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For as long as I can remember, I've only had one goal: survival. It's what I know. There is no future beyond making it through another night and getting my hands on as much money as possible, by any means necessary. Pride and dignity are things I can't afford.
It's been the worst year yet—and not because I live on the streets. That's nothing compared to being separated from my little girl. But I do what I can, and I send any money I make for her care. I can only hope she remembers me. I'm past desperate, needing her to know how much I love her and that I've done everything in my power to make it back to her.
The day I stepped off the bus in Seattle, I saw him. Adrian appeared at a time I most needed a helping hand, and his habit of rescuing strays became my salvation. He gave me hope. He taught me to dream about something I'd never dared to wish for.
A home.
It's been the worst year yet—and not because I live on the streets. That's nothing compared to being separated from my little girl. But I do what I can, and I send any money I make for her care. I can only hope she remembers me. I'm past desperate, needing her to know how much I love her and that I've done everything in my power to make it back to her.
The day I stepped off the bus in Seattle, I saw him. Adrian appeared at a time I most needed a helping hand, and his habit of rescuing strays became my salvation. He gave me hope. He taught me to dream about something I'd never dared to wish for.
A home.
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Cara Dee
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I'm often stoically silent or, if the topic interests me, a chronic rambler. In other words, I can discuss writing forever and ever. Fiction, in particular. The love story—while a huge draw and constantly present—is secondary for me, because there's so much more to writing romance fiction than just making two (or more) people fall in love and have hot sex. There's a world to build, characters to develop, interests to create, and a topic or two to research thoroughly. Every book is a challenge for me, an opportunity to learn something new, and a puzzle to piece together. I want my characters to come to life, and the only way I know to do that is to give them substance—passions, history, goals, quirks, and strong opinions—and to let them evolve. Additionally, I want my men and women to be relatable. That means allowing room for everyday problems and, for lack of a better word, flaws. My characters will never be perfect.
Wait…this was supposed to be about me, not my writing.
I'm a writey person who loves to write. Always wanderlusting, twitterpating, kinking, and geeking. There's time for hockey and cupcakes, too. But mostly, I just love to write.
I'm often stoically silent or, if the topic interests me, a chronic rambler. In other words, I can discuss writing forever and ever. Fiction, in particular. The love story—while a huge draw and constantly present—is secondary for me, because there's so much more to writing romance fiction than just making two (or more) people fall in love and have hot sex. There's a world to build, characters to develop, interests to create, and a topic or two to research thoroughly. Every book is a challenge for me, an opportunity to learn something new, and a puzzle to piece together. I want my characters to come to life, and the only way I know to do that is to give them substance—passions, history, goals, quirks, and strong opinions—and to let them evolve. Additionally, I want my men and women to be relatable. That means allowing room for everyday problems and, for lack of a better word, flaws. My characters will never be perfect.
Wait…this was supposed to be about me, not my writing.
I'm a writey person who loves to write. Always wanderlusting, twitterpating, kinking, and geeking. There's time for hockey and cupcakes, too. But mostly, I just love to write.
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July 5, 2016
I waited so long to read this book, and I shouldn't have! All the five-star reviews aren't lying. This book is something special.
The beginning brought me to tears. Watching Dominic get down on his knees time and again to provide for his daughter about broke me. Dominic doesn't trust; he's defensive and street savvy, and thinks any kindness comes with a price tag.
When Dominic finally scrapes together enough money to get from Philly to Camassia Cove in Washington State, Adrian blindsides him. Dominic calls Adrian "Teach," because Adrian is all suits and glasses and THAT tone of voice... until he strips and all his tats are on display. Then he's all sexy man.
Dominic just wants to lick Adrian all over. He wants to kiss him until they're both breathless and make out for hours. I mean, who wouldn't?
Dominic would rather stare at Adrian than do anything else. Until Adrian, sex was about enduring; it was about money, a tradeoff, something to suffer through. With Adrian, it's about pleasure and tenderness and all those messy but awesome emotions.
Adrian is amazing. He cares for others and wants to make a difference. He cooks! And he opens up his home to Dominic and his little girl Thea.
I loved this story so much, partly because Dominic and Adrian felt so right, so real. Adrian is all book smart, but Dominic fits him like a puzzle piece. He's been on the streets. He knows what it's like to survive.
Once the guys come together, there is little relationship angst but plenty of SIZZLE. Dominic learns to let Adrian in, to trust him. He realizes that he's not a burden to Adrian, that he's a GIFT. Their affection for each is endearing and so damn hopeful.
And Thea is a gem. She doesn't need to be "fixed" to be perfect. I generally don't fancy kids in stories, but Thea didn't annoy me for even a second.
This book ends with a true HEA. Dominic finds a family, a home to call his own. He realizes he had a father all along, and he knows he can lean on someone and still be strong.
The epilogue threw me for a loop because it's not from Dominic or Adrian's perspective. But, hell, it was glorious to see them still a family, going strong, years later. What a perfect beginning to what's sure to be an incredible series by one of my favorite authors in the genre!
The beginning brought me to tears. Watching Dominic get down on his knees time and again to provide for his daughter about broke me. Dominic doesn't trust; he's defensive and street savvy, and thinks any kindness comes with a price tag.
When Dominic finally scrapes together enough money to get from Philly to Camassia Cove in Washington State, Adrian blindsides him. Dominic calls Adrian "Teach," because Adrian is all suits and glasses and THAT tone of voice... until he strips and all his tats are on display. Then he's all sexy man.
Dominic just wants to lick Adrian all over. He wants to kiss him until they're both breathless and make out for hours. I mean, who wouldn't?
Dominic would rather stare at Adrian than do anything else. Until Adrian, sex was about enduring; it was about money, a tradeoff, something to suffer through. With Adrian, it's about pleasure and tenderness and all those messy but awesome emotions.
Adrian is amazing. He cares for others and wants to make a difference. He cooks! And he opens up his home to Dominic and his little girl Thea.
I loved this story so much, partly because Dominic and Adrian felt so right, so real. Adrian is all book smart, but Dominic fits him like a puzzle piece. He's been on the streets. He knows what it's like to survive.
Once the guys come together, there is little relationship angst but plenty of SIZZLE. Dominic learns to let Adrian in, to trust him. He realizes that he's not a burden to Adrian, that he's a GIFT. Their affection for each is endearing and so damn hopeful.
And Thea is a gem. She doesn't need to be "fixed" to be perfect. I generally don't fancy kids in stories, but Thea didn't annoy me for even a second.
This book ends with a true HEA. Dominic finds a family, a home to call his own. He realizes he had a father all along, and he knows he can lean on someone and still be strong.
"Thank you."
"For what?"
For giving me more than I could ever dream of.
For turning a homeless guy into someone who looked forward to waking up in the morning.
For becoming my home ...
"For everything, Teach."
The epilogue threw me for a loop because it's not from Dominic or Adrian's perspective. But, hell, it was glorious to see them still a family, going strong, years later. What a perfect beginning to what's sure to be an incredible series by one of my favorite authors in the genre!
November 12, 2017
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2! Home (stand-alone). Dominic’s journey from homeless to love, happiness & purpose!
“I could let myself be turned on. It was intimate, and sex was becoming sexual. Because it was him.”
Home (stand-alone) follows homeless prostitute Dominic Cleary as he heads west to finally be reunited with his daughter. On the last leg of his trip he encounters teacher Adrian Dalton, Mr. D. aka Teach.
This is Dominic’s story of survival and purpose. Parts of story is heartbreaking; what he had to endure in the rough streets of Philly. But the focus of story is him moving forward, leaving the streets behind.
It is such a good feeling to read a story where the angst is in the past. To see a broken and lost soul find his footing, happiness and a way home.
Seven words to describe Dominic Cleary: Loyal, patient, nurturing, noble, selfless, discreet and easy-going.
Seven words to describe Adrian Dalton, Mr. D. aka Teach: Vulnerable, frank, focused, loyal, noble, determined and broken.
Home, told from Dominic’s POV, is a fast-paced short story about hope and perseverance and finding your home; love, sexuality, family, happiness, calling and purpose. It’s beautiful, heartwarming and steamy, with a pinch of angst, touching on sensitive subjects such as abuse, addiction and prostitution. It ends with a glimpse 6 years into their future. Kudos Cara!
“I was becoming Adrian's personal peeping Tom 'cause I stared at him so much. As if he was a puzzle, and if I only looked at him a bit more, I'd understand.”
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Dominic’s rating: ★★★★1/2
Adrian’s rating: ★★★★1/2
Plot: ★★★★
Storytelling: ★★★★1/2
Sexual tension: ★★★★★
Sex scenes: ★★★★1/2
Story ending: ★★★★1/2
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OVERALL RATING: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
Angst: | MEDIUM FOCUS |
Darkness: | MEDIUM FOCUS |
Humor: | MEDIUM FOCUS |
Kink: | LOW FOCUS |
Romance: | HIGH FOCUS |
Sex frequency: | MEDIUM FOCUS |
Suspense: | LOW FOCUS |
January 1, 2019
Cara Dee's "Home" was such a good story, I'm not sure how I missed it for as long as I did, but very glad that I found and read this one.
At 24, Dominic has been living mainly on the streets for going on 10 years, which has made him distrustful of everyone and everything -- except for his only friend and support system in Philadelphia, Billy.
But Dominic has something to live for, his 3 y.o. daughter, Thea, who's been in Washington state for the last year, with Dominic doing whatever (and whoever) he can to pay his less-than-ideal aunt for her upkeep until he can join his daughter.
When Dominic finally scrapes up enough money for the bus ticket to Seattle, he lucks into a ride to his aunt's house in Camassia with 35 y.o., local high school teacher Adrian and his two brothers.
I really liked that it was not love, or even attraction, at first sight between Dominic and Adrian. Adrian is simply a good guy, looking to help a person down on their luck, then things grow from there.
I also liked how Dominic had his pride, but not so much pride that he allowed it to harm him or his daughter. When help was offered, no matter how hesitantly, he accepted it.
I loved how there was no 'big misunderstanding,' causing a separation, then subsequent reconciliation. That gets a bit old, if it happens in every single story. Dominic may have been the ultimate inexperienced dater, but it never became a deal breaker.
But, for me, the best was when Dominic experienced those 'Eureka!' moments of revelation. For a smart guy, sweet Jesus, he was sure slow on the uptake regarding his own feelings, but it was hilarious watching it happen.
Attraction.I especially loved the parts with Billy, toward the end of the book. For me, that really cemented in my mind that Dominic, Adrian and Thea were in this for the long haul. A real family.
That word slapped me in the fucking face.
Oh God, I'd been stupid. I stared down at the floor, eyes wide. How hadn't that come to me sooner? It was attraction. That was the goddamn word I'd been looking for to describe what I felt.
I was attracted to this motherfucker.
Then the story ends with an epilogue from 6 years down the road, but it's told from the perspective of a new character, one whose name we are never told. I found this a bit confusing to begin with, but enjoyed seeing their 'years later' HEA from an outside perspective.
I'd definitely recommend this story, which was a very strong, niggle-free 4.5 star read for me.
** Note: As Ele mentioned in her review, Cara has provided a blog post with a detailed map, photos and description of all 5 neighborhoods that make up Camassia Cove, which I found very cool to read after finishing the first book in the series. : )
http://www.caradeewrites.com/camassia...
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September 24, 2017
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This was one of those books that had it all.
One that once I started it I couldn't put it down.
I loved that it started off dark and gritty and grew from there to love and happiness.
Dominic is 24 and has been homeless for the majority of his life doing what is needed to survive and provide for his daughter who has special needs. He hasn't seen her in a year and it's killing him. He's doing his best to get to her and hoping she hasn't forgotten him. His aunt takes care of her for him but we soon see she does quite the shitty job of it. Thank, God for Willow. She was awesome.
When Dominic finally finds himself in Seattle he meets Adrian, A.K.A, Teach. Him and his brother's give him a ride to Camassis Cove where his aunt lives with his daughter. It also just so happens to be where Adrian lives.
Adrian is 35 and a history teacher. He was very likable and I knew he would be a character I would end up loving. The way he helped out Dominic at the beginning before any kind of relationship happened made him a winner in my book. He is just a decent guy who wants to help. And he does help, not only Dominic, but also youths at a place called, The Quad. He comes off a bit too perfect maybe, but I don't care. He was exactly who Dominic needed in order to finally let his guard down, to feel loved, and give it to someone besides his daughter. He was the person to give Dominic a home with his daughter and his first taste at what family was. So like I said, I don't care. LOL
I loved Dominic and Adrian together. I liked how Adrian let Dominic run the show and not push him into anything knowing he had some issues he needed to work out. I especially loved how much Dominic came to life after that first kiss. It was like his whole world lit up. It was sweet.
What I hated was how this book brought me to freaking tears so quick after starting the book. LOL I was like, really!! Already?! Billy... Him and Dominic had me in tears more than once. Billy was the first person that Dominic allowed himself to let his guard down with. Billy was the first person to take a interest in Dominic's well being and help him when he needed it. He trusted Billy and eventually grew to love him like a father. Billy is a war veteran who does his best to help the young homeless kids in his neighborhood. He has little to offer but does his best by offering some food and a safe place for these kids to sleep at night. I adored him. He's the stuff hero's are made of.
Last, but not least, there is Thea, Dominic's amazing little girl. She was adorable. I loved the rap battle's her and her dad had. It was so cute. She was a brilliant little thing and I enjoyed the moments with her and Dominic and eventually the one's with her and Adrian. They were sweet together.
When I said at the beginning that this book had it all, I meant it. There was laughter and tears. There were moments that were gritty and hard to read and other's that made me smile and want to reread over and over again. It was just a well written story that you couldn't help love.
The only thing that would have made this story even better is if it would have been longer and we had Adrian's POV as well.
I want more of these two! LOL
I recommend this to all my M/M lovers. Happy reading dolls!
April 22, 2020
First things first, don't forget to visit the author's blog to check out the amazing world she built and named it Camassia Cove. It's a town that will be the home of her new series and, honestly, the world building here wowed me. There are images, background info about each district, and even a map!.
Home is a story set in the district of Camas, and it's told from Dominic's POV.
There's something so approachable to Cara Dee's writing. She writes the way people talk. So, the start of this book might be gritty and dark, but it still reads easily. Dominic is selling sex for money. He's been doing it for a year, and now he's saved enough money to go to Camas and take his daughter back, who is currently staying with his aunt. But even when he gets there, things aren't much better.
But there is a way out, and his name is Adrian. Adrian is a high school teacher. He's the perfect combo of geeky and hot. Blazers, glasses and short beard on the outside, tattoos and wife-beaters under his clothes. I approve. But what I loved the most was how loyal and dedicated he was to the community and the Quad, Camas' youth center. At first, I thought he was a little too much, or too pushy, but no....Adrian was a good man.
There is a delicate balance between them, at first. Dominic is always on defense mode. Everything can pose a threat, and everything can be used as a weapon. Nobody helps you out without expecting something in return. Adrian, on the other hand, is a fixer. He wants to take care of everything. He wants to take care of Dominic. And lets not forget that there's a three year old that requires special attention.
There is sex, and it's super hot and emotional. For Dominic, sex was not sexual or intimate (which broke my heart a little). Not until he felt attracted to Adrian for the first time. But don't worry; there's no magic dick involved! For me, though, this was all about the kisses. Dominic really liked to kiss!
The epilogue is unusual, because it's told from another person's POV. But I loved it, because it somehow told Adrian and Dominic's HEA from another perspective.
There is the sweetest first date, a hilarious flight scene, and a three year old who likes to fill in tattoos with her markers.
Dominic's journey to happiness was a beautiful thing to watch. Not only did he find his home in Adrian, but he also found his calling and a family in Camas.
Highly recommended!
*Review cross-posted on Gay Book Reviews.*
Home is a story set in the district of Camas, and it's told from Dominic's POV.
There's something so approachable to Cara Dee's writing. She writes the way people talk. So, the start of this book might be gritty and dark, but it still reads easily. Dominic is selling sex for money. He's been doing it for a year, and now he's saved enough money to go to Camas and take his daughter back, who is currently staying with his aunt. But even when he gets there, things aren't much better.
But there is a way out, and his name is Adrian. Adrian is a high school teacher. He's the perfect combo of geeky and hot. Blazers, glasses and short beard on the outside, tattoos and wife-beaters under his clothes. I approve. But what I loved the most was how loyal and dedicated he was to the community and the Quad, Camas' youth center. At first, I thought he was a little too much, or too pushy, but no....Adrian was a good man.
There is a delicate balance between them, at first. Dominic is always on defense mode. Everything can pose a threat, and everything can be used as a weapon. Nobody helps you out without expecting something in return. Adrian, on the other hand, is a fixer. He wants to take care of everything. He wants to take care of Dominic. And lets not forget that there's a three year old that requires special attention.
There is sex, and it's super hot and emotional. For Dominic, sex was not sexual or intimate (which broke my heart a little). Not until he felt attracted to Adrian for the first time. But don't worry; there's no magic dick involved! For me, though, this was all about the kisses. Dominic really liked to kiss!
"I moaned as he drove deep into me, and it dawned on me that he wasn't just my first kiss. He was my first everything. That was why shit was so different. They weren't related, what I'd done before and. this."
The epilogue is unusual, because it's told from another person's POV. But I loved it, because it somehow told Adrian and Dominic's HEA from another perspective.
There is the sweetest first date, a hilarious flight scene, and a three year old who likes to fill in tattoos with her markers.
Dominic's journey to happiness was a beautiful thing to watch. Not only did he find his home in Adrian, but he also found his calling and a family in Camas.
Highly recommended!
*Review cross-posted on Gay Book Reviews.*
July 1, 2024
I love this story, of course it made a teary puddle out of me.
Dear writers, the epilogues are unfortunately what end up sticking in your head if they're not good. This one is good, but I HATE IT!!! I don't have a problem with bringing in new characters to pique curiosity for other books in the series, but this one has no name, I find them interesting and would read the story, but I really have other things to do than try to figure out which book they belong to. I'M FUCKING FURIOUS!!! And this book didn't deserve that at all, because it was perfect.
Dominic, God I love his personality, I love how he survives and tries not to let anything get to him and how he sacrifices everything for his daughter. I love how he lets Adrian into his life and how confused he is about all things relationship.
"Dominic." Teach faced me with a patient, almost gentle expression. Fuck that. Fuck those eyes. "I'm not going to hurt you."
I laughed. "You couldn’t."
Except, he could.
Teach stared at me pensively, but in the end, he turned his back on me and paid more attention to cooking than me.
He was purposely ignoring me.
It helped. 🖤🫠🖤
The dynamic between the two is really perfect, I'm even okay with the fact that we never get Adrian's perspective even though I don't always like that, but it's probably better in this story that the focus is entirely on Dominic.
I'm sure there would be a ton more to say, but I can't get the epilogue out of my head now and need to distract myself.
Dear writers, the epilogues are unfortunately what end up sticking in your head if they're not good. This one is good, but I HATE IT!!! I don't have a problem with bringing in new characters to pique curiosity for other books in the series, but this one has no name, I find them interesting and would read the story, but I really have other things to do than try to figure out which book they belong to. I'M FUCKING FURIOUS!!! And this book didn't deserve that at all, because it was perfect.
Dominic, God I love his personality, I love how he survives and tries not to let anything get to him and how he sacrifices everything for his daughter. I love how he lets Adrian into his life and how confused he is about all things relationship.
"Dominic." Teach faced me with a patient, almost gentle expression. Fuck that. Fuck those eyes. "I'm not going to hurt you."
I laughed. "You couldn’t."
Except, he could.
Teach stared at me pensively, but in the end, he turned his back on me and paid more attention to cooking than me.
He was purposely ignoring me.
It helped. 🖤🫠🖤
The dynamic between the two is really perfect, I'm even okay with the fact that we never get Adrian's perspective even though I don't always like that, but it's probably better in this story that the focus is entirely on Dominic.
I'm sure there would be a ton more to say, but I can't get the epilogue out of my head now and need to distract myself.
June 7, 2016
Caring, selfless, hard working men. I defiantly have a type! This book has them. Can't wait for the next book!
December 16, 2016
4.5 Stars!
I was a bit hesitant to read this one. I thought it'd be a downer read. And I will say the first chapter was tough. And honestly, the rest of the first half was a bit melancholy.
But the second half made me forget everything about the first half. And regardless of the tone I was sucked in from the get-go.
Teach.....Adrian. He gets ALL of the stars. Yeah, Dominic was a bit rough around the edges but I loved who he became. I loved the fact that despite everything he went through he was going to do his damnedest to make the most out of his life.
And Thea. *sigh* She stole my heart too.
My only complaint was the epilogue. It took me forever to even figure out who it was "talking". So I wish it had been Dominic and Adrian's epilogue, not a teaser for the next book.
I was a bit hesitant to read this one. I thought it'd be a downer read. And I will say the first chapter was tough. And honestly, the rest of the first half was a bit melancholy.
But the second half made me forget everything about the first half. And regardless of the tone I was sucked in from the get-go.
Teach.....Adrian. He gets ALL of the stars. Yeah, Dominic was a bit rough around the edges but I loved who he became. I loved the fact that despite everything he went through he was going to do his damnedest to make the most out of his life.
And Thea. *sigh* She stole my heart too.
My only complaint was the epilogue. It took me forever to even figure out who it was "talking". So I wish it had been Dominic and Adrian's epilogue, not a teaser for the next book.
December 17, 2022
4.5***** stars
All warm and fuzzy feelings when I think about what I just read. I loved it. And I wished I could’ve savoured it but I couldn’t put it down and it was over way too soon.
This was an awesome story and freaking heartwarming.
Even though this quote alone says a lot about the rough live Dominic lived before he came to Camassia Cove I also loved his absolute bluntness and how he was baffling and also teasing Adrian with it.
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Camassia Cove Series:
Book 1 - Home - 4.5 stars
Book 1.5 - Sleepless - 3.5 stars
Book 9 - If We Could Go Back - 4.75 stars
All warm and fuzzy feelings when I think about what I just read. I loved it. And I wished I could’ve savoured it but I couldn’t put it down and it was over way too soon.
This was an awesome story and freaking heartwarming.
"Well, happy fuckin' birthday, Teach." […] "I'm afraid I don't got shit to give you unless you want a blow job."
"Jesus, Dominic. Tell me you're joking."
"What? It's just head. You don't even gotta be queer to enjoy it."
Even though this quote alone says a lot about the rough live Dominic lived before he came to Camassia Cove I also loved his absolute bluntness and how he was baffling and also teasing Adrian with it.
So rough around the edges, yet so vulnerable. A man of contradictions. A hard shell to crack, even as he wore his heart on his sleeve. All that attitude and a strong mind, despite the fact that his insecurities shone brightly. It was no wonder I’d fallen for him so fast.
[quote from "Sleepless"]
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Camassia Cove Series:
Book 1 - Home - 4.5 stars
Book 1.5 - Sleepless - 3.5 stars
Book 9 - If We Could Go Back - 4.75 stars
September 12, 2018
4.5 stars!
Adored this book! There’s books and then there’s books like this ONE! A book that was heartbreaking, raw, intense and so so beautiful. Dominic and Adrian before they meet are both so strong in their own lives, but when they meet and fall in love they were amazing.
Dominic, man this guy what he did for his daughter was humbling no other word I can think of to describe the lengths he went through for his little gansta. I wanted to hug him so fiercely! Adrian aka teach, a total sweetheart the way he treated Dominic? Wow! With respect right from the start! He gave him the chance he so desperately needed and his friendship earning his trust and showing him what is like to fall in love.
This truly was a beautiful story that deals with serious issues but is also filled with hope and love. The love of a father that loves his daughter and would do anything for her. The bond of a teacher with his students and the need to make a difference in their future. Two endearing characters that couldn’t have been more perfect for each other. ♥️
Adored this book! There’s books and then there’s books like this ONE! A book that was heartbreaking, raw, intense and so so beautiful. Dominic and Adrian before they meet are both so strong in their own lives, but when they meet and fall in love they were amazing.
Dominic, man this guy what he did for his daughter was humbling no other word I can think of to describe the lengths he went through for his little gansta. I wanted to hug him so fiercely! Adrian aka teach, a total sweetheart the way he treated Dominic? Wow! With respect right from the start! He gave him the chance he so desperately needed and his friendship earning his trust and showing him what is like to fall in love.
This truly was a beautiful story that deals with serious issues but is also filled with hope and love. The love of a father that loves his daughter and would do anything for her. The bond of a teacher with his students and the need to make a difference in their future. Two endearing characters that couldn’t have been more perfect for each other. ♥️
January 7, 2018
Reread January 2018
I originally rated this 4 stars. I have no idea why. I loved this book while rereading it. It had everything I wanted in a romance. I'd say it was damn near perfect.
Originally read October 2016
Man, was this tough to read in the beginning. The things Dominic had to do to survive and provide for his daughter were awful. But he was such a strong person and a wonderful father to Thea.
Adrian was absolutely perfect. He just takes in Dominic and Thea and they are a family. He was awesome. I really wish we would have gotten his POV though. It would have helped to have a little more insight into why he was the way he was and his need to help. I really enjoyed seeing these two men find each other and become the family they both deserve.
And Billy...just wow. What an awesome man.
I look forward to more in this series.
I originally rated this 4 stars. I have no idea why. I loved this book while rereading it. It had everything I wanted in a romance. I'd say it was damn near perfect.
"Thank you."
"For what?"
For being the one I called my pseudo dad to talk about.
For giving me more than I could ever dream of.
For turning a homeless guy into someone who looked forward to waking up in the morning.
For becoming my home.
Take your pick.
"For everything, Teach.”~Dominic
Originally read October 2016
Man, was this tough to read in the beginning. The things Dominic had to do to survive and provide for his daughter were awful. But he was such a strong person and a wonderful father to Thea.
Adrian was absolutely perfect. He just takes in Dominic and Thea and they are a family. He was awesome. I really wish we would have gotten his POV though. It would have helped to have a little more insight into why he was the way he was and his need to help. I really enjoyed seeing these two men find each other and become the family they both deserve.
And Billy...just wow. What an awesome man.
I look forward to more in this series.
April 11, 2020
Just as gorgeous a story the fourth time around! <3
--------------Original review: June 4, 2016-----------------
Home isn't always a place and family aren't always the people related to you.
I loved this book. It's the first one I've read by Cara Dee, and I am looking forward to reading more of her stuff. Home starts out a bit gritty, with Dominic selling sex to try to save enough money to get from Philadelphia, PA to Camassia Cove, WA where his 3 year old daughter, Thea, is living with his not-good-for-much aunt. Dominic is a survivor, through and through. He's been on his own, and homeless, off and on since he was 15 and he does what it takes to survive.
Dominic meets Adrian when he gets off the bus in Seattle and gets a ride to Camus. Adrian is a high school history teacher who lives in the working class neighborhood of Camas, where his aunt is living. Adrian helps people when he can and he does a lot of volunteer work at a local youth center. Adrian has a soft spot for "strays", as his brother put it. Truth is, Adrian not only wants to make the world a better place, he actually succeeds. He helps people because he can't not. And soon, he sees something in Dominic that just calls to him.
I started out feeling so bad for Dominic. He's so often in fight or flight mode, always looking for the escape route, always assessing objects around him that could be used as weapons, never really trusting the people around him. It takes him time to relax around Adrian and it takes even more time for him to understand his attraction to Adrian.
You see, sex has never been something to simply be enjoyed. It's a commodity. And Dominic separated himself from the act a long time ago. That broke my heart more than a little. And then he discovers he really enjoys kissing. He didn't even notice, at first, that it felt sexual. Intimate. It still takes Dominic time. He's not had a stable life or a home, before. He doesn't have the social skills necessary to be able to navigate an actual relationship in the same way that other people do.
But Adrian really understands this and tries hard to not push too much - even if it hurts him. Adrian not only wants to take care of Dominic and Thea, but he also wants to help Dominic to feel some independence, too. Things like getting legitimate jobs and helping the community and himself, so he can be stable and take care of his daughter. Adrian doesn't just fall for Dominic, though. He falls for Thea, too. They are a family.
I just loved this book! The writing was very easy for me to lose myself in. I was able to just soak in the story and experience it. The world that Cara Dee has created is rich and vivid with characters that are well drawn and have stories of their own. They felt like real people.
Very highly recommended!
--------------Original review: June 4, 2016-----------------
Home isn't always a place and family aren't always the people related to you.
I loved this book. It's the first one I've read by Cara Dee, and I am looking forward to reading more of her stuff. Home starts out a bit gritty, with Dominic selling sex to try to save enough money to get from Philadelphia, PA to Camassia Cove, WA where his 3 year old daughter, Thea, is living with his not-good-for-much aunt. Dominic is a survivor, through and through. He's been on his own, and homeless, off and on since he was 15 and he does what it takes to survive.
Dominic meets Adrian when he gets off the bus in Seattle and gets a ride to Camus. Adrian is a high school history teacher who lives in the working class neighborhood of Camas, where his aunt is living. Adrian helps people when he can and he does a lot of volunteer work at a local youth center. Adrian has a soft spot for "strays", as his brother put it. Truth is, Adrian not only wants to make the world a better place, he actually succeeds. He helps people because he can't not. And soon, he sees something in Dominic that just calls to him.
I started out feeling so bad for Dominic. He's so often in fight or flight mode, always looking for the escape route, always assessing objects around him that could be used as weapons, never really trusting the people around him. It takes him time to relax around Adrian and it takes even more time for him to understand his attraction to Adrian.
You see, sex has never been something to simply be enjoyed. It's a commodity. And Dominic separated himself from the act a long time ago. That broke my heart more than a little. And then he discovers he really enjoys kissing. He didn't even notice, at first, that it felt sexual. Intimate. It still takes Dominic time. He's not had a stable life or a home, before. He doesn't have the social skills necessary to be able to navigate an actual relationship in the same way that other people do.
But Adrian really understands this and tries hard to not push too much - even if it hurts him. Adrian not only wants to take care of Dominic and Thea, but he also wants to help Dominic to feel some independence, too. Things like getting legitimate jobs and helping the community and himself, so he can be stable and take care of his daughter. Adrian doesn't just fall for Dominic, though. He falls for Thea, too. They are a family.
I just loved this book! The writing was very easy for me to lose myself in. I was able to just soak in the story and experience it. The world that Cara Dee has created is rich and vivid with characters that are well drawn and have stories of their own. They felt like real people.
Very highly recommended!
June 17, 2017
4 "aha-moment" Stars
"Thank you."
"For what?"
For being the one I called my pseudo dad to talk about.
For giving me more than I could ever dream of.
For turning a homeless guy into someone who looked forward to waking up in the morning.
For becoming my home.
Take your pick.
"For everything, Teach."
Dominic is a twenty four-year old homeless. He had been homeless on and off since he was fifteen. He always was in a survival mode. He hasn’t education or resume. He has a three-year-old girl, Thea who lives with his aunt. His aunt needs money for Thea and he, himself, needs money for going to his aunt and see Thea (after not seeing her for a year). Dominic does everything for money: stealing things, whoring himself out, shoplifting… When he saved some money he traveled to see his daughter and in this journey he met Adrian aka Teach. Adrian is a thirty five-year-old history teacher. He is so kind. He wants to help Dominic but Dominic doesn’t trust anyone. It’s difficult for him to trust. And this becomes the beginning of their friendship.
I liked those two lovely, cute characters. And let’s don’t forget that little one, Thea! I really adore her! At first, it was really rough reading about Dominic’s life. I mean it really breaks your heart. But then he met Adrian. They were perfect with each other. I like when we have a flaw character in our stories. Wow Adrian! A teacher with tattoos! He had such a big heart.
The story-line was perfect, a little fast-paced and the characters were well-written. the story is told from Dominic's POV (except the epilogue), 1st person. All in all, it was such a great read and I hope you enjoy it as well!
"Thank you."
"For what?"
For being the one I called my pseudo dad to talk about.
For giving me more than I could ever dream of.
For turning a homeless guy into someone who looked forward to waking up in the morning.
For becoming my home.
Take your pick.
"For everything, Teach."
Dominic is a twenty four-year old homeless. He had been homeless on and off since he was fifteen. He always was in a survival mode. He hasn’t education or resume. He has a three-year-old girl, Thea who lives with his aunt. His aunt needs money for Thea and he, himself, needs money for going to his aunt and see Thea (after not seeing her for a year). Dominic does everything for money: stealing things, whoring himself out, shoplifting… When he saved some money he traveled to see his daughter and in this journey he met Adrian aka Teach. Adrian is a thirty five-year-old history teacher. He is so kind. He wants to help Dominic but Dominic doesn’t trust anyone. It’s difficult for him to trust. And this becomes the beginning of their friendship.
I liked those two lovely, cute characters. And let’s don’t forget that little one, Thea! I really adore her! At first, it was really rough reading about Dominic’s life. I mean it really breaks your heart. But then he met Adrian. They were perfect with each other. I like when we have a flaw character in our stories. Wow Adrian! A teacher with tattoos! He had such a big heart.
The story-line was perfect, a little fast-paced and the characters were well-written. the story is told from Dominic's POV (except the epilogue), 1st person. All in all, it was such a great read and I hope you enjoy it as well!
December 4, 2016
4.5 stars!
Loved this one! It's not a fluffy read, the beginning was heartwrenching. But man, this book is a page turner. I loved the characters, and am so impressed that the author had me so emotionally attached to them in such a small number of pages. Highly recommend!
The only other book I've read by Cara Dee was Public Display of Everything and I loved that one too. Don't let the cover turn you off, that book is hot! I definitely need to catch up on the rest of her books, especially since the MM romances have been some of my favorites this year!
Loved this one! It's not a fluffy read, the beginning was heartwrenching. But man, this book is a page turner. I loved the characters, and am so impressed that the author had me so emotionally attached to them in such a small number of pages. Highly recommend!
The only other book I've read by Cara Dee was Public Display of Everything and I loved that one too. Don't let the cover turn you off, that book is hot! I definitely need to catch up on the rest of her books, especially since the MM romances have been some of my favorites this year!
December 2, 2016
***4.5 Stars***
Finished my 2016 GR challenge with this book and it definitely goes on my list as one of my favorites of the year!
For so long, my sad excuse for a life had been the same. Get money, find shelter, bend over, fight, hunt down food, suck cock, money, bend over, shelter, fight, food. I'd gotten used to it. I guessed I had some patterns to break, and...enter this goddamn history teacher. He shook everything up.
This is one of those books where once you start reading, you can forget about the rest of your day because you just can't put it down.
The beginning broke my heart. Dominic's life was not easy. He lived on the streets. He sold himself. He fought for every scrap that he had in his pocket and in his duffle bag...not only for his own survival, but for that of his 3 year-old daughter, Thea.
We meet Dominic as he's nearing the finishing line of saving enough money to be reunited with his daughter who he sent to live with his aunt on the west coast. He's desperate for those last few dollars because the end is in sight.
My heart hurt for the things that Dominic had to go through, for the pain he felt in missing his daughter and for the wall he built up against the rest of his emotions in order to survive what he felt he needed to do.
Finally, with that bus ticket in hand...he was one long, cross country trek away from being with his daughter and hopefully starting a real life.
What he didn't expect once he arrived was to meet Adrian. A man filled with compassion, generosity and care. A man who offered a helping hand to a stranger, and in turn thawed a frozen heart and showed what it meant to love.
I absolutely loved the simplicity in this story. Told entirely from Dominic's POV, we see how matter of fact he views the world, well with the exception of Thea. Dominic comes alive when he's around his daughter. He wasn't afraid of working long and hard...all he wanted was to finally build a life with his daughter.
Adrian's gentle spirit comforted Dominic. He wasn't used to being around people with his guard down. He was always looking for a quick way out, forming an escape plan...but Adrian consistently showed him nothing but patience, compassion and understanding.
Little by little, Dominic found himself developing feelings for Adrian (who he nicknamed Teach)...even if he couldn't identify the feelings, he knew there was something about the man that made his insides feel warm, his heart soften and his body awaken.
He continually amazed me with his dedication, devotion, and passion. Adrian was a smart guy. He looked good; he could be the guy you brought home to your parents, and he could be the fierce motherfucker you didn't mess with. Nonjudgmental, generous, skilled, and definitely humble.
The evolution of their relationship was perfect. Dominic's insecurities about his past were understandable, and even though we don't get Adrian's POV, you can still feel his vulnerability in attempting to have a relationship with Dominic. Both men were afraid of overwhelming the other, burdening him with too much and ultimately pushing him away.
Don't be fooled by where you start when picking up this book, once Dominic steps foot off that bus in Seattle, there was no angst, no drama, nothing but the unraveling of a quiet love story.
I touched him gingerly at first, waiting for the moment to be ruined by my tainted past. It didn't happen. Maybe 'cause my body and mind were on the same page, for fucking once. There was no disconnect. I could trust Adrian. I could let myself be turned on. It was intimate, and sex was becoming sexual. Because it was him.
In under 200 pages, Cara Dee wove a story that was simple in it's delivery yet anything but in the emotions it conveyed. She effortlessly showed that some families aren't formed by blood, but by love. And with an unconventional HEA, we get to see how this family is doing a few years down the line....and damn it if I didn't have the biggest smile on my face.
"Thank you."
"For what?"
For giving me more than I could ever dream of.
For turning a homeless guy into someone who looked forward to waking up in the morning.
For becoming my home.
"For everything, Teach."
July 5, 2023
✰ 4 stars ✰
“Anything else I can do?”
"Yes." He leveled me with a mock-serious look and gripped my shoulders. I didn’t tense up much this time. “Make yourself at home.”
After my rather disappointing experience with Cara Dee's latest release, a couple of GR friends suggested some other names that I might have a better time with - Home (Homeless?) was among the top recommended picks. I had originally opted to read If We Could Go Back as my first re-attempt with Cara Dee's writing, but when I saw that this was the first book in the Camassia Cove Universe, I figured, fine, let's see what's all the love about? 😊
Okay, you've convinced me.
If you ever want your heart broken, think about what favors Dominic had to do to earn money - the only way he knew how, so he could take care of his three-year-old daughter, Thea. If you ever want to feel hope, think about how, a chance encounter with a kind person like Adrian the Teach, could give him the opportunity to live a life on the right path. 🥺🥺 If you ever want to feel contentment, think about the little moments shared of tender intimacies and gentle gestures of softness that gave both of them the chance to take a step further into their relationship. If you ever want to feel love, think about how, a simple act of kindness could become the future for a family filled with love and happiness - that it would be impossible for you not to be blanketed by all the warm fuzzy feels. 🫠🫠🫠
It wasn't just love at first sight between the two - but what became a beautiful understanding and steadily growing attraction that came from Adrian's want to help him. No hidden agenda - no ulterior motives - someone who is just kind from the heart - someone who actually cares - how rare are those people? How fortunate was it that Dominic would meet him and his two brothers first? How beautiful is it that having Thea in his life, gave Adrian so much closure?
My heart broke for Dominic - he would do anything to make ends meet for his daughter; so beaten down by life, that it's almost painful for him to accept someone would willingly help him without accepting something in return. So to see that hesitant, vulnerable side of him - to first not understand that what he was feeling for Adrian was affection, a want to be with someone and experience love in its purest form - not marred by all the unfortunate sexual encounters, he has had to experience in his life. 🥹 🥹 🥹 I loved that he slowly allowed himself to change - to embrace the help, to learn the ways to understand Thea better. He was a kind soul, who deserved more in life - and Adrian was more than happy to give that to him.
Because that's who he was - a teacher, a nurturer, a protector - someone who valued loyalty above all else, who wanted only commitment and family, and the promise of solely being the one for someone. 🩵🩵 I loved that he never pushed Dominic to open up to him - he never forced him to give him a chance, but just gradually they fell into each other, in such a natural way, that had my heart melting at their intimacy, which was both hot and soft and just what both of them needed to belong together. He wanted commitment and even if he was too afraid to say it, I loved that Dominic sensed it - and did not hesitate for a second to reassure him, that he was here to stay - that he had found a home with him. 🩷🩷🩷
“I almost drop-kicked him out of instinct, but instead, I went rigid. His kind chuckles reverberated through his body, and I felt the tremors. It was warm. It was a friend hug. He clapped me on the back and then released me. That was it. I hadn't had any time to consider if I actually liked it.
I only registered that it was colder now.”
Theo is a precious sweetheart - a little girl that deserves all the love and happiness in the world. A part of Dominic who he would fight with everything in his heart to give her the comfort and protection she needs, and a daughter that Adrian was missing in his life, but understands and adores and treasures her so much, as if she were his own. 🤗🤗
I loved that Billy was not just a name in Dominic's life - that he stayed a fixture in his heart, someone who helped him reach where he had to, someone who saw something in him and believed and prayed that he would have a fighting chance at a better life. It was bittersweet to know what Billy's future would be, but for Adrian to get to meet the man that helped him along the way, was such a wonderful and rewarding moment.
The epilogue was also so very sweet - it was comforting to know that six years later, the three of them are still a very happy and supportive family. I was, however, a little confused as to why it was narrator by an unknown, unnamed individual - but then, I thought, maybe it had to be shown from a third person's perspective. To give us the ease of satisfaction of how, the three of them were settled and at peace - at how they still cared to help others and had not lost the personalities that made them special. And also, how very much at home they were with each other.
“Anything else I can do?”
"Yes." He leveled me with a mock-serious look and gripped my shoulders. I didn’t tense up much this time. “Make yourself at home.”
After my rather disappointing experience with Cara Dee's latest release, a couple of GR friends suggested some other names that I might have a better time with - Home (Homeless?) was among the top recommended picks. I had originally opted to read If We Could Go Back as my first re-attempt with Cara Dee's writing, but when I saw that this was the first book in the Camassia Cove Universe, I figured, fine, let's see what's all the love about? 😊
Okay, you've convinced me.
If you ever want your heart broken, think about what favors Dominic had to do to earn money - the only way he knew how, so he could take care of his three-year-old daughter, Thea. If you ever want to feel hope, think about how, a chance encounter with a kind person like Adrian the Teach, could give him the opportunity to live a life on the right path. 🥺🥺 If you ever want to feel contentment, think about the little moments shared of tender intimacies and gentle gestures of softness that gave both of them the chance to take a step further into their relationship. If you ever want to feel love, think about how, a simple act of kindness could become the future for a family filled with love and happiness - that it would be impossible for you not to be blanketed by all the warm fuzzy feels. 🫠🫠🫠
It wasn't just love at first sight between the two - but what became a beautiful understanding and steadily growing attraction that came from Adrian's want to help him. No hidden agenda - no ulterior motives - someone who is just kind from the heart - someone who actually cares - how rare are those people? How fortunate was it that Dominic would meet him and his two brothers first? How beautiful is it that having Thea in his life, gave Adrian so much closure?
My heart broke for Dominic - he would do anything to make ends meet for his daughter; so beaten down by life, that it's almost painful for him to accept someone would willingly help him without accepting something in return. So to see that hesitant, vulnerable side of him - to first not understand that what he was feeling for Adrian was affection, a want to be with someone and experience love in its purest form - not marred by all the unfortunate sexual encounters, he has had to experience in his life. 🥹 🥹 🥹 I loved that he slowly allowed himself to change - to embrace the help, to learn the ways to understand Thea better. He was a kind soul, who deserved more in life - and Adrian was more than happy to give that to him.
Because that's who he was - a teacher, a nurturer, a protector - someone who valued loyalty above all else, who wanted only commitment and family, and the promise of solely being the one for someone. 🩵🩵 I loved that he never pushed Dominic to open up to him - he never forced him to give him a chance, but just gradually they fell into each other, in such a natural way, that had my heart melting at their intimacy, which was both hot and soft and just what both of them needed to belong together. He wanted commitment and even if he was too afraid to say it, I loved that Dominic sensed it - and did not hesitate for a second to reassure him, that he was here to stay - that he had found a home with him. 🩷🩷🩷
“I almost drop-kicked him out of instinct, but instead, I went rigid. His kind chuckles reverberated through his body, and I felt the tremors. It was warm. It was a friend hug. He clapped me on the back and then released me. That was it. I hadn't had any time to consider if I actually liked it.
I only registered that it was colder now.”
Theo is a precious sweetheart - a little girl that deserves all the love and happiness in the world. A part of Dominic who he would fight with everything in his heart to give her the comfort and protection she needs, and a daughter that Adrian was missing in his life, but understands and adores and treasures her so much, as if she were his own. 🤗🤗
I loved that Billy was not just a name in Dominic's life - that he stayed a fixture in his heart, someone who helped him reach where he had to, someone who saw something in him and believed and prayed that he would have a fighting chance at a better life. It was bittersweet to know what Billy's future would be, but for Adrian to get to meet the man that helped him along the way, was such a wonderful and rewarding moment.
The epilogue was also so very sweet - it was comforting to know that six years later, the three of them are still a very happy and supportive family. I was, however, a little confused as to why it was narrator by an unknown, unnamed individual - but then, I thought, maybe it had to be shown from a third person's perspective. To give us the ease of satisfaction of how, the three of them were settled and at peace - at how they still cared to help others and had not lost the personalities that made them special. And also, how very much at home they were with each other.
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June 23, 2024
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God. I loved Dominic. So much. He had such an amazing personality filled with softness as well as some rough edges, and it was so easy to connect with him and care about him.
My heart broke for how absolutely horrific Dominic's life has been, and I felt so much pride for how hard he worked and how strong, sweet and good-natured he remained. I absolutely melted every time he interacted with his adorable 3 year-old daughter, and it was interesting to watch him fall in love for the first time. I was just so damn happy to see him get the life he deserved.
I loved getting inside Dominic's head. He had such a distinct personality, which really shone through in not only his dialogue but also his inner monologue. It had a very authentic feel to it; Dominic felt like a real, unique and incredibly lovable guy. He remained the same identifiable person throughout the book, even though he went through so much development. I can honestly say that this was some really good writing.
The only thing I feel could have been done a little better was the romance. Not from Dominic's side, but maybe from Adrian's. I never truly connected with Adrian as an individual, and sometimes had a hard time getting an entirely good read on him. But then again, I genuinely feel like this is Dominic's story, so I wasn't bothered by it too much.
Long story short, I love Dominic.
'Camassia Cove' series:
1. Home - 4.0 stars
6. Out - 4.0 stars
7. Power Play - 2.5 stars
b>Novellas:
1.5. Sleepless - 3.0 stars
6.5. Out For the Holidays - 2.0 stars
God. I loved Dominic. So much. He had such an amazing personality filled with softness as well as some rough edges, and it was so easy to connect with him and care about him.
My heart broke for how absolutely horrific Dominic's life has been, and I felt so much pride for how hard he worked and how strong, sweet and good-natured he remained. I absolutely melted every time he interacted with his adorable 3 year-old daughter, and it was interesting to watch him fall in love for the first time. I was just so damn happy to see him get the life he deserved.
I loved getting inside Dominic's head. He had such a distinct personality, which really shone through in not only his dialogue but also his inner monologue. It had a very authentic feel to it; Dominic felt like a real, unique and incredibly lovable guy. He remained the same identifiable person throughout the book, even though he went through so much development. I can honestly say that this was some really good writing.
The only thing I feel could have been done a little better was the romance. Not from Dominic's side, but maybe from Adrian's. I never truly connected with Adrian as an individual, and sometimes had a hard time getting an entirely good read on him. But then again, I genuinely feel like this is Dominic's story, so I wasn't bothered by it too much.
Long story short, I love Dominic.
'Camassia Cove' series:
1. Home - 4.0 stars
6. Out - 4.0 stars
7. Power Play - 2.5 stars
b>Novellas:
1.5. Sleepless - 3.0 stars
6.5. Out For the Holidays - 2.0 stars
July 4, 2017
Re-read July 2017
Still loved it.
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What a lovely story this turned out to be.
Dominic is 24 and living on the streets, turning tricks to stay alive. And to send money to his aunt, who is taking care of his 3 year old daughter, Thea.
Dominic is afraid his daughter won’t recognize him anymore, when he finally has enough money for a bus ticket to go see her. But it turns out Thea has an eidetic memory and does recognize him. She also has trouble speaking and uses sign language, or writes down what she wants to say.
When Dominic arrives in Camassia Cove, where his aunt and Thea are living, he meets Adrian. Adrian is a 35 year old (tattooed!) teacher and is always trying to help people. When he meets the young Dominic, he wants to help.
Dominic is still homeless, because his aunt doesn’t allow him to stay with her. His aunt is not such a wonderful person. She wants all the money she can get out of Dominic and has taken care of Thea, but not much.
So when Adrian offers Dominic a place to stay for him and Thea, Dominic reluctantly agrees. It is hard for him to trust Adrian, but he also knows he has to get Thea away from his aunt.
Dominic is used to sex being a way to earn money, so when he actually feels attracted to Adrian, he doesn’t even recognize is at first. But when he does, he wonders what it is like to kiss Adrian. To kiss someone, since he has never kissed anyone before.
That first kiss leads to more kisses and then hugs, cuddles, and eventually (hot!) sex.
I loved how the relationship between Dominic and Adrian developed. Adrian was so patient. And I loved how Dominic trusted Adrian. There is practically no relationship angst. The transition from being acquaintances, to being friends, to being lovers was very smooth.
This book starts out with some pretty heart breaking scenes and life on the streets is not glossed over, neither was it an endless torture. It just gave us a good feel for Dominic’s life.
There were a few things that were quite unrealistic with Thea (I had a hard time believing Dominic, who was so unaware of his own sexuality, had sex with a girl, and created Thea, because he felt horny. That was so out of character. And how Thea acted was highly unlikely for a 3 year old, even though she was a genius), but I decided to just ignore that and enjoy the book anyway.
Still loved it.
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What a lovely story this turned out to be.
Dominic is 24 and living on the streets, turning tricks to stay alive. And to send money to his aunt, who is taking care of his 3 year old daughter, Thea.
Dominic is afraid his daughter won’t recognize him anymore, when he finally has enough money for a bus ticket to go see her. But it turns out Thea has an eidetic memory and does recognize him. She also has trouble speaking and uses sign language, or writes down what she wants to say.
When Dominic arrives in Camassia Cove, where his aunt and Thea are living, he meets Adrian. Adrian is a 35 year old (tattooed!) teacher and is always trying to help people. When he meets the young Dominic, he wants to help.
Dominic is still homeless, because his aunt doesn’t allow him to stay with her. His aunt is not such a wonderful person. She wants all the money she can get out of Dominic and has taken care of Thea, but not much.
So when Adrian offers Dominic a place to stay for him and Thea, Dominic reluctantly agrees. It is hard for him to trust Adrian, but he also knows he has to get Thea away from his aunt.
Dominic is used to sex being a way to earn money, so when he actually feels attracted to Adrian, he doesn’t even recognize is at first. But when he does, he wonders what it is like to kiss Adrian. To kiss someone, since he has never kissed anyone before.
That first kiss leads to more kisses and then hugs, cuddles, and eventually (hot!) sex.
I loved how the relationship between Dominic and Adrian developed. Adrian was so patient. And I loved how Dominic trusted Adrian. There is practically no relationship angst. The transition from being acquaintances, to being friends, to being lovers was very smooth.
This book starts out with some pretty heart breaking scenes and life on the streets is not glossed over, neither was it an endless torture. It just gave us a good feel for Dominic’s life.
There were a few things that were quite unrealistic with Thea (I had a hard time believing Dominic, who was so unaware of his own sexuality, had sex with a girl, and created Thea, because he felt horny. That was so out of character. And how Thea acted was highly unlikely for a 3 year old, even though she was a genius), but I decided to just ignore that and enjoy the book anyway.
November 9, 2018
This is becoming a favourite re-read, for reasons I can't quite explain, other than I LOVE Dominic and his potty mouth!
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I had an INSTANT need for re-reading this one after reading Out.
Adrian and Dominic are close to being a favourite couple.
So happy with their journey and the love they both have for Thea<3
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I had an INSTANT need for re-reading this one after reading Out.
Adrian and Dominic are close to being a favourite couple.
So happy with their journey and the love they both have for Thea<3
October 25, 2017
**** 4.5 Stars ****
Heartwarming, soulful, real and beautiful.
Heartwarming, soulful, real and beautiful.
July 3, 2023
4.5 stars!
I loved this book. I love this author. Cara Dee has evolved into one of those authors who is an autobuy. I actually think I'm going to read one of her m/f books soon (gasp!).
The story starts in a very dark place. Dominic is selling himself on the streets of Philly, trying to save up enough money to get a bus ticket to Washington state, where his aunt is watching his daughter. He's been away from her for a year and needs to get back to her like he needs air. He's been on his own for as long as he can remember. He has no skills other than oral. We do get on-page time with Dominic and his tricks, as tragic as some of these experiences can be, literally on the street. It's gritty, it's sad, and it's no doubt real for many out there.
Once Dominic finally reaches as far as Seattle, he meets Adrian, a sexy "Teach" in jeans, blazer, and sporting a short beard. "Teach" offers him a ride to his aunt's place, which is close to Adrian's house. The two later strike up a friendship, due in part to Dominic's previous (maybe) line of work and Adrian's extra-curricular activities with an LGBT youth organization.
Cara Dee gripped me from the start with writing exclusively in Dominic's POV. This really was his story. He'd been on the streets for so long, and didn't have it good before that.
Dominic's discovery of what life can be like if you take the hand that offers you something and stop believing that every hand is there to beat you down, is a beautiful journey. Adrian's discovery that Dominic doesn't have the same perspective as everyone he's met, and that Dominic and his little girl are precious and worth everything blossoms on page, even through Dominic's POV.
Dominic and Adrian's first kiss was everything! Seriously, how can germs be hot? I cannot wait to reread this. Very soon. One and only small niggle - the epilogue was used to set up the next book, and I didn't get to really appreciate these two.
I loved this book. I love this author. Cara Dee has evolved into one of those authors who is an autobuy. I actually think I'm going to read one of her m/f books soon (gasp!).
The story starts in a very dark place. Dominic is selling himself on the streets of Philly, trying to save up enough money to get a bus ticket to Washington state, where his aunt is watching his daughter. He's been away from her for a year and needs to get back to her like he needs air. He's been on his own for as long as he can remember. He has no skills other than oral. We do get on-page time with Dominic and his tricks, as tragic as some of these experiences can be, literally on the street. It's gritty, it's sad, and it's no doubt real for many out there.
Once Dominic finally reaches as far as Seattle, he meets Adrian, a sexy "Teach" in jeans, blazer, and sporting a short beard. "Teach" offers him a ride to his aunt's place, which is close to Adrian's house. The two later strike up a friendship, due in part to Dominic's previous (maybe) line of work and Adrian's extra-curricular activities with an LGBT youth organization.
Cara Dee gripped me from the start with writing exclusively in Dominic's POV. This really was his story. He'd been on the streets for so long, and didn't have it good before that.
"Are you gay?".....
I lifted one shoulder. "I don't know. Sex isn't sexual for me."
........I knew sex was supposed to be intimate; I'd just never experienced it. I'd discovered that sex had a price before I lost my virginity.
Dominic's discovery of what life can be like if you take the hand that offers you something and stop believing that every hand is there to beat you down, is a beautiful journey. Adrian's discovery that Dominic doesn't have the same perspective as everyone he's met, and that Dominic and his little girl are precious and worth everything blossoms on page, even through Dominic's POV.
Dominic and Adrian's first kiss was everything! Seriously, how can germs be hot? I cannot wait to reread this. Very soon. One and only small niggle - the epilogue was used to set up the next book, and I didn't get to really appreciate these two.
October 17, 2017
Re-read 10/2017 : PERFECT the first time...PERFECT the second time :-)
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5 stars, directly put into my to-be-reread shelf, because I simply loved it : it did it for me on so many levels, most of all, because it made me FEEL and gripped my heart.
Dominic barely survives in the street of Philadelphia and does whatever he can, even stealing and selling sex to get enough money to pay for the care of his 3 year-old-daughter temporarily living with an auntie on the other side of the US and to pay for a ticket to live Philadelphia and all it represents behind.
Once he finally reach his destination, he has to learn how to put his past behind, to trust that people don’t always want something from him, and to live with his daughter. In this journey, he’s helped by Adrian. And what a beautiful journey (and destination) they both have.
I was completely immersed in this book right from the start where the emotion pouring from the story was so oppressive it took my breath away. There were so many angles form this book that called to me (mostly for personal reasons) : the desperation of being homeless, the need from Dominic to be unemotional to fight for survival, the loneliness and inability to trust that result from such a behavior, the discovery of the power of a simple human touch, the unconditional love for a daughter, the sense of home, … I could keep going on and on but don’t have the right words for that and the other reviews can give much more credit to this book that I could ever do. Add to that the superb writing of Cara Dee and her decision to lead the MCs on a caring and happy path.
Highly recommended !!!
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5 stars, directly put into my to-be-reread shelf, because I simply loved it : it did it for me on so many levels, most of all, because it made me FEEL and gripped my heart.
Dominic barely survives in the street of Philadelphia and does whatever he can, even stealing and selling sex to get enough money to pay for the care of his 3 year-old-daughter temporarily living with an auntie on the other side of the US and to pay for a ticket to live Philadelphia and all it represents behind.
Once he finally reach his destination, he has to learn how to put his past behind, to trust that people don’t always want something from him, and to live with his daughter. In this journey, he’s helped by Adrian. And what a beautiful journey (and destination) they both have.
I was completely immersed in this book right from the start where the emotion pouring from the story was so oppressive it took my breath away. There were so many angles form this book that called to me (mostly for personal reasons) : the desperation of being homeless, the need from Dominic to be unemotional to fight for survival, the loneliness and inability to trust that result from such a behavior, the discovery of the power of a simple human touch, the unconditional love for a daughter, the sense of home, … I could keep going on and on but don’t have the right words for that and the other reviews can give much more credit to this book that I could ever do. Add to that the superb writing of Cara Dee and her decision to lead the MCs on a caring and happy path.
Highly recommended !!!
June 19, 2021
4 ‘heartwarming stars’ ⭐️ This was a pleasant surprise. If you ever think that ‘oh, God, I wish this character were real?!’ yeah, that's me at this moment. Where I find someone like Adrian?!
The story started out dark but actually, it turned out to be a sweet read. I expected an immense amount of angst. But the angst was the least emotion in the book.
“What he saw in me, I wasn’t sure I'd ever understand.
What I saw in him…? The list was endless.”
Dominic was a homeless man who hardly thought about his tomorrow. The only determination he had was surviving today. Staying in Philadelphia while thinking about his 3 yrs daughter (Thea), and sending money to his aunty to look after her was the only purpose, he wanted to live in today. He sold his body to fed his daughter and collected money to get a bus ticket to go to Camassia Cove to see her who he hasn't seen for a year. Everything was a battle to him.
Adrian was the kindest soul and has a big heart that tended to help anyone. Adrian gave Dominic a ride from Seattle to Camas.
While Dominic in Camas, Adrian understood that what a situation Dominic in. He helped him in every way he possibly could. At first, Dominic didn't let his guard down easily around Adrian but he realized Adrian was different in a lot of ways. Eventually, he understood sometimes people get lucky and blessed.
“I thought he was nuts, but whatever. The kindest nut in history.”
Amazing book. The writing style was fantastic. There was only Dominic's POV in the book. ❤️
The story started out dark but actually, it turned out to be a sweet read. I expected an immense amount of angst. But the angst was the least emotion in the book.
“What he saw in me, I wasn’t sure I'd ever understand.
What I saw in him…? The list was endless.”
Dominic was a homeless man who hardly thought about his tomorrow. The only determination he had was surviving today. Staying in Philadelphia while thinking about his 3 yrs daughter (Thea), and sending money to his aunty to look after her was the only purpose, he wanted to live in today. He sold his body to fed his daughter and collected money to get a bus ticket to go to Camassia Cove to see her who he hasn't seen for a year. Everything was a battle to him.
Adrian was the kindest soul and has a big heart that tended to help anyone. Adrian gave Dominic a ride from Seattle to Camas.
While Dominic in Camas, Adrian understood that what a situation Dominic in. He helped him in every way he possibly could. At first, Dominic didn't let his guard down easily around Adrian but he realized Adrian was different in a lot of ways. Eventually, he understood sometimes people get lucky and blessed.
“I thought he was nuts, but whatever. The kindest nut in history.”
Amazing book. The writing style was fantastic. There was only Dominic's POV in the book. ❤️
May 28, 2022
*4,5 stars*
My second book by Cara Dee. I really loved this one on so many levels!
Life has dealt Dominic a pretty rotten hand. But he is a born survivor. He has learnt how to get by living on the street, selling his body and doing petty crime. Going hungry and cold, and existing on the bare minimum is his 'normal'. No wonder that trust doesn't come easy to him. Because why would he? It's bound to end all in tears!
And yet, Dominic loves his daughter fiercely. He puts her above everything else. Despite his young age he takes his responsibility as a father very seriously. Thea is everything for him, and the things he does to provide for her, without any complaint because he can see no other way, are harsh and painful to watch.
Dominic is really at rock bottom most of the time, so even a car to sleep in feels like luxury, a warm meal is something special, and kindness is just ... downright strange and suspicious. So no wonder he is thrown off his track when he meets Adrian. Who is good and kind and helpful. And who slowly allows Dominic to see the world in a different light. But is this something to be trusted?
The love that starts to blossom between them is tentative at first, because of wrong assumptions on both sides. I loved the way Cara Dee let us look into Adrian's mind although this story is told purely from Dominic's POV. Very well done! These guys grow together and into a couple slowly, step by step, and it is a joy to watch.
The theme, that life can change for the better, that those given a chance can turn themselves and their fortune round, is powerful and exceedingly heartwarming.
A great book of hope and love and new chances!
My second book by Cara Dee. I really loved this one on so many levels!
Life has dealt Dominic a pretty rotten hand. But he is a born survivor. He has learnt how to get by living on the street, selling his body and doing petty crime. Going hungry and cold, and existing on the bare minimum is his 'normal'. No wonder that trust doesn't come easy to him. Because why would he? It's bound to end all in tears!
And yet, Dominic loves his daughter fiercely. He puts her above everything else. Despite his young age he takes his responsibility as a father very seriously. Thea is everything for him, and the things he does to provide for her, without any complaint because he can see no other way, are harsh and painful to watch.
Dominic is really at rock bottom most of the time, so even a car to sleep in feels like luxury, a warm meal is something special, and kindness is just ... downright strange and suspicious. So no wonder he is thrown off his track when he meets Adrian. Who is good and kind and helpful. And who slowly allows Dominic to see the world in a different light. But is this something to be trusted?
The love that starts to blossom between them is tentative at first, because of wrong assumptions on both sides. I loved the way Cara Dee let us look into Adrian's mind although this story is told purely from Dominic's POV. Very well done! These guys grow together and into a couple slowly, step by step, and it is a joy to watch.
The theme, that life can change for the better, that those given a chance can turn themselves and their fortune round, is powerful and exceedingly heartwarming.
A great book of hope and love and new chances!
September 8, 2018
Good story.
But......Something, something was missing here and I just can’t put my finger on it. For a story about a homeless rentboy and single dad, this was a pretty fluffy story. Maybe that was the issue. The beginning was pretty gritty and angsty, and then I was slapped upside the head with a pound of sugar. From angst to fluff. It felt too sudden. I didn’t feel the change in our man who had been living on the streets for eight years.
It was missing a layer. So, no 5 star rating from me. I’m the odd one out here since most others seem to have found no fault in this book.
Still, I shed a few tears and laughed out loud a few times and shuddered at some marvelous kissing scenes.
But......Something, something was missing here and I just can’t put my finger on it. For a story about a homeless rentboy and single dad, this was a pretty fluffy story. Maybe that was the issue. The beginning was pretty gritty and angsty, and then I was slapped upside the head with a pound of sugar. From angst to fluff. It felt too sudden. I didn’t feel the change in our man who had been living on the streets for eight years.
It was missing a layer. So, no 5 star rating from me. I’m the odd one out here since most others seem to have found no fault in this book.
Still, I shed a few tears and laughed out loud a few times and shuddered at some marvelous kissing scenes.
July 10, 2022
"Thank you."
"For what?"
For being the one I called my pseudo dad to talk about.
For giving me more than I could ever dream of.
For turning a homeless guy into someone who looked forward to waking up in the morning.
For becoming my home.
Take your pick.
"For everything, Teach."
This story deserved 5 stars and more. It was real, gritty, and hopeful.
Dominic and Adrian never thought they needed anyone until they met each other. They became each other's support and family, driving away despair and loneliness. I loved them both and precious Thea.
My first book from Cara Dee and I'm so so hyped to read through all her books! The Camassia Cove website is a godsend too, painting the picture of the town and helping me envision what it looks like. Perfect! Can I move there?
"For what?"
For being the one I called my pseudo dad to talk about.
For giving me more than I could ever dream of.
For turning a homeless guy into someone who looked forward to waking up in the morning.
For becoming my home.
Take your pick.
"For everything, Teach."
This story deserved 5 stars and more. It was real, gritty, and hopeful.
Dominic and Adrian never thought they needed anyone until they met each other. They became each other's support and family, driving away despair and loneliness. I loved them both and precious Thea.
My first book from Cara Dee and I'm so so hyped to read through all her books! The Camassia Cove website is a godsend too, painting the picture of the town and helping me envision what it looks like. Perfect! Can I move there?
September 1, 2016
Where can I find someone like Adrian?
That was a surprising sweet book and I love every part of it. Between Adrian (I kind of fell in love with him, such a big heart), Dominic (strong man, strong father et just a strong person) and my little Thea. They were so cute. See them starting to become a family just made my day.
Our world will be sooooo better if we had more Adrians.
Just READ this book. It'll make your day I promise.
That was a surprising sweet book and I love every part of it. Between Adrian (I kind of fell in love with him, such a big heart), Dominic (strong man, strong father et just a strong person) and my little Thea. They were so cute. See them starting to become a family just made my day.
Our world will be sooooo better if we had more Adrians.
Just READ this book. It'll make your day I promise.
March 22, 2021
I may have teared up a lot. A story about 2 men and 1 three year old girl finding their home with each other. So good! I need to read the others quick!
May 8, 2019
I have been trying to write this review all day and every time I try to just review the book, well, I can’t. Long story short, this: https://www.goodreads.com/questions/1.... I don’t even know where to go from this answer. I have a thing about reading order but this is like insane and I feel like I can’t even read just this series in order without reading the other books and man, there are a lot of books. Imagine my surprise last night when I went to read Sleepless and it said right at the beginning that I needed to read Out first. What? Out isn’t even part of this series! Crossovers used to be cute and make me feel like I was in the know and all that jazz, this, this is insane and some of these books I don’t even know if I want to read.
Does anyone have any advice on this reading order? Do you think I can read this series and be ok?
Now for the review. Ok, let’s see if I can at least tell you how I feel about this one even if I am way out of order and probably totally missing everything. Honestly, I really only even started this series because If We Could Go Back looked good and was part of this series!
Sorry, ok.
Like I said, this past week or so, If We Could Go Back was all over my feed. Seeing it was part of a series I decided to start at the beginning and then I saw what Dominic was going through and I hesitated. Prostitution is one of those things I usually do not want to read about but regardless, something made me still want to read this and I hoped I could stomach it. There were so many great reviews from people I trusted so I just had to give it a shot, and man, I’m really glad I did. I really enjoyed this. Of course it killed me in the beginning, seeing what Dominic was going through and seeing why. I just held onto the belief he was going to get out and things were going to get better. I mean, with a title like Home everything had to work out, right?
So yeah, I really liked this book and immediately wanted more, more, more. Hopefully I can figure out some sort of sense with the Authors answer on reading order and get back to this series because honestly, I am sad that I couldn’t move forward right away.
Aside from the crossovers and connections this was good stuff and I am so glad I read a bit out of my comfort zone because the reward was great.
Does anyone have any advice on this reading order? Do you think I can read this series and be ok?
Now for the review. Ok, let’s see if I can at least tell you how I feel about this one even if I am way out of order and probably totally missing everything. Honestly, I really only even started this series because If We Could Go Back looked good and was part of this series!
Sorry, ok.
Like I said, this past week or so, If We Could Go Back was all over my feed. Seeing it was part of a series I decided to start at the beginning and then I saw what Dominic was going through and I hesitated. Prostitution is one of those things I usually do not want to read about but regardless, something made me still want to read this and I hoped I could stomach it. There were so many great reviews from people I trusted so I just had to give it a shot, and man, I’m really glad I did. I really enjoyed this. Of course it killed me in the beginning, seeing what Dominic was going through and seeing why. I just held onto the belief he was going to get out and things were going to get better. I mean, with a title like Home everything had to work out, right?
So yeah, I really liked this book and immediately wanted more, more, more. Hopefully I can figure out some sort of sense with the Authors answer on reading order and get back to this series because honestly, I am sad that I couldn’t move forward right away.
Aside from the crossovers and connections this was good stuff and I am so glad I read a bit out of my comfort zone because the reward was great.
January 23, 2018
LOVED IT! What a fabulous little gem of a read, and I'm so grateful to Barbara for doing re-reads of her favourites, else I would've missed this one.
This to me is what I want to read in a romance, to see their relationship grow so beautifully with no ridiculous drama. Loved both characters - Adrian truly has a heart of gold and Dominic, that poor man went through sheer hell to get his happy.
Did I say I loved it?!
This to me is what I want to read in a romance, to see their relationship grow so beautifully with no ridiculous drama. Loved both characters - Adrian truly has a heart of gold and Dominic, that poor man went through sheer hell to get his happy.
Did I say I loved it?!
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