Aaron wasn't exactly winning the game of life, even before the accident that forever changed him. A failed marriage and a job for which he doesn't much care are what define him until the day his car is struck by an SUV and he loses his left arm. After a lengthy rehab, he is forced to return to his childhood home, moving in with his father because he simply has nowhere else to go. It's hard to imagine a premise less comfortable, however, Ken Pisani’s new novel Amp’d is irreverent, edgy, soulful, and yes, at times even outright hilarious.
Aaron’s first person narrative is self-deprecating, his depression practically paralyzing him as he attempts to take up living again and we see the world through the eyes of a man who cannot hide what has happened to him. This is profoundly expressed throughout the novel, my favorite being a scene where he and his father (who does not ever mention the accident or the arm) go out to breakfast their first morning together. A restaurant full of people he’s known his whole life cannot ignore him but also cannot face him, the room seeming to freeze and their eyes finding more comfortable targets. As you might imagine, this does little to lessen the depression, and Aaron finds himself escaping out the bathroom window, running as he will do many times instead of facing his problems.
Luckily for him, Aaron has many who care for him and lucky for the reader, these characters are almost without exception interesting and entertaining. His father, a former Olympic biathlete, his mother who has moved out and is having a tryst with a much younger man, a fireman she saw in a calendar, his sister and her annoying husband. Each is flawed in significant ways, but their intentions are noble and their interactions are fodder for comedy and and for pondering some of life’s basic truths.
It is in the melding of humor with the serious business of addressing the randomness and unfairness of the universe that this novel succeeds. “I’ve learned that anything can happen to anyone at anytime” Aaron confesses, also conceding that he “is not a guy who faces down hardship and emerges a better, fuller person” It is this honesty that endears the reader to Aaron. this is not the story of a man determined to emerge from a horrible accident stronger and more determined than ever. This is a man just looking for reasons to get out of bed in the morning.
One of the early ways he copes is via medical marijuana, having obtained a prescription in an entertaining scene between Aaron, his father and their doctor. The collective has a multitude of choices and some of Pisani’s best comedy comes in the names he gives to these options throughout the book.
Slowly, Aaron begins to live life again, but true to form, he does nothing normally. From his choice of meds to his choice of job to his co-workers and acquaintances, nothing is predictable, and nobody is normal. He begins to fall for a woman named Sunny whose voice he hears during a short science segment on the radio each day, and like her name implies, she becomes one of the only bright spots in his days. But it is when he befriends a young boy with terminal cancer that he begins to understand what it will mean to resume truly living again, and Pisani deftly mines this friendship to bring home the book’s most meaningful observations.
Amp’d is an immensely interesting and profound novel. It forces the reader to address difficult questions without looking away, but is written in a style that makes doing so not only palatable, but rewarding. This is a reading experience that I highly recommend and one that I won’t soon forget.
-note: I received an advanced copy of this book free for the purpose of review