I’m honestly not sure to feel about this book...
Deep sigh, like my title says I’m not really sure what to feel here...
I’ll explain. But in doing soo if I give spoilers please forgive me,just trying to show what I’m rather confused and conflicted here....
Ok,foe the first 40% or soo of the book it was definitely a bit of a slog thru to keep going at times ....
When we start ,well that confused me the first time w/this, I mean when you get a “boss romance”, you expect some conflict and tension which you kinda get here but its almost cliched, wealthy boss coming from money and working girl and you definitely get that here .....
But,but thou they start off like that in a way the doesn’t entirely make sense,because Amy fresh her latest break up with her boyfriend comes into the office almost spoiling for a fight,and I got the feeling almost anything Callum said or did would have started something w/her,but that’s not my point ,sorry,...
Ok,what got to me was how besides the lil conflict Amy just seemed to want and desire Callum but these two seemed to spend very little time together most of her time was with her family and co workers setting up various plot lines with them .... the big family “secret” while sad seemed over inflated to create extra drama and the part with her co workers was pure filler to me....
One co worker named Charlie seemed to work hard to become a bigger part of the story but he always just seemed there to help bump the plot along in a certain direction at times,like catching him and Amy w/drugs pushed Callum in a direction that had him opening up,about his past....
Any way, the 40% of the book was more about Amy’s life in general and really life on romance or Callum,which was boring and frustrating to me,then then just when these two FINALLY start to become a couple and are saying “I love you “ to each other sadly we’re getting to the even more cliched trope of gotta break up to make up.....
Ggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
Now I might not have minded that part quite soo much if it had ended differently ...
Ok,dating between them is a huge No-No apparently and the
“Mean-girl” intern we have at the beginning of the book seemed to have been created for just this moment , to see the MD’s together at work and tattle...
Which didn’t make sense entirely since she was barely in the book at all,anyway when Callum finds out about this his way of dealing with it is a unilateral decision in the vain of being “cruel to be kind” .... a decision where hearts are broken and all contact is ceased or blocked with out one word of warning or discussion.....
My now I’d gotten well and truly sucked in and I was completely shocked and angry 😡 right along with Amy...
And when she writes him a email calling him a coward on the way he handled things,also telling him she didn’t expect a reply ,dear lord I was soo there with her....
Been there,felt that pain..... maybe he thought his way was the best or only way but don’t take a girl off to your hometown let her meet your mum and tell her you love her and then turn around and pull this w/out a single word before ,during or after...
I mean how the F are they gonna know about personal calls out side the office ? He had a “trusted” friend tell her what little she knew, surely that friend could loaned her his phone or something .... geez it’s not like they were secret agents hiding from the government or something ....
But no contact for over two months except for when he answered her email with one word....
Goodbye ...
We both cried at that, Amy and I and I soo understood a goodbye like that... one forced on you w/no explanations,F those hurt.....
Sooo I think you can understand why I was a tad miffed when Callum pops back up near the end of the last chapter of the book just as Amy has graduated to let her know he wants hack... i wasn’t upset because he returned, I got upset because when you break someone’s heart and trust like that no matter how much you missed them and want them back you can’t just say ok,sure I’ll take you back and we can move away together ..... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa No,no no! Trust-has to be rebuilt , especially when you pulled hat Callum,just because things worked out doesn’t mean the ends were justified ....
Then we shoot straight there to the epilogue where they come back to London and he proposes....
Which could only feel like a HFN because the reconciliation was too fast to feel real after all the pain was caused....
Decent book,but just as the MC’s are really becoming /feeling like a couple their ripped painfully apart and the ending is too quick to feel right...
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