This book is a heart written book documenting my travels through the sometimes very dark tunnels of psychotherapy in search of sanity that had been stolen from me as a very young child. I was the victim of a heinous crime against humanity, sexual and physical abuse by people I loved dearly and was totally dependent upon for my welfare. Through my written words I hope to show others that there is life after abuse and that they don’t have to live in spiritual and emotional agony. Life doesn’t have to be a trial to get through and then die, there is hope, love, and beauty out here but you have to want it so badly you can taste it. That is the guts of this book. It is very, very true you can’t go around some issues, the only way out is through!