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KERI 6: The Original Child Abuse True Story
CHILD ABUSE TRUE STORIES THE PENULTIMATE VOLUME OF KAT WARD'S SENSATIONAL AUTOBIOGRAPHY! Just months after Kat Ward was vindicated in a high-profile court case brought against her by a British celebrity, readers can now download part six of her fascinating life story. Despite leaving the courtroom with her reputation intact, Kat's inner life was in turmoil, and it was only due to the loyal support and steadfast encouragement of her ever-increasing fan-base that she managed to complete the sixth volume so soon. Following on from the fifth book, in which she lost her identity but somehow found herself a husband, Karin now finds herself in the precarious position of having to move in with her partner's family - a move known to strain even the tightest of marital bonds. But tight bonds are seldom established by those who grew up learning not to trust, and the status of being the only black sheep in a house full of sacred cows eventually takes an irreparable toll on the marriage; forcing the young Karin out of the house and onto the streets. In what might be described as the first truly "grown up" volume in the series, Kat, now in her twenties, is left with no choice but to face the world completely alone. Homeless, penniless, and holding the (not just proverbial) baby, she resorts to begging by the roadside in order to get by. Her desperate search for protection leads her down some dark alleys, and before long she realises the uncomfortable that shelter is a commodity to be bargained for. And with little more than her dignity to bargain with, it is perhaps not surprising that the arms she ends up in are not all tender and loving. In fact, she soon finds she needs protection from the protection itself - a theme all too familiar for readers of the prior books. The woman who was abused her entire childhood now recounts her terror at being subjected as an adult to violent alcoholic rages, false accusations, and even rape at the hands of her sadistic tormentor, who insists on holding her captive. Once again in need of an escape route, she makes a daring bid for freedom. Yet despite coming so close, she falls short and ends up swapping one set of bars for another. This is a true story of child abuse. Reader discretion is advised.
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Published March 30, 2016
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June 23, 2018
Just-UGH
I have read the whole series thus far and what started out as compassion and concern for Keri/Karin has now turned to something close to disgust. As a traumatic sexual/mental/physical abuse survivor, I understand and empathize with a lot of her behaviors. We make choices, often unconsciously, based on your previous experiences, and are often completely surprised when things turn out the same way over and over again. So I get that. Totally. But at some point we all (abused or not) have to take responsibility for our choices and make a conscious decision to learn how to do things differently, and I have never seen that here. Even being aware she is turning out like her mother and hating herself because of it has not been enough to make her change. At least so far as these books have indicated.
I did notice several instances where she did say that she knows she was a bad mom or she knows that she made crappy decisions, but I get the feeling that those were just words designed to garner sympathy and, yes, attention rather than any heartfelt belief. After all, admitting you are or were wrong means nothing if you don’t follow up with changed behaviors.
One thing in the prologue that has stuck with me negatively throughout this book was her comments about detesting kids and thinking they should all be locked up. Yes, she learned that from her mother-but that is one thing that she never even tried to fix in herself (that I saw). While not everyone likes kids and they are free to say that without judgment (because not everyone has to have children to be somehow worthy!), I just felt like her remarks were malicious and ugly and unnecessary. It made me sad.
Last, there is this phrase that keeps coming to mind and it’s that if everyone around you thinks you are an asshole, you might be an asshole. I got tired of her claiming all the time that she was always accused of lying but never lied-in the beginning as a child, yes, because we all know (especially in those times) that adults were always presumed innocent and children rarely believed in abusive homes), but over and over and over again, she claimed that everyone else was lying about stuff and she wasn’t. I was troubled by that.
Overall, I obviously liked the books well enough that I have read them all up to this point. But it’s more like the disgusting voyeuristic desire to slow down at the sign of a car accident to see the gory aftermath rather than a true liking of the book-which makes me a rather disgusting human being. Because of this, I likely won’t read the 7th book because I can’t watch this train wreck and feel good about it. I don’t want to be glad of bad things happening to her, and if I stop right now I can likely still muster some compassion and empathy for her.
I have read the whole series thus far and what started out as compassion and concern for Keri/Karin has now turned to something close to disgust. As a traumatic sexual/mental/physical abuse survivor, I understand and empathize with a lot of her behaviors. We make choices, often unconsciously, based on your previous experiences, and are often completely surprised when things turn out the same way over and over again. So I get that. Totally. But at some point we all (abused or not) have to take responsibility for our choices and make a conscious decision to learn how to do things differently, and I have never seen that here. Even being aware she is turning out like her mother and hating herself because of it has not been enough to make her change. At least so far as these books have indicated.
I did notice several instances where she did say that she knows she was a bad mom or she knows that she made crappy decisions, but I get the feeling that those were just words designed to garner sympathy and, yes, attention rather than any heartfelt belief. After all, admitting you are or were wrong means nothing if you don’t follow up with changed behaviors.
One thing in the prologue that has stuck with me negatively throughout this book was her comments about detesting kids and thinking they should all be locked up. Yes, she learned that from her mother-but that is one thing that she never even tried to fix in herself (that I saw). While not everyone likes kids and they are free to say that without judgment (because not everyone has to have children to be somehow worthy!), I just felt like her remarks were malicious and ugly and unnecessary. It made me sad.
Last, there is this phrase that keeps coming to mind and it’s that if everyone around you thinks you are an asshole, you might be an asshole. I got tired of her claiming all the time that she was always accused of lying but never lied-in the beginning as a child, yes, because we all know (especially in those times) that adults were always presumed innocent and children rarely believed in abusive homes), but over and over and over again, she claimed that everyone else was lying about stuff and she wasn’t. I was troubled by that.
Overall, I obviously liked the books well enough that I have read them all up to this point. But it’s more like the disgusting voyeuristic desire to slow down at the sign of a car accident to see the gory aftermath rather than a true liking of the book-which makes me a rather disgusting human being. Because of this, I likely won’t read the 7th book because I can’t watch this train wreck and feel good about it. I don’t want to be glad of bad things happening to her, and if I stop right now I can likely still muster some compassion and empathy for her.
February 24, 2018
You were in prison with Myra Hindley? SURE JAN. At least you didn’t pretend you became bffs. And SHOCKER you became pregnant again and felt NOTHING towards your child..but yet feared her being taken away? Doesn’t deserve you. Sorry bitch. Deserves love. Onto the last book. Don’t know how people like this woman and call her brave. I HATE her.
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February 27, 2020
I write this review carefully, as I know that it is a true story. It was hard to read at times. Horrible things to a child that shouldn't happen. Later in Keri's life I wish she had stayed with her biker boyfriend. He seemed to really care for her. Her choices later in life just dumbfounded me. She should have put every one of her kids up for adoption as soon as she had them. If you feel nothing for a child then aren't you subjecting them to the same neglect you endured? I wish she had made better choices in her life. Keri I am so sorry for your pain and suffering.
July 18, 2018
I have read all the previous six parts (I think it is) of Keri’s autobiography. Keri is now living at her mother-on-law’s house with Vince and their new baby but rows about bringing the baby up soon ensue and although Keri cannot love the baby she does try to keep her clean, fed and clothed. A clash in mothering styles between Keri and ‘mum’ soon finds Keri out on the street and her relationship with Vince breaks down. Soon her baby is taken from her as she tries to get rehoused at the council offices. Her own mother too disinherits Keri so she is forced to live on the streets but Keri is ever-resourceful when she finds shelter in a rhododendron bush! She then returns to the Old Brew House in Old Woking where she lived previously, and while being offered to get help to get back on her feet she is offered full time live in job at a Conference Centre having had similar previous experience. However her time there is shortlived as she is once again judged unfavourably after Vince visits her there. She loses both job and accommodation and so it’s back to the Old Brew House where she soon finds work as a temp. She finds out where her daughter is and goes to visit at her at the children’s home and Keri promises to visit her every weekend although the visits are awkward and uncomfortable for Keri. Nobody understands her panic and sickness phobia when her baby is sick.
Keri is soon dating a guy called Steve who is besotted with her but raises his hand to her. She soon discovers she is pregnant again and Steve steps up the violence when Keri says she doesn’t want the baby or to sleep with Steve. The violence always occurs at the weekend when Steve is drunk. Typical of the time, the powers that be don’t take domestic violence seriously. Steve blames Keri for his violent outbursts and it’s sad to think that Keri thinks he cares about her in his way because he wants the baby, wants them to get a flat and to get married. They get offered a maisonette when their baby boy is born and Keri’s daughter comes to live there too but Steve is always insanely jealous and continues to beat Keri for the slightest thing and also rapes her. She tries to escape with the children several times but Steve always intercepts her. Eventually Keri does press charges against him, but by this stage we can see just how far she has been ground down and feels she is deserving of the beatings. Steve continues to hound and stalk her while on probation but his brother Ian comes to Keri’s rescue and helps change the locks and get a telephone installed. Meanwhile Keri continues to visit her children who are now in foster care but she is unable to bond with them or they with her. Everyone accuses her of being a drug addict, something that has ben levelled at her for years, even though she has a fear of being sick and is reluctant to put substances or alcohol into her body. She’s haunted by her mother’s prediction that she’d be a ‘lousy parent’. However she bonds with the most difficult dog at a dog rescue centre – the only person who has been able to and eventually takes her home!
She meets Paul, a pump engineer at work and they soon become an item but the relationship doesn’t last long – they break up over the dog ‘Peanuts’ after Paul arranges to have her puppies rehomed. Keri begins to make new friends at a pub and becomes self-employed. She meets Mac who’s very attracted to her and vice versa. They get together and for the first time in her life Keri is happy to sleep with him and it feels right. But she soon discovers he’s already ‘spoken for’ and feels betrayed. The relationship is a volatile with him, he disappears and turns up regularly, but is also involved with the notorious Wright-Collier brothers who are dug dealers and spell trouble. Keri is soon set up by them and embroiled in their serious crime and ends up in Holloway prison.
As always I really want to know what happens next in Keri’s life, she is a true survivor. I think there is a Book 7.
Keri is soon dating a guy called Steve who is besotted with her but raises his hand to her. She soon discovers she is pregnant again and Steve steps up the violence when Keri says she doesn’t want the baby or to sleep with Steve. The violence always occurs at the weekend when Steve is drunk. Typical of the time, the powers that be don’t take domestic violence seriously. Steve blames Keri for his violent outbursts and it’s sad to think that Keri thinks he cares about her in his way because he wants the baby, wants them to get a flat and to get married. They get offered a maisonette when their baby boy is born and Keri’s daughter comes to live there too but Steve is always insanely jealous and continues to beat Keri for the slightest thing and also rapes her. She tries to escape with the children several times but Steve always intercepts her. Eventually Keri does press charges against him, but by this stage we can see just how far she has been ground down and feels she is deserving of the beatings. Steve continues to hound and stalk her while on probation but his brother Ian comes to Keri’s rescue and helps change the locks and get a telephone installed. Meanwhile Keri continues to visit her children who are now in foster care but she is unable to bond with them or they with her. Everyone accuses her of being a drug addict, something that has ben levelled at her for years, even though she has a fear of being sick and is reluctant to put substances or alcohol into her body. She’s haunted by her mother’s prediction that she’d be a ‘lousy parent’. However she bonds with the most difficult dog at a dog rescue centre – the only person who has been able to and eventually takes her home!
She meets Paul, a pump engineer at work and they soon become an item but the relationship doesn’t last long – they break up over the dog ‘Peanuts’ after Paul arranges to have her puppies rehomed. Keri begins to make new friends at a pub and becomes self-employed. She meets Mac who’s very attracted to her and vice versa. They get together and for the first time in her life Keri is happy to sleep with him and it feels right. But she soon discovers he’s already ‘spoken for’ and feels betrayed. The relationship is a volatile with him, he disappears and turns up regularly, but is also involved with the notorious Wright-Collier brothers who are dug dealers and spell trouble. Keri is soon set up by them and embroiled in their serious crime and ends up in Holloway prison.
As always I really want to know what happens next in Keri’s life, she is a true survivor. I think there is a Book 7.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 11, 2020
Understand that someone with such little self worth could make the mistakes she does, but I find it hard to understand how she turns her back on those who are reaching our to support and always goes in the opposite direction into pain and misery. The world and it’s parasites take advantage of young people and it saddens me how hard it is for people from abusive backgrounds to ever get a step forward
January 16, 2020
Good read.
This book yanked at your heart strings. It is so awful all the things that this woman/child endured in her lifetime. It makes me ashamed at society. I want to just take her in and teach her love and boundaries and how much she is worth. Bless her heart. This has my emotions all over the place. And it has to be said... I HATE HER MOTHER FOR ALL OF THIS!
This book yanked at your heart strings. It is so awful all the things that this woman/child endured in her lifetime. It makes me ashamed at society. I want to just take her in and teach her love and boundaries and how much she is worth. Bless her heart. This has my emotions all over the place. And it has to be said... I HATE HER MOTHER FOR ALL OF THIS!
March 25, 2023
Read Trigger Warning!! This book will break your heart and make you hug your kids and not want to let them go
July 24, 2017
This is part 6 of the KERI books. This book chronicles the life of a poor girl, who was neglected and treated bad by all she knew except her grandmother. We watch her through life's ups and downs, from living in children's home to being sexually assaulted by most adults she trusted. we watch her become a mother herself and with having her own children taken from her. Book 7 should wrap it up and lets hope there is something good to come out of her life.
March 19, 2017
Good
Now an adult her life doesn't get any better. Her marriage, motherhood doesn't bring any happiness to her life either.
Now an adult her life doesn't get any better. Her marriage, motherhood doesn't bring any happiness to her life either.
April 7, 2016
There has to be another and another and.....
Of course I loved this book, my sixth by Kat. She has an ability to relate with words! I imagine she is a riot to converse with and I would be ever so honored given that chance. However this is a review of her writings. Another "Well Done Kat" in your column! You truly do have a gift for writing and relating. Given the road blocks glaringly and too frequently tossed in your path, at your heart and head (literally), Karin you have provided reading material that consumes, entices, cracks us up and touches heart strings of all octaves. Please do continue to share. Let those of us who regale you know you are still out there. Let those of us who love you lighten your low self esteem and let those of us abused in some of the same manners (though not nearly as badly, in my own case) feel the breezes of sharing through caring. Write on Kat.... I love having you in my life.
Of course I loved this book, my sixth by Kat. She has an ability to relate with words! I imagine she is a riot to converse with and I would be ever so honored given that chance. However this is a review of her writings. Another "Well Done Kat" in your column! You truly do have a gift for writing and relating. Given the road blocks glaringly and too frequently tossed in your path, at your heart and head (literally), Karin you have provided reading material that consumes, entices, cracks us up and touches heart strings of all octaves. Please do continue to share. Let those of us who regale you know you are still out there. Let those of us who love you lighten your low self esteem and let those of us abused in some of the same manners (though not nearly as badly, in my own case) feel the breezes of sharing through caring. Write on Kat.... I love having you in my life.
June 7, 2016
Kat Ward, your writing is brilliant. Bring on book #7!
Although Kat apologizes in her forward about having to group several years into one book. This is yet another amazing story she has shared. My prayers go out to people who are victimized in this way each and every day. Kat will open your eyes to a world you never knew existed. Thank you for being so strong and reliving this to share with your readers. God bless you Kat. You may have had a hard life with ups and downs, but writing is your niche, and I am a TRUE fan. Patiently waiting on your next books!
Although Kat apologizes in her forward about having to group several years into one book. This is yet another amazing story she has shared. My prayers go out to people who are victimized in this way each and every day. Kat will open your eyes to a world you never knew existed. Thank you for being so strong and reliving this to share with your readers. God bless you Kat. You may have had a hard life with ups and downs, but writing is your niche, and I am a TRUE fan. Patiently waiting on your next books!
October 13, 2016
Keri Part 5 was so boring. I thought the story petered out.
But I much enjoyed this part of the instalment. I do get a little mmm leary of every single social worker seems to have it out for her - I dont think EVERY SiNGLE ONE could have been bad?
And for gawds sake - I wish she would stop seeing that mother of hers and give her a slap! She is a grown woman now. And that Nana - I am not a fan - from memory she betrayed Keri in one of the earlier books as well
But I much enjoyed this part of the instalment. I do get a little mmm leary of every single social worker seems to have it out for her - I dont think EVERY SiNGLE ONE could have been bad?
And for gawds sake - I wish she would stop seeing that mother of hers and give her a slap! She is a grown woman now. And that Nana - I am not a fan - from memory she betrayed Keri in one of the earlier books as well
December 2, 2017
Good read
Not as interesting as previous books but still a good read.. It seemed as though most problems were the fault of Herself and could have been avoided easily.
Not as interesting as previous books but still a good read.. It seemed as though most problems were the fault of Herself and could have been avoided easily.
June 6, 2020
Leaves you empty
6 books and seven months of my life to this series and the ending leaves you with a pitiful emptiness
6 books and seven months of my life to this series and the ending leaves you with a pitiful emptiness
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