Disclaimer: Received a free digital copy of the book through Netgalley.
I liked the poems but that was it. I really loved some but overall, I just liked this collection. The eroticism and sensual poems were spot on and didn't make me feel uncomfortable which I wasn't expecting since this was my first time reading poems like those.
The themes were complex and intriguing; mental health, lust, unrequited love, self-love, family issues and loads more. The variety of the poems definitely made me continue the book. I loved the theme of changing chaos into order the most, it was weirdly satisfying to read those poems and they did manage to effectively promote a positive vibe as a whole. "Robinson draws from personal experience as a woman of color, trauma and mental illness survivor, and hopeless romantic." - written in the little author blurb, the perfect description of what drove the whole collection and every single poem. Although, I respect the fact that the author stayed true to herself and incorporated her experiences in the poetry, at times, this collection felt like a repetitive concoction of poems with very similar themes even though falling in different portions of the book. My least favourite portion was "longing", it is what made me read this book in two different sittings rather than one.
Favourite poems:
Inception: Deferred, Stigma and Shame, Open season, Women like me.
Longing: Arithmetic, Tone Deaf.
Chaos: Post-vacation blues, Unrequited love, Hypothetical, Caution, Germination.
Epiphany: Panhandler, When they stop calling, Refugee, Search Party, Truth, Self-love ii.
Overall, this collection wasn't that bad and gave me a new reading experience but at the same time it definitely wasn't something that blew my mind.