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7 pages, Audio CD
First published March 15, 2016

“I was going to act like a real, live college student rather than the old man I’d been since birth.
And I couldn’t freaking wait.” - Quinn
“He didn’t even know I existed. The thought was sobering and comforting all at the same time.”
“It wasn’t just the contract; it was my career, it was my life, and I had people depending on me.”
“I was caught in his blue depths—as blue as the ocean that buoyed this massive ship we were now on—and I was drowning. Good as gone. Drifting to the ocean floor. But instead of struggling against the cement blocks tied around my ankles, all I felt was peace.”
“…you didn’t fall for me.”
Quinn didn’t move, didn’t breathe, as he stared up at me. “I didn’t?”
“You fell with me, Lucky. We fell together.”
“He kissed me like he couldn’t get enough, like I was the last drink of water on earth and he wanted that cool, crisp liquid before he perished.”
“Life’s too short to be something other than who you are.”




"Life's too short to be something other than who you are."
“As a person. With Quinn, I felt almost human.”
“I wanted Quinn. I wanted his lips and his ass and his cock. I wanted it.”
“And when his gaze met mine, I knew there was no coming back from this. Not when he placed his palms on the wall beside my head, not when his face drew closer, and especially not when his lips brushed mine.”
“They get J. R. You get Jay. And you never have to share Jay.”
"The house didn't win. We did."

He treated me like . . . a normal guy. In the last couple years, people did one of two things when they met me—picked a fight to get on TV, or kissed my ass to get on TV. It was never about me. As a person. With Quinn, I felt almost human.
“I want you. Like I haven’t wanted anyone in a long time.”
“It’s not even just about wanting to be with Quinn, or another guy. This is about me. It’s about being black and queer and compromising because that’s all I’ve ever done in my fucking life, you know?”