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608 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 1973
‘When I spoke of my mother’s “deathbed” I was exaggerating – I think. I don’t believe she’ll die till she wants to. And I suspect she doesn’t want to. What makes any strong-willed old person decide to die is something I’ve never worked out.’ He looked round at the other faces, none of which, with the possible exception of Janie’s, was giving attention to what he had to say. ‘I haven’t had much experience of the old and senile; in fact I’ve always gone out of my way to avoid that sort of thing.’
She also knew she had no desire to die however stagnant her life became: she only hoped she would be allowed to experience again that state of pure, living bliss she was now and then allowed to enter.
’His friends all referred to him as ‘Bill’. Most of his life he had spent trying to disguise himself as one of the costive, crutch-heavy males who came to discuss wool and meat: so slow and ponderous, like rams dragging their sex through a stand of lucerne. There were also the would-be cuddly fe-males making up to ‘Bill’, unaware how immaculate he was.’Pure Patrick White, acutely observed and knowing with an underlying queer bitchiness to it.
’If physical strength was letting her down, her capacity for cruelty would never fail her. At her most loving, Mother had never been able to resist the cruel thrust. To have loved her in her prime of beauty, as many had, was like loving or ‘admiring’ rather, a jewelled scabbard in which a sword was hidden: which would clatter out under the influence of some peculiar frenzy, to slash off your ears, the fingers, the tongues, or worse, impale the hearts of those who worshipped. And yet we continued to offer ourselves, if reluctantly.’Her children are Sir Basil, the renowned but money-fraught knighted actor who left and made his name on the stage in the ‘mother country’. And Dorothy, now known as the Princess Dorothy de Lascabanes, having unsuccessfully married into French nobility and spent most of her adult life in France. Sir Basil has become the archetypical actor – a shape-shifter able to assume personas and beliefs at will to assimilate into any environment for his own benefit. Dorothy has become the virginal noble snob outside of the country of her birth and continues to exude that same ’froideur’ wherever she is.
’As for her children, she remembered them as sensations in her womb, then almost as edible, comfortingly soft parcels of fat, till later they turned into leggy, hostile, scarcely human beings, already preparing themselves for flight.’