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292 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1957
He held style, good or bad, to be the most intimate revelation of character, and slovenly writing invariably provoked his angry contempt.
I had neither such courage nor such love of my father. On the contrary, my antipathy to him seemed to have been born with me. There are some wise people who derive great benefit to their health and peace of mind by sleeping with feet and head in line with earth's rotation. Conversely, I believe most firmly that when the heart feeds on hatred and contempt, the human being is facing the wrong way. But how is one to blink facts and remain one's honesty?
For my part, I hung on the borders of these friendships, dubiously accepted by the students as my brother's rather taciturn henchman. My father, Thersites-like, called me my brother's jackal, and when his tongue tired of that, he would explain to me scientifically that I gave no light of my own, but that I shone with borrowed light like the moon.
He had no doubt that most artists, even the greatest, belied the life they knew, and offered the world a make-believe. Literature, he said, was a parody of life. He declared bitterly that he believed in only two things, a woman's love for her child and a man's love of lies - of lies of all possible kinds - and he was determined that his spiritual experience should not be a make-believe.
The life which he found in novels was not the life that passed before his steel-blue eyes and unblinking gaze at home and in the streets of Dublin, the emotions which he found in poetry were not those he found in his own heart, but sumptuous exaggerations to which the poets rose by dint of leading haughty and elaborate lives.