Sarah Gilchrist knew the world could be cruel. She wasn't the type of woman content to let it remain so.
People who were closest to Sarah turned on her at a time in her life when she needed them most. Her parents had her placed in a sanatorium to cure her hysterical, melancholic behavior.
In 1882, given the type of wealthy family Sarah came from in London, if she was raped...a complete victim...she was a disgrace to her family. Shame, blame, and sin would follow her.
"The doctors at the sanatorium had promised my father that it would cure my ramblings about Paul Beresford, about education, and becoming a doctor. When cutting had failed, restraints and the sweet release of opiates had dulled me into submission, but the legacy of surgery lingered. If my aunt's plans came to fruition, I would be a barren wife, a woman whose flat belly would be forever traced with scars from surgery and would never swell, never fulfill the one task society asked of me.
In the sanatorium Sarah was to pray. She was not allowed to read, or dwell on recent events, but to refocus her mind toward healthier topics than medicine, education or desire to become a doctor.
After three months-- not a word from Sarah's parents, they found a solution.
Sarah was leaving for Scotland to study, ( if that is what she still wanted -which she did), but would never be allowed to come back home again.
Sarah's relatives would care for her.... but she was to expect nothing from her mother or father.
"I had heaped too much shame on the family--first by my hoydenish ways, my suffragist learnings, my obsession with the university education, and now this. A reputation in ruins, and our family name, dragged through the dirt".
This is a page turning story -- I was deeply engaged with this historical novel. Most of it takes place at the University where Sara is now a medical student at the University of Edinburgh. Being it was the first year women were admitted- we get a clear vision of
"Sh!t happens"... ( injustice to women by male professors, by male students, and by other catty, competitive, and jealous female students).
Given Sarah's own past...she was particularly determined to bring dignity to a woman she had met when volunteering at a public non-profit hospital. Lucy was one of Sarah's patients at 'The Saint Giles' Infirmary for Women.
Lucy, a prostitute, pregnant, shows up dead - a corpse - she was delivered to the University for dissection.
Sarah is almost certain Lucy was murdered. She had bruises on her wrists and neck and there were other signs which made it clear to her that her death was not a suicide as the University professors were saying.
Sarah suspects 'her' professor: Professor Gregory Merchiston. She knows a few things: she saw the professor leave the brothel drunk one night. Also, Lucy was found dead on the floor, with her stomach ( pregnant), filled with laudanum, (alcohol).
Sarah puts her own life at risk while trying to solve a crime.
The storytelling moved in directions I didn't expect several times. It was a real pleasure to read and fully captured the texture of the times. I don't think Sarah Gilchrist considered herself a feminist. They were not words in her vocabulary. She did feel powerless at times ... yet was committed to justice. The mystery was ongoing to the very end.
Sarah was a woman who wouldn't give up until she had closure. She was simply a woman standing for what was right. To me she felt very real.
Kaite Welsh maintains historical accuracy for the period. Great research and integrity. Imaginative page turner!
Thank You Pegasus Books, NetGalley, and Kaite Welsh