Awww! There is a lot of cuteness going on here!
We have Hollis, uptight, introverted owner of a paper/stationary store and daddy to a cat named Bunny, and Sawyer, fun, boisterous, and an all-around good guy.
Everyone loves Sawyer. EVERYONE.
Except Hollis. Because. It's COMPLICATED.
Hollis wraps himself in scarves and grief, and he's particularly grouchy around the holidays because the cheer reminds him so much of what he's lost. Hollis avoids Sawyer, but Sawyer is everywhere.
Sawyer is also a small business owner, and his twin brother, Tucker, is married to Hollis's twin sister, Char. Sawyer and Hollis are joint uncles to Tucker and Char's 2-year-old daughter, Aria.
Sawyer bets Hollis that he can make him happy for Christmas, and Hollis takes the bait (albeit reluctantly but also not, because reasons). The problem is that Hollis still thinks of Sawyer like the flaky teenager he used to be. He doesn't believe Sawyer can stay committed. Sawyer quits everything after a while, so why wouldn't he quit Hollis?
Hollis is the first-person narrator of this story, and he's not a very reliable one. He's fastidious and awkward, and brings kale salad to a potluck while Sawyer brings spice cake. We see how much Sawyer cares for Hollis, but Hollis doesn't.
I wasn't fully invested in the story until the halfway mark, but I was never bored. Sawyer and Hollis see the zoo lights, attend a performance of the Portland gay men's chorus, and kiss. Oh, there's plenty of kissing! Indeed, the steam in this story is delicious and includes some SAF rope/submissive play.
If you want a sexy, feel-good story, sweet like hot chocolate but without the calories, this one will do nicely.