about the elephant in the room; Matt, or more appropriately, the memory of Matt. He’s the third in this odd love triangle, and his presence pervades the story from start to finish. We learn that Matt always had a competitive nature. His relationship with his brother was part affection, and part – the largest part – sibling rivalry. He was reluctant to marry Meg, and in fact it seems as though their marriage would have likely failed soon after the wedding anyway, as Matt didn’t appreciate Meg at all. He really does come across as a jerk. But at the same time he loved his family, and he was deeply affected by the breakup with Meg, going into a deep depression that he had only recently come out of. He’s constantly brought up in conversation, in the ‘we can’t have a relationship because of Matt’ discussions between Meg and Kyle, and in just about every other situation they encounter. Meg was finally over Matt and ready to move on, yet now she seems stuck reliving the good and bad parts of their relationship while dealing with Matt’s memorial, and the overnight success of her cookbook. For a dead guy, he sure gets a lot of page time.
Meg’s reaction to the news of Matt’s infidelity was understandable, if in hindsight poorly managed. Dropping him at the altar with an “I can’t” instead of an “I do” made for an awkward mess. Meg believes that because she called things off she’s responsible for paying off all the wedding bills, and she’s almost finished. I disagree with this. Matt’s the one who cheated, yet Meg has to deal with the fallout. I guess because she planned it all, she feels she needs to deal with it all after the fact too, but in her shoes I would have made sure Matt paid his fair share. I do think that the plot involving her aphrodisiac cookbook and how it becomes an overnight bestseller is an interesting and enjoyable part of the story, even if it does cause her more grief when Matt’s mother decides to sue for the proceeds to go to Matt’s estate since he was involved in the photography for it. Once again, Matt is front and center getting all the attention, despite being dead. In contrast to Meg’s relationship with Matt, her friendship and attraction to Kyle are built on much more solid ground. They have artistic interests in common and appreciate each other’s talents. The sexual attraction between them makes for some steamy scenes in which they forget about all the hoopla surrounding them and can just be themselves. These scenes feel very realistic, down to the post coitus guilt which gradually gives way to much deeper affection.
I respect Kyle for keeping his feelings about Meg under wraps during her relationship with Matt, but otherwise my reactions to him are mixed. He never approached Meg or intimated to her that he was interested in anything more than friendship during that time, but now that he is free to pursue her, it comes with (of course) a heavy dose of guilt because of his brother’s death. Not that he couldn’t have sought her out before, but with the end of Matt and Meg’s relationship his family had cut off all ties, and so had Kyle, out of loyalty to his brother. It’s clear that he cares deeply for Meg, but his involvement in the family lawsuit against her because of the cookbook makes some of his actions (and reactions) while understandable, still somewhat offensive. Loyalty to his mother and his dead brother or loyalty to the woman he loves – sometimes he chooses one side and sometimes the other. There are some later story revelations that made me think Meg might be better off just cutting ties completely with this family – which isn’t exactly the way you want a romantic relationship to go. The ending feels rushed, mostly because Matt just won’t go away. Kyle and Meg never really get a chance to prove that they can be happy together; I needed more time to be convinced that they can overcome all these obstacles, without Matt being part of the picture.
The romantic comedy part is made up of scenes showing some of the natural awkwardness found in any relationship with some silly and genuinely funny banter and internal dialogue. I like the author’s writing style, and it’s what keeps me coming back to her books again and again. I like Meg but I’m on the fence about Kyle. Yes, the couple gets their happy ending, but it’s a hard slog through grief and guilt and anger and betrayal. If you’re already a fan of Tawna Fenske, then you’ll likely pick this up anyway and it certainly has its moments. If she’s a new-to-you author, I’d recommend trying Making Waves or Let It Breathe first, both of which are on my favourites list. Then consider giving Now that It’s You a try.
Note: a copy of this story was provided by the publisher via NetGalley for review.
A romantic comedy with themes of death and infidelity may sound like an oxymoron but if anyone should be able to pull it off, it’s Tawna Fenske. She has the knack of taking real life situations and imbuing them with heart and humour. While her series books fall into the lighthearted romantic comedy category, her recent single title books have veered into more emotional territory. They still maintain the comedic banter and awkward situations that make her readers return time and again, but definitely come with more angst. Now That it’s You follows that trend and while the writing style is quirky and engaging as always, the romance falls flat and the story left me feeling more melancholy than amused.
Chef Meg Delaney is ready to forgive her ex-fiance Matt Midland for cheating on her and revealing the truth the night before their wedding, which led her to bolt the next day at the altar. It’s been two difficult years, but she’s finally come to terms with everything that happened and the abrupt end to their ten year relationship. When she finds out Matt is having surgery, she rushes to the hospital – only to be told, by his younger brother, Kyle, that Matt has died. When Meg and Kyle encounter each other again at a park the next day, the friendship that had been brought to a standstill when Meg left Matt is rekindled. Unbeknownst to Meg, Kyle has been in love with her since they first met, but kept his feelings closely hidden, even going so far as to move away when Matt and Meg got engaged. Meg and Kyle’s relationship gets even more complicated when an aphrodisiac cookbook Meg had self-published with photos Matt had (reluctantly) taken becomes part of an estate war between her and the Midland family. Shared grief and lust characterize the friendship Meg and Kyle have now, leading to a heated affair between them. Can the ashes of one relationship lead to the forging of a new one?
We might as well talk about the elephant in the room; Matt, or more appropriately, the memory of Matt. He’s the third in this odd love triangle, and his presence pervades the story from start to finish. We learn that Matt always had a competitive nature. His relationship with his brother was part affection, and part – the largest part – sibling rivalry. He was reluctant to marry Meg, and in fact it seems as though their marriage would have likely failed soon after the wedding anyway, as Matt didn’t appreciate Meg at all. He really does come across as a jerk. But at the same time he loved his family, and he was deeply affected by the breakup with Meg, going into a deep depression that he had only recently come out of. He’s constantly brought up in conversation, in the ‘we can’t have a relationship because of Matt’ discussions between Meg and Kyle, and in just about every other situation they encounter. Meg was finally over Matt and ready to move on, yet now she seems stuck reliving the good and bad parts of their relationship while dealing with Matt’s memorial, and the overnight success of her cookbook. For a dead guy, he sure gets a lot of page time.
Meg’s reaction to the news of Matt’s infidelity was understandable, if in hindsight poorly managed. Dropping him at the altar with an “I can’t” instead of an “I do” made for an awkward mess. Meg believes that because she called things off she’s responsible for paying off all the wedding bills, and she’s almost finished. I disagree with this. Matt’s the one who cheated, yet Meg has to deal with the fallout. I guess because she planned it all, she feels she needs to deal with it all after the fact too, but in her shoes I would have made sure Matt paid his fair share. I do think that the plot involving her aphrodisiac cookbook and how it becomes an overnight bestseller is an interesting and enjoyable part of the story, even if it does cause her more grief when Matt’s mother decides to sue for the proceeds to go to Matt’s estate since he was involved in the photography for it. Once again, Matt is front and center getting all the attention, despite being dead. In contrast to Meg’s relationship with Matt, her friendship and attraction to Kyle are built on much more solid ground. They have artistic interests in common and appreciate each other’s talents. The sexual attraction between them makes for some steamy scenes in which they forget about all the hoopla surrounding them and can just be themselves. These scenes feel very realistic, down to the post coitus guilt which gradually gives way to much deeper affection.
I respect Kyle for keeping his feelings about Meg under wraps during her relationship with Matt, but otherwise my reactions to him are mixed. He never approached Meg or intimated to her that he was interested in anything more than friendship during that time, but now that he is free to pursue her, it comes with (of course) a heavy dose of guilt because of his brother’s death. Not that he couldn’t have sought her out before, but with the end of Matt and Meg’s relationship his family had cut off all ties, and so had Kyle, out of loyalty to his brother. It’s clear that he cares deeply for Meg, but his involvement in the family lawsuit against her because of the cookbook makes some of his actions (and reactions) while understandable, still somewhat offensive. Loyalty to his mother and his dead brother or loyalty to the woman he loves – sometimes he chooses one side and sometimes the other. There are some later story revelations that made me think Meg might be better off just cutting ties completely with this family – which isn’t exactly the way you want a romantic relationship to go. The ending feels rushed, mostly because Matt just won’t go away. Kyle and Meg never really get a chance to prove that they can be happy together; I needed more time to be convinced that they can overcome all these obstacles, without Matt being part of the picture.
The romantic comedy part is made up of scenes showing some of the natural awkwardness found in any relationship with some silly and genuinely funny banter and internal dialogue. I like the author’s writing style, and it’s what keeps me coming back to her books again and again. I like Meg but I’m on the fence about Kyle. Yes, the couple gets their happy ending, but it’s a hard slog through grief and guilt and anger and betrayal. If you’re already a fan of Tawna Fenske, then you’ll likely pick this up anyway and it certainly has its moments. If she’s a new-to-you author, I’d recommend trying Making Waves or Let It Breathe first, both of which are on my favourites list. Then consider giving Now that It’s You a try.
Note: a copy of this story was provided by the publisher via NetGalley for review.
September 26, 2016
One of the things that attracted me to NOW THAT IT'S YOU was the storyline: a guy falling in love with his brother's ex-fiancée. I was in the mood for something fun, so I decided to give this a go. This book had a few fun moments, but I really didn't care for the story after the lawsuit plotline was introduced.
The writing was okay. There were a couple moments in the beginning that seemed a little too convenient (i.e.Kyle finding Meg's balloons, Kyle finding Meg near the lake). I appreciated the time the author took to build the romantic relationship. But the ending and resolution felt really rushed to me. This book is billed as a romantic comedy, but I didn't really find it that funny. Maybe a better description of it is a lighthearted romance that deals with family issues.
The parts that I did enjoy were the sweet romantic moments between Kyle and Meg. Kyle was endearing at times and maddening at times. He was so attentive and attuned to Meg, which made me really root for him. But my feelings for him diminished after what he did in the end. It was sort of a jerk move. I really liked Meg. She's had to work for everything she has, but I really wanted her to stick up for herself, especially to Sylvia (Kyle and Matt's mom).
With comedies, sometimes certain characters' character traits are exaggerated for comedic value. Normally, this doesn't bother me if it's done with a good amount of nuance and is necessary. Sylvia was the villain in this story and her actions were so overly cruel to the point that she didn't seem real. She had the absolute inability to see a situation from other sides. It didn't seem believable to me that she would channel her grief in the way that she did.
It was nearly impossible for me to completely empathize with Matt, and therefore, I couldn't excuse the actions his family took after his death. Had I been able to fully feel the sadness the author wanted to convey, I think I would have enjoyed the book a little bit more. My lack of empathy only heightened the need for Meg to stick up for herself, which didn't really happen. Meg is left with a moral quandary: fight for her own interests or do right by Matt and his family.
This book has its sweet and sexy moments, served up in a fun way with a LARPing scene and a super awkward wake. If it interests you, give it a go. You may enjoy it more than I did.
* I received an advance copy from the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
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April 13, 2017
4.5
I really enjoyed this book. There was humor, steam and it was a bit emotional but overall a really sweet romance!
I really enjoyed this book. There was humor, steam and it was a bit emotional but overall a really sweet romance!
July 14, 2016
I received a copy of this novel from the publisher via NetGalley.
Two years ago Meg's fiancé, Matt, confessed to an affair the night before their wedding and Meg was unable to go through with the ceremony. She has finally put this behind her and so, when she hears that Matt is in hospital for some minor surgery, she decides to visit him and make peace (yes, she feels it is up to her to make peace - see also below). Unfortunately when she gets there, she finds that he has died.
The opening was an enjoyable read, right up to the point where we learn that Matt was in hospital for hair transplant surgery and died because he had taken Viagra the night before. Meg runs into Matt's brother Kyle both at the hospital and the next day at the park. While talking at the park, they encounter some LARPers (role play participants) and decide to join in. I decided to skim this (excruciatingly dull) part and never really managed to go back to detailed reading. There was just so much to annoy me:
Meg was a complete doormat, who had decided to pay off the entire cost of the aborted wedding herself, despite the fact that Matt was the one who was unfaithful and waited until the night before to tell her. He then billed her $10,000 for taking photos for her cookery book, despite having offered to do it for free (or "joking" that he would do it in exchange for sexual favours). So, instead of querying the bill or telling him to get lost, she pays it off gradually. Seriously? This is our heroine?
Then there is the hero, Kyle, I hated Kyle and really didn't enjoy this book.
Two years ago Meg's fiancé, Matt, confessed to an affair the night before their wedding and Meg was unable to go through with the ceremony. She has finally put this behind her and so, when she hears that Matt is in hospital for some minor surgery, she decides to visit him and make peace (yes, she feels it is up to her to make peace - see also below). Unfortunately when she gets there, she finds that he has died.
The opening was an enjoyable read, right up to the point where we learn that Matt was in hospital for hair transplant surgery and died because he had taken Viagra the night before. Meg runs into Matt's brother Kyle both at the hospital and the next day at the park. While talking at the park, they encounter some LARPers (role play participants) and decide to join in. I decided to skim this (excruciatingly dull) part and never really managed to go back to detailed reading. There was just so much to annoy me:
Meg was a complete doormat, who had decided to pay off the entire cost of the aborted wedding herself, despite the fact that Matt was the one who was unfaithful and waited until the night before to tell her. He then billed her $10,000 for taking photos for her cookery book, despite having offered to do it for free (or "joking" that he would do it in exchange for sexual favours). So, instead of querying the bill or telling him to get lost, she pays it off gradually. Seriously? This is our heroine?
Then there is the hero, Kyle, I hated Kyle and really didn't enjoy this book.
August 18, 2016
Two brothers in love with the same girl. For 10 years. One a little older, both artistic in different ways. One gregarious and slightly self-centered. The other not shy exactly, more sensitive, didn't need to always hear his voice. Both handsome, in shape. One engaged, about to be married, the other, not. One alive, the other dead. We find this out in the first chapter, so no worries. And yes, this is a modern romance novel.
Meg, a chef who caters decent gigs does well. She also wrote a snazzy hot cookbook about erotic, and raise your libido appetizers, that her fiance, Matt, the professional photographer, took the pictures for. He said for free, later we find out what the bast--d really said. Right, Matt told Meg, the night before their wedding that he'd been cheating on her with his acupuncturist Meg never thought Matt took her seriously or had any real respect for her. The next morning at the wedding, she said, "I can't" instead of "I do."
I for one, was silently proud of her. You will be too as you read the book..
We all skip ahead two years and find Meg well, Matt dating, of course, but in the hospital for minor surgery. Meg's planning to stop by with "Get Well" balloons. She still doesn't like him but she's a nice person. She gets to his floor and there's his younger brother Kyle. The other brother who has been secretly in love with Meg the same amount of time his brother has. He bumps into Meg and says, "Um, this isn't a good time, Meg." She says, "I'll only be a minute, I won't stay." Kyle looks at her and utters, "Matt is dead."
WHAT?! Nice intro to a modern romance, right?
Of course what follows is a love story, intrigue, lawsuits, betrayal, great sex scene; ok, decent sex scene, but a really really good story.
Highly recommend it.
Thank you Netgalley for the advanced copy!
Meg, a chef who caters decent gigs does well. She also wrote a snazzy hot cookbook about erotic, and raise your libido appetizers, that her fiance, Matt, the professional photographer, took the pictures for. He said for free, later we find out what the bast--d really said. Right, Matt told Meg, the night before their wedding that he'd been cheating on her with his acupuncturist Meg never thought Matt took her seriously or had any real respect for her. The next morning at the wedding, she said, "I can't" instead of "I do."
I for one, was silently proud of her. You will be too as you read the book..
We all skip ahead two years and find Meg well, Matt dating, of course, but in the hospital for minor surgery. Meg's planning to stop by with "Get Well" balloons. She still doesn't like him but she's a nice person. She gets to his floor and there's his younger brother Kyle. The other brother who has been secretly in love with Meg the same amount of time his brother has. He bumps into Meg and says, "Um, this isn't a good time, Meg." She says, "I'll only be a minute, I won't stay." Kyle looks at her and utters, "Matt is dead."
WHAT?! Nice intro to a modern romance, right?
Of course what follows is a love story, intrigue, lawsuits, betrayal, great sex scene; ok, decent sex scene, but a really really good story.
Highly recommend it.
Thank you Netgalley for the advanced copy!
August 6, 2016
Originally posted on Desert Island Book Reviews
Now That It’s You is a light romance/women’s fiction novel about a caterer falling for her late ex-fiancé’s brother. From the start, the quality of the story is apparent and I didn’t want to put the book down. All of the main characters are likable or, at least, understandably unlikable. Even the worst actions of the characters fit their personalities and the story. It’s hard to talk about it too much without spoiling the plot, but the romance is great and the non-romance plot is also very good. I truly loved reading this and would recommend it to anyone looking for a light romance with a great story.
I gave this four stars because it was fun, smart, and a delight to read. It would be a great beach read if it had come out in the summer, but it will be just as delightful with some tea and a cozy chair.
I received an ARC of this book free from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
Now That It’s You is a light romance/women’s fiction novel about a caterer falling for her late ex-fiancé’s brother. From the start, the quality of the story is apparent and I didn’t want to put the book down. All of the main characters are likable or, at least, understandably unlikable. Even the worst actions of the characters fit their personalities and the story. It’s hard to talk about it too much without spoiling the plot, but the romance is great and the non-romance plot is also very good. I truly loved reading this and would recommend it to anyone looking for a light romance with a great story.
I gave this four stars because it was fun, smart, and a delight to read. It would be a great beach read if it had come out in the summer, but it will be just as delightful with some tea and a cozy chair.
I received an ARC of this book free from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
September 10, 2016
3.5 stars
A solid, quirky contemporary read. Sometimes a little off the wall but fun to listen to. Good narration.
A solid, quirky contemporary read. Sometimes a little off the wall but fun to listen to. Good narration.
June 28, 2016
Man this book was SOOOO good.
I kinda want to just jump back in and reread.
The characters. The romance. The story.
THIS feeling I am left with is why I read. I thinks I just found me a new-to-me author to discover <3
5 stars
Review to come closer to release!
I kinda want to just jump back in and reread.
The characters. The romance. The story.
THIS feeling I am left with is why I read. I thinks I just found me a new-to-me author to discover <3
5 stars
Review to come closer to release!
August 3, 2016
*This ARC was provided by the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*
There were a few things I really loved about Now That It's You, unfortunately there were also a few things I really didn't.
Let's start with the premise and the story per se. It definitely caught my eye! Sounded like something I would be on board with. Even if it doesn't sound like the newest of the ideas, I couldn't think of any book with the same plot, so there I went.
The book starts 2 years after Meg leaves her 10-years-fiance Matt at the altar after learning the day before the wedding that he had cheated on her. In the present day, Meg is finally ready to make peace with him and she decides to do so by visiting him in the hospital with a bunch of "get well" balloons. Thing is, when she gets there she stumbles upon Matt's brother, Kayle (who has been always in love with her), and he blurts out the bad news: Matt is dead.
This story is messy, but in the best way possible. I think romantic comedies need a little bit of mess in order to be good. And I have always had a thing for silent-lovers like Kayle. In the movies I always root for the friend-zoned, so I really liked the idea of this brother loving from afar for 10 years that now is able to finally act on it. Even if the timing is the worst.
The book starts off really well, I loved the fact that instead of hearing the main characters rambling through the pages, the story was really interaction-centered. Plenty of dialogue and many many Kayle+Meg moments, which moved the story forward and made me enjoy the romance. Both Meg and Kayle re-connect by grieving, talking about Matt, remembering. Which, if you ask me, is the perfect setting for the feelings to start brewing and form a strong connection.
BUT, I have to admit that whereas all the talking about Matt was fine at the beginning, I ended up tired of him being the center of every conversation. BECAUSE they are basically talking about Matt through the WHOLE book. Seriously, the only chapter where Matt is not mentioned is the epilogue. So, I get this book is about a bit more than just a love story, and it shows how people grieves differently, but man, I would have liked if Kayle and Meg's relationship had stood on something different. Even if Matt was the reason why they were where they were.
Then, there's the fact that the reader learns soon that Matt is a major asshole. He really is. And that makes everything even worse. Reading about how a basic ass is the center of the main character's lives? About how an ass is so present in the main characters minds that they don't act on their feelings? Ugh. I got the feeling Meg was all of a sudden obsessed with her dead ex-fiancé (after 2 years of supposedly being over him) and that Kayle was more concerned about his nonsensical mother dealing with loss in the worst way possible than about the feelings of the woman he loves.
Last but not least, the ending. I couldn't wrap my head around it. Not after that major betrayal... I think Kayle was quite a realistic character, he was in a difficult place at that moment and despite a couple of mistakes he makes, I understood him and liked him. BUT, the betrayal at the end would have been a deal breaker for me, and I couldn't understand how it wasn't for Meg. Or how easily she forgave him. That made the ending feel... fake. And a little bit forced.
Overall, I think it was a good story I would have loved if only it would have been better executed.
There were a few things I really loved about Now That It's You, unfortunately there were also a few things I really didn't.
Let's start with the premise and the story per se. It definitely caught my eye! Sounded like something I would be on board with. Even if it doesn't sound like the newest of the ideas, I couldn't think of any book with the same plot, so there I went.
The book starts 2 years after Meg leaves her 10-years-fiance Matt at the altar after learning the day before the wedding that he had cheated on her. In the present day, Meg is finally ready to make peace with him and she decides to do so by visiting him in the hospital with a bunch of "get well" balloons. Thing is, when she gets there she stumbles upon Matt's brother, Kayle (who has been always in love with her), and he blurts out the bad news: Matt is dead.
This story is messy, but in the best way possible. I think romantic comedies need a little bit of mess in order to be good. And I have always had a thing for silent-lovers like Kayle. In the movies I always root for the friend-zoned, so I really liked the idea of this brother loving from afar for 10 years that now is able to finally act on it. Even if the timing is the worst.
The book starts off really well, I loved the fact that instead of hearing the main characters rambling through the pages, the story was really interaction-centered. Plenty of dialogue and many many Kayle+Meg moments, which moved the story forward and made me enjoy the romance. Both Meg and Kayle re-connect by grieving, talking about Matt, remembering. Which, if you ask me, is the perfect setting for the feelings to start brewing and form a strong connection.
BUT, I have to admit that whereas all the talking about Matt was fine at the beginning, I ended up tired of him being the center of every conversation. BECAUSE they are basically talking about Matt through the WHOLE book. Seriously, the only chapter where Matt is not mentioned is the epilogue. So, I get this book is about a bit more than just a love story, and it shows how people grieves differently, but man, I would have liked if Kayle and Meg's relationship had stood on something different. Even if Matt was the reason why they were where they were.
Then, there's the fact that the reader learns soon that Matt is a major asshole. He really is. And that makes everything even worse. Reading about how a basic ass is the center of the main character's lives? About how an ass is so present in the main characters minds that they don't act on their feelings? Ugh. I got the feeling Meg was all of a sudden obsessed with her dead ex-fiancé (after 2 years of supposedly being over him) and that Kayle was more concerned about his nonsensical mother dealing with loss in the worst way possible than about the feelings of the woman he loves.
Last but not least, the ending. I couldn't wrap my head around it. Not after that major betrayal... I think Kayle was quite a realistic character, he was in a difficult place at that moment and despite a couple of mistakes he makes, I understood him and liked him. BUT, the betrayal at the end would have been a deal breaker for me, and I couldn't understand how it wasn't for Meg. Or how easily she forgave him. That made the ending feel... fake. And a little bit forced.
Overall, I think it was a good story I would have loved if only it would have been better executed.
September 7, 2016
Kitty's review posted at Guilty Pleasures Book Reviews
4.5 stars
I sincerely enjoyed Now That It’s You. It was interesting, it was unusual and it was fresh. Meg and Kyle were both fun and complicated.
Meg has finally decided to forgive her ex-fiancé for mistake. But, it’s a little too late. She can’t believe that she walked into the hospital only to find him dead. And, it’s Kyle, the one Midland that truly understood her and supported her, that breaks the news to her. She doesn’t know how to react … to Kyle’s statement, to Kyle’s friendship, to the feelings that Kyle is bringing out in her. It must be wrong to be in lust with your ex-fiancé’s brother, isn’t it? As the grow closer and their friendship blooms into something neither one of them expected, his family steps in and throws a wrench into their budding relationship.
Kyle has loved Meg for a very long time. But, she was his brothers fiancé. His only choice was to move away. Now, she’s back in his life and Matt is gone. But, he’s hiding one big secret and he doesn’t know how she will react to it. Add that to his conniving, meddling, ugly mother and her plans to ruin Meg’s life … he doesn’t stand a chance to have her love him as he loves her. It’s because of him that here cookbook took off and now, it’s because of his family that she won’t reap the rewards from it. There is nothing that he can do to stop his mother and nothing that he can do to make Meg love him. This is definitely the “no-win” situation that he never wanted to find himself in.
Meg and Kyle were really fun and intriguing. Their times in the kitchen were wonderful and their times in his studio were even better. I liked that I was able to enjoy both of them together and apart. Tawna Fenske did a wonderful job of showing us both their grief and their love … she gave us interesting characters and really brought the story together in a way that you felt the love, the hate, the mistrust and budding friendships. I am thoroughly looking forward to reading more from her.
Review copy provided for an honest review.
4.5 stars
I sincerely enjoyed Now That It’s You. It was interesting, it was unusual and it was fresh. Meg and Kyle were both fun and complicated.
Meg has finally decided to forgive her ex-fiancé for mistake. But, it’s a little too late. She can’t believe that she walked into the hospital only to find him dead. And, it’s Kyle, the one Midland that truly understood her and supported her, that breaks the news to her. She doesn’t know how to react … to Kyle’s statement, to Kyle’s friendship, to the feelings that Kyle is bringing out in her. It must be wrong to be in lust with your ex-fiancé’s brother, isn’t it? As the grow closer and their friendship blooms into something neither one of them expected, his family steps in and throws a wrench into their budding relationship.
Kyle has loved Meg for a very long time. But, she was his brothers fiancé. His only choice was to move away. Now, she’s back in his life and Matt is gone. But, he’s hiding one big secret and he doesn’t know how she will react to it. Add that to his conniving, meddling, ugly mother and her plans to ruin Meg’s life … he doesn’t stand a chance to have her love him as he loves her. It’s because of him that here cookbook took off and now, it’s because of his family that she won’t reap the rewards from it. There is nothing that he can do to stop his mother and nothing that he can do to make Meg love him. This is definitely the “no-win” situation that he never wanted to find himself in.
Meg and Kyle were really fun and intriguing. Their times in the kitchen were wonderful and their times in his studio were even better. I liked that I was able to enjoy both of them together and apart. Tawna Fenske did a wonderful job of showing us both their grief and their love … she gave us interesting characters and really brought the story together in a way that you felt the love, the hate, the mistrust and budding friendships. I am thoroughly looking forward to reading more from her.
Review copy provided for an honest review.
August 8, 2016
There were so many things about this book that I wanted to love. I wanted to love Meg. There was a legal contract fight (guys, I'm a lawyer specializing in contracts IRL). There was food. There was forbidden love. But honestly, it just fell flat for me.
For a decade, Meg dated Matt. She was closely entwined with his family. The night before the wedding, Matt admits to cheating. She walks out of her own wedding and hasn't spoken to Matt in 2 years. She decides to forgive him and have a conversation to seek closure, but when she arrives at the hospital she learns he has dead. She runs into his brother Kyle and then reconnect and well, you see where this is going.
Meg was not a strong character. She made terrible decisions. She doesn't fight for herself from the moment she walks out of that wedding. She takes on the entire debt of the wedding. And then she doesn't fight the cookbook contract dispute. Seriously. And then there's Kyle. Ugh. He showed tremendously terrible judgment that Meg forgave way too quickly. Not to mention, Kyle and Matt's mom is just an absolutely heinous human who I would never want as a mother-in-law. I think the author was trying to show that her grief was clouding her judgment and that she was really a kind person. But ugh. Overall it just didn't work.
Additionally, the story wasn't well structured. There were sections that just went on and on and on without serving the plot in any way. There's a scene at the beginning where Meg and Kyle decide to try out LARPing. It was absolutely painful and dull. I skimmed through it.
It just didn't work for me. I'm sure others will enjoy it.
Disclosure: I was provided with a free advanced copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
For a decade, Meg dated Matt. She was closely entwined with his family. The night before the wedding, Matt admits to cheating. She walks out of her own wedding and hasn't spoken to Matt in 2 years. She decides to forgive him and have a conversation to seek closure, but when she arrives at the hospital she learns he has dead. She runs into his brother Kyle and then reconnect and well, you see where this is going.
Meg was not a strong character. She made terrible decisions. She doesn't fight for herself from the moment she walks out of that wedding. She takes on the entire debt of the wedding. And then she doesn't fight the cookbook contract dispute. Seriously. And then there's Kyle. Ugh. He showed tremendously terrible judgment that Meg forgave way too quickly. Not to mention, Kyle and Matt's mom is just an absolutely heinous human who I would never want as a mother-in-law. I think the author was trying to show that her grief was clouding her judgment and that she was really a kind person. But ugh. Overall it just didn't work.
Additionally, the story wasn't well structured. There were sections that just went on and on and on without serving the plot in any way. There's a scene at the beginning where Meg and Kyle decide to try out LARPing. It was absolutely painful and dull. I skimmed through it.
It just didn't work for me. I'm sure others will enjoy it.
Disclosure: I was provided with a free advanced copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
April 26, 2023
I'm not going to lie I'm surprised I liked this one as much as I did! This book has sat on my bookshelf for YEARS. I kept putting it off, especially after reading some not so great things from other readers. I shouldn't have listened to them. It was a pretty good read! I liked the fade to black. I'm growing tired of all the details in my romance books anymore. Maybe it's my age? LOL
January 16, 2018
Good book with a nice mix of romance and grief. It had been two years since Meg left her fiancé at the altar after finding out he had cheated on her. She's finally ready to bury the hatchet and goes to see Matt at the hospital where he is having minor surgery. Meg runs into her ex's brother at the hospital and learns that Matt has died. Kyle has always had a thing for Meg but buried his feelings while she was with Matt. Now that Matt is gone, so is that reason to keep his distance. But there are other things that complicate the situation.
Overall, I really enjoyed the story. I liked the way that Meg decided to close the Matt chapter in her life by visiting him in the hospital and ached for her when she found out about his death. There were times that I thought her grief was a little excessive, considering that they'd broken up two years earlier, but on the other side, they had been together for a long time. Kyle's grief and conflicted feelings were understandable. He and Matt had been brothers, but not always friends. Because Kyle and Meg had also been friends, they were able to connect over their shared grief. But there is also an underlying attraction, one that Kyle has felt for years and that is (mostly) new to Meg.
I liked the development of the relationship between Meg and Kyle. They had a lot in common, including a somewhat quirky sense of humor. The scenes with the LARPers and Kyle helping Meg prep a catering job were pretty funny. Because they knew each other so well, they were also able to open up about their memories of Matt, both good and bad. Those moments were sweet and heartbreaking. I loved the way that Kyle was so sensitive to Meg's moods, fears, and dreams. I had great hopes for something special between them.
However, their developing relationship was complicated by the legal battle initiated by Matt and Kyle's mother over the photographs in Meg's cookbook. My opinion was that Sylvia was way out of line with her demands and her attitude. Everything that was revealed about Matt made him look like a self-centered jerk. His attitude toward Meg and her cookbook was obnoxious and I didn't think he (or his mother) deserved one penny from Meg. I ached a bit for Kyle since he was caught in the middle. He was torn between his love for Meg and his love for his brother, complicated by the guilt he was carrying over his actions. I had high expectations for him, and unfortunately, he did not fully live up to them. I hated what he did at the end and still don't understand how Meg could forgive him so easily. I liked seeing Meg develop enough backbone to stand up for herself, but then she backslid at the end. Matt's attitude toward her cookbook was more than enough, in my opinion, for her to stick to her guns. I think she gave up too much at the end - a token should have been sufficient. I'm happy for Meg and Kyle that their relationship worked out - forgiving Kyle for what he did was nice, but I don't know that I would ever be able to really forget and trust again.
Overall, I really enjoyed the story. I liked the way that Meg decided to close the Matt chapter in her life by visiting him in the hospital and ached for her when she found out about his death. There were times that I thought her grief was a little excessive, considering that they'd broken up two years earlier, but on the other side, they had been together for a long time. Kyle's grief and conflicted feelings were understandable. He and Matt had been brothers, but not always friends. Because Kyle and Meg had also been friends, they were able to connect over their shared grief. But there is also an underlying attraction, one that Kyle has felt for years and that is (mostly) new to Meg.
I liked the development of the relationship between Meg and Kyle. They had a lot in common, including a somewhat quirky sense of humor. The scenes with the LARPers and Kyle helping Meg prep a catering job were pretty funny. Because they knew each other so well, they were also able to open up about their memories of Matt, both good and bad. Those moments were sweet and heartbreaking. I loved the way that Kyle was so sensitive to Meg's moods, fears, and dreams. I had great hopes for something special between them.
However, their developing relationship was complicated by the legal battle initiated by Matt and Kyle's mother over the photographs in Meg's cookbook. My opinion was that Sylvia was way out of line with her demands and her attitude. Everything that was revealed about Matt made him look like a self-centered jerk. His attitude toward Meg and her cookbook was obnoxious and I didn't think he (or his mother) deserved one penny from Meg. I ached a bit for Kyle since he was caught in the middle. He was torn between his love for Meg and his love for his brother, complicated by the guilt he was carrying over his actions. I had high expectations for him, and unfortunately, he did not fully live up to them. I hated what he did at the end and still don't understand how Meg could forgive him so easily. I liked seeing Meg develop enough backbone to stand up for herself, but then she backslid at the end. Matt's attitude toward her cookbook was more than enough, in my opinion, for her to stick to her guns. I think she gave up too much at the end - a token should have been sufficient. I'm happy for Meg and Kyle that their relationship worked out - forgiving Kyle for what he did was nice, but I don't know that I would ever be able to really forget and trust again.
September 3, 2016
2.5 stars.
I’m torn about this book. On the one hand, there were bits of it, particularly at the beginning, that made me laugh so hard (the pigeon really got to me for some reason, and the lepers moment), while at the same time dealing with difficult issues of grief and how it affects different people in different ways. On the other hand, everything to do with the recipe book made me so angry.
Matt casts a massive shadow over this book. Not just because of his death, but because he’s the reason why Kyle met Meg in the first place – all their memories are full of him. It’s his work on the cookbook that provides the main bone of contention between Meg and happiness. He’s also the reason why Matt’s family hates Meg, despite him being massively at fault in their breakup and the timing of it all. And, to top it all off, he was not even a nice person. Sure, he made people laugh, but he was also a selfish, attention-seeking asshole. He was absolutely horrible to Meg about her dreams. I know he’s dead and everyone’s shocked and all, but the way everyone is out to protect Matt’s legacy at the expense of Meg’s hard work… no.
There was clearly a lot more going on with Matt than is ever really explored in this book, and that irritated me a lot. Such as the parade of girlfriends. I thought that was going to lead to some major heartbreak revelation from his past that might explain he’s subsequent behaviour, instead it’s more like he just wanted free catering or something. And his depression. This lurks in the background but is never really explored beyond how he struggled when Meg left. I’m not even sure if it was the loss of her or the public humiliation that bothered him most. Matt is still a jerk, even if he did have a mental breakdown. I thought this too would lead to important revelations, but again, it didn’t. It’s just a semi-excuse for why Kyle feels bad about stuff.
Which is a shame, because when Kyle is with Meg, they’re so great together. He’s the complete opposite of Matt in the way he cares about her, and it’s obvious the two of them have always been mutually supportive of each other’s dreams, in spite of Matt’s competitive nastiness. They’re perfect for each other, even if they do talk about Matt an awful lot of the time.
Until Kyle isn’t so great, of course. I can’t understand why he never stands up for Meg. Yes, it’s because of him that the book becomes a success, but then he actively supports his mother screwing Meg over. If they were fighting over Matt being given credit for his work, fine (even though he didn’t want any part of the book because he thought it was a joke), but no, it’s all about the money. Which they weren’t entitled to, because Meg had already paid almost all of Matt’s vindictive bill – not to mention shouldering all the costs for the wedding that didn’t happen and all the rest of the costs she forked out for the book in the first place. Yet somehow they feel entitled to half the royalties. It infuriated me that Kyle could treat her that way, especially after they talk about it and he seemed to understand her point of view. All because he felt guilty for something stupid he did – which hurt Meg even more than Matt, because Matt is an adult and no one forced him to do anything.
MATT IS DEAD AND WHEN HE WAS ALIVE HE WAS A COMPLETE BASTARD! STOP STICKING UP FOR HIM WHEN HE DOESN’T DESERVE IT!
I am also at a complete loss over why and how Meg forgives Kyle at all, let alone so quickly. He betrays her so deeply in so many different ways because apparently he loves her so much(?!). Sure, he also helps to further her dreams, but the way he goes about everything is just wrong, wrong, wrong.
Which is a huge shame, because I am a big fan of Tawna Fenske and I loved how the humour in this novel mixes in with the darker moments to prevent them from ever getting too bleak. I liked both Meg and Kyle most of the time, and I really felt for Meg and just wished Kyle had been in her corner instead of uniting against her with his grief-stricken (and spiteful) mother. The romance could have been sweet and satisfying, but Matt has too much presence and Meg wasn’t really given enough time to consider Kyle’s betrayal and truly forgive him.
So I’m conflicted. There were big chunks of the book that I enjoyed a lot, but my overall feeling at the end was anger at Kyle and sad confusion with Meg. The epilogue is cute and all, but I struggled with what came before. If not for some of Kyle’s questionable choices I think I would have loved it, as it stands though, I’m a little disappointed.
(I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.)
I’m torn about this book. On the one hand, there were bits of it, particularly at the beginning, that made me laugh so hard (the pigeon really got to me for some reason, and the lepers moment), while at the same time dealing with difficult issues of grief and how it affects different people in different ways. On the other hand, everything to do with the recipe book made me so angry.
Matt casts a massive shadow over this book. Not just because of his death, but because he’s the reason why Kyle met Meg in the first place – all their memories are full of him. It’s his work on the cookbook that provides the main bone of contention between Meg and happiness. He’s also the reason why Matt’s family hates Meg, despite him being massively at fault in their breakup and the timing of it all. And, to top it all off, he was not even a nice person. Sure, he made people laugh, but he was also a selfish, attention-seeking asshole. He was absolutely horrible to Meg about her dreams. I know he’s dead and everyone’s shocked and all, but the way everyone is out to protect Matt’s legacy at the expense of Meg’s hard work… no.
There was clearly a lot more going on with Matt than is ever really explored in this book, and that irritated me a lot. Such as the parade of girlfriends. I thought that was going to lead to some major heartbreak revelation from his past that might explain he’s subsequent behaviour, instead it’s more like he just wanted free catering or something. And his depression. This lurks in the background but is never really explored beyond how he struggled when Meg left. I’m not even sure if it was the loss of her or the public humiliation that bothered him most. Matt is still a jerk, even if he did have a mental breakdown. I thought this too would lead to important revelations, but again, it didn’t. It’s just a semi-excuse for why Kyle feels bad about stuff.
Which is a shame, because when Kyle is with Meg, they’re so great together. He’s the complete opposite of Matt in the way he cares about her, and it’s obvious the two of them have always been mutually supportive of each other’s dreams, in spite of Matt’s competitive nastiness. They’re perfect for each other, even if they do talk about Matt an awful lot of the time.
Until Kyle isn’t so great, of course. I can’t understand why he never stands up for Meg. Yes, it’s because of him that the book becomes a success, but then he actively supports his mother screwing Meg over. If they were fighting over Matt being given credit for his work, fine (even though he didn’t want any part of the book because he thought it was a joke), but no, it’s all about the money. Which they weren’t entitled to, because Meg had already paid almost all of Matt’s vindictive bill – not to mention shouldering all the costs for the wedding that didn’t happen and all the rest of the costs she forked out for the book in the first place. Yet somehow they feel entitled to half the royalties. It infuriated me that Kyle could treat her that way, especially after they talk about it and he seemed to understand her point of view. All because he felt guilty for something stupid he did – which hurt Meg even more than Matt, because Matt is an adult and no one forced him to do anything.
MATT IS DEAD AND WHEN HE WAS ALIVE HE WAS A COMPLETE BASTARD! STOP STICKING UP FOR HIM WHEN HE DOESN’T DESERVE IT!
I am also at a complete loss over why and how Meg forgives Kyle at all, let alone so quickly. He betrays her so deeply in so many different ways because apparently he loves her so much(?!). Sure, he also helps to further her dreams, but the way he goes about everything is just wrong, wrong, wrong.
Which is a huge shame, because I am a big fan of Tawna Fenske and I loved how the humour in this novel mixes in with the darker moments to prevent them from ever getting too bleak. I liked both Meg and Kyle most of the time, and I really felt for Meg and just wished Kyle had been in her corner instead of uniting against her with his grief-stricken (and spiteful) mother. The romance could have been sweet and satisfying, but Matt has too much presence and Meg wasn’t really given enough time to consider Kyle’s betrayal and truly forgive him.
So I’m conflicted. There were big chunks of the book that I enjoyed a lot, but my overall feeling at the end was anger at Kyle and sad confusion with Meg. The epilogue is cute and all, but I struggled with what came before. If not for some of Kyle’s questionable choices I think I would have loved it, as it stands though, I’m a little disappointed.
(I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.)
September 4, 2016
Never in the years of me reading have I disliked both the heroine and hero!!!! Meg, was set to marry Matt, the night before the wedding she finds out he cheated on her. The day of the wedding she leaves him at the alter high and dry. I don't blame her one friggin bit!!!! Two years go by and they haven't spoken one word. Meg agrees to pay off the wedding debt since she left him at the alter. Meg decides that her and Matt need closure only to find out he passed away by his brother Kyle. We have Kyle who has been secretly in love with Meg for the last couple years. We will get back to these two later!
Their mother Sylvia is determined to get payback for Meg leaving and hurting her baby. Sylvia decided to sue Meg over a cookbook idea and also tells her she has to pay $10,000 for photos Matt took. Like the pushover she is she agrees to pay the balance!!! Are you kidding me right now!!! You paid for the wedding and now paying for this?? Oh hell to the no!!!! I would have gotten an attorney ASAP for her ass!!!
So we go back to Kyle, who pissed me off royally. He claims to love Meg but NEVER defended her to his mother. Let the mother walk all over her MULTIPLE times and yet you've been in love with her all these years??? Give me a friggin break!!!!! Kyle even admitted that he pushed Matt into cheating on her, convinced him to tell her because he knew she would leave him!!! Are you sh*tting me??? Who does stuff like this??? I honestly couldn't believe I was reading this!!! And surprise, surprise Meg takes him back a week later, they are in love and a year later they get engaged.
Once again never have I ever disliked both the male and female lead. My god!!! Meg was so weak and such a friggin pushover. She was wronged in this situation and was owed an apology. Sylvia was using grief as an excuse to be a bitch. Kyle was a jerk and I was thoroughly annoyed with this book. I wanted to like this book so bad but sadly it didn't work for me at all. On to the next one.....
*arc was given by publisher through NetGalley for an honest review*
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Their mother Sylvia is determined to get payback for Meg leaving and hurting her baby. Sylvia decided to sue Meg over a cookbook idea and also tells her she has to pay $10,000 for photos Matt took. Like the pushover she is she agrees to pay the balance!!! Are you kidding me right now!!! You paid for the wedding and now paying for this?? Oh hell to the no!!!! I would have gotten an attorney ASAP for her ass!!!
So we go back to Kyle, who pissed me off royally. He claims to love Meg but NEVER defended her to his mother. Let the mother walk all over her MULTIPLE times and yet you've been in love with her all these years??? Give me a friggin break!!!!! Kyle even admitted that he pushed Matt into cheating on her, convinced him to tell her because he knew she would leave him!!! Are you sh*tting me??? Who does stuff like this??? I honestly couldn't believe I was reading this!!! And surprise, surprise Meg takes him back a week later, they are in love and a year later they get engaged.
Once again never have I ever disliked both the male and female lead. My god!!! Meg was so weak and such a friggin pushover. She was wronged in this situation and was owed an apology. Sylvia was using grief as an excuse to be a bitch. Kyle was a jerk and I was thoroughly annoyed with this book. I wanted to like this book so bad but sadly it didn't work for me at all. On to the next one.....
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August 13, 2016
This isn't at all what I'd expected, not that it's a bad thing.
If the blurb made the book sound like a romantic comedy, the story itself feels the farthest removed from it. Instead, I found myself getting lost in the drama of the oddest, but somehow the most fitting relationship forming in the wake (literally) of a dead ex-fiancé, who really isn't likeable at all from what we're told about him, between a caterer with bigger dreams than she could ever fulfil and a successful artist torn between loyalty to his brother and a deep, abiding thing he has for her.
'Now That It's You' has has quirky moments and some laugh-out-loud ones, but there's a depressing, nostalgic strain of melancholy shot through it because a lot of the book delves into unrequited feelings, hard lines and limits in relationships and how people react - not entirely rationally - when faced with unimaginable (or potential) loss. But with Meg Delaney and Kyle Midland, Tawna Fenske has written a very sympathetic pairing here that I couldn't help but like very much: a soft-hearted female lead and a standup male lead who thankfully, don't fly into histrionics or behave reprehensibly in any way. I did like Meg and Kyle both individually and together very much; instead of the 'forbidden' aspect of their relationship, I liked Fenske's take on their existing chemistry and friendship and how they'd simply moved forward after a decade of knowing each other.
Yet if there aren't any sharply spiked moments of angst, there is however, a load of family drama and a huge elephant in the room that the story tries to work out, which did sometimes try my patience. There were times I wish Meg had stood up more for herself or that Kyle had been more decisive with his own family, but those thankfully, detract from the satisfaction I felt when I finished the book.
*ARC by netgalley
(always grateful, mind)
If the blurb made the book sound like a romantic comedy, the story itself feels the farthest removed from it. Instead, I found myself getting lost in the drama of the oddest, but somehow the most fitting relationship forming in the wake (literally) of a dead ex-fiancé, who really isn't likeable at all from what we're told about him, between a caterer with bigger dreams than she could ever fulfil and a successful artist torn between loyalty to his brother and a deep, abiding thing he has for her.
'Now That It's You' has has quirky moments and some laugh-out-loud ones, but there's a depressing, nostalgic strain of melancholy shot through it because a lot of the book delves into unrequited feelings, hard lines and limits in relationships and how people react - not entirely rationally - when faced with unimaginable (or potential) loss. But with Meg Delaney and Kyle Midland, Tawna Fenske has written a very sympathetic pairing here that I couldn't help but like very much: a soft-hearted female lead and a standup male lead who thankfully, don't fly into histrionics or behave reprehensibly in any way. I did like Meg and Kyle both individually and together very much; instead of the 'forbidden' aspect of their relationship, I liked Fenske's take on their existing chemistry and friendship and how they'd simply moved forward after a decade of knowing each other.
Yet if there aren't any sharply spiked moments of angst, there is however, a load of family drama and a huge elephant in the room that the story tries to work out, which did sometimes try my patience. There were times I wish Meg had stood up more for herself or that Kyle had been more decisive with his own family, but those thankfully, detract from the satisfaction I felt when I finished the book.
*ARC by netgalley
(always grateful, mind)
August 26, 2017
i was feeling this premise but as the book went on, and the more is revealed about kyle, the more i started disliking him and found it super hard to root for this relationship or care about him.
September 5, 2016
I took a chance on this book and this new-to-me author based on the recommendation of a few trusted books friends. And the thing that struck me most while reading "Now That It's You", was how realistic and relatable the characters were, flaws and all. Even when the serious nature of certain things were played off as comedy, it never felt ridiculous or campy, because of how easy it was to connect with the characters. No character was cookie cutter, black and white, right or wrong. It was all just a gray area of human emotions that I found so refreshing. There is no judgment, demonizing, canonizing, of any character. Life and people and relationships are complicated, and I was impressed with how effortlessly Tawna Fenske showed this using her words, her humor, and her natural story development. This book sticks out more than any other for its ability to show the baggage every human being is going to lug around in their lifetime, and trying to bring those skeletons to light and deal with them. As Meg said "You've got to screw it up a bunch of times to get it right." I look forward to discovering more of Tawna Fenske's work.
August 19, 2016
What is the etiquette for falling for your late ex-fiancee's brother? Meg and Kyle find out, navigating this unusual set up. I found it funny and amusing, it had non PC, not always appropriate jokes. I don't know what that says about my humor. I can understand why it could have a fine line between comedy and not so savory for some. I was still hooked throughout the book, the writing has it's certainly has appeal.
I found the main characters likable in their own way. They fit their personalities if that makes sense, even when they make mistakes. They had a whole play of emotions that well what I expect in a way. While I don't exactly agree with some things it made for conflict to keep things going.
What I enjoyed the most is the romance developing and plot. Ok I also want the cookbook! Meg cooks yummy stuff in this book. Yes the food lover in me needs that now. A light romance with a different approach and good story behind it. It has that romcom feel, a delightful, smart and entertaining read. A new author to me that I enjoyed and will keep tabs on.
*** ARC provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review **
I found the main characters likable in their own way. They fit their personalities if that makes sense, even when they make mistakes. They had a whole play of emotions that well what I expect in a way. While I don't exactly agree with some things it made for conflict to keep things going.
What I enjoyed the most is the romance developing and plot. Ok I also want the cookbook! Meg cooks yummy stuff in this book. Yes the food lover in me needs that now. A light romance with a different approach and good story behind it. It has that romcom feel, a delightful, smart and entertaining read. A new author to me that I enjoyed and will keep tabs on.
*** ARC provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review **
September 11, 2016
I love everything Tawna Fenske has written, and this book is no different. It is full of surprises from the first page, and her usual quirky humor lights up even the darkest moments. Highly recommended.
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