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352 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1983
Trips struck the match with a cavalier flourish and attempted for the second time to start his first pipe of the day. Lungs wheezing like a pair of mildewed bellows, he sucked furiously on the black stem of his seasoned briar. A wisp of pungent smoke came and went. “Well, bite my butt,” he mumbled, scowling into the dead bowl. “This goddamn weather.” He tamped the springy contents down with a P-38 can opener, which shared the chain around his neck with a metallic swastika and a gold-plated scarab beetle. (His dog tags he had ceremoniously deposited one moonless night inside a Buddhist tomb, one of many overgrown and send-swept mounds heaped in apparently random fashion back at the perimeter like a distribution of shell craters seen in reverse stereoscopic lenses.) “The rain makes the grass damp and hard to light.”
The man blubbered, staring with horror at his left leg which rested now incongruously beside his head, upsidedown and unattached. “Well, shit,” muttered Kraft and kicked the useless leg off into the underbrush. The wounded man’s white face looked as though someone had flicked a full fountain pen across it, a spattering of black marks like powder burns or bits of dirt driven by explosive force into the skin. At his other end black blood drained into the ground. Kneeling at his side, Doc quickly tied on the stump, stuck a needle in his arm. Then he cut open the shirt. “Jesus Christ,” said someone softly in anger and disbelief. The chest resembled a plowed field. The man looked up at Doc, a child’s look, as one hand reached tentatively for his groin, asking in a dry voice, “My balls, are my balls okay?” and Doc nodded, patting his forehead, and the man died.
“I don’t know, Grif, do I know you anymore? You’re out in the boonies. This creepy apartment, your weird friends, hunkering down in the toilet all day. The boonies. Know what I think? I think that war’s got you bent out of shape. You’re all twisted up.” He began to chuckle quietly. “The war turned you around. You ain’t the same since you shipped out. Yeah, you’re all fucked up.”