This is Linda Green’s debut novel, and a good debut it is, though that doesn’t mean it is perfect. I personally preferred one of her later books, Things I Wish I’d Known and the main issue for me with this one is that I couldn’t take to any of the characters. The main two characters, Nick and Sarah, are amoral, treat people disrespectfully and their partners are shallow and preachy respectively. The only characters I liked were Sarah’s neighbour Najma, Joan from work, and Colin the Big Issue seller.
We meet Sarah in 2007, when the story is set, though of course it is a retro read as I am reading it 10 years later. It was also Election Night when I finished it, which was appropriate to the story. An ex, Nick, has walked back into her life, and this is the start of retrospection and self-examination, and explanations as to how Sarah’s life has changed in response to what happened to her in 1997.
We think we find out what the bad thing Sarah did towards the last quarter of the book – and there I was thinking that it really wasn’t that bad at all. Then we find out what the REAL bad thing is, and even then, whilst not actually being a good thing, it doesn’t warrant 10 years of self-flagellation.
Sarah’s personality as a whole is the really bad thing. She is selfish, has no self-awareness, makes far too much of a relationship that is simply a series of sexual encounters in her flat and nothing else – this is the major failing of the book. All this said, the book is not a bad thing at all, it does verge on good! I related to the setting, I liked the references to “taping” things from the TV, the 1997 election campaign, and the dialogue from Sarah as she describes her feelings and actions when she is cast aside are excellent. Though I still didn’t like Sarah at all nor her relationship with Nick – I didn’t buy it and it wasn’t realistic.