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19 pages, ebook
First published October 28, 2013
"All my smiles, you can have all my smiles, whenever I can find them."
I closed my eyes and let pleasure claim me.
Let Darian claim me.
Helpless, at my own instigation, I could not remember ever feeling quite so safe, quite so real, my body neither a prison nor an escape, and my mind, my shattered, self-destroying mind, temporarily quiescent.

Tomorrow was waiting. And the day after. And the day after. And then the day after that. Only so many reprieves until my next depression.
But that was tomorrow, tomorrow, and tomorrow. There were a lot of nows before then, and this was one of them. I looked down at Darian, who had drifted effortlessly into blissful, heedless sleep, just as he had that first time in Brighton. And, in the privacy of that fragile, fleeting moment, I found myself smiling, just like a little.


