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Finding Me
A Contemporary Drama of Family Lies
and Forgotten Loves After her father and stepmother's accidental death, Kelli Huddleston sorts through their belongings and learns a shocking secret. Years before, her father faked his death during a boat wreck at sea--and faked Kelli's as well. He'd run from a wife, a son, and a daughter back in Tennessee, meaning Kelli has a family she's never known.
She's already cashed the payout on her dad's life insurance check and looks at it as her ticket to a new life. The lure and puzzle of digging into this hidden past is too much to resist, and she soon finds herself in Tennessee. When the trip threatens to open doors to the past better left shut, and her plans for the future are threatened, Kelli must make an agonizing choice that will change her life forever.
and Forgotten Loves After her father and stepmother's accidental death, Kelli Huddleston sorts through their belongings and learns a shocking secret. Years before, her father faked his death during a boat wreck at sea--and faked Kelli's as well. He'd run from a wife, a son, and a daughter back in Tennessee, meaning Kelli has a family she's never known.
She's already cashed the payout on her dad's life insurance check and looks at it as her ticket to a new life. The lure and puzzle of digging into this hidden past is too much to resist, and she soon finds herself in Tennessee. When the trip threatens to open doors to the past better left shut, and her plans for the future are threatened, Kelli must make an agonizing choice that will change her life forever.
392 pages, Hardcover
First published March 31, 2015
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About the author
Kathryn Cushman
14 books185 followersAuthor Kathryn "Katie" Cushman is a graduate of Samford University with a degree in pharmacy.
She is the author of ten novels, including the newly released, "The Plans We Made", which she co-authored with Lauren Beccue.
Kathryn and her family currently live in Santa Barbara, California.
Visit her Web site at www.kathryncushman.com
She is the author of ten novels, including the newly released, "The Plans We Made", which she co-authored with Lauren Beccue.
Kathryn and her family currently live in Santa Barbara, California.
Visit her Web site at www.kathryncushman.com
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December 8, 2023
Sometimes you don’t find a book, it finds you. I felt this was the case with this book.
All her life Kellie Huddleston has been told of the fire that killed her mother and two siblings when she was a little tot. Since then it has been her father who has been her rock and her friend, even after his marriage to Mimi. When her father dies, Kelli is left not only grieving but confused at what she discovers among her fathers personal effects.what she finds is evidence of a far different story about a boat accident that killed a father and his infant daughter. That's when she knows the story she has been told about the fire is far from true. So she heads off to Tennessee with a few photos to find out what really happened and why the fiction from her father? How far will she go to find out the truth. And what will it achieve if she does?
Kelli not only finds the truth, she finds a whole lot more as well. But the truth will impact a number of lives, of people she has come to care about, so maybe silence is the best option? It makes for an agonising choice.
I am not sure exactly why this book spoke to me but it sure did. I really felt for Kelli. But it wasn’t just Kelli, Alison, Beth, curmudgeonly Kenmore, and Mrs Birdyshaw are all interesting. And then there is Kenmore’s son Shane who has suspicions about Kelli, her motives for choosing to come and live and work for a short time in their little town. He determines to find out he truth about her.
This book is Christian fiction and the faith angle is well handled.
The ending was a bit abruptly handled perhaps. But on the whole I loved this book.
All her life Kellie Huddleston has been told of the fire that killed her mother and two siblings when she was a little tot. Since then it has been her father who has been her rock and her friend, even after his marriage to Mimi. When her father dies, Kelli is left not only grieving but confused at what she discovers among her fathers personal effects.what she finds is evidence of a far different story about a boat accident that killed a father and his infant daughter. That's when she knows the story she has been told about the fire is far from true. So she heads off to Tennessee with a few photos to find out what really happened and why the fiction from her father? How far will she go to find out the truth. And what will it achieve if she does?
Kelli not only finds the truth, she finds a whole lot more as well. But the truth will impact a number of lives, of people she has come to care about, so maybe silence is the best option? It makes for an agonising choice.
I am not sure exactly why this book spoke to me but it sure did. I really felt for Kelli. But it wasn’t just Kelli, Alison, Beth, curmudgeonly Kenmore, and Mrs Birdyshaw are all interesting. And then there is Kenmore’s son Shane who has suspicions about Kelli, her motives for choosing to come and live and work for a short time in their little town. He determines to find out he truth about her.
This book is Christian fiction and the faith angle is well handled.
The ending was a bit abruptly handled perhaps. But on the whole I loved this book.
April 3, 2019
I really loved this story—couldn't put it down. The tale is an unusual one, and it was interesting to read in the notes in the back that it was inspired by a melding of two real-life cases. I liked that it was different from your run-of-the-mill CF plot, and that the romance was secondary and subtle. A must-read for anyone who enjoys women's fiction or mother/daughter/sister tales.
November 16, 2020
Rating 4.5
Wounded people tend to create more wounded people.
This was a really good story. It grabbed my attention from the start and I read the first 50% in two days! The mystery around what happened to Kelli and her dad was intriguing and the journey Kelli took to find the truth was heart breaking, especially some of the flash backs from her growing up years.
I enjoyed how the story was told during current events, letters and journal entries. I also loved Beth -she was a bit bossy but had such a sincere heart. I liked the connection she and Kelli had from the start.
Be even more grateful for your courage and integrity. Hold tight to them. Once you start to let them go, they’re almost impossible to get back.
There was so much healing in this story for Kelli, and especially finding a road to a relationship with God. I enjoyed all the different characters which played a role in steering Kelli to a revelation of what a relationship with God truly is.
We have to make the decision that we’re going to do the right thing no matter what it costs us before we get pressed in tight between the hard place and the easier place.
Kathryn Cushman has a way of taking you along with the characters and also writing a heartbreaking story. There was one event which was just raw and devastating.
The ending for me was a bit faster than what I wanted. There was a whole build op in this story and the ending felt a bit too easy/tame for me.
Wounded people tend to create more wounded people.
This was a really good story. It grabbed my attention from the start and I read the first 50% in two days! The mystery around what happened to Kelli and her dad was intriguing and the journey Kelli took to find the truth was heart breaking, especially some of the flash backs from her growing up years.
I enjoyed how the story was told during current events, letters and journal entries. I also loved Beth -she was a bit bossy but had such a sincere heart. I liked the connection she and Kelli had from the start.
Be even more grateful for your courage and integrity. Hold tight to them. Once you start to let them go, they’re almost impossible to get back.
There was so much healing in this story for Kelli, and especially finding a road to a relationship with God. I enjoyed all the different characters which played a role in steering Kelli to a revelation of what a relationship with God truly is.
We have to make the decision that we’re going to do the right thing no matter what it costs us before we get pressed in tight between the hard place and the easier place.
Kathryn Cushman has a way of taking you along with the characters and also writing a heartbreaking story. There was one event which was just raw and devastating.
The ending for me was a bit faster than what I wanted. There was a whole build op in this story and the ending felt a bit too easy/tame for me.
October 7, 2015
RATING: 3.5/5
I was sent an ARC of Finding Me by Kathryn Cushman, by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
After the tragic death of her father and step-mother, Kelli is left with the task of sorting through their family home and preparing it for sale. All her life she was led to believe that her mother and two siblings died in a fire when she was a baby. However while cleaning out her father’s safe she learns the shocking truth that he had been lying to her all along. In fact her family were alive and had been living in Tennessee all along. Her real name wasn’t even Kelli and his wasn’t Don. Finding Me follows the young woman on a journey which leads Kelli to her place of birth in search of answers as to why her father made the terrible decisions he did.
The mystery of why a man would fake not only his own death but that of his infant daughter as well, drew me in instantly. I couldn’t wait to see how the story unfolded, as there were many different avenues the author could have taken the story. Although this book is full of tragedy and heartache, it is considered Christian fiction so it isn’t overly heavy and it certainly isn’t vulgar or violent. While it is true that I do enjoy edgier stories from time to time, reading this was refreshing and those characteristics would have taken away from the true meaning the author was trying to convey. This was about a young woman trying to find herself at a time in her life when her world was turned upside down. I found the characters to be interesting, especially Kenmore an old friend of Kelli’s father. The pace of the writing made for a quick read.
My one pet peeve regarding Finding Me was in the formatting. However this is due in part it being an ARC version. Hopefully there will be more of a definition between the narration and journal entries in the finished book.
Without giving too much away, a romance develops between two of the characters, which I found to be unnecessary to the story. Perhaps I feel this way because it was introduced so late in the book. There were times throughout the story that I went almost too smoothly, which felt unrealistic, but I tried to ignore those instances because I enjoyed the story too much to let myself nitpick.
In closing I really did enjoy reading Finding Me and I would consider reading more from this author in the future. I would recommend it to those who enjoy contemporary Christian fiction. Although it is an adult book, its content would be suitable for young adult readers to enjoy as well.
To see more of my reviews visit my blog:
http://mlsmanyreads.blogspot.ca/
I was sent an ARC of Finding Me by Kathryn Cushman, by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
After the tragic death of her father and step-mother, Kelli is left with the task of sorting through their family home and preparing it for sale. All her life she was led to believe that her mother and two siblings died in a fire when she was a baby. However while cleaning out her father’s safe she learns the shocking truth that he had been lying to her all along. In fact her family were alive and had been living in Tennessee all along. Her real name wasn’t even Kelli and his wasn’t Don. Finding Me follows the young woman on a journey which leads Kelli to her place of birth in search of answers as to why her father made the terrible decisions he did.
The mystery of why a man would fake not only his own death but that of his infant daughter as well, drew me in instantly. I couldn’t wait to see how the story unfolded, as there were many different avenues the author could have taken the story. Although this book is full of tragedy and heartache, it is considered Christian fiction so it isn’t overly heavy and it certainly isn’t vulgar or violent. While it is true that I do enjoy edgier stories from time to time, reading this was refreshing and those characteristics would have taken away from the true meaning the author was trying to convey. This was about a young woman trying to find herself at a time in her life when her world was turned upside down. I found the characters to be interesting, especially Kenmore an old friend of Kelli’s father. The pace of the writing made for a quick read.
My one pet peeve regarding Finding Me was in the formatting. However this is due in part it being an ARC version. Hopefully there will be more of a definition between the narration and journal entries in the finished book.
Without giving too much away, a romance develops between two of the characters, which I found to be unnecessary to the story. Perhaps I feel this way because it was introduced so late in the book. There were times throughout the story that I went almost too smoothly, which felt unrealistic, but I tried to ignore those instances because I enjoyed the story too much to let myself nitpick.
In closing I really did enjoy reading Finding Me and I would consider reading more from this author in the future. I would recommend it to those who enjoy contemporary Christian fiction. Although it is an adult book, its content would be suitable for young adult readers to enjoy as well.
To see more of my reviews visit my blog:
http://mlsmanyreads.blogspot.ca/
September 13, 2021
MY THOUGHTS ON THIS BOOK
Reading the blurb about this story had me wanting to read this book to find out what happened to Kelli. I can’t imagine finding something like this when she is all alone. Author Kathryn Cushman does an amazing job writing this story. There was a lot to tension going on. My heart was hurting for Kelli for just about the entire story. I enjoyed taking the journey with her as she went hunting to find answers about her family. There were lots of characters to meet. All were interesting and for the most part did what they could to help Kelli. This will be a story that will hang with me for a long time. And I will be watching for Kathryn’s books in the future. I also appreciate that Ms. Cushman clearly sends the message that God loves us not matter what, and that he went to the cross and died for our sins. And it wasn’t told in a preachy way, it was more subtle. This book is one anyone would enjoy. And I highly recommend it!
A special thanks to the author/publisher for a copy of this book. I am not required to write a positive review, the opinions here are mine alone. I am disclosing this with my review in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 25
Reading the blurb about this story had me wanting to read this book to find out what happened to Kelli. I can’t imagine finding something like this when she is all alone. Author Kathryn Cushman does an amazing job writing this story. There was a lot to tension going on. My heart was hurting for Kelli for just about the entire story. I enjoyed taking the journey with her as she went hunting to find answers about her family. There were lots of characters to meet. All were interesting and for the most part did what they could to help Kelli. This will be a story that will hang with me for a long time. And I will be watching for Kathryn’s books in the future. I also appreciate that Ms. Cushman clearly sends the message that God loves us not matter what, and that he went to the cross and died for our sins. And it wasn’t told in a preachy way, it was more subtle. This book is one anyone would enjoy. And I highly recommend it!
A special thanks to the author/publisher for a copy of this book. I am not required to write a positive review, the opinions here are mine alone. I am disclosing this with my review in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 25
November 14, 2021
Wow. This book was super intense, though not overtly suspenseful. I found myself eagerly flipping pages to find out where Kelli's journey in finding herself would ultimately lead.
I loved Kelli, and all the people she meets along that journey. All the ups and downs made for a story that will stay with me for a good long time to come. I thought it was especially wonderful how both Kenmore and Miss Birdyshaw tried to point Kelli to Jesus, the only One who will never fail us.
4.5 stars
I loved Kelli, and all the people she meets along that journey. All the ups and downs made for a story that will stay with me for a good long time to come. I thought it was especially wonderful how both Kenmore and Miss Birdyshaw tried to point Kelli to Jesus, the only One who will never fail us.
4.5 stars
November 8, 2015
RESEÑA COMPLETA EN ESPAÑOL
I’m not always surprised with a mystery book because usually I guess the main twist; however, this novel has impacted me greatly. While most books with secrets to discover are a bit dark and have a lot of tension, this is one was the exception to the rule. The story is compelling, but also fun to read. There are hilarious parts and I couldn’t help but laugh all the time.
Kelli's life is surrounded by lies and when she discovers them, she learns that everyone is not what it seems, and the happy memories she had, were not as certain as she remembered. In addition, she has secrets she wants to save, because if they get to know, can cause much harm to others.
I really liked the main character because she’s independent and strong in spite of the circumstances. Also, some characters like Beth and Kenmore added color and a bit of humor to the story.
I also enjoyed the development of romance. It was not the typical love at first sight, but developed gradually and even surprised the characters. I’m also pleased with the ending although I would have liked the novel continues, I think the author didn’t leave loose ends and everything worked perfectly.
With this book, the author has impressed me very very much, so I’m looking forward to reading her other works.
-I recieved an eBook via Netgalley but this fact didn't influence the review-
February 15, 2017
by Andrea Renee Cox
"Wounded people tend to create more wounded people." ~Finding Me by Kathryn Cushman
After Kelli discovered her father had lied about her past, she travels across the country to see the family she never knew she had. But will the trials of the past cast a shadow over the present and tear apart the future?
The journey Kelli took in Finding Me got me thinking about healing. What if we didn't continue the damaging trends that have plagued our genealogy? One of my goals, even prior to reading this book, is to identify negative trends in my past and eradicate them. This will take persistent prayer and dedication, not to mention acute focus. But the joys and blessings that are certain to pour out upon future generations are more than enough motivation to drive me forward on this journey.
"but showing faithful love to a thousand generations of those who love Me and keep My commands." ~Exodus 20:6 HCSB
Finding Me by Kathryn Cushman confirmed this goal in my mind, but it was also quite an emotional read. I bawled through the last five or so chapters, almost swiping at tears as often as I did the "page" on my Kindle. Kathryn Cushman crafts such stunningly beautiful and emotionally charged stories that get me contemplating the real-life issues I face.
I received a complimentary copy of Finding Me from Netgalley in exchange for this honest review.
"Wounded people tend to create more wounded people." ~Finding Me by Kathryn Cushman
After Kelli discovered her father had lied about her past, she travels across the country to see the family she never knew she had. But will the trials of the past cast a shadow over the present and tear apart the future?
The journey Kelli took in Finding Me got me thinking about healing. What if we didn't continue the damaging trends that have plagued our genealogy? One of my goals, even prior to reading this book, is to identify negative trends in my past and eradicate them. This will take persistent prayer and dedication, not to mention acute focus. But the joys and blessings that are certain to pour out upon future generations are more than enough motivation to drive me forward on this journey.
"but showing faithful love to a thousand generations of those who love Me and keep My commands." ~Exodus 20:6 HCSB
Finding Me by Kathryn Cushman confirmed this goal in my mind, but it was also quite an emotional read. I bawled through the last five or so chapters, almost swiping at tears as often as I did the "page" on my Kindle. Kathryn Cushman crafts such stunningly beautiful and emotionally charged stories that get me contemplating the real-life issues I face.
I received a complimentary copy of Finding Me from Netgalley in exchange for this honest review.
November 25, 2015
After her parents’ tragic accident, Kelli discovers something that her father had been hiding from her all her life—her mother and two siblings did not die in an accident when she was a baby. In fact, they are alive and well and think she and her father died in a different kind of accident. Searching for answers, Kelli travels across the country to meet them. But how long can she keep her identity a secret? And what’s more, does she even want to?
Finding Me by Kathryn Cushman is not the kind of book I usually read. I prefer non-contemporary romance or fantasy. However, Finding Me surprised me. I loved it and could hardly put it down. I was always anxiously anticipating the situation in which Kelli finally told her mom and sister who she was. I imagined all kinds of scenarios, but the one that actually happened was more than satisfying and came at a reasonable, almost perfect time for her and her family.
I hurt for Kelli. She suffered great losses on top of trying to understand why her father would lie and hurt her and his family the way he did. The pain in her life was understandable and deep. I could hardly have done better in that situation than she did. Because of this, it was amazing to watch her grow into someone willing to trust again and who will someday have the faith her mother did.
I really liked the relationships and the characters portrayed. Each was unique and had their own sorrows and joys. The family and friend relationships they had with each other, too, was complicated, sweet, and realistic. Many people were touched by Kelli and her dad and that made the impact of her dad’s sins greater and the love for Kelli deeper.
Therefore, although the genre of Finding Me is not one I normally delve into, I found it to be fantastic in many ways. I look forward to reading more books by Kathryn Cushman and would definitely recommend this book to others.
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
Finding Me by Kathryn Cushman is not the kind of book I usually read. I prefer non-contemporary romance or fantasy. However, Finding Me surprised me. I loved it and could hardly put it down. I was always anxiously anticipating the situation in which Kelli finally told her mom and sister who she was. I imagined all kinds of scenarios, but the one that actually happened was more than satisfying and came at a reasonable, almost perfect time for her and her family.
I hurt for Kelli. She suffered great losses on top of trying to understand why her father would lie and hurt her and his family the way he did. The pain in her life was understandable and deep. I could hardly have done better in that situation than she did. Because of this, it was amazing to watch her grow into someone willing to trust again and who will someday have the faith her mother did.
I really liked the relationships and the characters portrayed. Each was unique and had their own sorrows and joys. The family and friend relationships they had with each other, too, was complicated, sweet, and realistic. Many people were touched by Kelli and her dad and that made the impact of her dad’s sins greater and the love for Kelli deeper.
Therefore, although the genre of Finding Me is not one I normally delve into, I found it to be fantastic in many ways. I look forward to reading more books by Kathryn Cushman and would definitely recommend this book to others.
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
April 6, 2015
I had no plans to read this novel in one sitting but I did. Mesmerizing doesn't begin to describe my compulsive need to find out the whole story...now! What an emotionally gripping book! It was a tough read in places, inspiring in others. Kelli is faced with a host of impossible decisions and each one she makes results in repercussions that will affect her future...and her peace of mind. It's the kind of story that fuels your imagination to the point you start playing out your own scenarios in your mind even as you're reading. Does anyone else do that? Finding Me certainly kept me engaged right to the very end.
Book has been provided courtesy of Baker Publishing Group and Graf-Martin Communications, Inc.
March 31, 2015
What if you were 24, thought your name had always been Kelli, was told your mother and siblings died in a fire, and figured you lived about as far as you can get from a possible real family? When Kelli Huddleston's father and step-mother died from a car accident, she was forced to uncover new info from a safe her dad always kept locked in a private room. Photos, letters and other info shocked Kelli into making plans for a fast trip across country to find out the truth. Kelli went to a small town she read about in Tennessee and it didn't take much time to meet some of her family and her father's old friend. But what would she do with this info was the question. Would she now hurt other people like she was hurt? Her mother was lovely with a lovely voice. Kelli didn't know she took after her mother because she was told her voice was so bad that she never sang. Never had the courage to let anyone hear her. Her sister was longing for a friend and she and Kelli bonded rather quickly. It took some time but Kelli knew now what she would do. And she did it. See how that turned out. A great read and interesting mystery of love and forgiveness.
This book was provided by Bethany/Baker Books for review. The opinions are my own.
This book was provided by Bethany/Baker Books for review. The opinions are my own.
April 22, 2015
I read "Finding Me'" in about two days, as it was hard to put down. The characters were believable and created with enough flavor that I felt like all of them were quite real to me by the end of the story. The shock Kelli felt upon discovering her father's long buried secret, and the shame of his betrayal color many of her actions and decisions through the book. Her decision to carefully visit her long-lost family is a bit improbable but still engaging. I understood that this was a Christian novel going into it, but was surprised that the doses of theology were quite strong at times, and at other times I forgot I was reading Christian fiction. Perhaps there could have been more balance, but all in all this was a decent read.
This book was provided to me through Netgalley as an ARC. Tremendous thanks to the author, Kathryn Cushman and her publisher Behtany House Publishers.
This book was provided to me through Netgalley as an ARC. Tremendous thanks to the author, Kathryn Cushman and her publisher Behtany House Publishers.
April 13, 2015
Absorbing. From page one I was pulled right into the story, and I read until I couldn't keep my eyes open. Sad tale of past sins hoisted upon the present, and yet, the ending was satisfying without being contrived. Highly recommended.
October 4, 2024
I liked this book. Perfect? No. But a good premise, interesting characters. It has a touch of mystery and romance, but heavy on neither. Strong Christian message, without preaching; allows for doubts and searching.
April 9, 2015
Finding Me by Kathryn Cushman is a bittersweet novel that is also quite thought-provoking. This lovely story of faith, love, friendship and family also has a slight element of intrigue. Redemption, atonement and forgiveness are underlying themes as well.
Kelli Huddleston is still deeply grieving the loss of her stepmother and beloved father when she discovers information that casts doubt on her entire past. Led to believe her mother and siblings died in a fire in Louisiana, she is stunned to uncover evidence that her father faked both of their deaths and abandoned the rest of their family. Desperate to understand why her father would make such an inexplicable decision, Kelli returns to her birthplace in search of answers.
Kelli's growing disillusionment with her father quickly turns to anger after she meets her mom, sister and his business partner. Learning more about the circumstances of the time leading up to his disappearance just increases her confusion and when she discovers the financial straits he left them in, she realizes that she really did not her father as well as she thought. Kelli wants to make amends for her dad's misdeeds, but will her involvement cause more pain in the long run? Will admitting the truth about her identity cost her the relationships she is beginning to treasure?
Kelli remains conflicted for much of the story as she tries to reconcile the devoted father she knew with the man who callously deserts the rest of their family to begin a new life. She keeps her true identity hidden but her new friends sense something is not quite right about her reasons for coming to town. Kelli wants to get to know her mother and sister, but she is afraid that revealing the truth will cause more harm than good. As she becomes more and more involved with their lives, she begins to have serious doubts about maintaining a relationship with them once she returns to her regular life. An added complication is an unexpected romance and Kelli decides to run away from her problems instead of facing them head on.
Finding Me is an engrossing novel that has a gentle undercurrent of faith. The storyline is fresh and the conflict feels very real. The characters are three-dimensional and their reactions to the various situations ring true. Kathryn Cushman brings this moving story to a heartfelt conclusion is realistic and emotionally satisfying.
Kelli Huddleston is still deeply grieving the loss of her stepmother and beloved father when she discovers information that casts doubt on her entire past. Led to believe her mother and siblings died in a fire in Louisiana, she is stunned to uncover evidence that her father faked both of their deaths and abandoned the rest of their family. Desperate to understand why her father would make such an inexplicable decision, Kelli returns to her birthplace in search of answers.
Kelli's growing disillusionment with her father quickly turns to anger after she meets her mom, sister and his business partner. Learning more about the circumstances of the time leading up to his disappearance just increases her confusion and when she discovers the financial straits he left them in, she realizes that she really did not her father as well as she thought. Kelli wants to make amends for her dad's misdeeds, but will her involvement cause more pain in the long run? Will admitting the truth about her identity cost her the relationships she is beginning to treasure?
Kelli remains conflicted for much of the story as she tries to reconcile the devoted father she knew with the man who callously deserts the rest of their family to begin a new life. She keeps her true identity hidden but her new friends sense something is not quite right about her reasons for coming to town. Kelli wants to get to know her mother and sister, but she is afraid that revealing the truth will cause more harm than good. As she becomes more and more involved with their lives, she begins to have serious doubts about maintaining a relationship with them once she returns to her regular life. An added complication is an unexpected romance and Kelli decides to run away from her problems instead of facing them head on.
Finding Me is an engrossing novel that has a gentle undercurrent of faith. The storyline is fresh and the conflict feels very real. The characters are three-dimensional and their reactions to the various situations ring true. Kathryn Cushman brings this moving story to a heartfelt conclusion is realistic and emotionally satisfying.
April 17, 2015
Kathryn Cushman returns in fine form with her latest novel, "Finding Me". All the best things I love about Cushman's writing are again present, as readers will encounter strong characterization, lots of plot twists, and a tale with such emotional depth that you will no doubt be reaching for the Kleenex. I simply couldn't get enough of the character of Kelli, whose entire world is rocked to its core upon the discovery that her father and stepmother were keeping life-changing secrets from her. Watching her journey of discovering the truth about her past and about who she is was fascinating to behold, and had me contemplating how I would respond in similar circumstances. How would I be able to forgive my parents if they acted like Kelli's did? How would that change how I felt about myself? Cushman has done such an admirable job of making her characters come to life that I wanted to step into the pages and give Kelli a hug and a little bit of hope that the ending is coming - and we all know that books have happy endings, right? No book such as this could have a perfectly resolved ending, but its realistic portrayal of Kathryn's life and of blessings in the midst hardship made the ending all the sweeter.
Readers are sure to close the pages of this novel feeling uplifted and encouraged, with the knowledge that God can redeem even those situations that seem hopeless. "Finding Me" is one of those books that will be waiting on my shelf until I can have the chance to again revisit these characters and this intriguing plot that kept me turning the pages into the wee hours of the night.
I thoroughly enjoyed this book and award it a high recommendation and 5 out of 5 stars.
Book has been provided courtesy of Baker Publishing Group and Graf-Martin Communications, Inc.
Readers are sure to close the pages of this novel feeling uplifted and encouraged, with the knowledge that God can redeem even those situations that seem hopeless. "Finding Me" is one of those books that will be waiting on my shelf until I can have the chance to again revisit these characters and this intriguing plot that kept me turning the pages into the wee hours of the night.
I thoroughly enjoyed this book and award it a high recommendation and 5 out of 5 stars.
Book has been provided courtesy of Baker Publishing Group and Graf-Martin Communications, Inc.
May 25, 2015
How would you react if you found out you’d been lied to your entire life? Would you run away and bury your head in the sand or dig deeper to discover the whole truth?
This is exactly what Kelli Huddleston faces upon her father’s death in Kathryn Cushman’s newest novel, Finding Me.
Kelli uncovers photographs of her father and another family while cleaning out his papers. Digging further, she finds newspaper clippings of a boating accident killing a young father and his infant daughter.
Was the story he told her of a fire claiming her mother and siblings total fiction?
Armed with a picture and the name of a town in Tennessee, Kelli jumps in her car and heads across the country to find herself and the family she thought died long ago.
But will it cost her everything? Can she solve the mystery without sacrificing her identity?
Finding Me is a heartfelt story of forgiveness and redemption. Kelli must journey through many emotions to get to the other side and find herself.
Kathryn Cushman does an awesome job setting this story up. I instantly liked Kelli and wanted her to succeed in finding out the truth. The rest of the characters were also well-rounded. I loved Kenmore as he became her confidant. Miss Birdyshaw was a fun character, adding humor throughout. I felt the story started off a bit slow, but I soon found it tough to put down!
I give Finding Me four out of five stars.
Come and join Kelli on her journey of discovering what she lost, but more importantly what she finds as the story ends!
You will be blessed.
**Book has been provided courtesy of Baker Publishing Group and Graf-Martin Communications, Inc.
This is exactly what Kelli Huddleston faces upon her father’s death in Kathryn Cushman’s newest novel, Finding Me.
Kelli uncovers photographs of her father and another family while cleaning out his papers. Digging further, she finds newspaper clippings of a boating accident killing a young father and his infant daughter.
Was the story he told her of a fire claiming her mother and siblings total fiction?
Armed with a picture and the name of a town in Tennessee, Kelli jumps in her car and heads across the country to find herself and the family she thought died long ago.
But will it cost her everything? Can she solve the mystery without sacrificing her identity?
Finding Me is a heartfelt story of forgiveness and redemption. Kelli must journey through many emotions to get to the other side and find herself.
Kathryn Cushman does an awesome job setting this story up. I instantly liked Kelli and wanted her to succeed in finding out the truth. The rest of the characters were also well-rounded. I loved Kenmore as he became her confidant. Miss Birdyshaw was a fun character, adding humor throughout. I felt the story started off a bit slow, but I soon found it tough to put down!
I give Finding Me four out of five stars.
Come and join Kelli on her journey of discovering what she lost, but more importantly what she finds as the story ends!
You will be blessed.
**Book has been provided courtesy of Baker Publishing Group and Graf-Martin Communications, Inc.
June 22, 2015
This is the first book I have read by this author, and I must say that I really liked it! I have heard that a lot of people, even my own grandmother, could not put this book down, but I must say that it wasn’t the case for me. I enjoyed it while reading it, but I never had to read the next chapter to find out what happened. I have read a lot of mystery novels, and that being the case, I guessed the mystery early on. I still had an interest in it, and it wasn’t boring, I just did not have that urge to read it quickly.
The characters were, in my opinion, well-developed and interesting enough to keep you reading. The development Kelli went through as a character was apparent, and I loved how her conflicting emotions about her family were handled. My favorite character was definitely Kenmore, he just felt like someone I would grow very attached to.
I have trouble enjoying contemporary novels for some reason, but I had no difficulty with this one. If you love a mystery novel with a sweet romance and a great family aspect, definitely give this one a go!
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*I was sent this by Bethany House Publishers in exchange for this review. All opinions are my own. I was in no other way compensated for this review.
The characters were, in my opinion, well-developed and interesting enough to keep you reading. The development Kelli went through as a character was apparent, and I loved how her conflicting emotions about her family were handled. My favorite character was definitely Kenmore, he just felt like someone I would grow very attached to.
I have trouble enjoying contemporary novels for some reason, but I had no difficulty with this one. If you love a mystery novel with a sweet romance and a great family aspect, definitely give this one a go!
If you would like to read more of my reviews, visit my blog: http://www.kelvreadsbooks.blog.com!
*I was sent this by Bethany House Publishers in exchange for this review. All opinions are my own. I was in no other way compensated for this review.
May 16, 2016
[Mild Spoilers]
I would rate this book 2.5 stars. It is enjoyable enough to read but ultimately forgettable.
My main issue with the novel was the plot. The first half was a page-turner. The suspense concerning finding out Don's secret kept me wanting more. I empathized with Kelli, and her heart-break at being lied to. It was shaping into a great book to read. The second part, however, when Kelli went to Shoal Creek to meet her family, went down hill. The family's instant adoption of Kelli without knowing her identity and Allison and Beth's 'sensing' that Kelli had deep-seated issues because of her refusal to sing were extremely unrealistic and unbelievable. The plot really was a Disney/Christian movie in book form.
The characters were lackluster. Kelli, Allison, Rand, and Kenmore were all just devices to move the plot along. All of them lacked the depth and complexity I look for in book characters. I didn't feel a connection with any of them because their voices all blended together. The only character I genuinely loved was Beth. She was stifling but still lovable. I have never encountered a character like her in real-life or in a novel.
This is a good book to pass the time. If you are looking for a weighty book that makes you think, this is not it. If all of Cushman's novels are of this caliber, I will not be choosing anymore of her books.
I would rate this book 2.5 stars. It is enjoyable enough to read but ultimately forgettable.
My main issue with the novel was the plot. The first half was a page-turner. The suspense concerning finding out Don's secret kept me wanting more. I empathized with Kelli, and her heart-break at being lied to. It was shaping into a great book to read. The second part, however, when Kelli went to Shoal Creek to meet her family, went down hill. The family's instant adoption of Kelli without knowing her identity and Allison and Beth's 'sensing' that Kelli had deep-seated issues because of her refusal to sing were extremely unrealistic and unbelievable. The plot really was a Disney/Christian movie in book form.
The characters were lackluster. Kelli, Allison, Rand, and Kenmore were all just devices to move the plot along. All of them lacked the depth and complexity I look for in book characters. I didn't feel a connection with any of them because their voices all blended together. The only character I genuinely loved was Beth. She was stifling but still lovable. I have never encountered a character like her in real-life or in a novel.
This is a good book to pass the time. If you are looking for a weighty book that makes you think, this is not it. If all of Cushman's novels are of this caliber, I will not be choosing anymore of her books.
July 23, 2016
This book sucked me right in with a promising blurb and a good story right off the bat.
There were things that bothered me as I read (aka the Kelli and Shane, but I won't go into that), but overall I enjoyed the book a lot and read it in one afternoon/evening. There were times that I even considered giving it four stars because it held my interest and made me want to find out what was going to happen next.
Then, unfortunately, came the ending. I have a problem with endings: Most of them fall flat for me. In fact, it's very rare that I find an ending that I would consider satisfying, but this one just made me sigh. The book was carried along so well, and so that made the let-down extra big. It wasn't anything that happened or didn't happen, it was more *how* it happened.
The book had a good premise though, and for the most part, good execution. There are some elements that weren't suitable for younger audiences, (aka, at least 16), but it really didn't dwell on those parts, although they were a big part of the plot line.
I'm giving the book 3 out of 5 stars, 6 out of 10.
There were things that bothered me as I read (aka the Kelli and Shane, but I won't go into that), but overall I enjoyed the book a lot and read it in one afternoon/evening. There were times that I even considered giving it four stars because it held my interest and made me want to find out what was going to happen next.
Then, unfortunately, came the ending. I have a problem with endings: Most of them fall flat for me. In fact, it's very rare that I find an ending that I would consider satisfying, but this one just made me sigh. The book was carried along so well, and so that made the let-down extra big. It wasn't anything that happened or didn't happen, it was more *how* it happened.
The book had a good premise though, and for the most part, good execution. There are some elements that weren't suitable for younger audiences, (aka, at least 16), but it really didn't dwell on those parts, although they were a big part of the plot line.
I'm giving the book 3 out of 5 stars, 6 out of 10.
March 25, 2015
Let me preface my review by saying I am a Cushman fan!! I read all that she writes. This book won't remove her from my list!!
I was sucked into this book just by reading the preface (I actually stopped reading another book to start this one). The characters were well developed including the airhead sister. The plot was well developed. I just enjoy a book where the plot is the plot, not secondary to hormones all over the place. Cushman does not follow whatever is popular at the time, she is able to create an original plot. I so appreciate that.
Spoiler Alert:
For church libraries: The gospel is presented in the book. The main character, however, makes her changes for the good without the use of faith, and never embraces the gospel that is presented to her.
There were some somewhat unrealistic parts in this book where all of the stars (pun intended) came together at one time, in a somewhat sizeable town. In real life, I don't think the people you were looking for would just drop into your lap.
I was sucked into this book just by reading the preface (I actually stopped reading another book to start this one). The characters were well developed including the airhead sister. The plot was well developed. I just enjoy a book where the plot is the plot, not secondary to hormones all over the place. Cushman does not follow whatever is popular at the time, she is able to create an original plot. I so appreciate that.
Spoiler Alert:
For church libraries: The gospel is presented in the book. The main character, however, makes her changes for the good without the use of faith, and never embraces the gospel that is presented to her.
There were some somewhat unrealistic parts in this book where all of the stars (pun intended) came together at one time, in a somewhat sizeable town. In real life, I don't think the people you were looking for would just drop into your lap.
June 15, 2015
I liked the plot of this book. Unfortunately it was written so poorly. I couldn't wait to finish it. The book was at a high school level. Was I the only one that despised Beth? She was so annoying and I didn't want to read the parts of the book she was in.
I received the book for free through Goodreads First Reads.
I received the book for free through Goodreads First Reads.
August 21, 2015
It was okay, but I just could not finish this...
September 7, 2015
This book was just okay for me. It started out with good possibilities but as the story progressed, it became quite unrealistic. The characters, though likeable, were dull and boring.
July 3, 2017
I liked the idea of this story, but the execution of it seemed long and drawn-out, and the characters seemed less than believable at times.
June 13, 2018
Interesting concept but did find myself wanting the story to hurry up.
April 21, 2015
Kathryn is a very gifted writer! I loved this book!!
January 2, 2018
In my opinion...
And simply put that is all this review is...not a book that would feel loved and at home on my shelves. I didn't hate it but I really didn't love it either...though I wanted to. I've attempted a book by this author before and abandoned it because I simply didn't connect with it. This one I did finish but only because it is the first one of the year and I didn't want to start the year out with an abandoned book. I'm not sorry I finished it...I don't feel it was wasted time, if only to confirm this is an author I just really don't enjoy spending my time reading. Why? I can't recall the first book so I will only give my thought on this one.
The plot ... In my opinion seemed way over dramatized. Words and phrases denoting danger seemed a bit overkill, for there was no one who would harm or look to do another in ... In any sense of the word. There was deceit, heartache, misunderstanding, and some overwhelming circumstances, but never any danger.
The characters... Either weren't very relateable or likeable or both. The older gentleman, store owner, was the most believable. The older sister was annoying in her over zealous, needy, demands. Her intentions were good but even though she was older by about 5 years and preparing for motherhood, she came across as immature, young, and needing her mothers attention and restraint. The younger sister at first glance seemed much more put together but in the end was flighty and over-assuming in her decision making. The brother we really never got to know.
I was annoyed with the characters rather than sympathetic to or relating to their plight.
This book has gotten many 4 and 5 star reviews...testament to the fact that many love ms Cushman's story telling. But for me its 2.5 stars ... I wouldn't re-read it, explore any other works by this author, or reccommend it based on my own opinion.
And simply put that is all this review is...not a book that would feel loved and at home on my shelves. I didn't hate it but I really didn't love it either...though I wanted to. I've attempted a book by this author before and abandoned it because I simply didn't connect with it. This one I did finish but only because it is the first one of the year and I didn't want to start the year out with an abandoned book. I'm not sorry I finished it...I don't feel it was wasted time, if only to confirm this is an author I just really don't enjoy spending my time reading. Why? I can't recall the first book so I will only give my thought on this one.
The plot ... In my opinion seemed way over dramatized. Words and phrases denoting danger seemed a bit overkill, for there was no one who would harm or look to do another in ... In any sense of the word. There was deceit, heartache, misunderstanding, and some overwhelming circumstances, but never any danger.
The characters... Either weren't very relateable or likeable or both. The older gentleman, store owner, was the most believable. The older sister was annoying in her over zealous, needy, demands. Her intentions were good but even though she was older by about 5 years and preparing for motherhood, she came across as immature, young, and needing her mothers attention and restraint. The younger sister at first glance seemed much more put together but in the end was flighty and over-assuming in her decision making. The brother we really never got to know.
I was annoyed with the characters rather than sympathetic to or relating to their plight.
This book has gotten many 4 and 5 star reviews...testament to the fact that many love ms Cushman's story telling. But for me its 2.5 stars ... I wouldn't re-read it, explore any other works by this author, or reccommend it based on my own opinion.
November 15, 2018
This book had an interesting premise - the author says that it is a combination of a couple of true events: When Kelli's dad and stepmom are killed in an accident, she has to go through her dad's stuff and finds out that he is not who Kelli thought he was. Yes, he was her dad, but he had a past life with a different name and family, and he had faked his own death (and her's as well) and started a new life with a new wife far away from his old family.
I did enjoy how the mystery played out and how Kelli went in search of her former family and got to know them. However, I felt that the characters were not as well-rounded as they might have been - they were sort-of caricatures of a type of person the author wanted to use to make a point. I couldn't really get invested in Kelli as a person; I never felt like I really knew her or cared deeply about her. Often her protestations about why she shouldn't reveal the truth rang a bit false and empty, even though there were some good reasons.
Altogether, I think the author did a good job of creating a story out of this situation, but perhaps could have done more with character development.
I did enjoy how the mystery played out and how Kelli went in search of her former family and got to know them. However, I felt that the characters were not as well-rounded as they might have been - they were sort-of caricatures of a type of person the author wanted to use to make a point. I couldn't really get invested in Kelli as a person; I never felt like I really knew her or cared deeply about her. Often her protestations about why she shouldn't reveal the truth rang a bit false and empty, even though there were some good reasons.
Altogether, I think the author did a good job of creating a story out of this situation, but perhaps could have done more with character development.
April 6, 2018
This was a very enjoyable read. I was intrigued from the very beginning, and the book was fast paced enough to keep me interested throughout. The story is about a girl, Kelli, who has been told the story of a house fire that killed her mother and siblings when she was an infant. Upon the passing of her father and stepmother in a car accident, she uncovers evidence that this was a lie, and her biological mother and siblings are alive and well in Tennessee. Kelli travels there, hoping to learn about her past from a distance. As the book unfolds, she begins to form deep connections with people from her past, facing the dilemma of keeping her true identity secret to protect them from learning the truth about the loving father and husband they grieved. I would recommend this book and will pass it on to my daughter in a few years when she's old enough to enjoy it.
I did receive a free copy of this book through the Goodreads Giveaways program; however, that did not influence my opinion or review of the book.
I did receive a free copy of this book through the Goodreads Giveaways program; however, that did not influence my opinion or review of the book.
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