3.7 stars. hmm. the book was well written but the plot wasn't really for me I think. the central conflict comes from the fact the h is heartbroken when her fiance dumps her for her younger sister, meanwhile the H is standing by helping her deal with the trauma... but I was absolutely infuriated that everyone in the damn book seems to think it's fine and dandy that the pathetic fiance and the insipid younger sister secretly stealth-dated each other behind the h's back and even decided they would get married all without talking to the h and telling her that her engagement to the guy was ended. wth! that attitude peeved me off no end. plus as the main source of conflict in the romance, for me it left a lot to be desired. ugh. however the book is well written and never dull.
h Megan is a beautiful 28 yr old nurse who is engaged to the OM, a young doc. she's capable and cheery and nice. H Jake is a RDD and professor and consultant at the London hospital h works at. he's quiet and aloof and all the nurses find him scary except for h who is brave enough to face up to his icy moods. h and her fiance aren't madly in love but are attracted to one another and expect to be happy when they marry. but then fiance meets h's younger sister during a visit to h's parents' home and instantly those 2 fall in love, but apparently they aren't aware at first that they're in love. yuck. they certainly knew enough to be desperate to see each other again for sure.
the h's parents soon realise but they decide it's best to let it play out. wtf! meanwhile h notices fiance is growing distant and senses something is wrong and worries about it. meanwhile H has noticed nobody is helping h when she is moving into her new flat so he goes out of his way to help her move in and she thinks perhaps they will be on frie day terms. but then he proceeds to be icy and aloof at work again.
SPOILERS
h realises at 34 percent that her fiance is in love with her younger sister. This storyline disgusted me. Utter betrayal. The smug bastard. How dare he. and to not confess right away. And her parents were so casual about it. Yuck. And I hated how determined h was to be so nice to her sister and the asshole fiance and forgive them and make sure they felt comfortable and not guilty. wtf. she should have made them suffer, but instead they were painted as helpless victims of circumstance, with everyone being desperate to make things easy for them, including the damn H. it made my blood boil.
H is quick to notice that h looks devastated after her realisation, so he quickly intercedes before she embarrasses herself by confronting her fiancee when she is feeling overemotional. he gives her a shoulder to cry on and acts as confidante and mentor, and advises her to be all cool and responsible about it and not show her emotions and to be the nicer, bigger person etc. it really peeved me off. those two assholes didn't deserve for everyone to pander to them. they betrayed the h. they weren't mortified by their feelings and did not try to stay away from each other in hopes of not betraying the h. they went out of their way to secretly spend time together under the h's parents damn roof. the disrespect was breathtaking! grrrrr!
then after h gently lets them know she's not mad at them (all the while feeling humiliated and wretched and hurt inside), everyone acts like everything is fine and that it's no big deal to discuss the other two's marriage plans with her. everyone tells her she looks tired and she "needs a change". I hated the way everyone kept telling the h she needed a change. It felt like they wanted an excuse to get rid of her while they got on with getting the other two married off. Yuck. Plus the prof did the same, and so he arranged for her to quit her job and go away to holland for a 6 week job in an orphanage that he helps run. And he specifically suggested her going away would give Oscar the ratty fiance some "relief", as if that bastard deserved any bit of consideration! It really peeved me off that h had to uproot her life. She never made that decision herself. She got bullied into it "for her own good". All while the other two traitors harped on about how blissfully happy they were. Quite frankly I wished the treacherous fiance would perish in a ditch and the insipid sister would be miserable ever after.
I suppose H was being supportive during all this and he did a lot to save her pride too. he spent time with her and gave her a shoulder to cry in several times and helped her face up to gossip in her small village by going there with her and hanging out and making her not seem the pathetic rejected dejected loser and he protected her from feeling hurt at her job too etc.
so anyway, h takes herself off to Holland (or rather H takes her there, since he drives her there) and stays overnight at the H's grand home and meets his nice old granny. when H leaves her at the orphanage the next day, she watches him leave without a backward glance, and realises she is in love with him.
meanwhile H avoids her, wanting to give her time to realise her own feelings and make up her mind. he already knows he is in love with her. there is a little bit of OM drama when H thinks h has started seeing the young doc at the orphanage and he is quietly jealous. but that turns out to be nothing because he realises afterwards that the young doc is already engaged to some other girl.
meanwhile he has already given h an icy look and cold shoulder when he thought she was seeing the other man so she is secretly devastated and resolves to try to avoid him and forget him. There is also a tiny bit of tokenistic OW drama. secretly h pines for him and on her day off, she goes to take a glimpse at the teaching place where he gives lectures sometimes.
he spots her from the window smd he bides his time, wanting her to realise if she loves him or not. there is this ridiculous line about "He was an angler and knew the skills of playing his fish would pay off if he had patience." Wtf. We want to see a man pursue his woman! we want him to continue to be there for her, doing acts of service and love. gaargh. instead he waits around, at one point to her rescues her from a storm and then waits around some more, and then 6 weeks have passed and it's time for her to return to UK and she is heartbroken thinking she will never see him again, esp after she learns he's already temporarily gone to UK without her and might be moving to America for a job.
ENDING SPOILERS
but then he turns up to see her just days before she is due to leave. she ends up confessing that she loves him but that she plans to get a job in scotland as far from him as possible and she doesn't want him to feel.awkward about her feelings for him. this gets interrupted by a medical emergency and he walks away, not even responding to her confession. but then when she had packed to leave and is waiting for her ride to the ferry, he turns up as her driver. except he takes her to his family home and confesses his love for her. he says he loved her at first sight but has had to bide his time and hope she would eventually grow to love him. kisses. the end.
CONCLUSION
there was much to like about the book and both main characters were likable too, however the overall story plot lines were dull for me. I didn't find it enjoyable to read about a guy waiting for a girl to recover from a betrayal and broken engagement. I much prefer the types of stories where he is smitten but has to fight his own feelings because past tarima means he never wants to love again, or she is smitten and has to pine for him because he seems emotionally unaffected by her.... so this take just wasn't really for me I guess and yet I did enjoy it, being a betty book, enough for me to finish it and award it nearly 4 stars.