This is a great book for middle grades. I read this one aloud to my two sons, ages 10 and 12, and the age range was very appropriate as a read aloud where we could take the time to discuss the big themes and ideas. It led to many great conversations about race, standing up for each other, knowing what is right, and forgiveness.
The story is centered on T'Shawn, a young boy who lost his father to cancer, and then shortly after, his older brother, to a gang, and then to prison. The story opens up with him wanting to join a prestigious swim team, the Rays, to impress a girl he has a crush on. He knows its not something his family can afford, in his mother's single salary, but he requests it be his birthday gift. Instead, his mother tells him that his brother, Lamont, was released early from prison (served 2 years of a 10 year sentence), and that his return would be the best gift other. Not so for T'Shawn.
T'Shawn struggles with the decisions his brother made that ended him up in prison. He is scared of who he has become, and doesn't hide his feelings when his brother returns to share a room with him. He is guarded and suspicious, only being open to seeing the bad that he can cause. His best friend, and the girl he crushes on, have also brought judgments to his bother's return, and speak poorly about who he is, starting a petition to get him paroled to another city. It appears that no one is giving him a chance to start over.
I had a visceral reaction when T'Shawn and his friends were stopped in the streets by white police as they were innocently walking to play basketball. Guns pulled and emotions high, T'Shawn throws himself on top of his friend who has a sickle-cell attack during the commotion. I imagined my young sons in the same position and felt my body become hot with anger. The emotion that author Binns was able to bring to this part of the story was all too real.
Throughout the story, we encounter drug use, pressure from overbearing parents, homelessness, stories of death and murder, and young children having to deal with things that *should* be so much bigger than them, but that are front and center of their lives. I read in other reviews that too many big themes happened all at once, but I disagree; life is happening all the time, and we are often too unaware of all the challenges that each family faces. This story explores a small group of people in a town that suffers from systemic racism, and so many of the themes that go with it. Binns writes a beautiful story to give context to these life events, and through T'Shawn, we get to feel how it affects him as he tries to pick the better path in life. I really appreciated this story, and would recommend parents explore it with their middle grade children as well.