I feel like I was completely unprepared, in a lot of different ways, for this series right from the very beginning. And after that ending..
There's only one series I haven't yet read by Fine (though I plan to) and I have loved everything I've experienced so far. The characters, the worlds, the emotional depths she so expertly navigates.. and the Reliquary series was no different. It had all that and more. Which makes that ending both so hard to take and yet totally understandable.
MOSAIC opens up a few months after the wonderful end of SPLINTER. But before I was given too much time to worry about what was going on with the dynamic of Mattie and Asa we had our girl step up and address the unspoken tension between them. I think it happened at like.. 20%? It made me so happy. Mattie had truly grown and evolved from where she'd been in book two. Of course, right after the almost-talk the pair is torn apart by outside influences. Because they had to be, right? And I didn't mind. I was happier to have that be the reason for their unresolved issues than have it be a result of them not communicating.
And like every other book in this series it is nonstop action, suspense, running back and forth between mob bosses, dodging capture and pain, and being exposed to some pretty brutal and dark situations. These books would actually make one hell of a movie or tv show. It has even given me some nostalgic vibes for the movie Push with Chris Evans (side note, you should watch that movie, if you haven't). We had some amazing reveals that we'd been teased with enough that I had already predicted but the way everything played out was very satisfying.
Brace yourself. The vague portion of this write up starts here.
What wasn't satisfying was the ending. Again, part of me understands it had to be this way. We had been told over and over again, all through the series, infact, to expect this from this particular character. I should have suspected it, or maybe even braced for it. But I didn't want to think it would end up this way. And I definitely don't have to like the fact that it did.
I want to be mad about it, especially in regards to how certain characters react to it, but I suppose in that sense they, too, have had the entire book to prepare. To mature about the reality of wants and needs, to be selfless and not selfish. I honestly can't say much without spoiling and ruining everything. Instead I'll have to stop there.
Overall the Reliquary series gave me most of what I want when I pick up a Fine book though I definitely have to point out that, even with the Ben element, the first book is hands down my favourite (Asa/Mattie roadtripping ftw; though, honestly, every Asa/Mattie interaction made me happy; especially some of the ones in MOSAIC). I did struggle at times but nonetheless that does show her exceptional storytelling ability. I felt so much; awe, humour, disappointment, frustration, excitement, anticipation. Fine's characters are never simple and never two dimensional and while the ending upsets me it is completely in character for the situation and that definitely should be respected. It won't stop me from picking up future books, in continuing to pursue her backlist, and I hope this review doesn't scare others away from reading it. Maybe you'll be happy by the conclusion of this series, maybe you'll be angry but love that you're angry, maybe you'll applaud her. You just have to read it and find out for yourself.
** I received an ARC from NetGalley and the publisher in exchange for an honest review. **