4.5⭐️
This book tore me to pieces. This series, each couple, has torn me to pieces. But that abrupt ending was SUCH a cop out! What in the— it was like Christi had a deadline to meet and it was rushed through. Other than that, this book had me in a chokehold for a straight 24 hours. Every single waking hour, I was either reading or WAITING to go back to reading this. And I think this is just how good Christi is. She makes it so easy to get into a character’s world, that I sometimes have to be “ooookay, you’re not this character, don’t take on their emotions” 😂
Genevieve Fardendale was jilted at the alter, and not only that, but her former fiance spread awful scandalous rumors about her, which ultimately lead to her ruination. The scandal caused her parents to essentially disown her in hopes of saving her sisters reputation from the aftermath and secure a place for her in society (they were really wonderful people). So for 5 years, Genevieve was sent to live in the country with her grandfather. Innitially hating her move, Genevieve was able to create a calm life for herself reading, gardening and enjoying her own company. But all good things must come to an end. By order of her parents, she must return to London as her old scandal is still effecting her sister’s chances of finding a husband. They think the best way to remedy this is for Genevieve to act as if the scandal never happened, while also staying in the background as much as possible. At balls she’s given plain grey dresses and told to not draw any attention to herself because the focus should only be on her sister. ( I mean her parents are CLEARLY great).
When she needs a break from a ball she has attended she sneaks into the host’s library, thus coming face to face with a stranger.
That would be Cedric Falcot, Marquess of St. Albans.
Cedric is the ultimate rake. He drinks, gambles, whores etc and he does it in excess. He thrives on tormenting his father with his spending and stance on remaining a bachelor thus ending the Falcot line. The only problem is, his father demands he wed or he is completely cut off. His father forces him to attend his own ball where he stays in his own library until he wants to come out.
But when an innocent miss accidentally joins him, he is intrigued with her as she is honest and different than any other lady of the ton. Not giving her his identity, Genevieve expresses her disinterest for the Cedric as she thinks he’s rude. When this “stranger” kisses her, Genevieve’s world is turned upside down. And when his identity is revealed she is ultimately mortified, but Cedric still remains intrigued by her. Even with her scandalous past.
In the days after the ball, Cedric cannot stop thinking about Genevieve and tries to see her again. But when Cedric’s father presses that he must marry, his ultimate revenge on his father would be marrying Genevieve. Someone who his father disapproves of because of her scandal.
And being forced to marry a man almost 50 years older than her, Genevieve will do anything to see that fall through. When Cedric proposes marriage to her, he states that it will only be out of convenience for both of them. Cedric will continue living his rakish life, while Genevieve could move back to the country to resume her life. No love. No children and an end to his bloodline. Genevieve agrees, but Cedric did not make it clear that he did not want children. The marital bed, sure but absolutely no children.
Once they are married, and spend more time with each other, they both develop a passionate friendship with each other, but to Cedric there should be no more than that. Going to her bed nightly, and then going to his clubs after is the way it should be. No love. No romance. No strings attached.
But when Genevieve wants more, he will do whatever it takes to push her away from him including touching another woman right in front of her. (BARF) But the thing is, Cedric is starting to want more as well. His betrayal, ultimately breaks Genevieve and she wishes to be apart from him which destroys Cedric. So he must grow a pair and win her back.
I really did love this. It was bananas. So emotional, but Cedric is SUCH a bonehead. His love for excessive gambling and whoring isn’t too much out of the realm of what a man in the regency era would be doing, but he was just something else. At SOME point or another this 30 year old man should grow the F up. I fell in love with them as a couple, but jeeeez Genevieve couldn’t catch a break. Left and right people were HORRIBLE to her. It broke me a couple of times. I really just wish it wrapped up better. Like she COULDVE had a great epilogue showing them with a bunch of their kids etc etc is just was some abrupt?!
Cedric comes back to apologize and grovel at Genevieve’s feet— they reconcile. Kiss. BOOM. The end? Nooo?! What!! Like didn’t she think that was a weird way to end it? Other than that, I was hooked!